go away, mistress

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Reincarnation of all ages, even if it is an illusory dream, the sense of vicissitudes of life contained in it is enough to be unbearable.At this time, Fang Han still couldn't get out of this state completely. Regarding the unpredictable world affairs, Fang Han even felt a sense of depression in his heart at this time that "most things cannot be done by manpower".

But this feeling quickly alerted Fang Han, did he fall into a demon just now? !In a trance, Fang Han gradually had some insights in his heart, and this kind of insight could not be said to be completely understood, and he even felt that he had fallen into a deeper fog...

He just came to the realm of self-cultivation, and due to human beings' fantasies about cultivating Taoism and becoming immortals in previous lives, and what he saw before him, Fang Han always thought that self-cultivation was the pursuit of personal strength, both externally and internally.Now it seems that this is only part of the answer.However, the illusion he experienced just now seems to say some other truths, even if he can't fully express such truths in words.

Why do people cultivate?Even now, Fang Han can't fully answer.And for those who think they have the answer, can you be firm when you say the answer?For the sake of being strong and proud?Or for the safety of family and friends?Or for fame and fortune?Or is it beautiful?

Even if it is simply said that cultivating immortals is only for longevity, why do you want to live forever?Make yourself stronger?So, what kind of person is truly powerful?

Strong force, unwavering heart?Can you guarantee that such an unchanging path is correct and will continue to be correct?In order to persist in such a blind and uncertain purpose, will a cultivator become a fairy or a demon?

The Buddha said: One thought becomes a Buddha, and one thought becomes a demon.

In the illusion, Fang Han's life as a grass is just praying for gentle wind and rain; as a farmer's life, he is praying for a good year; as a rich man, he is praying for a prosperous business......

As life, even ignorant, uninitiated flowers, plants, birds and animals have their own pursuits; this is our desire, and when we are stronger, our desire will become greater; Practitioners pray for longevity, but practitioners pray for longevity; this is the most essential desire of life—survival.

Desire makes people forge ahead, and it can also make people lose.As the ruler of this world, people are too arrogant in their eyes, born with wisdom but also have a lot of thoughts, so they can easily go astray...  

If you don't understand, you really don't understand.Fang Han put Piaofei's thoughts aside, since he couldn't figure it out with his own ability, then don't think about it again.There are some things that you may not be able to truly understand until you are in front of your eyes. It is useless for outsiders to say more.

"Have you thought about why you practice Taoism?" Lingyin saw that the other person in the mirror had calmed down, obviously passed the test, and then turned her head to look at Fang Han.

"Senior, I don't know what the true meaning of cultivating immortality and Taoism is. However, since I can live better and live with my relatives and friends around me, then naturally it is better to live." Fang Han thought for a while. He replied that he had no faith and lived alone before crossing.If it is said that Fang Han values ​​the most, it is naturally family and friendship, because he had the least before, so now he hopes for the most.

Lingyin sighed, and said, "What about you, what do you want, what do you want to do? In this long journey, don't you have any pursuits of your own?" After all, it can't last long, so even if the monks are not in love, they must have their own pursuits on the road of immortality, otherwise the Tao heart they build will be a castle in the air after all.

Fang Han was stunned: "I hope to live with my relatives and friends all the time, doesn't that count?"

"Then what if they leave you one day?" Lingyin said mercilessly. "If you leave..." Fang Han suddenly felt a sense of confusion and panic. He was not from this world. If he didn't have these relatives and friends around him, he would be truly lonely... ..

Does he really have the courage to live in this world like that?

"Yeah, I don't want to live alone like in my last life anymore..." Fang Han sighed faintly, recalling his past life of being alone.

The slender young man and the bun-faced Zhengtai were sitting next to each other on the edge of the round platform. Fang Han turned to look at Lingyin beside him: "Senior, if you are alone, what's the point of living forever?" The young man looked up at the plain in the distance, his eyes far away: "Actually, no matter how much you practice immortality, you can't change the fact that you are still a human being. If you are a human being, you will have the seven emotions and six desires. A detached person is neither immortal nor good at being a human being." , is this really good?"

Fang Han's voice paused slightly: "At least for me, it's better to be with my family happily for a hundred years than to live alone in the world."

"People will die after all, and parents will leave their children eventually." Lingyin said.

"Yeah, so it's better to be a cultivator, at least we can get along for a few more years." Fang Han said.

"Then tell me, apart from the time spent on cultivation, it's true that relatives of cultivators get along much better than ordinary people?" Lingyin said, "Cultivators often go into seclusion, do they really have so much time to cultivate family ties?"

"At least for me at the moment." Fang Han said.

"Then are you sure that your relatives and friends around you are willing to live like you?" Lingyin continued to pour cold water on her: "A cultivator who doesn't work hard to cultivate the Tao will be nothing but a piece of loess after all. Even if he cultivates immortality, he will never become immortal!"

"Yeah, if you don't become a fairy, you are still alone!" Fang Han suddenly laughed, and said in agreement: "Senior, this junior just thinks that if you can't do well, how can you guarantee that you can cultivate and become a fairy?" , how about being a fairy?"

"Then you understand?" Lingyin asked.

"No, the junior still doesn't understand, but the junior will work hard to find the answer." Fang Han said.

"Maybe in the future you will forget the promise you made today, the resolution you made!" Lain said calmly, the boy's voice was clear and ruthless, realistic and cold, resounding.

"So along the way, there are elders like seniors reminding you that the juniors are very lucky!" From the time when Fang Han asked for advice, Fang Han called Lingyin as senior again, and Lingyin's age and experience made Fang Han ignore him He looks tall and respects him from the bottom of his heart.

The sword ghost who just came out looked at the two people who were chatting happily with a complicated expression. After Lingyin and Fang Han finished talking, they looked at the wilting sword ghost leisurely: "It seems that you also understand?"

The sword ghost respectfully bowed to Lingyin, and said, "Thank you, senior, for your enlightenment!" I don't know what kind of opportunity Lingyin gave the sword ghost in the mirror, but the arrogant sword ghost was able to treat Lingyin The sound is so courteous.

"Sacrificing the sword with your body? How can you figure it out? Has your brain been eaten by a dog?" Lingyin criticized mercilessly, "Do you really think that sacrificing the sword is just for fun? You are neither human nor ghost. If you don’t look like this, go back and reincarnate quickly, I’m afraid you won’t be able to do it even if you’re an idiot!”

"This junior puts his body on the sword just to pursue the ultimate swordsmanship!" The sword ghost said unconvinced.

"The ultimate way, even my original master wouldn't dare to speak so brazenly." Lingyin angrily knocked on the sword ghost's head, seeing the white bearded old man's face turn red, she felt better from her rage. "You don't feel that your soul and body are unstable? I thought you really understood, but I didn't expect you, an idiot, to be stupid!"

"Isn't that the reason why no one has warmed up the spirit sword for nearly a thousand years, and the spiritual energy has been lost?" Sword Ghost said dully.

"Then you feel recovered now?" Lingyin continued mercilessly: "Do you still remember the part of your memory that was lost before?" Hearing this, the sword ghost could clearly feel him even in the state of soul body His face became even paler.

"It seems that you don't feel it, but you don't want to admit it." Lingyin sighed.A weapon spirit that does not grow naturally, even if it can be accepted by a magic weapon, will gradually lose its original self and become a puppet ordered by monks. It cannot open up spiritual wisdom like a natural weapon spirit, or even ascend to the Tao.

"Then why is it okay, senior?" Sword Demon struggled.

"This thing is my body, what do you think?" Lingyin puffed up her bun face childishly, and looked at the sword ghost like an idiot: "You don't really make yourself a fool by offering the sword, do you? "

"Senior, what should I do now?" Sword Ghost's soul body floated in the air, and said with a mournful face.

"Where did you come from? If you don't hurry up and reincarnate as a human, do you really want to be an idiot in your next life?" Lingyin waved her hand.

"But..." Sword Demon looked at Fang Han eagerly. Although Fang Han was unwilling to inherit his way, Sword Demon still loved him and was unwilling to let go.

Even Lingyin had to say a word of admiration for a sword ghost like Sword Ghost, but his tone didn't relax much: "Teach as much as you can in one month?" Sword Ghost looked helplessly again. Looking at Fang Han, Fang Han suddenly felt that he was under a lot of pressure.

"Junior, do your best!" Fang Han also had a trace of respect, even a trace of envy, for someone like Sword Demon who really pursued his hobbies to the extreme.

It may be relatively easy to find what you are suitable for, but it is really difficult to really find your own hobbies and then tirelessly develop it and love it, without changing your heart for thousands of years.Although he is unwilling to follow the sword ghost's way of killing, Fang Han believes that even if he only learns the sword, he can benefit a lot. The teaching of the sword ghost in the past ten years has greatly improved Fang Han's swordsmanship.

It's just that Fang Han didn't want to inherit the way of the sword ghost, and the sword ghost didn't teach the essence of it. However, now that the sword ghost is eager to reincarnate, it has really taught everyone everything, without hiding anything.Fang Han also felt Sword Demon's intentions, so he studied hard.It's just that one month is too short after all, the sword ghost has only taught Fang Han the core part, and the time has been exhausted......

"Senior..." Looking at the sword ghost who was about to dissipate his spirit body and reincarnate, Fang Han felt very reluctant and said in a low voice.

"Still called senior?!" The sword ghost was so angry that he blew his beard and stared at his eyes. The kid in front of him usually looks clever, so why is he so dull at this time?His voice was a little aggrieved: "I have taught you for ten years anyway, no credit but hard work, right? Can't you even be a master?"

"But the younger generation did not inherit the morality of the older generation..." Although the sword ghost's tone was cursing, Fang Han was still very happy to be recognized by the sword ghost. He has been with the sword ghost for more than ten years, and his feelings for the sword ghost are still very strong.

"Stinky boy, I've taught you everything in the bottom of the box!" The sword ghost was extremely angry, and he had never seen such a ignorant boy!

"Master!" At this moment, Fang Han couldn't see clearly the meaning of Sword Demon's true apprenticeship. In fact, Fang Han had already regarded Sword Demon as his master in his heart, but after getting along with him, the more he understood this person. Fang Han became more and more unsure whether Sword Demon really wanted to accept him as his disciple.

Now that parting is imminent, when the two people with low emotional intelligence finally have warmth, they are still so entangled in joy, but this kind of scene dilutes the sadness of parting in a timely manner.

Seeing Fang Han respectfully kowtow to himself three times, Sword Demon was satisfied.The old man's body gradually became transparent, "My dear disciple, practice hard, and I'm going to become a teacher!" The voice gradually became low, and the figure of the old sword ghost disappeared.

He kowtowed three more times in the direction where the sword ghost disappeared, even though he knew that the sword ghost was gone. "Master, go all the way!" Although Fang Han knew that the sword ghost was just an ordinary reincarnation, Fang Han still felt sad and reluctant. After ten years of getting along, how could this feeling be easily dissipated.

Sword Demon is a stubborn and open-minded person. He even forbids Fang Han to look for his reincarnation. In his words: "In the next life, I may not even be able to lift a sword. You want me to embarrass me in front of a brat like you." ?"

Fang Han respects the master's opinion, but he really hopes that the fate of the dark will make the two meet again: "Master, if I didn't find you on purpose, but we just met, it doesn't count that I don't listen to you." Doomed."

Even knowing that this person is no longer a sword ghost in this life---my master, I still want to know if he is doing well.

Fang Han put his hands behind his back, looked at the sun gradually rising into the sky, and squinted his eyes. It seemed that next month would be the time for Daddy's reincarnation...

Probably after watching the reincarnation of Qin Jinqing in this life, and after dealing with the cause and effect of father and son, he will start his own trip to the East China Sea...