Extraordinary relationship

Han Su stayed at home that night, and he remembered that he was making out with Jinshuan at that time, when Han Dong suddenly opened the door and came in to separate them.

Han Dong didn't want him to be with men in the first place. When he came home and saw such a hot-eyed scene, he definitely couldn't bear it, so Han Su could understand his impulsive behavior.

He was pushed into the bedroom by Han Dong who came striding forward. He didn't know whether his house was too soundproof or the two people in the living room were talking too quietly. Han Su lay on the door and almost didn't hear anything. He didn't know when he left.

Because the two brothers hadn't seen each other for a while, Han Su stayed at home for the next few days, and it would be six or seven days before he lived together with Jinshu'an again.

"Your brother...is it okay to be alone at home?" Jin Shuan leaned against the bed and put down an architectural magazine.

"Okay, what can't you do?" Han Su took the hair dryer and buzzed his hair, and said loudly, "Now you can order takeout for everything, and you can order vegetables and fruits through apps, and you can get whatever you want."

"By the way, my brother's snow painting is finished." Han Su put down the hair dryer and came out of the bathroom, putting on big pants on his legs as he walked.He picked up the phone from the sofa, shook his head from side to side, and a few drops of wet water flew out of his hair.

He found a photo in the album, and threw the phone into Jinshu'an's arms: "Han Dong said this is for you as a meeting gift." The painting was the one that Jinshu'an wanted to buy before, when they were not together, Half a year has passed.

Han Su said: "I also said hello to Uncle Guangmao. He was surprised by our relationship, but it's okay. He also said that he would invite us to dinner when he found time. I said that's okay. If you want to invite us, you have to." host."

"Uncle Guangmao is very kind to us. Find a free time and let's have a drink together. Han Dong can't count on it anymore. He can't call out." Han Su sat on the bed, picked up the magazine that Jinshuan had just put down, and flipped through it.

Jin Shu'an raised his eyes from the phone, he thought of the chubby smiling manager Xu Guangmao, his eyes darkened.He said: "You can decide on the meal, I'm free."

"Why do I feel that you are always worried after you come back from my house?" Han Sudden turned the pages of the book, "What did my brother tell you?"

"Didn't I throw money at you to make you leave me?" Han Su suddenly burst out laughing, and a bloody plot had already been made up in his head.

"I didn't say anything, just let me treat you better." Jin Shu'an deliberately pulled the corners of his mouth, obviously not in the mood to joke.

He didn't lie, Han Dong really didn't say a few words that day, this person was just like what Han Su had described before, he was anxious when seeing outsiders, so nervous that he didn't dare to look him in the eye.

Jin Shu'an remembered that after Han Dong appeared, he had been cleaning up the house to cover up the panic, and from time to time he blamed Han Su for making the house too messy, dust everywhere, and making outsiders laugh at him.

These are nothing, it is very suitable for the situation of patients with severe social phobia, but it would be great if the reality could be so simple, if Han Dong was Han Dong, just Han Su's brother, it would be great if it could be like that.

Jin Shuan was leaning on the bed, holding the phone in his hand, but the scene of Han suddenly turning into Han Dong kept replaying in his head—the scar on his neck was kissed, and the scar became dark red and hot , he closed his eyes in pain, and when he opened them again, he had already become another person.

It was clearly the same face, but the feeling was completely different.

It turns out that Han Su is Han Dong. The so-called lonely and world-weary painter is just a cowardly soul hiding under Han Su's cheerful skin, another personality that he severed after trauma.

It's just that Han Su and Han Dong don't know about this, they seem to tamper with their memories and fill in all the unreasonable places.

Han suddenly didn't see the look in Jinshu'an's eyes, he put down the magazine with a smile, hugged Jinshu'an to be intimate, glanced at the phone in this man's hand, and whispered: "Actually, after you said you wanted to buy paintings, Han Dong also painted I’ve had a few pairs, but none of them are satisfactory, do you like this one?”

"I like it, this is very good." Jin Shu'an avoided him subconsciously, and lowered his head pretending to look at the painting.This snow picture is quite big, and the photo was taken at a distance, so the specific details and feelings were not captured. Jin Shuan was already complicated in his heart, and he was not in the mood to appreciate the painting, so he put his phone aside after a casual glance.

He turned off the light and patted Han Ju's arm, "It's past twelve, go to sleep, lest you won't be able to wake up tomorrow."

"What time do I go to bed and I can't wake up in the morning." Han Su smirked badly, and leaned into the bed and stuck it directly.He lightly touched Jin Shu'an's body, pulled the belt of the man's pajama pants away little by little, and whispered: "You were on a business trip before, and when you came back, you were finally free, and my brother disturbed you again. In the past few days when we are not at home, we have not done anything for half a month, do you miss me?"

Jin Shuan didn't make a sound, his chest heaved more and more, and he let Han Su crawl into the blanket, but the moment Han Su's lips touched somewhere, he pressed his shoulder.

"What's wrong?" Han Su asked him in a soft voice, pulling the blanket down to his head.

"I kind of... don't want to do it." Jin Shu'an didn't know what to say, Han Su lay on top of him, but his mind was so messed up that he didn't feel interested at all, and was even a little bit resistant.

Han Suchu moved up to support Jinshuan, kissed his collarbone, kissed his lips: "You don't want me?"

"I... want to see a psychiatrist." Jin Shu'an held Han Su's shoulders and let out a breath for a while.

"What psychiatrist are you seeing? What's wrong with you?" Han Su woke up instantly. He rolled over and sat cross-legged beside him, and turned on the light.

Jin Shu'an turned his head away, not daring to meet his eyes, there was something stuck in his heart.

Han Su glanced at Jin Shu'an's unresponsive lower body, hesitated several times and said, "You won't... scare my brother, right?"

Han Su slapped his forehead, and suddenly remembered that when Han Dong came back that day, he not only forcibly separated the two, but also pushed Jinshuan vigorously.

Not to mention that Jin Shuan was emotional at that time, and he was the last thing to be frightened. Just say that when he headed back home, he was dragged to do that in the living room as soon as he entered, and he must be very nervous. The owner of the family who came back was caught, and everyone must have a shadow.

"Fuck!" Han Su was so distressed immediately, Ma Liu'er hugged him into his arms to comfort him, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's all my fault, oh, you said I'm fucking, what a brain Let the donkey kick it... don't scare it, don't scare it..."

"I don't blame you. It has nothing to do with you." Jin Shu'an's eyes trembled. It wasn't that he couldn't get up, nor was he frightened by something. He just always felt that Han Su would suddenly become another People, I am a little scared and a little unacceptable, but more distressed and anxious.

Jin Shu'an was completely clueless about Han Su's situation at the moment, and was afraid that he would cause any harm to this man if he was not careful, so he stroked the back of his head and comforted him: "You don't need to blame yourself, this It's an accident, it has nothing to do with you...it has nothing to do with you and Han Dong, don't think too much, I'll be fine in a few days, really."

"It will be fine, for sure." Han Su didn't know, and reached out to turn off the light. He felt that Jin Shu'an might not want to see him now. After all, if such an awesome person is not good at this aspect, how old would it be? It's not bad if you don't hate him and blame him.

Han Su secretly gritted his teeth, thinking that when he had lunch with Jin Shu'an these days, he always flirted and talked flirtatiously, now he really wants to find a hole to bury himself.

"Go to sleep." Jin Shuan kissed him on the head.

"Hmm." Han Su sighed silently, and hugged him tighter, "Do you want to see a doctor tomorrow?" He paused, "Do you want me to accompany you?"

Jin Shuan: "For the first time, I will go by myself first. If there is a place that needs you later, I will call you."

"Okay." Han Su touched his forehead with him.

……

Dr. Song has made some achievements in the study of split personality, and can be said to be the best psychiatrist available in China in a short period of time.In fact, Jin Shu'an had contacted him a few days earlier. He didn't really want to treat himself, he just wanted to know more about Han Su's situation.

Of course, it was impossible for Jin Shu'an to tell all about Han Ju's situation. After all, those things were so bizarre that no one would believe them, and to be honest, he didn't know much about Han Ju's past.So he just cut the head and tail and said that Han Su had suffered a serious injury, and now he is suspected of suffering from split personality disorder.

Dr. Song turned the ballpoint pen in his hand and said expressionlessly: "Although you said that your husband's other personality is harmless, even a companion and dedication personality, based on our past treatment experience, no matter whether he is Alright, I suggest killing them all."

"But..." Jin Shuan lowered his eyelashes, pinched his index finger and thumb between his brows, and was slightly worried, "My husband has already regarded his sub-personality as his own brother. They have been together for many years. If he kills him rashly, he may I can't accept it."

Jin Shu'an has also checked some information this time, and knows that killing redundant personalities is a necessary means to treat this disease, but Han Su is not an ordinary body, if it is not certain before, then the branded kiss that day can fully prove it His truth is the materialization of a certain ideology.

The reason why ideology can materialize depends on strong mental strength, and Han Su obviously does not have the mental strength to bear the weight of life alone, so he separates his sub-personality to share the responsibility.

If so, once the sub-personality dies, Han Su will probably disappear along with it.

"Mr. Jin," Dr. Song chuckled, "It seems that you don't understand what human nature is, and you don't understand what multiple personalities are."

"You think 'brother' has a good personality because the tasks he performs are positive. When each personality is split, it is given a fixed task. Those with companionship, care, and protection of the main personality may be The identities of parents, friends, and even bodyguards; there are also those used to release inner fear or evil, such as violence|violent murder|commitment... I won’t list them one by one, there are many types anyway. Personalities will spend their entire lives To perform these tasks, that's what they exist for."

"That's just like what you said," Jin Shu'an couldn't help interrupting him, "Since the personality of 'brother' is completely positive, why must he be killed?"

"Duplicate, right?" Dr. Song nodded and smiled, then took a sip from his coffee cup, "If you think he's perfectly fine, why did you come to me?"

"I'm just worried about him..." Jin Shu'an was speechless for a while, "But I never thought about killing 'brother'."

Dr. Song was noncommittal, "I remember you said that the personality of 'brother' has been preventing your husband from having homosexual behavior. From this we can know that 'brother' is not only the role of companion and service, but also has the role of supervising the personality of the master. Task. But now you and your husband's love behavior is obviously at odds with his wishes, and the contradiction between personality and personality is escalating..."

"No!" Jin Shuan shook his head, "'Brother' doesn't agree with us being together, just because he is afraid that he will get hurt, but now we are living a happy life, there is no special situation, 'Brother' will not come out to disturb, although he is helpless, But it should be a compromise."

"It's impossible." Doctor Song shook his head and laughed, "The task of the subpersonality will not disappear or be compromised. This is his innate mission. Just like human nature, it is difficult to get rid of. I guess 'brother' is only temporary Avoid the edge, don't confront it head-on."

When Jin Shuan came out from Doctor Song, it was already dark, and he saw a man standing under the street lamp across the road, who was smoking a cigarette, and looked worried.

Han Su saw him coming, raised his arms and waved wildly in the air, his mouth opened in a wide arc, and the sun was full of vigor.

Jin Shu'an's nose was sore, and tears filled his eyes.

He remembered what Dr. Song said to him before he left: No one wants to share a body with others, just like no one wants to share a house with others.It’s fine if there’s nothing wrong with each other all the time, but if the contradiction between the primary and secondary personalities reaches a certain level, there will be trade-offs. This is human nature.

The author has something to say:

Don't be afraid of any plot, remember that there are many reversals behind us

The "knowledge" related to split personality in this article is basically made up by me, so don't take it seriously