Extraordinary relationship

No matter how much he wants to stay with Jinshuan until he grows old, when Han Su gets up every morning, four words will float out of his head: I don't want to live anymore.

He only slept for more than an hour that night. Although he groaned and didn't want to get out of bed, he had no choice but to go to the studio with Jin Shu'an after breakfast, because Lin Lin asked for leave and he had to go to work in the morning.

"Don't you have a part-time teacher who specializes in resting? Can't you let him rest all morning?" Jin Shu'an turned around, glanced at the man in the co-pilot who was gasping, "Why do you make yourself so tired?"

Han Su rubbed his body up, and closed his eyes to enjoy Qiuhu's favor: "It's possible for a short-term, but I'm already up, and it's boring to stay at home by myself. It's better to come to work, and I can spend more time with you on the way." .”

Jinshu An Waner, recalling the confession that this man made to himself in the bar last night, couldn't help asking him: "Is what you told me last night true?"

"What?" Han Su pulled down his sunglasses a little, revealing two bewildered eyes.

"Confession." Jin Shu'an pretended not to confess, turned on the stereo and played a soft bossa nova, with the corners of his mouth raised in anticipation in a good mood.

Han suddenly scratched his temples, he didn't remember this passage at all, after Lu Ye left last night, he sat there drinking alone, and then he was dizzy when he saw Jin Shuan coming, the two seemed to kiss without saying a few words Yes, I really can't remember what I said in the middle.

"Look at how mysterious you are... Am I praising you for your excellence in public?" Han Suo usually expresses his love, so he felt that what Jin Shu'an could specifically mention the next day was probably not an ordinary love story.

Jin Shuan didn't make a sound, but the corners of his mouth were slightly calmed down.Although he knew that Han Su really drank too much, he somehow still hoped that this person could remember, that the phrase "I liked you the first time I saw him" was true, and not just nonsense stimulated by alcohol.

He said: "You said you fell in love with me at first sight, and you blamed me for not knowing."

"Ah?" Han Su was stunned. In fact, he occasionally groped and wanted to know when he had bent over. The earliest date back to the time when he had a fever. When he woke up from the hospital that morning, he opened his eyes and saw Jin Shuan for a moment. , There was a little strangeness in his heart.But going forward to the dinner they met for the first time, at most he was impressed by this person's excellence and beauty, and he didn't have the slightest thought about anything else.

Han Su was a little annoyed. It didn't matter who was moved first. After all, they were together, and they didn't care about what they had or didn't. If he doesn't confirm it, he will definitely be disappointed, but he doesn't want to lie, and he doesn't want to add any unnecessary hidden dangers to an open relationship.

Han Su twitched the corners of his mouth, reached out and rubbed Jinshuan's shoulder, and said, "Actually, I had a crush on you when I had a fever. It was the second time we met, and it was love at first sight. For the first time, I fell in love with a man."

Hearing what he said so reluctantly, Jin Shu'an understood what was going on, it was really no big deal, and his heart was really empty for a while, but it was over.He parked the car, tilted his head and smiled at Han Su, and pinched his earlobe: "Don't make foolish calculations, it's fine."

Han Su held his hand, and when he looked up, he happened to see a familiar figure walking in front of him.

"Lu Ye!" Han Su lowered the car window and called him.

Lu Ye stopped, looked over like a thief who had been caught, and flinched slightly, "Brother Su, why are you here at work?" He and Lin Lin heard about Han Su's fight at the barbecue restaurant next door yesterday, and Ben also I thought this person wouldn't come over today, so I ran into him downstairs.

"I woke up early." Han Su said to Jinshu'an that I'll see you at noon, then got out of the car and walked towards Lu Ye, "Why are you here?"

"Cough!" Lu Ye scratched his neck, lowered his head and smiled a little embarrassedly, "Drinking last night until after six o'clock this morning, I just... went to a nearby hotel."

Han Su looked at the plastic bag in Lu Ye's hand, and saw that the straws should be breakfast for two.He took a breath, and there was an impulse in his heart that almost broke out of his shell.

"Lu Ye..." He paused, as if struggling for the last time, "As a friend of you and Lin Lin, there is something that I will say today whether it is appropriate or not..."

Lu Ye and Lin Lin's ambiguous relationship is like the show "My Fair Princess" every summer vacation, with endless on-off and on-off broadcasts.In fact, whether it is a man or a woman, they can cry or be vulnerable, but if they hesitate to take responsibility, they will end up harming others and themselves.

The so-called inseparable relatives, although Han Su was tired of watching in the middle, he didn't think about saying anything, but people are inevitably impulsive, sometimes he feels like a surly little princess living in his body, from time to time Just for the moment's pleasure, he rushed out to make him offend others.

He put one hand in his pocket, rubbed the back of his index finger on his lower lip and said, "Emotion is a very difficult thing to endure. If you decide to pick it up, hold it in a stable manner. No matter how much pressure the outside world puts on you, don't fall into it." Don't put it down, otherwise..."

"Hey brother!" Lu Ye interrupted Han Su. He was like a student who hated studying and was mentioned by his relatives during the Chinese New Year. He was very guilty and afraid of being exposed in public.He tightly clutched the plastic bag in his hand, then lifted the bag and said, "I understand what you said... Then I'll go first, I'll have a while to get to the hotel, I'm afraid the food will be cold."

"Okay, you go." Han Su patted him on the back, watched him flee in a hurry, and then stood there for a while before scratching his head and walking towards the studio.

After lunch, Jin Shuan took the time to go to the shopping mall. Some recent events gave him a new understanding of Han Su, whether it was the man's extreme attachment to him after he was drunk, or the fact that he had sex with Han Su after being seduced. Beating people ruthlessly, or probing Xu Guangmao and his wife half-jokingly and half-seriously after seeing Xu Guangmao and his wife's incoherent state, all of these made Han Su seem less secure than he usually appeared.

But regardless of whether these uneases were caused by the influence of other personalities, or Han Ju already had them, Jin Shu'an felt that it was his responsibility to appease them, because those emotions belonged to Han Ju in the final analysis.

All marriages are like this. At first, they are attracted by each other’s strengths. In the process of getting along, they will gradually discover each other’s thorns and flaws. If both parties have enough patience and tolerance to repair, then this relationship can be long-term and reliable. .

Seeing him wandering among several jewelry booths for a long time, the shop assistant couldn't help recommending to him high-end designs that were not on display in the store.

Those are several beautiful diamond rings. The carats of the main diamonds are not small. Some are inlaid with broken diamonds, and some have only very refreshing main diamonds. The overall design of the rings is clean and smart, which is very suitable for girlfriends.

"No," Jin Shuan waved his hand, "I want to give it to my husband, these designs are a bit delicate."

"Ah?" The clerk was stunned for a moment, then laughed involuntarily, and then recommended several styles suitable for boys.

It's a pity that those styles are not what Jin Shu'an wants. He has always felt that tokens of love are just like people.So after returning home at night, he continued to search through the family treasure album.His family has a profound heritage, but because of the heavy casualties in the war, the wealth of several generations has flowed into his name, including a lot of pearls, jade and gems.

He smelled a quiet forest fragrance, looked up and saw Han Su.Han Su put on a pajamas and leaned against the door, his posture was the same as when he came back here, the difference was that he was a guest then, but now he is the host.

"It's past twelve o'clock uncle, shall we watch it tomorrow?" Han Su thought he was working, walked in and sat on the table naturally, facing him condescendingly.

"Sleep." Jin Shu'an closed the booklet, put his foot on his lap and stepped on it.

Han Su was sitting facing a row of bookshelves. He squinted his eyes and lingered on the books above, remembering the things he saw here before.

"I remember that in the last row of your bookshelf, there are many locked materials. Are they all about your life experience?"

"Yeah." Jin Shuan glanced back, rubbed his calf gently with his hands, and now he is very frank when talking about his life experience, "Actually, I was quite contradictory at the beginning. I was afraid that you would not want me if you knew the past. I hope you can understand everything about me soon."

He looked at Han Ju with a twinkle in his eyes, "So actually, when we were just together, I guided you intentionally or unintentionally, and wanted you to discover my secret by yourself, at least arousing your suspicion a little, so that the answer will be revealed in the end." You won't be so hard to accept when you are."

"Did you guide me?" Han Su raised his eyebrows, looked at the rows of bookshelves behind and said, "So in order to arouse my curiosity, you deliberately locked those file folders and put a photo in one of them. , the purpose is to let me see that you look the same as Jin Shu?"

"Yes." Jin Shuan pursed his lips, his eyes were very soft, like a child admitting his mistake, "Actually, there are photos in each of those folders, so no matter which one you move, you will see Jin Shu's appearance. And these things were originally piled up in the reference room, so that you can see them, I turned them out and put them on the shelf. I was afraid that you would not notice the shelf, so I deliberately put the car keys in the cabinet next to the bookshelf, and then called You go get it."

"Oh, what a scheming!" Han Su raised his forehead and laughed, "I'm afraid I don't want you, you are such a pitiful boss!"

He stepped on Jin Shu'an's leg, leaned over and kissed him on the forehead, and said in a deep voice against his forehead: "I am yours, and you are mine, we will be together for a long time, decades or even more For a long time, you can't leave me halfway, and I won't want you, so don't hide any difficulties in the future. The meaning of two people being together is to have blessings and share difficulties. You protect me, and I will protect you of."

Jin Shu'an met his eyes, and his eyes began to turn red when he looked at him.

Why are there such warm people?Such a warm person hides a past that is worse than death. What kind of crime can split a complete life into several petals?

Jin Shu'an's heart ached so much, she didn't dare to look at him without opening her eyes, and rested her head on his knee.

Han suddenly lowered his head and scratched at his hair. He was in a peaceful and satisfied state of mind at this moment, and he said, "Old Jin, lie on my lap for a while and let's go to bed. It's 12:30, and we have to go to bed tomorrow morning." Going to work."

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The more forbidden things are, the more people will attract people's attention and desire to explore——Forbidden Fruit Effect