Extraordinary relationship

At five o'clock in the morning, the fireplace in the bedroom had been extinguished. In the bedroom on the third floor of an English-style house, Han Suu crept out of the bed. Except for leading a team to sketch, he hadn't gotten up so early in the past ten years.

Jin Shu'an turned over, wrapped his arms loosely around his waist, and muttered, "Why are you going?"

Han Ju put his arms into the sleeves of his shirt, turned around and saw Jin Shu'an with his eyes closed, his hair hanging loosely on his forehead, between his eyebrows, this person always got up first, and occasionally when he felt dazed in the early morning, Han Ju would Feeling that he was very attractive, she leaned down and kissed him on the lips.

Jin Shuan squinted one eye to see the world, the room was hazy and gloomy, he let out a soft hum from his nasal cavity, put his hand directly into Han Su's shirt, and slid his back to peel off the unbuttoned clothes off his shoulders , and hugged him into his arms, "It's only a few hours, sleep a little longer."

The air was chilly, Han Su was twisted and hugged under the quilt, with half of his waist exposed, and his arms under the quilt were bound by the sleeves of his shirt, making him very uncomfortable.

He struggled to get up, but Jin Shuan closed his eyes and remained motionless.

"Don't make trouble, I have to get up." Han Su had no choice but to kiss his chin again and again.

Jin Shuan took a breath, "What are you doing up? Enjoy the British morning in the 60s?"

A few days after returning from Han's house, the two went to Jin's house to visit the second elder.In order not to cause any weirdness, they chose to come here during the half month of "Jin Zhaoxiang"'s business trip, which was a certain day in the early autumn of the [-]s.

The two of them arrived last night, and the two elders of the Jin family were not surprised to see Jinshu An. They were used to their son coming back to visit them occasionally, but they were a little surprised by Han Su who was walking with them.

Jin Houkang has an impression of this young man, that is, he told him to go to the mental hospital to pick up his son, but other than that, Jin Houkang didn't ask a word about this person's origin and his specific relationship with his son, he just said that it was too late. In the evening, tell him to go to rest first.

Jin Houkang asked his servants to clean up the room next door to Jinshuan, and arranged for Han Su to sleep there, but that night, Jinshuan carried him back from the guest bedroom to his own room.

Han Su put his chin on the socket of his collarbone, rolled his eyes and looked out of the window, and said, "I have to go back, if someone wakes up later, it's not good to see me go out from your room. Let's wait for the official announcement." Clearly, let’s live in another apartment, or it will look like an affair now.”

Jin Shu'an's chin rubbed against the tip of Han Su's nose, and the upturned nose felt slightly cool.He still closed his eyes and said, "It must be five o'clock now, and our servants will get up to work at 04:30."

"Ah?" Han Su frowned, feeling a little annoyed, and patted him under the blanket, "Then you brought me here last night!"

Jin Shuan rolled over and pushed him down, kissed his angry mouth, and said with a smile: "It's okay, my parents are not up yet, and the servants don't dare to make a small report when they see you."

"Go, go!" Han suddenly pushed him away, rolled up and put on his clothes quickly, "I really think you are reliable, really, I shouldn't trust you!"

Jin Shuan looked at his back and smiled for a while, hugged him from behind, put his arms around the front to help him button his shirt, "Why are you so cute?"

"Your grandma's leg is so cute!" Han Su knocked off his hand, turned around and glared at him and said, "You look like a dog now, do you know that?"

Jin Shuan laughed tremblingly, "You finally understand how I usually feel!" He put his face on Han Suhou's heart, closed his eyes and smiled and said, "Don't worry, no one will come to my side, you forget Don't I like having outsiders around? You idiot."

Han Su gritted his teeth and turned around, hugged his head on his lap and rubbed it into a chicken coop, then put on his pants and left without looking back.

Breakfast was served on time at 06:30. Although they came to a foreign country and lived in an English-style house, the Jin family has always maintained the old traditions and rules of the family.In order not to show off in front of outsiders, Jin Shuan specially changed into his appearance when he was "Jin Zhaoxiang". He put a pair of gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, and his hair was half-grown, slightly curled and combed on both sides. The shirt and suit he was wearing looked like a gentle scum.

"Uncle Yujie, you look so handsome." Han Suda kept shouting after hearing Jin Shu'an's words at Jin Ma's last night.He glanced at the back of the corridor, and quietly approached Jinshu'an and said, "My head is full of obscenity and pornography all the way."

"Really?" Jin Shuan grabbed Han Su's ear, "Go back to the house? Or, right here?"

A little blush spread from the tips of Han Su's ears at a speed visible to the naked eye, and quickly covered his entire face. He took two quick steps, lowered his head and murmured, "Don't move if you can talk!"

Jin Shuan smiled, put his hand on his back waist, and rubbed up and down slightly: "My parents don't eat puppies, don't be afraid."

After flirting, the two came to the restaurant. Jin Houkang and Jin's mother, Sun Muyin, were already sitting at the round table.Seeing the two elders, Han Su immediately suppressed their smiles, straightened their backs unconsciously, and greeted them with eight white teeth.

This house has a history of a hundred years. Although the furnishings in the house were all bought by the Jin family after they moved in, compared with the old British style, this kind of dark wooden furniture is actually more depressing and rigid.

Han Su was used to being casual at home, but when he suddenly entered the gate of the mansion, he was extremely reserved. However, everyone at the table ate very well, eating soup and vegetables without missing a beat.In this extreme restraint, Han Su's eating speed naturally became very slow. When everyone had eaten about the same, he still had half a bowl of rice left.

Under the watchful eyes of everyone waiting, Han Su felt a little embarrassed.

"Eat slowly and don't worry." Sun Muyin said at the right time, and added in a gentle voice: "The ingredients here are not as rich as in China, and the taste is also worse. If you don't like it, don't force it. I will ask the kitchen to make it for you later." Some snacks, or ask Yu Jie to take you out for something else to eat."

"No, it's delicious!" Han Su hurriedly waved his hand, but accidentally pinched a green bean off the tip of his chopsticks. The bean bounced a few times on the table, wobbled to the edge of the table and fell away. shoe edge.

Han Su followed the beans with his eyes, and his heart was agitated, because he remembered that Jin Shuan once said that when eating at home, no matter who dropped the food, he had to pick it up and eat it. Thinking of this, Han Su probably understood that this family eats quietly. Maybe it's not just because of "not talking about eating", but mainly because he is afraid of losing his things when he is distracted by talking. He scolded his mother in his heart, thinking that this fucking rule is probably set by one of his family's ancestors who had suffered from starvation.

Fortunately, Jin Shuan noticed his embarrassment, touched him with his hand under the table, gave him a look of "it's okay, don't pick it up", and then started talking to his mother.

It's just that there were guests at home after all, and the mother and son came and went to ask and answer questions, but in the end the conversation fell back on Han Su.

"I heard that Mr. Han was the benefactor who saved Yujie. Did you know each other before Yujie's accident?" Sun Muyin took a light orange cotton napkin and wiped it on his hand.When she was young, she was a lady from a married family, and now she is old and still maintains a Chinese style of dignified and graceful.

Han suddenly put down the spoon in a hurry, wiped his mouth with a handkerchief, "No, we met later... It doesn't count, actually, I also met him in [-] years..." The reasons are too complicated, Han Su didn't know how to explain for a moment, so he could only look at Jinshu'an for help.

Jin Shu'an leaned on the table with his elbows, clasped his hands together, looked at his parents and said, "I'm coming back this time, mainly to tell my parents about this, so let's talk in the living room."

"Let's talk about it when I come back at night." Jin Houkang stretched out his hand, and the old man in the melon skin hat who was serving on the side handed over his crutches. He stood up and walked out. When he reached the door, he turned back and told Jinshuan: "The workers are on strike again these days, I have an appointment Talk about something. There is chaos on the street, if there are Li You* walking, stay away from them and take care of Mr. Han." He looked at Han Su and nodded, and assisted the old housekeeper to leave.

When Jin Houkang came out like this, it was obvious that he guessed the relationship between the two, but because he didn't want to accept the facts, he used his work as a shield.It's just that as soon as he showed his attitude, Sun Muyin immediately became anxious.

Han Su stood by the window of the guest room for a while. Outside the latticed window was a small square garden. There was a tall tree in the dry lawn with wide branches. Most of the leaves on it were withered, and the rest of the trees were just groaning. They are all yellow and dry.

The light rain fell from the sky, and the wind blew over. Han Su's eyes swayed with the leaves. He looked to the side and saw Jinshu Anzheng talking to his mother in the diagonally opposite window. The decorations in that room were all Chinese style. In the "匚"-shaped building, only the side where Jinshuan lives is more western.

Jin Shu'an and his mother didn't mention Han Su, but the third child said something close to him, and finally hugged him and went out.Han Ju was watching fascinatedly, but Sun Muyin suddenly looked this way, Han Ju met her eyes, hurriedly hid behind the wall as if burning, and quickly stood back to say hello to Jin Mama.

"What's the matter?" When Jin Shu'an opened the door and came in, he saw Han Su sitting on the edge of the bed depressed, so he reached out and scratched the back of his neck.

Han Su grabbed his hand, frowned and said, "I'm troubled, as if I'm about to go to the execution ground, I'm afraid my uncle and aunt won't accept us."

"Don't think about it." Jin Shuan took out the cigarette case from the drawer, lit it and took two puffs, then handed it to Han Ju, sat next to him and said, "Although my parents are a bit old-fashioned, they are still old-fashioned rock and roll. Sent."

Han Su choked with a "poof" laugh, coughed hard with his cigarette in his hand, stretched out his hand to yell at Jin Shu'an, and pushed him on the bed with all his might.

Jin Shu'an used his force to drag Han Su down as well, and the two of them lay on the side of the bed smoking a cigarette.

Both of them actually understood that the two elders of the Jin family had conflicts in their hearts. Although they knew rationally that they couldn't control their son's marriage, emotionally they couldn't accept him being with a man, so they could only act like ostriches and avoid talking about it for the time being.

"I'm just afraid that uncle will keep procrastinating. When you come back in this age, we have to go." Han Su let out a long breath, and the cloudy smoke lingered above his head.

"That's impossible." Jin Shuan turned his head to look at him, "Dad has actually recognized our relationship, why don't you arrange to sleep next to me? It's not that he doesn't know what's wrong with me. People don't dare to order me around. Besides, he is not a person who likes to escape. I guess he will have to digest it by himself for a day or two. After I explain the matter between the two of us to him from beginning to end, he must also It's not so uncomfortable."

"What about Auntie?" Han Su felt that Sun Muyin seemed to be more talkative and had a good temper, but this person always seemed to hide something in his eyes, and he couldn't see through it.

"My mother... used to commit suicide because of me." After a long time, Jin Shuan finished smoking the cigarette before saying in a heavy tone: "My mother is gentle on the outside and stubborn on the inside. After she knows that I like men She didn't say much, just stopped eating, and just made a fuss without a sound. It wasn't until something happened to me that she regretted it. She felt that she should have treated me better before, and made a wish in front of the Bodhisattva, as long as I can survive. Whatever you love."

He sat up, pressed the cigarette butt into the ashtray, and turned his back to Han Ju and said, "This time I brought you back, she should be facing me, but she is also afraid, afraid that something will happen to me like last time... I I'm sorry for her."

Han Su felt uncomfortable when he heard that, he stretched out his hand to hook the hem of his clothes, Jin Shuan looked back and held his hand.

After the rain stopped, the two packed up their clothes and went out for a stroll. Compared with the domestic situation in the same year, the degree of modernization here is much faster. The Jin family has struggled here for 20 years, and now it can be regarded as a firm foothold. * Discrimination and political turmoil are always like waves on the sea, affecting their ups and downs all the time.

The rainy street is not too messy, and occasionally you can see people talking together in twos and threes.The air was moist and fresh. Han Su suffered from that morning meal. He didn't eat enough serious food. In fact, he was already hungry. Jin Shuan took him to a restaurant he often went to for dinner, and then drove around in a car, carefully Counting the past also paves the way for the future.

What happened after that was as expected by Jin Shuan. In the evening, Jin Houkang called him to the office and chatted for a long time. Three days later, he held a family banquet at home. Homosexuals were not allowed to talk nonsense at that time, so no outsiders were invited at the banquet. Even so, the two elders of the Jin family still formally recognized their relationship.

It was exactly twelve o'clock when they put it back on, so they naturally got stuck at this point when they came back.Lennon's "Imagine" is playing on the stereo. Han Su heard the last line of the lyrics before crossing, and he has forgotten all about it after visiting Jin's house. are next to each other.

Time seems to run forward without any lag, but it stirs up ripples where people can't see it, so that people can't tell whether it is history or a dream.

Han Su glanced at the clock, and saw the hands jump, one second past twelve.

After turning off the music and the bedside lamp, the two of them lay down on the bed and talked about the black and white movie they watched in the old days, but Jin Shuan fell asleep after a while.The two lay neck to neck in the bed, the bedroom was very warm, and the embrace was also very warm. Han Su couldn't sleep at first, thinking about volunteering for the students after dawn, but as he thought about it, his heart followed the person in his arms for a long time. Concentrated breathing.