Buddha's Book of Beauty

Am I going to drag you into the darkness together?You... would you like to walk with me? "As soon as Yan Anzang said this, even he was taken aback. How could he ask such abrupt and ridiculous questions? Why did he want to drag him into hell for the person who was always in the light? He was used to it. After leaving the darkness, is it necessary to pull him into the endless abyss? Such a question is too selfish and terrible.

Rong Yu looked at him steadfastly, sat down, "If you want, I will accompany you for a walk." Rong Yu's tone was still light, but it stirred up waves in Yan Anzang's heart .Yan Anzang didn't expect Rong Yuhui to answer him so bluntly, now he felt embarrassed and didn't know how to answer.

"You saved A Tao, and you saved me. I don't like to owe people things, so you have other things you want, so you can say it now." Yan Anzang was originally happy when he heard this. His mood suddenly darkened. How could he forget that this person never liked to owe others things.He is willing to give himself this special, not out of the bottom of his heart, but just to repay him for his efforts.But in the transaction, what's the use of him asking for it?Rong Yu is born unintentional, doesn't know how to love, and is only grateful to himself, how could he have other feelings?Furthermore, if he knew the reason for deleting the memory in the first place, maybe even this gratitude would be turned into nothingness?He felt a little ridiculous that what he had worked so hard to get was so easy to lose.

Yan Anzang lowered his eyelids, brushed away Rong Yu's hand, "I'm tired, Rong Rong, you go out first!"

"Okay..." Rong Yu didn't know why, but Yan Anzang was suddenly very frustrated, feeling slightly at a loss in his heart, feeling that everything was a little out of control recently, and right now, he might need to be alone and think about certain things.

Looking at Rong Yu's downcast eyes, he walked out of the door and gently closed the door, Yan Anzang finally couldn't hold back, he didn't even bother to put on his shoes, and got out of bed.

Yan Anzang raised the window slightly, and looked out of the window at Rong Yu walking away through a crack, and he didn't close the window until he was far away.After standing in front of the chess game at the table for about three hours, the sky had already darkened, and Yan Anzang went to bed early after taking a bath.

In the middle of the night, the window was lifted quietly, looking along the moonlight, who is this person?Maybe even he himself didn't think that there would be a day when someone would climb through a window?He originally wanted to visit Anzang, but saw that the lights in his room were all off, knocked on the door and was afraid of disturbing him, so he had no choice but to sneak in through the window.

The jade-colored long gown stands tall, the snow-colored face hangs down, and the orchid fragrance is particularly clear in the lonely and quiet night.

"I don't know what you want in particular. The world is destroyed, and the white horse is too late. I hope you can find what you are looking for." Rong Yu took out a white jade belt with cloud and dragon pattern from his sleeve, with white whiskers shining on it, blue The aura of color surrounds it, and with a light wave of the jade finger, the aura around the jade belt is sealed, no different from ordinary jade belts.Seeing that Yan Anzang was in a deep sleep, Rong and he folded the white jade belt with cloud and dragon patterns neatly, placed it beside his pillow, tucked the corner of the quilt for him, sat for a while, and went back lightly up.

"That's good." Behind him, Yan Anzang opened his eyes, with an unstoppable smile on the corners of his mouth, like the stars at night, bright and bright, brighter than ever before.

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【Cracked Thoughts from So-and-so】

Inexplicably laughing... The title may be a bit far-fetched, but I just want to take it like this (is it exposed?)

This chapter mainly talks about Rongrong and Anzang, here I want to talk about Yan Yaoling more.

"In this world, sincerity is rare, a little is enough."

Gu Tao is like a shadow of her, like some people in this world.

But Yan Yaoling is a magnified symbol - lonely to death, but stubbornly wearing a mask, telling herself that she must be strong, must have the ability to protect herself, and tell herself that no one in this world will come to save her Yes, she can only use a more ruthless heart and more cold-blooded calculations to protect the self that no one else knows.

However, the more you are suppressed, the more you want.She guards against many ulterior motives and traps, but after all, she is just a 15-year-old girl, and a fragile crack will appear at some point, so if she meets someone, she is casual, without any impurities, almost close Yu instinctively protects her, even if it is only once, she can feel a sincere heart, a powerful force that has crushed her, and it is enough to just fight for her at this time.She will also firmly remember the warmth that no one has ever given her.This kind of emotion may not be obvious at the beginning, but people who have been lonely for a long time will often review their memories, and in the only little warmth, Gu Tao's unintentional protection will be infinitely magnified by her and gradually occupy it An important position in her heart.

In her concept, only by fighting for and calculating by herself can she get what she wants.So she will do whatever it takes to stay with the person she likes in her own way, viciously and shamelessly.