Rebirth of the Queen

Many things happened during the summer vacation after graduate school. First, I attended Chen Fang’s wedding, and then I went to the United States with Li Kun for a while. When Guan Ming came back from the United States, he resolutely gave up. His father used his relationship to help him find a good job. He submitted his resume and took a written test, and then interviewed to be an editor in a magazine. He did this without telling his father. He didn't dare to tell his father until he signed the contract. As for Guan Ming's father who finally learned the truth, Naturally, he was so angry that he almost hit someone.

"A good job is waiting for you. If you don't go, go to be an editor. Do you know that there are only so many opportunities in life, and if you miss it, you will really miss it! You are a freshman this year, and I can arrange it for you very well." After working for a year or two, you will become a member of the society, do you really understand or not?" Guan Ming's father really hated iron and steel, but after all, he was his own son. Said, "Breach of contract! I will pay the liquidated damages. You can go to the position I arranged for me to work for a year or two, and then find a way to increase it."

"Dad!" The path from childhood to senior official Ming was paved in advance. He didn't have the opportunity to choose which junior high school, high school, or even university and major to go to. It was always his father who thought it was good. He arranged it, so many times he didn't understand the suffering in the world, and he didn't understand the so-called hard work in exchange for results. This time, the problem of finding a job was his first struggle against patriarchy, and it was also the first time he really had a choice. life.

Guan Ming also insisted on his face, and replied with unprecedented seriousness and earnestness, "I won't go, I think the job I'm looking for is very good, although the benefits are not as good as those in public institutions, and the work is quite tiring, but I like it! And Dad, didn't you also say that people must be honest, since I have already signed a contract and then breached the contract, isn't that very unprofessional?"

"You! You! That's different! What's your job called! You're working for someone else!" Guan Ming's father was once again so angry that Guan Ming stood up from the sofa, and he, who had always been calm, yelled loudly. , "You have never been out of society at all, and you don't understand the current situation in China. You think it's good to like your job? Have you ever thought about your future development opportunities and prospects? Have you ever thought that your job has no future at all? Have you ever thought that maybe when you are old, your current job will not be able to help you provide for the elderly! Although I should not say this, this is the social reality. If you don’t enter the national civil service system, I have fulfilled your wish. Civilian staff of the People’s Liberation Army, you said you didn’t want to go, and I didn’t force you, and now you don’t want to join public institutions, what exactly do you want to do? Ah? Time and opportunity wait for no one! Son!”

Seeing his father's hands trembling because of his anger, Guan Ming felt sore, but when he thought of Li Kun and the future he wanted to grasp, he felt ruthless, and suddenly he plopped and knelt on the ground straight, " Dad! I am unfilial, don't be angry! I know that what you said is reasonable, and you are doing it for my own good! But I really can't enter a public institution! Because, because I like men, I won't get married in the future! "

"What?" Guan Ming's father was taken aback for a moment, then turned to laugh angrily, "Hello! You can even think of such a reason! See if I don't kill you, an unfilial son!"

As he said that, Guan Ming's father looked for something to hit people everywhere. When he saw a feather duster on the mahogany shelf where the porcelain was placed, he quickly picked up the feather duster and walked back to greet Guan Ming. Guan Ming's mother, who was listening to the commotion in the kitchen, ran out. She stopped Guan Ming's father and snatched the feather duster from Guan Ming's father's hand. Move your feet!"

In fact, after seeing Guan Ming kneeling on the ground and being hit hard on the back a few times, Guan Ming's father already felt distressed. At this time, Guan Ming's mother stepped down the steps, and he immediately snorted, turned and walked into the study room. The door slammed shut.

"Mingming! Why are you so confused!" Guan Ming's mother lifted Guan Ming who was still kneeling on the ground, then pushed Guan Ming down on the sofa, and lifted up Guan Ming's clothes to look at his back after being beaten.

Seeing several red marks on Guan Ming's back, Guan Ming's mother's eyes turned red, and she couldn't help choking up, "You said you are so angry with your father! You don't know that he will find you for your work. How many people have been killed! Now that the top is strictly censored, and there are so many people watching in the officialdom, do you think it is easy for your father? The bigger the official, the harder it is to do! Mingming!"

"I know, I know everything." Guan Ming turned around and hugged his mother tightly, tears came out all at once, why didn't he know his father's hard work, in the past six months, he often saw his father give this person to that person Make phone calls, run relationships for him, worry about him, for fear that he won't find a good job, can't get into a good unit, and lose his life security.But he is already a man, no longer a child hiding in the arms of his parents, he has the right to choose, and when it is time to face the cruelty of society, he cannot be a grass that is protected under his father's shoulders all his life. Grow into a man who can stand side by side with Li Kun and take care of his parents who are aging year by year.

"Mom." After crying for a long time, Guan Ming straightened up, and said to his mother again with red eyes, "Mom, what I just said to my father was not a joke. I really can't enter a public institution. I, I like men. I will not get married in the future, if I enter this kind of place, I will be afraid to do anything in the future, I don't want to live in the dark all my life."

"Mingming...you..." Seeing that Guan Ming really didn't look like he was joking, Guan Ming's mother panicked, "You, don't scare mom!"

Pursing his lips, Guan Ming frowned slightly and shook his head, "I'm not kidding, I like men, naturally."

"You! You!" Guan Ming's mother raised her hand, but the slap never lasted. Her hands trembled, her mouth trembled, and she also got up and went to the kitchen in anger.

For many days after that, until Guan Ming went to work in the magazine office, there was still a suffocating silence in his house. Every day when he came home, his mother was hesitant to speak and frowning, while his father was still In anger, he didn't want to talk to him. In the end, Guan Ming had no choice but to pretend to be an invisible person, trying not to touch his parents' bad luck.

Regarding the matter of coming out of the closet, Guan Ming did not tell Li Kun, who was studying in the United States, because he wanted to settle the matter by himself, let his parents accept his gay status first, and then wait a year or two before Li Kun graduated with a Ph.D. When he returned to China, his parents saw that he was not looking for a boyfriend, and he said that the boyfriend he had made was Li Kun. It was much easier for his parents to accept Li Kun.

But the idea is good, but the reality is skinny.Guan Ming was thinking about a happy future when he received a call from his father telling him to go on a blind date.

"I'm not going!" Guan Ming frowned. Although he really didn't want to talk to his father who had ignored him for a long time, he couldn't do it if he went on a blind date behind Li Kun's back!

"I can't help but you don't go. If you don't go, I will let someone pressure you to go. You know this girl. You played together when you were young. She is your Uncle Wang's daughter. She is two years younger than you. She has just graduated from a bachelor's degree. He worked for a year, learned a small language, and worked as an assistant translator in the army." Guan Ming's father was also very tough, and as soon as he finished speaking, he hung up the phone after explaining the time and place, which was obviously cruel.

Originally, he didn't plan to go to death, but he couldn't hold back the sad and pleading eyes of his mother. In the end, Guan Ming had no choice but to wear the most ordinary T-shirt and jeans and ran to the blind date banquet.

In fact, if you don't like men, the girl in front of you is not bad, she has a cheerful and generous temperament, although she is not particularly beautiful, she looks very comfortable and contagious when she smiles, plus she has a good family background and a good job , I really can't find any major faults, but it's a pity that the gender is wrong.Guan Ming picked up the vegetables and ate them in a dispirited way. He obviously showed no interest in the girl, which made the other's parents' faces change a few times. The last blind date banquet finally broke up unhappy.

When he got home, Guan Ming's father looked at Guan Ming and was angry and worried. In the end, he sighed heavily, shut himself in the study again, and didn't bother to talk to his unworthy son.

Looking at Guan Ming's father who had gone away, and then at Guan Ming's helpless face, Guan Ming's mother sighed and followed Guan Ming's father to the study, wanting to appease her husband a little.

Seeing his parents ignoring him, Guan Ming rubbed his forehead with some headaches, and also shuffled to the room. He also felt extremely tired and tired, but he would not give up. He had never been so persistent and brave in his life However, for the sake of the future with Li Kun, he will definitely persevere and be brave until the end.

After taking a shower and turning on the computer, Guan Ming didn't know if Li Kun was there, because it should be after nine o'clock in the morning in Massachusetts at this moment, and it is likely that Li Kun has classes, but he is depressed now and wants to find Li Kun was chatting, so he tentatively logged into QQ, but was pleasantly surprised to find that Li Kun was actually online.

Hastily sent a video to apply for it. Guan Ming looked at Li Kun on the other side of the computer, his eyes suddenly sore, feeling aggrieved and sad.

"Mingming, what's the matter?" Li Kun couldn't help feeling distressed when he saw Guan Ming lying in front of the computer, looking like a bullied doormat.

Shaking his head, Guan Ming didn't want Li Kun to worry about him, so he said immediately, "It's okay, I just miss you a little bit. Did you have no class today? You're actually online at this point."

"It's a day off today! Did you forget? I'm waiting for you. Why did you come online so late today? What's the matter? The company is working overtime?" Li Kun saw that Guan Ming's eye circles were a little black, and thought it was because Guan Ming was working too much. Busy, he quickly cared, "Don't be too tired, I'm not by your side, take good care of yourself, I'll come back to see you when I'm on vacation."

"Well, you too! Don't worry too much over there, I'm working now, I'll call you if I don't have enough money." Speaking of this, Guan Ming suddenly laughed, "Master, I'll take care of you!"

Speechlessly glanced at Guan Ming, Li Kun echoed, "Yes, yes, the villain will hang out with the young master Guan from now on. Don't talk about it, my tutor called me, I guess I need something, I'm offline, tomorrow See you soon! Goodbye."

"Li Kun!" Seeing that Li Kun was about to leave, Guan Ming panicked and called out quickly, but when Li Kun looked up at him, he didn't know what to say, so he could only say softly, "I love you." .”

Apparently he didn't expect Guan Ming to say such a sentence, Li Kun was stunned for a second, and there was a slight smile on his always-paralyzed face, looking very handsome and charming, "Mingming, I love you too. "

"Yeah." Fearing that Li Kun would see that he was about to burst into tears, Guan Ming immediately turned off the video, and then lay down on the table and cried loudly, crying for his parents' incomprehension, crying for the sadness of bearing the pressure alone, but crying He will be fine after that, for the future of him and Li Kun, he will definitely hold his shoulders like a man.

The author has something to say: This extra episode should not be long, it can be finished in two or three chapters, and then I will write about the affairs of Mu Jinzhi and Mu Wei after their marriage. A few cute babies are coming out to spoil the situation! ! !