Sediment rises

This kind of stable life makes Chen most satisfied, but he knows that there is always a rock hanging above his head, precarious.

On a night of heavy rain, the stone finally fell to the ground, smashing his mirror-like life.

It was a weekend, and the night before because of work, he worked overtime at home until the early hours of the morning. When Chen Zui woke up, he found that he had overslept and missed the time to make breakfast for Lin Congxuan. The door of Lin Congxuan's room was wide open, and it was empty inside. .

Chen Zuo woke up instantly, his heart clenched tightly.He searched upstairs and downstairs a few times, and finally found Lin Congxuan in the backyard.

The carp pond has long been razed to the ground, and Chen Zui planned to build a small botanical garden here for Lin Cong to choose from, but most of the planned plant seedlings can only be planted in spring, so they are put on hold for now. Now there is nothing but a layer of mud here .

Lin Congxuan was wearing a white coral fleece pajamas and stood by the fish pond. Because his back was facing, Chen couldn't see his expression the most, but Chen was most instinctively scared.

"Xiaoxuan, what are you doing? It's a bit cold today, come in." Chen Zui's throat tightened.

Hearing the sound, Lin Congxuan actually reacted this time and turned his head back.His eyes were not as empty as usual, Chen Zui even saw a trace of struggle in his eyes, and his lips seemed to be twitching.

"Xiaoxuan..." Chen Zui called out cautiously in a hoarse voice.

Lin Congxuan looked at Chen Zui from a distance, and finally he lowered his head and went back to the villa around the backyard in another direction.

Chen Zui was worried all day long, but after Lin Congxuan entered the room, he was still the same as before. Except for meal time, he was flipping through picture albums in the room, so that Chen Zui wondered if he was sleepwalking in the morning.

At night, he lay on the "bed" anxiously. After a while, Chen Zuo was still a little uneasy. He got up and dragged the mattress closer to the door of Lin Congxuan's room before falling asleep in a daze.

In the middle of the night, everything was silent, and the sky that had been gloomy for a day was pierced by a thunderbolt, followed by a downpour of rain.Almost immediately, heartbreaking screams cut through the rain.

Chen Zui opened his eyes suddenly, his body had already knocked open the door of Lin Congxuan's room before he had time to think.Lin Congxuan knelt on the head of the bed, grabbed his hair with both hands, and kept hitting his head against the wall, screaming, "I didn't! I didn't!"

This picture is all too familiar.For the first time, the night when Lin Congxuan found Yu Cong's photo, Chen Zui accused him of taking Yu Cong's life. He was like this at the time, grabbing his hair and hitting the banister of the stairs, screaming "It's not me".The second time was in the hospital. Lin Congxuan was sent to the hospital by Jiang Ran and just woke up from a nightmare. When he saw Chen Zui, his first reaction was to grab his hair and hit the wall.

Chen was the most heartbroken, his little election was too wronged.

He immediately went to bed and hugged her tightly in his arms. He couldn't say a complete sentence, sobbing and repeating: "Honey, it's not you, it's not you, be good."

Annoyance, regret, heartache, sadness, Chen Zui couldn't tell which emotion accounted for too much, his internal organs had been torn apart, and he was suffocating in pain.

Lin Congxuan was completely out of control, pulling and kicking with hands and feet, and Chen Zuisheng got kicked a few times, which was nothing compared to the pain in his heart.He even hoped that Lin Congxuan would kick harder and hit him harder, so as to retaliate against all the violence he had inflicted on Xiaoxuan.

Soon, Lin Congxuan was exhausted and gave up struggling.He opened his big empty eyes as if thinking of something, and tears filled his eyes for a moment, he choked up and shouted: "Dad!" Then wept silently.

Chen Zui's hands froze, and tears fell.He held up Lin Congxuan's face and kissed away the tears on his face, and murmured: "Baby, I was wrong, I was wrong, you hit me, scolded me, bit me, don't scare me like this, okay, I Wrong, I really know I was wrong."

Chen Zui kept kissing Lin Congxuan's forehead, nose, and cheek to comfort him, and then a kiss fell softly on Lin Congxuan's salty/wet lips.Lin Congxuan, who was convulsed by crying, suddenly stopped, if it wasn't for the tears in his eyes still trembling, it would have been as if he had stopped.Chen Zui helped him wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes with his fingertips, called "Xiaoxuan" softly, held his cheek to deepen the kiss, Lin Congxuan slowly closed his eyes and obediently greeted him, the eyeballs under his eyelids trembled slightly .

A torrential rainstorm with thunder and lightning did not subside until dawn. Lin Congxuan finally calmed down and fell into a deep sleep in Chen Zui's arms.

The curtains were not so tightly covered, and a gleam of light came in. Chen wanted to get up and pull the curtains tight, but when he stood up, he realized that Lin Congxuan was holding his clothes firmly in his hands.

Chen Zui had no choice but to abandon the curtains and lay down gently, with his right arm under his head lying on his side to block the light for Lin Congxuan.

After crying for too long, Lin Congxuan twitched in his sleep. Chen felt the most distressed, and gently stroked his browbones, bridge of nose, and earlobes with his hands.Lin Congxuan was ticklish, and when he touched his earlobe, he tilted his head to avoid it, and Chen Zui quickly withdrew his hands, fearing to wake him up.

After staring at Lin Congxuan for a while, Zhengxiang Chen Zui, who was sure that the other party was breathing and sleeping, carefully took Lin Congxuan's right hand.

There is a callus on the first knuckle of the middle finger of the right hand, which should be caused by long-term painting. There are three slight scratches on the back of the hand, which should be scratched by a kitten. Chen Zui gently blew on the scratches .When Xiaoxuan was injured in high school, she would always blow it to herself, muttering in her mouth: "My mouth blows, it hurts Feifei."

Chen Zui slowly opened Lin Congxuan's hand again, a small protruding scar grew on the white palm.

Gently rubbing the scar on Lin Congxuan's heart, Chen Zui pressed a kiss. He knew that the scar would grow in his heart for years and become his chronic illness, making him live in confession to Lin Congxuan all his life and never die. Indestructible.

Taking a deep breath, Chen Zui pulled Lin Congxuan into his arms.

The treasure that has been lost for seven years is still there, and I will love it for the rest of my life until death.