night lights up

The female classmate is also a local, but she stays there and only goes home on weekends or when something happens.

After dinner, we said goodbye, she went back to the dormitory, and I went to the hospital.

She's really nice, especially compared to someone as bad as me.If someone scolds me and cries, I will never forgive again, and I will bear the grudge for the rest of my life.She not only forgave me, but also cared about my family in the hospital. Before leaving, she still said that I was interesting, and we would have dinner together when I had time.

She never mentioned Chu Heng.

I'm a little envious, if I can be like her, if I say forget, I can really forget everything about a person immediately, that would be great.

On the way out of the school, I thought about these things, and felt that if I really completely forgot about Chu Heng.

Wouldn't my life be more boring and bleak?

After all, apart from my mother, he is the only one who treats me well.

In this way, I feel very sorry for him again.

He waited for me in the morning, brought me breakfast, and was still waiting for me after class, but I didn't give him a good face.The tone of replying to the text message was not good, and even turned off the phone directly later.

I stood by the bus stop and waited for the bus. I thought, this time, he should not contact me again.

After all, I am too impolite.

Outside the back door of the classroom, in the end, he really stopped smiling, and the expression on his face was even a bit stern.

He seemed really angry when he said "it's okay".

I was angry because I copied the text message Chu Heng sent me in the middle of the night.

What does this have to do with him? Why am I angry at him?

He is so innocent.

The car came, I got on the car, swiped my card to find a seat.

The car wobbled forward, I sat down, sighed, and closed my eyes.

That's fine, don't meet again in the future.I don't want to have such repeated moods anymore, and I don't want to look at myself who is becoming more and more unfamiliar.

That day, Chu Heng did not show up as expected.

As I expected, I should be relieved, and I should be happy and celebrating, after all, life is about to return to normal.

But he really didn't show up, and I was very sad.

It was getting dark, and I started to lose my nerves through the night.

The love and longing in my heart spread like crazy, and because I didn't know that this was love, this was longing, I sat in the lounge, feeling so sad that my blood and nerves seemed to be impermanent with me.

In the last fight, I was more aggressive.

Because of Chu Heng, the person in charge has a good attitude towards me. Even if he is not coming, Chu Heng should have spent a lot of money a few days ago. The person in charge is probably very satisfied.I sat in the lounge in a daze that day, and no one dared to provoke me anymore.

I sat for more than two hours, and no order was picked up for me.

The boring colleagues started to move around again, and it was inevitable that they started to mock me again.My heart is tired, my body is tired, and I don't want to fight.Get up and walk out, walk through the corridor, and walk to the end of the corridor.

Pushing open the door, I smelled smoke, and I wanted to exit coughing.

Someone looked back at me: "Yo, it's you."

I held my nose and looked at him, that is Brother Jin.

He took out his cigarette case and said to me, "Do you want it?"

I shook my head and turned to leave.

He leaned back and said, "Come here and let's blow some air and talk."

I didn't answer, he said again: "Anyway, your young master won't come today."

I turned back angrily: "He is not my young master!"

He smiled: "Anyway, that's what it means."

But his words caught my attention, so I finally walked in, closed the door, and asked him, "How do you know he won't come today?"

He smiled, and didn't answer my words, but said: "Young master, you are not bad, you are handsome, and you are generous."

The conversation couldn't continue after all, so I turned around angrily and wanted to leave.

"Are you angry? I don't know how many people envy you for climbing up to such a young master." He said while smoking.

I was very angry, but I knew that he was not malicious, unlike those colleagues.

Colleagues spoke with sarcasm, but he didn't.He was just talking about what he thought was a fact. In such a place, if a person could meet a guest like Chu Heng, it would indeed be a great blessing.

But they didn't know that I wasn't the one to accompany, and Chu Heng wasn't the one to be accompanied.

But even so, what's the point?Other people's opinions don't matter.

I didn't continue talking to him, pushed the door open and left.

Brother Jin sneered again behind me.

I closed the door and laughed at myself, laughing at myself.

If there is no list for me, I will not be stupid enough to take the initiative to ask.The person in charge has nothing to say, and others will not embarrass me.

When the day comes, I leave work on time.

These days, there is someone walking by my side every night, and suddenly walking alone at night is very uncomfortable.

I usually enjoy the quiet and the night, and even feel a little unspeakable fear.

I still turned on the phone.

I was a little nervous at the moment of turning it on, but after turning it on, there was no text message or missed call.

I looked down and could see my own shadow on the ground.

Really, it didn't rain, but I felt that I was uglier than a drowned chicken in an instant.

And a little embarrassing.

I dragged my legs and walked slowly home, walked the constant distance alone, walked into the street lamp alone, went upstairs, and went home.

After closing the door, I put my schoolbag on the sofa without turning on the light, and when I walked into the bedroom, I couldn't hold on any longer and fell on my own bed.He touched the phone and opened it to watch the conversation with Chu Heng during the day. The more he read it, the more he felt that his tone was bad.

The phone screen kept turning black, but I turned it on again and again for an indeterminate amount of time.

When I woke up in the morning, I realized that I fell asleep just looking at my phone like that last night.

The sleeping position is not good, the mobile phone is still held in the hand, the arm is pressed by the upper half of the body, and the whole body is sore after waking up.

I didn't sleep well either. This semester's classes are very full and the time is running out.I got up on the bed, brushed my teeth and washed my face in cold water, before I could change my clothes, I hurried out with my schoolbag on my back.

I thought yesterday was uncomfortable enough, but it was only when I squeezed the bus that I felt uncomfortable.

The morning bus is free for the elderly, which is usually acceptable, but there are especially many elderly people on this day.Many grandparents go home by car after buying vegetables, and the car is full of fish and shrimp smell.I haven't eaten anything since last night, smelling this smell, motion sickness, almost didn't spit it out.

With eyes closed and mouth pursed, after countless times of braking, I finally arrived at the stop.

Rushing out of the car, I suck in the fresh air.

I got severe motion sickness, and my eyes were still shaking. I reached out to hold a tree, for fear that I might fall down.My stomach was still uncomfortable. I held my stomach and retched a few times. I felt sick, but I couldn't take care of it anymore.

When I bent over and retched, my vision blurred and I was about to fall backwards.

Someone helped me from the side.

I was stunned by this virtue, and I suddenly felt a sense of surprise in my heart.

Even though there were still some flowers in front of my eyes, I straightened up and looked behind me.

But behind him is not the person I really want to see, but the female student in our class.

She cared: "An Sifeng, what's wrong with you?"

I slowed down and said softly, "Motion sickness, it's okay."

She let go of my arm, took out a small iron box from her bag, and said to me, "reach out."

"What is it?"

"Orange candy, it will be better after eating. Quickly reach out."

I'm not used to eating other people's things, didn't reach out.The female classmate probably thought I was stained with ink, so she took my hand and poured a few candies into my palm: "Eat it, I eat oranges or orange candies every time I get motion sickness, it's very useful."

I had to stuff it in my mouth, and she was right, it was much better.

"Thank you." I thanked again.

She smiled, and when I recovered completely, she walked to the school with me.

We talked for a while on the way, and she also went home last night.And we both found that our homes are on the same line, and we take the same bus every morning.It's just that she seldom goes home from Monday to Friday, and she gets on the bus many stops behind me. There are too many people on the bus, so I haven't run into it.

On this day, Chu Heng did not show up either.Not on my way to the classroom, not outside the classroom door.He didn't show up near the cafeteria when I was eating, and he didn't show up when I left the school.

A few days ago, when others did not appear, text messages or phone calls would appear.

Today, there is nothing left.

But with yesterday, I seem to be able to face it calmly.

The clubhouse at night is the same as before, the ridicule of others is also the same as before, and even the politeness of the person in charge is the same as before.I didn't want to sit in the lounge and be ridiculed, so I went outside and stayed alone as usual.The small balcony where I met Brother Jin yesterday was empty. Brother Jin was not there, so I stayed all night by myself.

Get off work at midnight.

On the empty road home, of course it was only me.I can't describe how I felt at that time. In fact, before I met Chu Heng, I only worked here for three days.I walked this road alone for only three days. I was used to being alone and the darkness of this road.I choose to work here, that is the result of going all out.

Now that I have gone all out, I have nothing to be afraid of.

Originally, I could have been like this.

But within three days, Chu Heng appeared in my life.

He didn't just appear in an ordinary way, but as soon as he appeared, he quickly infiltrated into my life.I also don't remember how long Chu Heng had appeared until this day, but I have been affected so far.

He is so good.

It's like a movie with great stamina, or a song, I can't get out.

But I have to figure it out.

This should barely describe my state of mind at the time.I am greedy for his kindness to me and the lamp he lit for me, but I know that I can only be alone and cannot rely on anyone.Reason tells me that it is a good thing for him to leave.

It's just that the emotion is not acceptable yet.

But reason told me again that I would come out slowly.

Rational and emotional hatchbacks struggled, and once again I walked that road alone, another day passed peacefully.

But that night, when I got home downstairs, my phone rang suddenly.

I just finished my mental preparation when I suddenly heard the ringtone of my mobile phone, and I was shocked.After all, the only people who can call me are those people, especially at this time...

I still unconsciously started to be pleasantly surprised, and immediately took out the phone from my pocket.

Can--

It wasn't Chu Heng again, it was also my female classmate this time.

I let out a breath subconsciously, didn't go upstairs, and connected to the phone directly.

My classmate called me, it was so strange.

The female classmate didn't say anything, just said that she also lives at home today and asked me to take the same bus tomorrow morning.This should be the kindness from the classmates, right?I agreed.

After finishing what he had to say, Ben was going to hang up the phone.

She called me again: "An Sifeng."

"Huh? What's the matter?"

"that……"

"You say it."

"Well, that's right, I have no other meaning..."

"What's the matter? Tell me, it's okay."

Then she said: "Because I really like shopping for clothes, and I pay more attention to these. I met you this morning and yesterday morning, and I found that you are wearing the same clothes. Then, although you are rarely in the class Dealing with us, in fact, many students care about you very much, and everyone thinks you are cute and handsome. You don’t know, they even secretly compliment you on the clothes you wear.”

"..." I didn't know how to answer.

"I mean, you change your clothes every day, but you didn't change today. And your complexion is very bad this morning. I don't think you talked much all day. Are you feeling unwell?"

She observed too carefully, and I didn't know how to answer.

"An Sifeng, I really don't mean anything else. I used to think you were difficult to get close to, but these two days I think you are very cute. I just found that you are in a bad mood today. Are you in a bad mood? Because Your habitual behavior has been affected, so I decided to call you this time. I want to tell you that if you are actually in a bad mood, you can find someone to talk about it, and it will be fine."

"...Thank you." I really don't know how to respond to such kindness.

She smiled: "It's okay. In fact, the students like you very much. Don't feel that everyone rejects you. Everyone is just, just a little afraid to approach you. After all, when you first started school, drivers and nanny drove you every day. We are all children from ordinary families, and we were a little frightened for a while.”

She said again: "But now you take the bus to school, you are so uncomfortable that you get motion sickness, and you still have to sit. I think you really want to be like everyone else and want to be friends with everyone. But you don't have to go Catering to your classmates, you are already very good, next time, try to talk to your classmates more?"

"……it is good."

"Well, that's it. I hope you don't think I'm nosy. I hope you get better soon. We are classmates, and we all like you."

"Thank you...for your liking."

She smiled and hung up the phone.

I stood downstairs and stood there for a long time.

Staying in a daze, on the one hand, because of the unfamiliar kindness from my classmates, I was even a little cautious, but also a little bit joyful.On the other hand, it was because of what my classmates said.

Yes, my habitual behavior has been affected by this incident.

It is enough to see how terrifying Chu Heng is.

Since he is so scary, let him go.

Today, I really adjusted my mood.

At least, on the bright side.

After all, I love myself so much, I can't see myself getting deeper and deeper.

From this day on, for a week, I never saw Chu Heng again.

I remember this time very clearly, it was one week, seven days.

Going to the hospital in class during the day and working in the club at night, the influence of Chu Heng is still there, and the person in charge still hasn't made it difficult for me.

After the female classmate said those words to me that night, I went to school the next day, and sure enough some classmates tried to talk to me.

I don't have any friends. Apart from the fact that I used to be arrogant and didn't like to deal with people, there is another important reason. I have been playing alone since I was a child. I actually don't know how to make friends with people.

But with the help of my female classmates, I was gradually able to talk more with my classmates.

Even one day, several classmates had lunch with me.

For the rest of the time, when eating in the cafeteria, the female classmate was together.She is so nice, she praised me for being good-looking and cute, and said she liked being with me.

I also like her quite a lot, she is beautiful and kind.I have a bad personality, and she even said that I have a cute personality.

I seemed to have adjusted my mood, but actually I was always flustered in school, and I even had the illusion that many corners were missing.I feel better when someone talks to me.

I didn't even dare to let myself be alone at school, but whenever I was alone, I always thought of that person.

Have a safe and sound week.

I read a sentence before, saying that it takes 21 days for a person to develop a habit.And as long as three months, that habit can become permanent.

I thought to myself, nine days have passed, and there will be another twelve days.

Twelve days, soon!

And these 21 days have passed quickly, and it seems that tomorrow will be the [-]st day.I am happy for the arrival of this time, but I am even more panicked in my heart.

Because I found that I was still deliberately telling myself not to always think of that person.

21 days, is it really useful?

Also on the No.20 day, I saw Chu Heng again.

have to see.

There is a sports meeting in the school.As usual, there must be a student representative to go up and speak. In such a large-scale event in the school, the person who comes out is often Chu Heng.But the sports meeting is not him.

Generally, they are students with special sports skills, or well-known national athletes who put their academic qualifications on the school.

The student representative that day was indeed not Chu Heng, but a senior from the senior year.

He is a swimmer, very handsome, and has won many gold medals.When speaking on stage, the students were very excited.I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, God knows, I really lost sleep last night because of this matter, I was afraid that I would see him again.

From this point of view, No.20 can pass the day safely!

I must be able to forget him!

After the opening ceremony of the sports meeting, various competitions began. I did not participate in the competition, and was dragged by a female student in the class to write a draft.After they finished writing, I was responsible for running errands and sending it to the rostrum.In my previous school days, I had never participated in such an activity, and I was curious and willing to run errands.

When you have something to do, you don't think about it in your mind.

Someone in our class soon won the group No.1 in the preliminaries. The students wrote the manuscript excitedly, and I ran to the rostrum.

The rostrum is all freshman students, which is what makes me feel at ease.

I give the manuscript to others, and they read it, and that's it.

When I saw it, it turned out to be so simple, and I didn't have to worry about who I would meet.The school is so big, unless someone deliberately, it is too difficult to meet someone.

Obviously, Chu Heng will not go out of his way now.

After that, I was completely relieved and kept going back and forth between the rostrum and the position of our class.

That afternoon, when I went to deliver the manuscript again, I ran up the steps and saw a familiar person.I subconsciously turned around and was about to run, but he had already come over and called me: "Hey! Brother An!"

It's Chu Heng's roommate, I still remember his name is Zhou Fan.

I was already in a bad mood at that time, my face was tense, and I tried to calmly say to him: "Hello senior."

He patted me on the shoulder with a smile, and reached out to me: "The manuscript of your class?"

"Yes." I handed it to him.

He glanced at it and said, "Okay, put it here, the next one will be yours!"

"Thank you, senior." I finished hurriedly, wanting to leave quickly.

He hugged me again: "Why haven't I seen you recently? Why don't you go to our dormitory to play? Chu Heng has been working hard recently, have you two had a fight?"

"..."

In fact, if I could understand that I just like or love Chu Heng at that time, that would be fine.

But I still don't understand.I didn't understand what the senior said.

Hearing his name, it came out from the mouth of a person he knew very well.

I feel like I'm dying.

I feel very uncomfortable, uncomfortable, I only know that it is uncomfortable, and I can't think of any other adjectives.

The phone still rang, and my classmates came to find me, and I came back to my senses.

I hurriedly said: "Senior, my classmates are looking for me, so I'll go first."

"Wait, it's too hot today, I asked Chu Heng to bring us a box of water. It will be there soon, you can take a few bottles and go."

I heard that Chu Heng would come over, and I didn't dare to stay for a long time.

I shook my head, struggling to get away from him.

"Hey, don't go." He stretched out his hand to pull me again, I avoided his hand, turned around and ran downstairs.

Unexpectedly, as soon as I turned around, I met Chu Heng who was standing on the stairs holding a box of water.

My steps stopped immediately.

I haven't seen him for more than 20 days and more than twelve hours.

I decided to forget this person's habit only lasted for 20 days. At this critical juncture, I finally saw him again.

Obviously there are many people around, and many people are running back and forth in a hurry.There were more voices, loud noises on the radio, and various cheering chants on the runway.

But at that moment, it seemed that people and voices disappeared.

There was a distance of two steps between me and him, and he was standing in front of me holding a box of C'estbon water.I can't help but think about a year ago, in front of the school administration building, at the end of summer, he was like this, walking towards me with a box of water, stepping on fragments of sunlight, but finally passed me.

This time, he finally came to me.

But I-

I lowered my head, passed him quickly, and slipped away from him.

I ran so fast that I didn't go back to the playground, but ran in the opposite direction where there were fewer people.

I ran to the empty teaching building and found a large lecture theater. I climbed to the top floor, sat in the corner, and lay down on the table.When my cheek was pressed against the cold table, my heart slowed down slowly.

It was getting hotter and hotter, and more than 20 days ago, he was still wearing a coat.

Today he only wore a shirt with the sleeves rolled up, and he didn't wear the watch anymore, but another black one.He has had his hair cut, and the hair on his forehead is shorter, exposing his beautiful forehead and eyebrows completely.

He looks better.

He also shines brighter.

I bit my lip, not even daring to make any sound.

When he saw me, there was no surprise, no surprise, and no anger, he just looked at me quietly.

His eyes are like the road I walk every night, so quiet and dark, but if you look carefully, there is light in it.

It is a light that only he can turn on.

I failed.

After 21 days to get used to Dafa, I declared failure.

Not only did I fail, I even lost the courage to start again.

No amount of effort can compare to a person.

Seeing him once, everything is meaningless.

I didn't participate in the sports meeting anymore, and left early to accompany my mother in the hospital.

On the contrary, when the female classmate called me in the evening, she said excitedly: "An Sifeng, senior Chu Heng has been on the rostrum today! Although I don't like him anymore, he is really handsome, and he is very eye-catching! Everyone is crazy! Countless people ran to the rostrum today to hand in their manuscripts. There was a class that had never passed the group stage, so she also wrote a manuscript and handed it in, and then senior Chu Heng read it out to her personally! Haha! Funny or not?! I laughed so hard!"

After getting acquainted with me, her lively side was also revealed.

I have nothing to say.

She said again: "Again, don't you know each other very well? I haven't seen you two together for a long time. At the end of today, I saw him. He stood near our class for a while, Are you looking for you?"

I was very bored at first, but when I heard this sentence, I almost didn't laugh.

Is he looking for me?

If he wants to find me, he can call, text, whatever.He knows where I work, where my home is, and which hospital my mother is in.

How could you go to the playground where many classes are mixed together to find me?

She talked a lot excitedly, and finally said: "That's right! He and I looked at each other today! We looked at each other for a long time! He's so handsome haha. An Sifeng, can you bring me to see him next time? Don't worry, I don't like him a long time ago, I just want to talk to myself."

The female classmate spoke so cheerfully, I can only imagine how happy she was on her face.

Chu Heng has such magic power.

Anyone can be excited when they see him, and they are also full of surprises when they mention him.

Finally hung up the phone, how excited the female classmate was, I was as depressed.

Especially the sentence of looking at each other.

I also remember that when Chu Heng went to look for me in the classroom last time, I watched her for a long time.

She was already beautiful, Chu Heng saw her for so long, so she should also think she was beautiful, right?

I am overwhelmed with envy.

I didn't know that was jealousy yet.

When I was in the clubhouse at night, I lay down on the balcony and watched the stars.Yes, after more than 20 days, the person in charge is still very polite to me, I can't figure out why.

I've been working here for a full month, and I'm definitely leaving.

Since no one is forcing me so far, I have to muddle along.

When I am working every day, I just look at the stars here, and when there are no stars, I look at the dark clouds.Occasionally look at the book on the phone, and sometimes, Jin Ge is here, and we will chat a few words, which is considered familiar.

Brother Jin is an out-of-towner, his parents are no longer there, and he came out to join the society after graduating from junior high school.

He is tall and big, has no education, and has never been in a decent place.But he can be regarded as a fool. Although he is only a security guard here, he is also a small leader.And this clubhouse, the big boss behind it is said to have a lot of history, this is not an ordinary clubhouse, and being a leader in such a place is enough to prove Brother Jin's strength.

He has nothing in his body, and he fights it entirely with his own fists and feet.

I'm a face-saving person, and I usually look down on people like Jin Ge who are big and three rough.

But after getting acquainted these days, I found that Brother Jin actually has content in his heart. Although he has a lot of experience in society, he is not the kind of person who has nothing to do.

In other words, he is a very motivated person.

I don't think he will be stuck here as a security guard for the rest of his life, although the salary is already very good.

This day I was lying on my stomach looking at the stars again, when the door rang behind me.I don't need to look back, I know it's him, after all, there is only the lounge and Brother Jin's office on this floor.Yes, Brother Jin has his own office. This balcony is close to his office. Only he will come here.

Sure enough, it was him, but he suddenly laughed, and the laughter was weird.

I noticed something was wrong, and looking back at him, he was really wrong.He was drinking, and he was carrying a bag in his hand, which seemed to be wine. When he saw me turning around, he smiled at me: "Your young master didn't come today?"

Which pot is really not open and which pot to lift? !

I said angrily, "Are you so funny!"

He laughed "haha": "Interesting, the young master is awesome!"

"Crazy!" In fact, Jin Ge occasionally made such a joke these days, and I don't think it's wrong.But not today!I'm in a bad mood too.

I have already warned him not to mention that person again.

However, Brother Jin drank too much, and he continued to ask: "When will your young master redeem you?"

This is more than excessive.

At such a moment, can I listen to what he said?

Yes, there is a world of difference between me and Chu Heng, but what he said degraded me too much!The point is that I am very afraid that Chu Heng and I can only have such a relationship, and more importantly, Chu Heng doesn't care about me now!Even such a relationship is impossible!

I was very angry at Brother Jin and glared at him. He didn't know how to repent and was still chanting such words.

I was so angry that I went up and punched him in the stomach. Brother Jin is very skilled. According to common sense, he can dodge it.But he didn't hide and got punched by me.

But his abdominal muscles are very hard, and it is my hand that hurts.

I glanced at my own fist and wanted to kick him again.

Brother Jin suddenly started whimpering, and squatted down, holding his head.

My hands froze immediately.

He is a serious, iron-blooded man!

He actually cried? !

Not only did he cry, he also cried and said: "Masters are so awesome, what kind of onion am I?! Masters have everything they want, they are born with everything. I have suffered so many injuries, and I almost died in the previous fight , hit this point, thinking that I can finally be awesome, but I'm a fart!"

After all, I have some friendship with him these days, he is too abnormal, I asked him: "Hey, what's wrong with you?"

"What's wrong with me? What can I do?" He drank another can of beer and laughed, then squinted his eyes and looked up at me, "Young masters are rich and thoughtful, move your little hands, you people will follow ?”

"Be more respectful in what you say!" I was still angry.

"You think I can't see it? You think about your young master every day, hey, let me tell you, An Sifeng, you don't follow those people's way! Those are all intentional! They are playing with you! "

"What do you mean! You can scold others, but you can't scold him! What do you know!"

"What do I know? I know everything! Do you think I have nothing to do with my fucking company every day? I have too many fucking things to do! It was your young master who told the manager that he wanted someone Here to protect you! The manager sent me to accompany you! Do you think the manager is really nice to you? Shit! That’s because your young master paid for it! They flatter you! Without your young master, you’re nothing !"

I was already stunned by Jin Ge's words. He said I was "not a fart", and I was also angry.

I stared blankly at him, and he continued to laugh: "I'm very moved? What a fart! They are trying to hook you! Young masters, have you ever seen any beauties? That's what they are good at! Look, don't you? Falling in love? In a few days, when she appears again, you will definitely fall in love, haha."

In fact, I already believed what Brother Jin said.

After all, if someone hadn't agreed in advance, why would the person in charge let me hang around here for more than 20 days?He smiled at me when he saw me.

But I don't believe the reasons Jin Ge said!

Chu Heng is not that kind of person!

He is definitely not doing this to play with me!

But why did he do this?Not coming, but want someone to protect me?Too much money to spend? !

Brother Jin's drunkenness and irritability quickly infected me.

Brother Jin vented, and then said a lot, all of which were curse words, I don't know who he scolded.But I didn't want to listen anymore, I grabbed a bottle of beer from his bag and drank it too.

bother.

I want to drink something to numb myself.

Later, Brother Jin stopped talking.The two of us sat on the ground, drank silently, and drank all the beer he brought. There must be five or six bottles.

When it was time to get off work, I got up to go home.

Before opening the door, I turned to look at him and called him, "Hello."

"Huh?" He raised his eyelids and looked at me.

"Is what you said true?"

He sneered: "Very touched?"

"Go away!" I slammed the door hard, changed my clothes, and went downstairs to go home.

Beer doesn't make people really drunk. My steps are a little weak, but it's okay.

I was walking on the familiar road, and I couldn't help but think of the first night I met Chu Heng, the night he followed me all the way with his bicycle.I couldn't help but stop and look back, it was empty.

After drinking, people's reactions are a little slow.

I squinted and stared at the shadow of the camphor tree for a long time before I slowly recovered, turned around and continued walking home.

Although I wasn't drunk, my nerves were really anesthetized a little.

This night turned out to be the most peaceful night in the past 20 days, obviously having such a restless day.

I walked in a nonchalant manner, listening to the music, and when I got downstairs, I was 10 minutes faster than usual.

Standing downstairs, my footsteps stopped again.

I turned around and walked slowly to a seat.

Every time, whether he drives or rides, the car is always parked in this place.

Every time.

At this time, it was also empty.

Then, like an idiot, I slowly squatted down and hugged my knees.

I don't know what I'm doing either.

I stretched out my hand and used my fingers to write on the hard ground. I didn't know how long I wrote, and I didn't know how many words I wrote. When I realized it, I just finished writing another "Heng".

I hurriedly got up, took a few steps back, shook my head non-stop, turned around and ran into the corridor.

After reaching the tenth floor, I strode out of the elevator, rushed to the door of the house, and opened the door quickly, as if there was a beast behind me.

too frightening.

Why should I squat on the ground in the middle of the night to write his name?

After I rushed into the house, the light was still off, and I felt the wall to my bedroom.

Sitting on the bed in a daze for a while, he took out the chocolate box and took out the book.

With the light of the mobile phone, I saw my own font on it.

It turns out that they all really exist.

I touched one word after another, looked at one text message after another, and finally stopped at the last sentence on the page, which I sent to him: Don't wait too long downstairs in my house!

My words have come true.

Not only will he not wait too long.

He would never even wait for me downstairs at my house again.

Never again.

I still remember Brother Jin's words dizzily in my mind, put down the notebook, and I will go to the kitchen again.In the dark, I climbed up to the cooking table, looked down, and saw the seat where he used to stand.

Thinking of never seeing that person again.

I was so sad, so sad that I felt like I was going to cry again after a long time.

But just looking at it like this, I actually saw a little light there.

I closed my eyes, opened them again, and saw the light again.

I was too slow to react at this time, and I knelt down on my own feet, not knowing why.

I touched my body, the phone was still in my pocket.I took it out and found "Chu Tiantian" from the address book.I leaned over again, put my face against the window, and looked down. There was really light, like his light.

But after a while, the light disappeared again.

Thank you King for the wine.

Without hesitation, I immediately called him.

It may be immediately, or it may be a long time, there is a connection, but no one speaks.

Immediately I looked down again, and the light came on again!

it's him!

I was suddenly very angry, very angry!

I said angrily, "What are you doing!"

Opposite silence.

I'm even angrier, what the hell is he going to do!Who wants him to find someone to care about and protect me?If you want to get out, get out of my world completely!Why do you have to do this?Why did you let me see him again today? !

I even blame him for not showing up!

Just leave me alone in the dark.

He is so annoying!

I said loudly: "I saw you!!"

He remained silent, only his shallow breathing sounded in my ears.

It's all like this and you still don't speak?

unacceptable.

I angrily jumped off the cooking table, walked towards the living room, and said louder: "You come up!!!"