night lights up

When you're young, it's really good.

The body is still very healthy, and there are so many hazes in life, but I can still keep my dreams in mind at all times, and I am still full of hope.

If you ask me at the age of 30, what is my dream?

I would probably just sneer.

Of course, it cannot be said that there are no dreams at all.

When I was in the most pain, my biggest dream was to drag the whole world to be buried with me.

Why do you make me suffer and make me sad?

Later, even such a superficial and young dream, I was too lazy to have it.

I seem to be getting a little old.

No matter how many ladies' skin care products are used, it is useless. When I smile, there will still be light lines in the corners of the eyes.

He can see it.

And when I think of these past events, I feel like crying a little bit.

Not because of sadness, though.

But because of emotion.

I was moved by the fact that I also had such a love.

It turned out that I also had a lifelong love.

I can't remember how he felt when he kissed my forehead, but I remember how I lay flat on the bed holding my mobile phone that night, how my heart was surging for a long time.

It was as if he had found the biggest treasure in the world and wanted to hide it, but no one would show it, and he couldn't help but want to show it off.

Show off to the only one he sees.

Show off to him in me.

I want him to know that someone will love him forever.

but--

"boom!"

The car shook violently, and I immediately came back to my senses, falling out of the good memories.I looked up and there was another car parked in front of me, the headlights of that car were so bright my eyes hurt.I was about to close my eyes immediately when a pair of hands covered my eyes.

…………

It was Chu Heng's hand.

Ten years have passed, does he still remember my fear of light?

Immediately, I started to lose my mind again, and the "bang" of the car failed to bring me back to my mind.

Until Chu Heng sneered and said: "Your old lover is really haunted."

I recovered.

It turned out that it was Brother Jin who came here. After all, Chu Heng is not familiar with this place. This is Brother Jin's territory. The car is parked on the side of the road, so it is easy to find. It should be Brother Jin who kicked the car just now, right?

Chu Heng is crazy!Already nervous enough to attack indiscriminately?He knows the relationship between me and Brother Jin best!

I shook my head, but his hands were firmly covering my eyes.

I said angrily, "Let go!"

He said coldly: "His car lights are always on, can your eyes take it?"

I choked, and my words made sense, but you can't lose if you lose, so I choked again: "I don't know how to cover my eyes!"

"Your hands are tied, how do you cover them?"

"Yeah! Who tied me up? It was you! If you let me go, I can cover myself?! Don't bother you!"

Unbelievable, this man!

"..." Chu Heng was shut up again by me.

I shook my head again: "Release! Let me get out of the car!"

He squeezed my eyes tighter.

He did it on purpose!

I'm angry, but I can't move, even if I want to bite him.I was so angry that I kept taking deep breaths and blinking my eyes.He was upset again, and said fiercely: "Don't blink your eyes."

"You can't even blink? Who are you! You are so lenient!"

I wanted to blink, my eyelashes stroked his palm again and again.I will do what I am not allowed to do, and I will piss him off!

He didn't get mad at him, the car slammed again, and Brother Jin's voice sounded again: "Let him go!"

Chu Heng was unmoved.

I heard Brother Jin's voice, and I became more confident. Knowing that I couldn't break free, I also twisted, and wanted to avoid Chu Heng's hand, and said anxiously: "You let me go!"

"You twist around."

I was even more angry: "If you let go of me, won't I stop twisting?!"

Brother Jin kicked again: "The surname is Chu, let him go!"

Chu Heng sneered.

My eyes were covered, and I couldn't see anything anyway.

This sneer came from my ear, and I felt a little cold for no reason.

In the past ten years, Chu Heng's evolution has been terrifying.

Although it is Brother Jin's territory after all, Chu Heng can't take it well for the time being.But if there is going to be a big trouble, Brother Jin will definitely be unlucky.Brother Jin's current career is not easy to work hard.

Just hearing his sneer, you know he can do anything now.

I softened my voice first: "Then you should at least roll down the window and listen to what he has to say?"

Chu Heng let out a "hum".

I can only be softer: "Is it okay to open a window?"

After I finished speaking, there was no movement, but Brother Jin kicked him again.

I was about to continue pretending to be pitiful, when Chu Heng rolled down the car window, I was overjoyed, Brother Jin quickly walked out of his car window, and said, "Chu Heng, you—"

Chu Heng interrupted him: "Turn off the headlights first."

Brother Jin was also dumbfounded: "What?"

I was still yelling at Chu Heng in my heart, mourning for myself being subdued.

Hearing his words, I froze.

"An Sifeng's eyes can't stand the strong light, so they are closed." Chu Heng said again.

"..." Brother Jin went to turn off the light.

"Okay." Chu Heng let go of his hand.

My eyes blinked again quickly, my lashes brushing his still warm palm one last time.

He withdrew his hand.

I feel a little bit sad.

I didn't look up again, and became very depressed in an instant, listening to the "negotiation" between the two of them.

When it came to the end, Chu Heng resolutely refused to let him go when the negotiation failed.

Brother Jin has a bad temper, he is tall and burly, about the same height as Chu Heng, but he is a gangster after all, very strong.He couldn't move Chu Heng, and began to threaten, saying that he would find his younger brother to surround him.

Chu Heng said calmly: "Then you try."

Brother Jin scolded, obviously he was forced into a hurry, and said loudly: "Chu, if you don't let An Sifeng go with me, he is dead, can you be responsible?!"

Even those words didn't make me look up.

On the contrary, Chu Heng seemed to be stupefied, he quickly closed the car window again, ignoring Brother Jin's furious knock on the window, he asked me: "What does he mean?"

I was still immersed in my depression and didn't speak.

He reached out and pinched my chin, making me face him.

"What did he mean?"

I slowly came back to my senses, thought for a while, and said slowly: "If you tie me up, if you don't let me go, I will bite my tongue and kill myself."

"I will believe it?" He sneered, "Look at me."

I ignored him.

"Look at me."

"Look at a fart! Who wants to see an old man in his 30s!"

He used his other hand to break my forehead, and I scolded him: "Aside from threatening and showing off, what else can you do!"

"I ask you, what does he mean? Look into my eyes and say."

I kept silent, the atmosphere in the car was so quiet that it was tense.

In addition, Brother Jin was still knocking on the window.

But I suddenly calmed down. I turned my eyes, looked at him, and said calmly, "I said, if you don't let me go, I will bite my tongue and kill myself. You know what kind of character I am. Brother Jin knows better , If you force me again, I will kill myself, whoever is afraid of him.”

I am 30 years old.

It's not the kid who can't lie at all.

Even face to face, eye to eye, I can lie coherently without blushing.

Whether he believed it or not, I don't know.

But he withdrew his hand, and remained silent for a moment. He opened the window, did not look at Brother Jin, looked ahead, and asked calmly amidst Brother Jin's scolding, "What do you want to do?"

"What?!" Brother Jin was obviously stunned again, "I want you to let me go!"

Chu Heng turned back and looked at him outside the car window: "This time, I can't give An Sifeng to anyone, especially you."

"Damn!" Brother Jin scolded again, "Then let him come out and talk to me!"

"Impossible." Chu Heng was very indifferent.

"You bastard—"

Chu Heng closed the window again, Brother Jin and I became good friends, "like-smelling" is a very important part, we both have a bad temper.I have a bad temper, which is literary, and he is pure martial arts.

He kicked Chu Heng's car even more, the outside of the car was so noisy, but the inside of the car was even quieter.

Chu Heng said: "Do you think I will believe it?"

I pretended not to understand: "What do you believe?"

Chu Heng turned to look at me, and I looked at him too, with an innocent expression.

Through the window, I saw Brother Jin take out his mobile phone and started to make a call. In the car, only scattered words could be heard. He called someone, and I sighed: "Brother Jin called someone. Why do you say this? Here , you can’t eat well. He has a lot of younger brothers, yes, in a short period of time, he has the upper hand, and he must be the one who is unlucky. But, although I don’t know what you are doing now, you are someone, right? Now, who has a good-looking face? Right? What's more, it's for people like me, won't it become a stain on your life?"

He was still looking at me with a calm expression on his face.

I suddenly felt guilty, so I had to talk more, and I found that my heart was getting more and more uncomfortable. Brother Jin always kept my medicine in the car.See you in ten years, at least you have to last until the end, you can't get down in front of him early.I want to take the medicine, and I can continue to pretend.

I continued to speak kindly: "You let me go, let me go down for a while, after talking to him, I'll go with you, okay?"

He still looks at me.

"Really, I'm not going. I'll go down for a while, and you look at me and him. I'll explain it to him, and it will be fine. Right?"

He remained unmoved.

I sigh.

Just after he sighed, he leaned over, and I shrank my head: "What are you doing!"

He untied the rope on my body, and my body suddenly became free. I still couldn't believe it.

What was even more unbelievable was that the car lock was unlocked in the next second.

I glanced at him first, he had sat up straight, and continued to look at the front of the car.

I suddenly didn't dare to go down, it's really a bit cheap.

I looked at him again, and he said: "1 minute."

"Okay!" I immediately opened the door and rushed out of the car.

When Brother Jin saw me coming out, he immediately came over, took my arm and was about to leave.

I looked back first, and sure enough, I saw someone from Chu looking at us with a gloomy expression in the car.

I let go of Brother Jin's hand, tugged at his sleeve, and dragged him to the front of his car. With my back to Chu Heng, I asked anxiously, "Do you have my medicine on you?"

"Yes." Brother Jin said, and was about to give it to me.

"Don't move!" I was nervous, "Give it to me quietly, secretly, and keep your movements small so that he doesn't see it."

Brother Jin also looked behind me and frowned: "What are you afraid of him? I've called someone to come, and follow me after you eat, he can't stop us."

"No."

"An Sifeng?" Brother Jin looked at me with deep meaning in his eyes.

I was embarrassed and urged him: "Give it to me quickly."

Brother Jin glanced at the person behind me again, and changed his seat very cooperatively, and happened to be blocked by me, so he took out my medicine.He stuffed two pills into my mouth, I swallowed dryly, and smiled at him: "Thank you."

"An Sifeng, ten years have passed." Brother Jin's words and voice were full of warnings.

I understand, I nodded: "I know."

"You don't want to die? The doctor said that you can't be stimulated at all. In the past few years, you have managed to get better."

"I'm dying."

"Then you pay it back!" Brother Jin hated iron for being weak.

I lowered my head and dawdled for a while, then suddenly looked up to see him, and smiled at him: "I want to die, and I want him too, even if it's just for one night."

"How did he treat you, how did his family treat you, you have forgotten? He might get married early, how old are the children in the family! Why are you crazy?!"

"But, I miss him very much. I saw him today."

"..." Brother Jin sighed.

"Don't tell him anything, you remember, especially the past. He actually doesn't know at all."

"You should let him know! That's what he and his family owe you!"

"No!" I also warned him, "You are not allowed to say anything."

Brother Jin cursed: "As long as you see him, you will be like a different person. What kind of Gu did he put on you?"

Before I could answer, there was the sound of the car door opening behind me, followed by Chu Heng's cool voice: "It's time."

Brother Jin gritted his teeth: "I fucking want to beat him up when I see his face."

"What's the benefit of offending him? You calm down! Anyway, he helped you back then!"

"No, I can't let you go with him! Where are you going later? I want to watch it myself!"

"I do not know either……"

"An Sifeng, you—"

Chu Heng walked towards us directly.

I heard footsteps, and Brother Jin also saw the shadow.He stopped talking, sighed again, seized the last moment, and stuffed all the remaining medicine in his pocket into my hand.Before Chu Heng approached, I immediately stuffed it into the front pocket of my jeans, hating myself for not wearing a coat when I went out.

Fortunately, the shirt is long enough to completely cover it.

As soon as it was stuffed, Chu Heng came to the side of both of us.

I turned around: "Okay, okay."

Chu Heng grabbed my wrist and walked away.

"Take it easy!" Brother Jin was anxious.

Chu Heng looked at him sideways: "It has nothing to do with you."

"you--"

I immediately turned back: "It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt." I winked at him, signaling him to leave quickly.

Brother Jin let out another breath, and didn't leave immediately, but just watched me being sent to the car by Chu Heng.

In my advanced car, Chu Heng slammed the door of my car hard.

I secretly thought, will Chu Heng tie me up again?

But the bell rang again in the car. I looked, and it turned out to be another mobile phone in the car.I saw the caller ID, and the name was a woman.

I immediately asked, "Is it your wife this time?"

Just as Chu Heng put his feet into the car, he also closed the car door, raised his hand and pressed the phone, put it on the other side, and looked at me, lightly said: "Who is my wife, don't you know?"

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