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I was forced to look up at him, and when I heard such words, I recalled in a trance, all those things that I deliberately forgot many years ago.

That day was the third day of my part-time job. I lowered my head and delivered wine to the box.

It was a very high-end private club, so when I walked in the corridor, there was no noise like other clubs, on the contrary it was very quiet.After all, whether it is a wall or a door, the sound insulation effect is too good.Besides, here, there are not many guests.

But they are all very important guests.

I'm good looking and I'm my mom's friend, she recommended me to come here.It's ridiculous to say, my mother's friend, I used to think she had the same occupation as my mother, and was also a diplomat.

They are both beautiful and gentle.

It wasn't until my mother was knocked on the door and everything was exposed that I didn't know that her friend really had the same profession as her.

It's just that the profession is a senior prostitute|girl.

My mother's friend was named Lin. She cried and told me that my mother was not easy, and asked me to forgive my mother.

What is there to forgive or not to forgive?

No matter how many wrong things she has done, she is still my mother.

What's more, for more than ten years, I have relied on the money she earned from selling my body to eat, drink, and dress well.

I advised my mother, let's sell the villa and buy a smaller house, and the remaining money will be enough for us to live on.We don't want to buy such expensive clothes and shoes anymore, all these are just extraneous possessions.I said to my mother, you don't want to do that in the future, I'm going to college soon, and when I graduate, I will support you.

When I have money, I will let you dress well, eat well, and drink well.

My mother cried bitterly in my arms, trembling all over.

Actually, I wanted to shake too, but I controlled myself.

I know she has been very scared, she is afraid that I will look down on her and hate her if I know the truth.

She nodded and said, "Listen to you, mommy listens to you, everything listens to you."

In fact, I wanted to ask one more question: Who is my father?

In the past, she lied to me that my father died. At that moment, I thought, maybe she just lied to me.

Seeing that she was about to collapse from crying, I didn't ask after all.

What's the point of asking?

Regardless of whether my mother conceived me on purpose or not, since that person doesn't recognize me, she won't recognize me now.What's more, I'm only short of a father?

I wish I had a mother, and I will live a good life with my mother.

At that time, I thought very naively, we really sold the villa, changed to a small house, and lived a happy life for more than half a year.

But my mother is sick.

Cancer, lymphoma.

From being diagnosed to being hospitalized for the first chemotherapy, the whole process took only ten days. The beautiful and gentle mother before became old in just ten days.

I sat in the doctor's office and listened to him tell me about my mother's condition and how much money was needed.

My mother earns a lot and spends a lot.Over the years, the real remaining money is only the sum left after changing the house.I figured it out, according to the doctor, if the treatment is normal, it seems to be enough.

But there are exceptions to everything.

My mother's illness was so severe that she was discharged from the hospital and went home, but she fainted at home and was sent to the hospital again for further treatment.

The money gradually disappeared.

I'm just an ordinary college student, what ways can I think of to make money quickly?

In the middle of the night, I watched my mother meditate.

I can only think of one way.

I went to see Aunt Lin, she hugged me and cried, she refused to let me do such a thing.She said: "Sifeng, auntie can't turn back. Your mother finally turned back, you can't go this way again. Auntie has money, auntie still has money! Auntie recently accompanied a rich man, and auntie went to beg him .”

She hugged me and cried.

But I know, the same, she is the same as my mother.Earn more, spend faster.

Besides, how can our mother and son rely on others for the rest of their lives?

I said to her: I'll just pour the wine, and don't do other things.

She disagreed, and Xin gave me 10 yuan.

But the 10 yuan was quickly spent.

She gave me money again, but I didn't want it anymore.

She held me and cried all afternoon and recommended me to someone.She exhorted and said to the man, "Just pour the wine! Don't do anything else!"

The man readily agreed.

As soon as Aunt Lin left, he asked me, "You're so pretty, are you sure you're only going to accompany the wine? How much is it for one night?"

I looked up at him and said, "I only pour wine, not accompany wine."

He sneered: "I've come here, why pretend to be aloof? Good looks are good luck, little friend, you will understand slowly."

So later, when Xiaobai came to me for an interview, I would take care of him like that.

Because I think of me many years ago.

Years ago, I had put down my face a long time ago, but still hugged my lofty me ridiculously.

I started my pouring career.

Although the man didn't speak well, he agreed to Aunt Lin, so he still took care of me.Every time I pour wine, I keep my head down. Those people with brains like sperm really didn't pay attention to me.

On the third day, I met Chu Heng.

Just like ten years later, I pushed open the door of a box that day.

I sent the wine in, still with my head down, and after delivering the wine, I turned around and was about to leave.

Someone stopped me: "Wait a minute, I'll give you a tip."

When I heard there was a tip, I turned around and waited.The me I am now is not the me I used to be, and it would be nice to have a penny more.

But the man said again: "You look up and show me, if it's beautiful, tip more."

In the past three days, I have heard enough of such teasing words to not be angry, but I still haven't raised my head.The man stretched out his hand to pull me, and I shook him off with a great reaction.

He pulled me back unhappy: "How big is your face? How dare you shake my hand?!"

His hand was so strong that I hissed in pain and had to look up at him.

He was stunned.

While he was stunned, I shook off his hand again and ran back.

The man suddenly shouted: "Stop him! Damn it! Where's Lao Chen?! Call him over, they found such a beautiful girl here, but he didn't tell me?! Stop this man Come down!"

At this moment, someone called out my name in surprise: "An, Anse—"

I recognized the voice immediately and looked in the direction of the voice in disbelief.

It was really him.

It is a well-known senior in our school, named Chu Heng.

He was no less shocked than I was. Halfway through calling my name, he braked immediately and didn't continue calling.

At that moment, I suddenly felt grateful.Is he afraid that my real name will be known?

This senior, I only met him twice, but both times I had a very good impression.

At this moment, I realized that he is really good.

I didn't have time to be ashamed or worried or afraid, so I pushed open the door of the box and was about to slip away, but someone stopped me.No matter how I resisted, it was useless. I couldn't escape at all.

The person who wanted to tip me at the beginning smiled and said: "Tie him up!" He asked Chu Heng again, "Master Chu, do you know this person?"

I heard these words in my ears.

Young master Chu is also a young master, but it has a completely different meaning from the "young master" in the club.

When the man was called Chu Heng, his voice was very respectful.

I looked back at Chu Heng.

Chu Heng seemed to be still in a state of shock, with his mouth slightly open, looking dumbfounded.

Sure enough, he is a good student, and such a thing can stay like this.

He was sitting in a corner alone, without any boy or girl by his side. It was probably his first time here, right?

Until they actually came to tie me up.

Chu Heng said: "Wait a minute!"

The person who wanted to tie me said with a smile, "Master Chu likes him?"

Chu Heng's face was full of embarrassment, he looked at me, then at that person, and finally nodded.

The man laughed loudly: "I have face, the first time I invite Master Chu, I can send someone you like! It's you who gave me face!"

He pointed at me again: "Tie it up and take it upstairs to the guest room."

Chu Heng hurriedly said: "Don't tie it up, don't tie it up."

The man laughed again, and then said to me: "Stay with Young Master Chu well, or—"

I've heard this kind of threatening words a lot, and I wanted to say "Pooh" to him, but I knew it was impossible.

Chu Heng came over at this time, he seemed to have come out of the shock, he said: "I will take him away."

The man was naturally happier and let me go.

In this way, I was taken out by Chu Heng.

He was in front, and I was in the back, walking through the long hallway together.At the end of the corridor, someone smiled and bowed: "Master Chu, I will take you upstairs."

Chu Heng coughed uncomfortably, and said, "I'll go up later, you go first."

The man bowed again and left.

There was no one else in the corridor.

I kept my head down.

After a long time, Chu Heng asked me: "Are you okay?"

I looked up at him: "What can I do?"

"Oh." He smiled embarrassingly, and said, "Then you go, be careful in the future."

"Thank you." I said, turned and left.

Halfway through, he stopped me behind me again: "Hello."

I stopped, and he came striding from behind, was silent for a while, and called me again: "An Sifeng."

I looked back at him: "Is there anything else?"

"Do you know me?" he said cautiously.

I couldn't help showing an expression of disbelief, who in the whole school didn't recognize him?During the school celebration, as the only student representative, under the watchful eyes of the national media and all the students of the school, he stood on the stage and gave a speech in a personable manner.

Who doesn't know such a person?

Such a person actually asked me if I knew him?

I should be the one who asked him why he knew such a little-known talent like me, right?

"I don't know you?" Seeing that I didn't speak, he looked a little disappointed, and continued, "I'm from the same school as you, and my name is——"

"I know you are Chu Heng." I interrupted him.