Ren Xia of the Wandering Rivers and Lakes

A long flute sound came from the attic on the other side of the river.The sound of the flute is very soft, almost like a human breath, and you can't hear anything if you don't get close.

Qingqing sat on the wall of the back door of the house, looking up at the bright moon in the sky and talking softly. His face was expressionless and his eyes were empty. He didn't jump off the wall until a shadow in the attic on the other side left and the sound of the flute stopped. Get down, walk slowly back to your own room, undress, climb into bed, and close your eyes.

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Xiao Que had already forgotten about the black sea pearl, but at noon that day, Liu Changyue brought it back.

Xiao Que was very surprised, and couldn't believe that there was a black pearl the size of a palm. Immediately, like a child fascinated by something he loved, he held the sea pearl and looked left and right, and then began to play with the sea pearl.When Xiao Que was fascinated, he didn't even know when Liu Changyue left. He came to his senses and looked for Liu Changyue for a while, thinking that Liu Changyue probably left by himself because he ignored him.

He thought while playing with Haizhu, Liu Changyue didn't know if he was angry or not.

After lunch, Su Di took the bowl to the small stove to wash, and ate along the way.

At this time, Xiao Que took the sea pearl to play in the yard again.He threw it from his left hand to his right at once, and from his right hand back to his left hand, then lowered his waist, letting Haizhu slide from the left palm to his arm, then slipped across the collarbone, passed through the other arm, and rolled onto the right palm.

Just when he was having fun, he suddenly saw a figure in green clothes standing at the entrance of the yard. He felt a scorching light. After he stopped playing with beads, he saw the one he had seen before, named Qingqing. People stared at him intently.

Xiao Que shouted: "Are you looking for someone? Brother Liu and Xiao Dizi are not here, why don't you come back later!"

Qingqing just wanted to take a peek at Xiao Que, but when he saw the sea pearl, his eyes turned red.He walked straight towards Xiao Que, staring at the sea pearl in Xiao Que's hand.

He was there when the bead was sent into Qingming Pavilion before, and he asked Liu Changyue for it, but no matter how he acted like a baby, Liu Changyue just laughed and said nothing.He thought that one day Liu Changyue would reward him, as long as he made Liu Changyue happy, but after this person entered the cabinet, the pearl fell into his hands.

Xiao Que saw Qingqing staring at him angrily, then looked at the big pearl in his hand, then hid the pearl behind his back, and said: "Brother Liu lent me to read it, I have to return it later, I can't give it to you." you."

"You can't give it to me? It was originally my thing, and the Lord will give it to me one day, and you took it!" Qingqing's voice was sharp. "Since you entered the Qingming Pavilion, the lord has only been at your side at night, and no princes have been allowed to sleep, and all good things have been sent to you, and you have completely forgotten about us. Yan Que, how can you be so brazen, not only monopolized My lord, I also took away the love and care that my lord gave us."

Xiao Que frowned, thought for a while, and then whispered: "Don't be angry. It's because Brother Liu has made an appointment with me for a lifetime, so he no longer has anything to do with you. How did he treat you before? I don't know and I don't want to know, although I'm sorry for you, but we have made a life and death oath, I will not leave him, and he will not leave me either."

Although Xiao Que's words were unintentional, every word pierced into Qingqing's heart.Qingqing didn't believe it, she tremblingly said: "...the Lord swore an oath to you?"

"Yeah." Xiao Que nodded slightly. "He said that he would be with me until death. If I left him, he would strangle me. Later, I also said that I would be with him, but if he wanted to leave, I would not strangle him."

"Impossible, the oath is the most important thing in the Qingming Pavilion. How could the lord make a life-and-death contract with you? You lied to me, lied to me!" Qing Qing frantically rushed up to hit Xiao Que, and he said frantically, "The lord has always been He loves me the most, and even only loves me alone. He spends a day with others, but he will stay with me for a month. How could he make a life and death oath with you, let alone the relationship between you and him? Impossible, impossible! The lord was only temporarily deceived by you!"

"What's the obvious relationship between me and him? I don't understand what you're saying." Xiao Que was a little confused, but easily dodged Qingqing who was rushing towards him. Qingqing missed and fell on the grass.

Qingqing turned over and stared at Xiao Que, he wanted to scream, to tear this person apart, to die.As long as this person is dead, the Lord will no longer be deceived by him.

However, just when Qingqing was about to spit out a series of bad words, suddenly, his ears moved, and his expression suddenly froze for a while.

At the same time, Xiao Que also seemed to hear the voice and immediately looked outside the fence, but he didn't feel anyone's breath outside.He frowned, it was the second time.

When Xiao Que turned around, he saw Qing Qing grinning and looking at him with a strange smile.Qingqing spoke word by word, but her voice was a bit strange, not as fluent as before.

He stared at Xiao Que and said, "You really don't know the true relationship between yourself and the Lord?"

Xiao Que shook his head, but in his heart he felt that Qingqing seemed weird.

Qingqing said: "Your mother is called Yan Fuhua. Yan Fuhua of Fuhua Palace is Liu Changyue's former wife."

Xiao Que felt as if he had heard something strange.

"Later, Liu Changyue abandoned his wife and took away everything in the Huahua Palace, just to build a new Qingming Pavilion." Qingqing said with a low smile.

Qingqing's words made Xiao Que a little dizzy, some scenes flashed in front of him, but he couldn't grasp any of them, he could only watch those fragments disappear again.

"But at that time, Yan Fuhua was pregnant, and after she was pregnant in October, she gave birth to a child..." Qingqing's laughter sounded creepy.He said, "That child...was named Yan Que...it's you, my little son..."

Xiao Que's eyes widened suddenly, and he couldn't believe what he heard.

"How does it feel to climb into the bed of my biological father? Is it ecstasy?" Qingqing still had that weird tone. "Your face that looks innocent and ignorant of the world is actually just pretending! You have no sense of shame, seduce your own father and make him fall in love with you. The adultery between father and son is against the norms, and it is simply intolerable. You were struck by lightning! Yan Que, I think you might as well stop being a human being and just be a beast!"

Qingqing jumped up suddenly, waved her hand and slapped Xiao Que hard on the face. "Disgusting, you disgusting thing!"

Xiao Que was stunned for a moment.The black sea pearl in his hand fell to the ground and rolled away, but Qingqing's words just now were repeated again and again in his ears.

He and Liu Changyue are father and son...

How could it be... a lie...

But Xiao Que's fingertips trembled involuntarily, spreading from his arm to his whole body.

He tried to wrap his hands around himself, but he couldn't stop shaking and panic.

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After that, Qingqing said a lot, but Xiao Que couldn't listen to them.

It wasn't until he realized that there was silence around him and Qingqing had left, that he returned to the room with staggering steps.

Is everything Qingqing said true?Xiao Que has been thinking about late night since the afternoon.Thinking that he had no grievances when he first saw Liu Changyue, thinking that he only wanted to protect Liu Changyue, thinking that he only wanted to see Liu Changyue smile, thinking that when he made Liu Changyue sad, he was more sad than Liu Changyue.

Some vague memories appeared in front of my eyes, I stretched out my hand to catch them, but they shattered away.His head hurts all the time, and there are many things that should have been remembered long ago, but they were all ignored because of his indifference.

Perhaps, the moment Liu Changyue's figure was burned in his eyes, he knew that this person was different from others. He wanted to be intimate with him because he had seen him before but forgot. With his blood flowing, the nature of father and son made it impossible for him to leave him.

Xiao Que thought and kept thinking, but his head hurts, and he couldn't remember everything.He knocked his head, desperately, if he didn't lose his memory, he would know whether the person who hugged him every night and looked at him tenderly was his biological father.

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When Liu Changyue came back, he saw Xiao Quewo laying on the bed and beating his head non-stop. He immediately grabbed Xiao Que's hand and said angrily, "What are you doing?"

Xiao Que slowly raised his head, his eyes were red, his expression was haggard, and there was a crimson five-finger palm print on his left cheek.

"Who hit you?" Liu Changyue grew angry.

Xiao Que just looked up at him, mist suddenly appeared in his clear eyes, which made his eyes look watery, but what he said later made Liu Changyue's heart almost jump out of his throat.

Xiao Que asked softly, "Are you my father?"

These four words were just an understatement, but Liu Changyue's face turned pale on the spot. He looked at Xiao Que without moving, his dark eyes seemed to swallow up all the light, so dark that it was frightening.

"You..." It took Liu Changyue a lot of effort to restrain herself from shaking her voice. "Have you recovered your memory?"

Hearing what Liu Changyue said, Xiao Que's heart was shattered on the spot.

What Qingqing said is true, Liu Changyue is really his biological father, and he slept with his own biological father!

Xiao Que asked again, "When did you know that I was your son?"

Liu Changyue didn't answer, but just clenched her fists.

Xiao Que thought about it all afternoon and all night, and he figured it out.He said softly as if he was talking to himself: "You should have known it after I took off the human skin mask when I was in Tianbi Mountain Villa!"

Xiao Que frowned: "But why didn't you tell me about your relationship with me? You are my mother's husband and I am your biological son. How could you keep it a secret for so long, but you refused to let me know at all? I know about this?"

Liu Changyue lost control all of a sudden just now, but at this moment, seeing Xiao Que's still blank eyes, and remembering how he was attacking the head just now, she immediately tried to calm her breathing, and asked calmly, "Who told you that?" ?”

Xiao Que said: "It doesn't matter who told me, the important thing is that he told me the truth." He murmured again: "Did you think I'm a bully because I broke your brain, and you listen to everything? That’s why they treat me like this? Do normal fathers and sons do the same thing to me like you do? No, right. A father always wishes his son to be good, hopes that his son will succeed in the family business in the future, and hopes that his son will marry a good wife. A bunch of fat babies, this is the so-called family relationship, isn't it?"

Liu Changyue said calmly, "It's not what you think, I'm sincere to you."

"So you can lie to me on the grounds of sincerity?" Xiao Que's voice became louder.

"I... After knowing that I like you, I tried to kill you, tried to stop all these mistakes, but I didn't do it, because you are too kind and cherish me, so I can't do it." Liu Changyue's expression was indifferent and The scorching words he uttered were completely different.

"...You should have killed me." Xiao Que got off the bed sadly, put on his boots, and walked out slowly.

The first time Liu Changyue didn't dare to do anything to Xiao Que when there was a crack in the relationship between the two, at this moment he was only flustered.If the child is not by his side, if the child really leaves him, what about the past emotions?Could it be like a flower in a mirror and a moon in water, disappearing from now on?

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Xiao Que went outside and ran into Su Di who was carrying a plate of food.

Su Di saw that Xiao Que was out of his mind, and there was a red slap on his face. He thought he had annoyed Liu Changyue for being beaten, so he wanted to say a few words to him, but saw Xiao Que staring at him, and said with a desolate expression that he had never seen before:

"Do you know that too?"

"Know what?" Su Di has been with Xiao Que for so long. At Tianbi Mountain Villa, even if he almost died of exhaustion with Tian Chi, he didn't show such an expression, so his heart was beating wildly, feeling like Something big happened that he didn't know about.

Xiao Que stared at Su Di and said, "I always thought...you were my friend..."

Su Di's lips trembled.

"But you didn't tell me that I was his son."

Hearing Xiao Que's words, Su Di was so frightened that he even dropped the food plate he was holding.The food in the food tray fell out, and some sweets and pastries that Liu Changyue liked rolled out of the corridor.

Xiao Que's eyes became redder, and he said with a choked voice: "Someone told me that love between father and son is not tolerated, and he told me not to be a human, but to be a beast. Little Dizi, why didn't you tell me that I can't fall in love with Liu?" Big brother, he is my father, if I still do that kind of thing with him, I will be struck by lightning, struck by lightning!"

"No, that's not the case!" Su Di was in a hurry to grab Xiao Que, but Xiao Que took a step back, dodged Su Di, and suddenly disappeared from Su Di.

"Young master!" Su Di trembled: "Xiao Que, Xiao Que, come back!"

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Liu Changyue stood on the corridor outside the door, with no expression on his face.

Su Di glanced at Liu Changyue, and said to Liu Changyue: "Master...what should I do...he's gone, he's gone!" After speaking, Su Di burst into tears. "He also said he considered me a friend, but I lied to him..."

Liu Changyue didn't speak, he just stood quietly on the corridor for a while, and said: "Let him be quiet for a while, don't go to him for a few days. After talking, let's see who enters his room today." The courtyard, let Mo Hong deal with it according to the rules."

"Yes..." Su Di replied with a sob.

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After Xiao Que ran out of the Qingming Pavilion, he stared blankly on the street with slack eyes.

The night was a bit late, the wind was a bit cold, there was no one on the streets of Fengcheng, only the lights of a few houses were still on, and the sound of children reading aloud came from inside.

After the child finished reading, a coquettish voice came from the window. "Mom, do you think I can read well? Today the master praised me for being smart and said that I will definitely be a scholar in the future."

The child's mother covered her mouth and smiled, and pinched the child's face at the end. "My good Jiang'er is so powerful. In the future, he will not only be a scholar, but also a master of the people, and give glory to our family!"

The man at the other end who was carving a wooden doll said with a smile, "You spoil him less. If you make him proud of this achievement and not focus on books, I don't think he will even be selected as a scholar in the future."

Xiao Que looked in from the window and saw the happy family of three under the dim oil lamp, yes, this is the father, this is the mother, and this is the child who loves both father and mother.

He left the house and continued to wander outside.The sound of the wind blowing the leaves rustled, and he walked unknowingly to the side of the river embankment.

There is no moonlight or starlight today, and there seems to be only darkness in the sky and earth, just like his heart.

Falling in love with a person for the first time, deeply engraved that person's image into my heart.

There are only four words of unforgettable, it seems so simple, but after doing this, it is already impossible to take the other party out of my heart.

Xiao Que was walking by the river embankment, and the familiar headache caused him severe pain again.He squatted on the ground, hugging his head, and buried it in his knees.Tears dripped into the soil, and he whimpered in pain.Like a wounded little wolf cub, the pain in his heart is only pain, but he can't tell others.

The last pain, the pain was so extreme that his eyes slowly blurred, and then he fell slowly on the dark embankment.

In a whirl, he couldn't see anything.

He wondered if it would be so painful that he would die.

If he died, would anyone be sad for him...

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Before Xiao Que was about to fall into the river, a pair of hands stretched out to catch him.

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In a daze, Xiao Que felt as if he was being put on the bed by someone. When he opened his eyes, he only saw a leaving shadow, and he didn't know who that person was.

The splitting headache made Xiao Que feel groggy, as if trapped in a dream, many fragments flashed before his eyes, and he couldn't wake up no matter what.

In his dream, there was a river embankment, which was higher and bigger than this one. It was raining day after day, and mountain torrents broke out. He was awakened by the sound of gongs and drums. When he walked out of the room, he saw a man taller than himself. The man is hurrying out.

Rubbing his eyes, he hurried up and shouted, "Master, take me!"

The four words "Yanling Yijian" suddenly appeared in his drowsy head.This person is the master "Yanling Yijian" who later taught him martial arts.

Another day after that, he was practicing sword in the yard, and he was playing the Ju Que sword vigorously, but suddenly his heart beat faster and he spit out a mouthful of blood.

A young man in white clothes with a delicate face like a woman walked towards him, and clasped a sword on his wrist with a cold expression.The man said: "You are not allowed to use the Juque Sword before the age of 30. I will give you this Red Flame Sword, so that you won't go mad and vomit blood to death and make uncle sad!"

Under the cold face of that person was actually a bit gentle, he saw that there was no one else around, and shouted to that person with a smile: "Thank you, Master!"

The man blushed a little, snorted and left.

Lu Moqiu, the head of the Iron Sword Sect, the person his master loves in his heart.

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After a while, he was driving in the bamboo forest, and kept turning his head to look at the beautiful woman in the carriage.The woman is dressed in a white fox fur, which is rare in the world.It's his mother, the owner of the Fuhua Palace, who feasts on Huahua.

The mother spoke, her voice was as gentle as the sounds of nature, and said: "I asked you to follow him so that you can remember his appearance, if you meet him in the future, please stay away from me."

He asked, "But mother, isn't that my father?"

Mother said in a gentle and graceful voice: "You were born to me. Your surname is Yan, not Liu. You will inherit the Fuhua Palace in the future. Everything about you has nothing to do with him."

At noon, outside the pavilion in the green bamboo forest on the outskirts of the city, the carriage stopped.He got off the horse and saw a man in purple robe outside the gazebo. The man was stalwart and looked at him with a pair of dark eyes. He took two steps forward tentatively, and then flew forward He threw himself into the man's arms, feeling a little sad but happy, and shouted loudly:

"Father, you are my father!"

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Xiao Que suddenly woke up from the dream, he was drenched in sweat, his hair and clothes were soaked in cold sweat, and then the piercing dull pain in his head continued, even if he woke up, he couldn't escape the pain in the dream.

"Liu Changyue... Liu Changyue..."

Xiao Que sat on the edge of the bed blankly.He remembered the situation when he met Liu Changyue. At that time, he happily hugged Liu Changyue and called "Father". He was very happy to know that he had a father, and his name was Liu Changyue...

Woke up, as if falling asleep again, his vision was blurry, it turned out that his tears kept dripping, which made him unable to see clearly.

Fragments after fragments were tried hard to remember under the severe headache.

Xiao Que remembered how happy he was when he first came out of the rivers and lakes.He loves to help people, and he leaves without asking the person's name, thinking that this is a chivalrous act.

He does not want anyone to repay his favor, nor does he need any compensation. He has always done things according to his heart and stopped at will.

Unexpectedly, while his mother's warning was still in his ears, he fell into a pit and fell into an abyss called Liu Changyue, and he couldn't climb out from then on.

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On the fourth night after Xiao Que left Qingming Pavilion, someone knocked on the door outside.

He ignored it, so after the other party knocked on the door three times, he opened the door and came in.

The man came to the bed, bowed to him, bowed his waist and said: "Young master, my lord please go back."

The person who spoke was Su Di, and there was no usual exaggeration and naughtiness in his tone, only the words respectful and respectful existed.

Xiao Que didn't answer, still staring blankly into the distance.

Su Di continued: "The Lord has an order, everything will be discussed when we go back."

Xiao Que still didn't speak.

Su Di sighed, and said to the people behind: "Take the young master back."

Two people came forward, and they set up Xiao Que, but when Xiao Que got out of bed, his feet went limp on the ground. Su Di was startled, and immediately said: "Be careful, if you drop someone , your ten heads are not enough!"

So Xiao Que was supported and left the room where he had been staying for four days.

After going downstairs, Xiao Que realized that this was an inn.Su Di, who was dressed in red, went forward to pay Xiao Que's rent, but the shopkeeper said, "This little brother's rent has already been paid, and there is still more. I will give you some money."

Xiao Que looked up suspiciously, and finally realized that he was sent to the inn after being in a coma that night, and the person who sent him must not be from Qingming Pavilion, otherwise Su Di would not have been ignorant.

Su Di glanced at Xiao Que suspiciously, saw Xiao Que's expression, and said, "No need, the silver is not ours."

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After returning to Qingming Pavilion, Xiao Que was brought back to the courtyard where he lived before, and when Su Di asked people to put Xiao Que on the bed, Xiao Que struggled and shouted in a hoarse voice that he had never spoken for four days : "I don't want...I don't want to live here..."

Xiao Que moved violently, and the person supporting him accidentally let Xiao Que break free and fell to the ground.Su Di quickly helped Xiao Que up, looking at the blood on his forehead, he felt very uncomfortable.

"Don't live here..." Xiao Que seemed to wake up suddenly, just now he was obediently being helped to walk, but now he refused to lie on the bed without saying anything.

Su Di immediately said: "Send the young master to the next room."

When those people took Xiao Que away from the bed where he and Liu Changyue were once in love, Xiao Que slowly calmed down.

The wound on his forehead was not deep, but Su Di still asked someone to bring a medicine box and bandaged Xiao Que himself.

Not long after, Liu Changyue also came.After Liu Changyue came, Su Di immediately led his people to retreat, leaving room for the two to have a good talk.