[Rebirth] Born ordinary

In the living room, grandma sat on the sofa with her head down, holding Sun Shao's hand tightly.And Sun Shao was lying on the sofa vacated by grandma, sleeping soundly, unable to feel the dignified atmosphere in the living room at all.

Yi Hui was sitting next to his grandma. Just now, he had told his grandma everything about himself and Sun Shao. Of course, in the process of narrating, Yi Hui held back all the responsibilities that could be stopped. himself.

Grandmother pinched Sun Shao's hand, her lips were still trembling, but compared to the shock when she was outside the door just now, it was much better. After letting Yi Hui hang out for nearly 10 minutes, Grandmother said hoarsely:

"Why, why is it like this? I should have found out sooner, maybe I wouldn't be where I am today. I actually felt something was wrong a long time ago, but I, I never dared to think deeply..."

Seeing his grandma's self-reproach, Yi Hui's heart felt as uncomfortable as a knife, and he knew that Xiaoshao, who was still sleeping like a child, would have a harder time tomorrow morning than him. Thinking of this, Yi Hui Hui picked up his strength again, walked up to grandma and squatted down, wrapping the clasped hands of grandma and Xiaoshao with both hands.

"Mom—" Yi Hui looked at his grandma seriously, "I don't blame you for this, Xiaoshao and I...it's innate, it doesn't matter to anyone, if you really want to blame, then you can only blame me, it's me Xiaoshao took the initiative to provoke me. But I don’t blame anyone, and I even thank God that he made me like this, but if I wasn’t like this, I wouldn’t have met Xiaoshao, and There is no such good mother as you."

Grandmother looked into Yi Hui's eyes, and there were already tears in her eyes. The more she looked at it, the more she felt that she couldn't look directly at Yi Hui. She knew in her heart that this kind of thing, no matter a man or a woman, should pay attention to what you like and what you want. Can anyone really force anyone?

It's just that Yi Hui's eyes are too sincere, so sincere that grandma's grandma is in a trance for a moment, remembering that she once said that if Yi Hui was a woman, Xiao Shao would marry her back home.But, but, Yi Hui is a man after all, in her opinion, this is not a right thing to do.

"I... Mom doesn't blame you. Mom knows this kind of thing, Xiaoshao must be responsible. But, but..." But after a long time, the second half of the sentence, grandma met Yi Hui's eyes, unable to speak, she Turning his face away slightly, avoiding Yi Hui's sight, he said softly, "When Xiaoshao sobers up, I'll take him home, you...don't look for him again, okay? You will return to the bridge in the future , married wives and had children, you two are still my sons..."

With a click, Yi Hui squatted and knelt, with his knees hanging heavily on the floor. Grandmother was stunned, unable to speak, choked there, her eyes were wide open, full of fear and helplessness, and at the same time there was some faint pain and pity.

She never dared to think that she would face such a situation one day. The time she spent with Yi Hui was not long or short, but she really regarded Yi Hui as her half from the beginning. son.And now, her two sons actually got together? !

The matter of the two men being together, she has always heard Luo Meiling's daughter mentioned it several times, but she never took it to heart. It was also the last time after she returned to the old apartment years ago, she heard Accountant Hao Unconsciously, he casually mentioned that Xiaoshao and her godson Yi Hui had a really good relationship, and then vaguely felt a little weird.

However, after some vague inquiries, grandma thought that there should be nothing wrong, but she didn't expect that when she went to see her son today, she was told that Sun Shao basically didn't sleep in the dormitory except for the first two days of school.

Only then did grandma feel that something was wrong, she didn't even think about it, she carried the thermos bucket to the door of Yi Hui's apartment, but knocked on the door for a long time, but no one answered.

At first, grandma thought that she was unreliable in thinking so much, and she thought it would be fine this time, anyway, it was not a coincidence, neither of the two children met, so she might as well come and see them next time, but her feet were like As if rooted, she couldn't move, and finally waited in front of Yi Hui's apartment. Until just now, the moment the elevator door opened, with the fall of the thermos, grandma felt that there was something about faith in her heart. Things were also smashed into pieces by the behavior of the two children.

She really felt an unknown panic and bewilderment about the current situation and behavior of the two children. There was always a voice in her heart telling her that what must be done was the right thing to do, but when Yi Hui knelt down so heavily In front of and behind him, that voice turned into a helpless scream again.

After Yi Hui knelt there, he was silent for a long time without saying a word, and then said in a hoarse voice: "Mom, I can't do this request. If you are not happy, you can beat me and scold me. Don't let me I am separated from Xiaoshao. I really feel that meeting Xiaoshao in this life is the luckiest thing I have experienced over the years..."

Grandma opened her mouth, instinctively wanting to refute, no matter how nice you say, men and men, you and Xiao Shao, these are actually wrong, but when she opened her mouth, her eyes met Yi Hui's, and Yi Hui's eyes met Yi Hui's. Hui's eyes were already bloodshot, and his eyes were red with persistence and determination. Immediately, grandma couldn't say anything, she just squeezed Sun Shao's palm tightly, and sat on the sofa without speaking.

The atmosphere fell into a weird stalemate, Yi Hui knelt there and couldn't get up, Sun's mother buried her head lower not to look at him, Sun Shao was still sleeping dimly, the three of them in this small living room, like Like a statue sculpted by time, it is placed in the living room in a distorted, rigid and painful posture.

After the time slipped to the middle of the night, Sun Shao was woken up by his own urine, rubbed his head in a daze and stood up. When he stood up, he found that his hand was being held, and Yi Hui was kneeling in front of him. He was shocked. With a jump, the drunkenness immediately woke up by [-]% or [-]%. Then he turned his head and saw his old lady sitting next to him, and immediately the drunkenness disappeared from his mind. He was serious and asked, "What's wrong?"

Yi Hui and Sun Mu Qiqi turned their heads to look at Sun Shao, but they didn't say a word, or rather, they didn't know where to start.

Seeing the expressions of the two, Sun Shao felt his heart pounding, he couldn't figure out what was going on, the room was very dark now, the lights were not on, only the starlight outside the window came in through the large floor-to-ceiling windows on the balcony In the darkness, Sun Shao could only see the dark figures and blurred faces of the two people beside him and in front of him.

After a long time, grandma suddenly said: "Xiaoshao, go home with mom, don't come here again, and don't see you again... Ah Yi, okay?"

With a bang, Sun Shao felt a big clock in his head struck, and it rang right next to his ears, causing him to have momentary tinnitus. He held his buzzing head and looked at the Yi Hui, who was expressionless like a prisoner waiting for judgment in ancient times, suddenly felt a pain in his heart, and without thinking about it, Sun Shao also knelt down beside Yi Hui, and shouted sadly: "Mom—"

Seeing Sun Shao's appearance like this, grandma finally couldn't restrain her emotions anymore, she covered her face and cried, "What's wrong? What's wrong..."

Sun Shao knelt there, listening to grandma's sobbing, feeling as if he was being cut by someone with a blunt knife, but he knew that he couldn't do anything at this time, because his mother wanted him to do it. Yes, he can't.

Things against one's will are not as difficult as imagined, Sun Shao knows this, but as long as one thinks that things against one's will are to be done to the man who is kneeling beside him now, Sun Shao feels that something sharp in the heart A big opening was opened, and the cold wind swished straight into it.

So, in the end, Sun Shao could only kneel there helplessly, letting his mother who had raised him for so many years vent his negative emotions by crying.

Tossing all night, first running back and forth to find Xiaoshao, and then waiting for the two children for most of the night, and finally, being so shocked by the two of them, grandma's physical strength has long been exhausted, so she cried Weeping, he passed out, and Sun Shao and Yi Hui were so frightened that they thought they had pissed off their old lady, so they immediately drove their car and sent their grandma to the emergency room of the hospital.

After a body checkup, it was confirmed that grandma passed out because of too much emotional ups and downs and lack of physical strength, and the two were relieved. At this time, the sky had turned white, and the whole night had been exhausted.

Sun Shao and Yi Hui sat slumped on the chairs on both sides of the hospital bed, looking at each other silently.

After a long time, Yi Hui looked gloomy, and said in a hoarse voice: "...you won't leave me, right?"

Sun Shao choked for a moment, trying to show a smile to appease Yi Hui, but the corner of his mouth was as heavy as a lead weight at this moment, in the end, he could only firmly shake his head at Yi Hui, "I will not die, unless you put aside first I."

Only then did Yi Hui show a little smile, but when his eyes touched his grandma, he became depressed again, and Sun Shao couldn't help but look at his mother lying on the hospital bed, his brain throbbing with pain.

He once imagined no less than a hundred ways to come out, but he never thought it would be this one. He even drew up a five-year plan for his coming out, a second five-year plan, etc., but In the end, he died in the cradle with full power.

Once grandma fell asleep, she didn't wake up until around five o'clock in the evening. When she woke up, only Sun Shao was lying beside her bed to accompany her. Grandmother immediately had a sore nose, thinking of the time when Sun Shao was eight years old, I also had a serious illness. After being sent to the hospital by my neighbors, Sun Shao, who was like Xiaodouding at that time, took care of me. Children are the most likely to get tired. After two days of doing it, I often doze off in my hospital bed. , but never complained.

At that time, she thought, what a good child her Xiaoshao is, such a child has a hard life, and was reincarnated into her belly.But now, it's hard work, it seems that everything is moving towards a good place, but this child fell in love with a man again, how will life go down in the future...

Thinking of this, grandma wiped her eyes suddenly, some tenacity flashed in her eyes, she stretched out her hand to wake Sun Shao up, and asked him where Yi Hui had gone.

Sun Shao saw that his mother took the initiative to mention Yi Hui as soon as she woke up, her mind turned quickly, and she made some guesses. Immediately, she couldn't hide the joy on her face.

Sun Shao said honestly: "The doctor originally said that if you can't wake up before tonight, it's best to stay in the hospital for observation for a few more days, and then he will go out and buy things for you to use in the hospital."

Grandmother heard this, and lifted the quilt on the spot, "It's just right, you come home with me now."

"Mom—" Sun Shao was stunned.

Grandmother stared at Sun Shao viciously, "If you still call me mom, come home with me, unless you never recognize me as mom again."

Grandmother's rare determination and momentum shocked Sun Shao, and when Sun Shao came back to his senses, he was already sitting in the taxi home with his grandmother. I sent a text message, but as soon as I took out my phone, my grandma snatched it.

Sun Shao stared at her mother's strength and dominance that she had never shown before, and was a little stunned, but then she also understood that the changes in her mother's day and night were all due to him.

Suddenly, the guilt in his heart overwhelmed him, making him unable to say "no" to his mother with his chest upright and head held high.

Parents and children have never been a simple battle between the enemy and ourselves.

In the end, Sun Shao compromised despondently under the strength and entreaties of his mother, and was imprisoned in the old apartment building by invisible chains.That day, when Sun Shao and grandma returned home, Yi Hui followed, but grandma still slammed the door firmly before Yi Hui, and Sun Shao could only take advantage of the moment the door closed, Mouth to Yi Hui: "Don't worry..."

In the next week or so, Sun's mother asked Sun Shao for leave by calling him. Every day and night, she looked for opportunities to talk with Sun Shao and explore the root of the problem.He even learned some things in psychology without a teacher, and finally proposed to Sun Shao to find him a psychiatrist for treatment. His problem is actually a kind of mental illness, which can be cured.

In just a few days, grandma lost weight rapidly, and her face was covered with a thick and indelible gloom. Looking at such a grandma, Sun Shao became more and more speechless, more and more More and more words are stuck in my throat, I can't go up or down.

Basically, what the grandma said, he began to respond slowly with "um", only when the grandma said, "Let's break up with Ah Yi forever, it is me who is unkind as a mother, and our family is sorry for him", He bluntly raised his head to look at grandma, then shook his head fiercely without saying a word.

In fact, what Sun Shao himself didn't know was that while he was watching his grandma lose weight, he himself was also losing weight at a speed visible to the naked eye, and his expression became more and more dazed. I just wandered off and asked him what he was thinking, always shaking his head.

The grandma, who saw all this in her eyes, became more and more anxious. In the process, what kept aggravating her anxiety was another one who was guarding downstairs.

Since Yi Hui and Sun Shao were separated by his grandma that day, he has been guarding downstairs almost day and night, watching his grandma from a distance every day on the road that his grandma passed by, and not stepping forward, just far away. Looking at it from a distance, it looks like a lone beast looking for companionship and approval in the wilderness. It spends most of the night resting in the car, basically leaving aside the business in his hands.

After a few days, Yi Hui also became more and more unshaven and emaciated at an abnormal speed.

Grandmother was constantly vacillating between the status quo of the two children, her own worries, and her traditional concerns over the years. She suddenly doubted whether what she was doing was right, and why was she doing it?

Just two months ago, she was a lucky and happy little old lady with two filial sons and a second career. Why did she and her two sons fall into hell in just a few days? the same?

Where is the roughness?

Finally, one morning in April, grandma disappeared into the house without saying hello.

After Sun Shao lay on the bed and opened his eyes, he waited for a long time, but he didn't wait for his grandmother to wake him up like in the past. Then he felt that something was wrong. , Sun Shao was surprised that his mother was gone, and he panicked on the spot.

Grandmother has been very strict with him for the past few days, because Yi Hui is downstairs, watching day and night, waiting, just waiting for when grandma is waiting for him, and he can come up to meet Sun Shao.So whether grandma is going out to buy groceries or go downstairs to do errands, she always greets her in advance, and repeatedly threatens and lures Sun Shao to never go downstairs, nor to open the door to let Yi Hui in. What's more, she sometimes asks The little treasure who came to the opposite door gave her an ear to repay the gods.

But today, grandma disappeared at home without saying anything, not even making breakfast.

Sun Shao didn't even dare to think about it, and rushed out the door wearing slippers. When he got downstairs, he saw the free guest parked nearby, and immediately ran over to wake up Yi Hui who was sleeping inside.

Yi Hui opened his eyes and finally saw Sun Shao. He was overjoyed at first, but then saw that Sun Shao's expression was wrong, so he immediately rolled down the window and asked him, "What's wrong?"

"My mother is missing?"

"Missing? What do you mean missing?" Yi Hui was also surprised, and immediately opened the door and got out of the car.