It's better to marry a devil

After Ye Guqing came out from Qu Chengyin's place, he went to the street to buy some light side dishes and brought them back.When he returned to the yard, he saw that the door was still closed, and Hong Xiyue obviously hadn't woken up yet.

Seeing this, Ye Guqing subconsciously stepped lightly, and when he walked up the steps and pushed the door in, Hong Xiyue was sitting at the table with bare feet, not knowing what to think.As Ye Guqing approached, Hong Xi raised his head in a daze. After seeing that it was Ye Guqing, he reached out and hugged Ye Guqing regardless of the wound on his shoulder. The strength made Ye Guqing almost unable to breathe.

Ye Guqing looked sideways at Hong Xiyue, put the food box in his hand on the table, stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around him, and gently stroked his back, soothing Hong Xiyue's uneasy mood.

"What's the matter? Are you just lying on the bed and sitting here with bare feet to enjoy the shade?"

Listening to Ye Guqing's words, Hong Xiyue hugged his shoulders and rubbed against his neck: "I thought you just pretended to forgive me, then left me and left."

Hearing this, Hong Xiyue couldn't help but smile, he didn't expect that he would scare Hong Xiyue to such an extent that he just went out for a trip.It seems that it is necessary to do some things to make Hongxi Yue feel at ease.

It's just that it's better to tell him some things before that, so that if he doesn't say it now, when he can't help but say it in the end, the two of them will never go back to the past.

"When you say that, do you not trust me, or yourself? I said that it is impossible for us to be together or is it a lie? I remember that I never lied to you. I just went out and bought some for you. The light side dishes are just back, not really leaving you behind."

"No, I always feel uneasy."

Pushing Hong Xiyue away from her arms, Ye Guqing asked him to put on his shoes, and took out the food boxes on the table and placed them on the table one by one.When Hong Xiyue came out from the inner room, he saw five or six dishes, large and small, on the table.

Hong Xiyue has been with Chang Yangzi for a few years, so he naturally knows a lot about the pharmacology of medicines. Looking at these medicinal diets on the table, he can't understand that the other party bought them for his body.

"What are you doing standing there stupidly? Come over to eat if you don't wash your hands." Seeing Hong Xi standing at the door in a daze, Ye Guqing urged.

Neither of them had lunch, and they were already hungry at this time.After hearing Ye Guqing's words, Hong Xiyue came back to her senses and hurriedly walked to the basin at the door to wash her hands before putting it under the table.

After a storm, the contents of the five or six dishes on the table were almost eaten by two people.Hong Xiyue originally wanted to get up to tidy up, but Ye Guqing stretched out her hand and held her down.

"It doesn't matter if you leave this thing for a while, just sit down and digest."

After eating for a while, Ye Guqing had already sorted out his speech.But looking up at Hong Xiyue's face, Ye Guqing opened his mouth but still couldn't say anything.

Hong Xiyue has been with Ye Guqing for more than half a year, and naturally understands the other's temper.Seeing his reaction like this, he must have something to say to himself.

"If you have anything to say, just say it, there is nothing to hide between us." Hong Xi Yue smiled and refilled a cup of tea for Ye Guqing.

Seeing what Hong Xiyue said, Ye Guqing also made up his mind, looked up into Hong Xiyue's eyes and said word by word: "I am not the real Tang Qingli, I am Ye Guqing. In other words, this body may It belonged to Tang Qingli, and the manipulator of this body is me, Ye Guqing."

Looking at Hong Xiyue's shocked eyes, Ye Guqing took a deep breath and continued: "I'm not the young master of the Ye family either. My soul comes from a very far away place, so far away that when I travel through time, I travel through everything. Originally, I was only in I took a nap at the place where I worked, but I didn't expect to wake up here and meet you. I told you about this a long time ago, but I didn't say it clearly, and you didn't care. Our relationship now It has developed to this point, and I don’t want to hide it anymore.”

"Hong Xiyue, I know you have me in your heart, but I don't know if I am Tang Qingli in your heart, or Ye Guqing today. Now that we are together, I don't want to continue to be treated as Tang Qingli by you. I want to tell you that the person who is with you is Ye Guqing, and it has always been me, Ye Guqing, and Tang Qingli no longer existed when I entered this body."

"Enough! Don't say any more, Zijin, you're lying to me, aren't you? You must be lying to me, aren't you?! This is really ridiculous."

Hong Xiyue's cheeks were slightly pale, and his hands on the table were trembling slightly, his black eyes were full of panic and disbelief.

"Yes, all of this is indeed ridiculous, but everything I said is true, whether you believe it or not. I don't want to be with you in the shadow of Tang Qingli. I want you to know who is with you It's me, Ye Guqing, not the grown-up Tang Qingli in your mind!"

"You are in Ah Li's body, what about Ah Li? Where did Ah Li go?" Hong Xiyue suddenly stood up and pulled Ye Guqing's lapel and asked in a deep voice.

Ye Guqing looked into his eyes and said quietly: "I don't know, but it's probably gone, because I can't feel the existence of another soul in this body."

After Ye Guqing's words fell, Hong Xiyue's cold fingers stretched into his neck, gently stroked the main artery on the side of his neck, and asked in a low voice: "You said that if you die, will Ah Li die?" Will he come back? Does he still recognize me?"

Hong Xiyue looked at Ye Guqing, his eyes were full of water, and when Hong Xiyue blinked, it flowed down his cheeks.

Ye Guqing sighed, raised his hand to wipe off the tears on his face, and shook his head: "I don't know, but I probably won't be able to come back. If you don't believe me, you can try it, I won't resist, but before that you Can you tell me whether the person you put in your heart is Tang Qingli whom you feel guilty about, or me, Ye Guqing."

"Does it make sense?"

"Yes, at least for me! Hong Xiyue, I want to prove that I exist in your heart. Tell me before I die, is it me or Tang Qingli in your heart?"

After Ye Guqing's voice fell, Hong Xiyue's fingers slowly tightened.But Ye Guqing still looked at him without blinking.That appearance seemed to want to see Hong Xiyue's heart, so that he would always remember his own existence.

When Ye Guqing's face turned red due to lack of oxygen, Hong Xiyue suddenly reached out and pushed him aside.Unprepared, Ye Guqing took a few steps back and sat on the chair behind him.Immediately, Hong Xiyue turned around and ran out.

Seeing this, Ye Guqing didn't care about anything, hurriedly got up and chased out the door, and called Hong Xiyue who was already standing on the roof.

Hong Xiyue turned his back to Ye Guqing and didn't turn around, knowing that he was conflicted at the moment, Ye Guqing didn't say anything, just told him that he was leaving tomorrow.Hong Xiyue on the ridge was dressed in tulle, which looked extraordinarily thin.Thinking of how he was crying in front of her just now, Ye Guqing's heart throbbed slightly, she wanted to ask him to stay, but also wanted to give him time to wake up.

After Ye Guqing finished speaking, Hong Xiyue flew away.Looking at the direction Hong Xiyue left, Ye Guqing took a long time to recover and walked into the room slowly.

Lying on the bed that Hong Xiyue just lay on, Ye Guqing seemed to be able to smell the other person, but he was no longer there.

Telling Hong Xiyue all this caused him to leave, Ye Guqing didn't feel regretful.He would have to tell this news sooner or later. Earlier, because Hong Xiyue didn't have deep feelings for him, although he would not die, Hong Xiyue didn't have that deep influence on him in his heart.

If it was later and Hong Xiyue's feelings for him had penetrated deep into his heart, the harm would be too great.And Ye Guqing is no longer satisfied with the relationship between the two of them now, he wants to go one step further and be together like a real couple, not only in heart, but also in body...

This feeling was only realized when Qu Chengyin proposed to him to marry Min Yan. Ye Guqing didn't want Hong Xiyue to continue to bear the shadow of Tang Qingli in his heart, so he could only confess.

It's good to leave to calm down, so that he can realize his feelings earlier and return to his side sooner... Ye Guqing rested his right hand on his eyes and comforted himself silently.

In the middle of the night, Ye Guqing was awakened by a hasty knock on the door.I thought it was Hong Xiyue who came back.Ye Guqing didn't care about putting on her shoes, and hurried to the door and pulled the door open.It's a pity that to Ye Guqing's disappointment, standing outside the door was not Hong Xiyue who had gone and returned, but Min Yan in heavy armor.

The joy on Ye Guqing's face gradually faded, she looked at Min Yan and said indifferently: "Miss Min came here late at night, what's the matter?"

Min Yan looked down at Ye Guqing, who was disheveled, and said with an expressionless face, "Those people in the martial arts stopped Hong Xiyue outside Qiyang City tonight."

Hearing Min Yan's words, Ye Guqing's body trembled, and his heart slowly lifted.Ye Guqing's complexion moved slightly, she looked at Min Yan quietly and waited for her next words.

"Those people in the martial arts suffered heavy casualties, and Hong Xiyue was also seriously injured. Fortunately, Vice General Peng took someone there to save Hong Xiyue's life in time. Vice General Peng didn't know that Hong Xiyue was temporarily staying in the prefect's mansion, so he sent him away. Settled in Baicaotang, you go and see him."

After Min Yan finished speaking, Ye Guqing thanked her.After watching Min Yan leave, Ye Guqing let go of her trembling palms, went back to her room, put on her shoes, straightened her messy clothes, walked out of the prefect's mansion, and walked all the way to Baicao Hall.

The old guard guard heard that Ye Guqing was a friend of Hong Xiyue, so he let him in.After entering the door, looking at Hong Xiyue whose face was pale due to excessive blood loss, Ye Guqing couldn't help but reached out and touched his cheek.

After sitting in front of Hong Xiyue's bed for a long time, Ye Guqing glanced at the old doctor who was yawning next to him, got up and put down a bank note under the incomprehensible gaze of the other party for him to hand over to Hong Xiyue, then turned and left .