night

Shen Xi was in a coma for two days before waking up. The doctor said that the bullet almost hurt the artery. Fortunately, he was lucky.

The person next to the hospital bed is the deputy company commander of the company next door, an old acquaintance, teasingly said: "Company commander Shen, I never thought I would see you in the ward one day."

Shen Xi touched his shoulder, it hurt a lot, but it wasn't unbearable, so he responded lightly: "It's nothing, just a small injury."

"It's good that you're fine, you scared the people in your company, and people run here every day."

Shen Xi paused when he heard someone coming, and asked, "Did you see a clean and white person?"

The man thought about it carefully: "It doesn't seem to be there. I know all the people who came, except Xiao Wang Xiao Liu and the others."

Shen Xi lowered his eyes.

The doctor refused to let him go, so Shen Xi lay in bed for a few more days, during which several people came to see him, but none of them were Fang Zhengqing.

Fang Zhengqing didn't come.

It's fine if you don't come, he looks too embarrassed now, it's not suitable for Fang Zhengqing to see him.Shen Xi was thinking like this, and was about to fall asleep, when he suddenly heard a rustling sound.

A shadow came in quietly, he stopped about five steps away from Shen Xi, and just watched from a distance.

Shen Xi said: "Why don't you wear more clothes."

Fang Zhengqing was startled, and then smiled embarrassingly: "You're awake."

"Ah."

Shen Xi sat up from the bed, Fang Zhengqing hurried over: "I'll help you with whatever you want."

Shen Xi said: "I always lie down in a panic, you can accompany me down for a stroll."

"But the wound..."

"The wound is fine."

It was late at night, and the earth fell into a deep sleep. If it weren't for the breathing of two people, or the creaking and moaning of the snow, this night would be silent.

Shen Xi walked in front wearing a military overcoat, and Fang Zhengqing followed behind step by step, like a silent shadow.Shen Xi sighed, turned his head, and wrapped him in a military coat.

Fang Zhengqing looked at him in astonishment, and Shen Xi pressed his head into his arms.He was a head taller than Fang Zhengqing, just enough to rest his chin on Fang Zhengqing's soft hair, he said, "It's so warm."

Fang Zhengqing hummed.

The evening wind was still and the moon was dim. Fang Zhengqing lay in Shen Xi's arms and said sullenly, "I didn't mean not to come."

Shen Xi: "Yes."

Fang Zhengqing added: "The past few days I've been thinking, if I hadn't insisted on staying here, would things have been better, the little mouse wouldn't have died, and you wouldn't have been injured."

Shen Xi patted him on the back, Fang Zhengqing stopped talking, Shen Xi felt the warm liquid seeping into his skin little by little, burning a small scar in his heart.

He was a little at a loss, thought for a while, and could only comfort him awkwardly: "I was a little younger than you when I first went to the battlefield. The battle was very difficult. We ran out of ammunition, so we had to fight the enemy with bayonets. "

"Have you ever seen a bayonet fight?"

Fang Zhengqing shook his head slightly, and Shen Xi knew he was listening, so he continued to speak: "That is much more cruel than the current battlefield. When the people in front fall down, the people behind will follow his steps and rush up. There is no pause, and there will be no harm." Don't dare to stop."

"……and then."

"When the reinforcements arrived, the ground was full of blood and corpses, including those of the enemy and our own. When I looked around, there were only a dozen people left." Shen Xi paused: "Well...you have to know, Our company at that time had hundreds of people before the war came."

"At that time, we also ate together and looked forward to the end of the war together. When we go home, we should marry wives and take care of our children. But then the guns came and the grenades came, and most of them died."

Fang Zhengqing tightened his arms around Shen Xi's waist, and Shen Xi patted comfortingly twice, and continued: "At that time, I thought, all the people standing now are living with the hope of the dead. "

Fang Zhengqing raised his head: "Yes."

Shen Xi smiled, and the lines on his cold face softened. He gently brushed away Fang Zhengqing's broken hair, revealing his moist and bright eyes: "It is the fate of a soldier to be born on the battlefield and die on the battlefield. Whether it's the little mouse's death or what happens to me one day, it's not your fault, you don't need to blame yourself."

"I know all of this..." Shen Xi looked at Fang Zhengqing, there were mountains in his eyes, the galaxy filled the sky, and Shen Xi's figure, Shen Xi heard him say: "But you... can you live forever."

After Fang Zhengqing finished speaking, he was a little ashamed, and buried his face in Shen Xi's arms again.

It must be because the night is too seductive, Shen Xi felt that he couldn't keep the beast in his heart, he brushed Fang Zhengqing's hair away, and kissed him reverently: "Well, my life is very hard, Lord Yan doesn't want to accept me .”