gentleman's manor

"What! You!" I was so choked that I couldn't speak.

Mrs. Field's eyes flashed, and she asked very calmly: "Do you like teenagers or young people?"

"Look for two young people, we want to share the same room." Edward ordered, with a calm look and tone like an old guest here.

"Please follow me." Mrs. Field said with a smile.

Edward looked at me: "Come here."

"No, Edward, I'm not going," I said hastily.

"Without a carriage, you can't go back alone." Edward said, "I know you came out in a hurry and didn't bring any money."

Edward gave me a hand, and I struggled, but I followed him into a room on the ground floor.

The room was dark, with two pink velvet sofas, and a tripod candlestick on the small table between the sofas. The candlelight was very weak, creating an ambiguous atmosphere.

"Here you are, gentlemen, please enjoy slowly. I will leave first." Mrs. Field bowed and left, closing the door.

What he brought into the room were two slender young men, even their appearance was somewhat feminine. Not only did they wear heavy makeup, but they also wore thick red lips. At first glance, I thought it was two eunuchs.

One of the men knelt at Edward's feet, winked and asked, "How do you two young gentlemen want us to serve you? There are beds and some tools inside. We will do our best to meet all your requests."

Edward rested his chin on one hand, glanced at me, and said to the two of them: "Take off your clothes, and then you two, show us."

The man raised his eyebrows and said with a frivolous smile, "Yes, sir."

Immediately, the two men stripped off their clothes, stood naked among the piles of clothes, hugged each other, kissed, and touched each other's bodies.Their movements were very slow and tender. Under the ambiguous candlelight, their lips and teeth intertwined and teased each other, causing the skin to tremble.

The slightly stronger man pushed the thinner man to the ground, raised one of his legs, and leaned over to kiss the inside of his thigh.The suppressed man couldn't help moaning, his body arched slightly, and the two of them left a neck-to-neck shadow under the dim light.

I felt awkward and uncomfortable, and in a previous life I had happened upon two men having sex.

One night when it was my turn to inspect the weaving room, I bumped into a pair of wild mandarin ducks in an alley of the factory. I thought they were a man and a woman at the time.Who knew that when the light flickered, it turned out to be two men, one of whom was a male factory worker I knew, with a wife and children.He was pressing a handsome man against the wall, the man's slender legs were wrapped around his waist, and the two looked so passionate that they didn't even notice the night watchman.It wasn't until I yelled that they separated in a panic, hurriedly put on their clothes, and begged me not to speak out.

Of course I didn't say it, I don't like to cause trouble, and I don't want to cause trouble for others.But at the time I had a strong feeling of wanting to move, but I deliberately pushed it out of my mind and never thought about it again.

Now I am sitting on the sofa watching the scene where two men are making out, for some reason, there is a strong stimulus running between my legs and going straight to my brain, I can’t sit still anymore, I stood up with a bang, and ran out .

"Adam!" Edward called after me, dropped two banknotes, and chased me out.

This time he didn't stop much, and we boarded a carriage together.

I kept silent in the carriage, but my face was probably ugly.

Edward was silent for a long time, and said in the dark: "I'm sorry, Adam, did such a thing embarrass you? Actually, you don't have to take it too seriously. Some dirty banquets held by nobles also have these things. We grow up will get used to it."

"I don't know how you think about these nasty things. In my eyes, this is simply ridiculous. If you don't ask me for permission next time... I will reconsider our friendship." I said angrily.

"I'm sorry, please forgive me." Edward's voice suddenly became a little soft, and he said, "Are you uncomfortable with the performance between two men? Maybe I should find a man and a woman, or two women."

"It's not about two men." I said impatiently: "It doesn't matter if it's a man and a woman or anything else, it's very indecent behavior. I can't agree with us sitting there and watching these things calmly. Banquets, I heard that they are very popular among some nobles, but I... I don't like it."

"Body entanglement, venting desire is the instinct of the human body. One day we have to go through this step. Mike and the others not only experienced it, but also enjoyed it very much and indulged in it. Don't you want it? Are you not impulsive?" Edward asked .

I hesitated for a long time, and finally said to Edward solemnly: "Although I have never mentioned it to anyone, I have long ago decided to serve God in this life and remain chaste for the rest of my life."

"Ha!" Edward laughed in the darkness: "Did I hear you right? Are you kidding me?"

"Of course I'm not kidding, I'm serious, I'm going to be a pastor," I said.

Edward fell silent immediately, and he said to me: "You know that in Protestantism, pastors can get married, right?"

"I know, but I just follow my own will to keep my body and mind pure, which is more pious for those who serve the gods."

"Adam, your decision is very strange, it's not right!" Edward suddenly became excited.

"What's wrong with this? I just followed my own wishes. Besides, I was once seriously injured and deceived by a woman. This made me very disappointed in marriage, so I don't want to marry a woman."

"Then...you can try it too...man."

"Don't be silly Edward, I said I want to become a pastor, how could I violate the teachings."

On the way afterwards, Edward didn't say a word, and I couldn't help but think of the tragic past, and I felt resentful towards Mrs. Jenny and her children in my heart.

……

In the hot and dry summer of the next year, there is a lush cypress forest on both sides of the avenue leading to Locke School, where we often ride horses for a walk.

The air in the suburbs is very fresh, crisp everywhere, and the lake along the edge flows quietly, reflecting the blue sky under the scorching sun.

John rode beside me, excitedly sharing his long-lost secret.

"I was with her in the haystack just... oh... I've never been through anything like this, Adam, you know? I love her, I don't think about her for a moment, I want to run home right now and cuddle Her, kiss her." John said with infinite happiness.

"Although I don't want to hurt your feelings, but John, you say it in my ear eight times a day, and I almost feel callused." I tightened the rein and let the horse walk along the front instead of bowing its head. Look for fresh green grass.

John didn't care about these things, he walked freely on his horse, and said with a dreamy face: "She is so beautiful, her skin is so soft, her lips are so sweet, when I think of her, my heart beats like it will burst, happiness is dying."

"Sure enough, love makes people dizzy. Even Mr. John can write love poems. This is much more fluent than the homework you handed in last week." Edward rode up from behind.

When John saw Edward, he shrank immediately, and smiled at him honestly.

Ever since Edward and I reconciled, things have taken a weird turn.Now no matter what we do, I and Edward are in the same group, and John is isolated. Occasionally, when he comes to chat with me, Edward will quickly intervene.

But I have to remind John: "You have to be careful, don't let her get pregnant."

John blushed and said, "I...I know. She is the daughter of a nearby farmer. It would be terrible if she was found pregnant. I heard that eating the tails of green beetles can prevent pregnancy, so I bought some for her."

"I thought Mr. John's brain was dull enough. I didn't expect you to break my expectations every time. This time is not surprising." Edward mocked mercilessly.

"John, that's not contraceptive." I sighed and said, "You'd better write home and ask."

"Really?" John was nervous for a while: "Okay, I'll ask."

"Next time you can try lemon zest or lamb intestines that have been hollowed out," Edward said.

"Does it work?" John's eyes lit up.

"Hehe." Edward showed a nasty smile, but didn't answer.

I interrupted them with a headache: "Gentlemen, aren't you ashamed to discuss such dirty topics?"

"This is an obscene topic." John said excitedly: "Adam has never been in love with anyone, so he doesn't understand the feelings of people in love. For the sake of my sweetheart, I don't even want my life. You didn't read Have you ever played a Shakespeare play? I would like to have such a vigorous love in my dreams."

While John was dreaming, Edward leaned over to me and asked me in a low voice: "It's almost a holiday, do you want to come to my house?"

"Sorry, I'm afraid not," I said.

Edward's light golden eyebrows were raised high: "You refuse my invitation every time, my house is not a dragon's den and a tiger's den, to be honest, this makes me feel unhappy, can I think that I am annoying you, so you even my The door of the house is not willing to enter."

"Why do you say such things, you know I don't have such thoughts."

"Why is that?" Edward said close to my ear, "I don't want to part with you, I want to see you every day."

"You sound like Mr. John singing a love poem. Don't be so nasty like him, brother."

"I like numbness, so you have to get used to it." Edward chuckled.

I walked a few steps silently on my horse, and said to Edward, "I'm going home once this holiday."

"Oh?" Edward narrowed his long and narrow eyes, and his long eyelashes became transparent in the sunlight: "Why? Didn't you say that you were kicked out by your father? He wants to take you home?"

"No, I'm the one who wants to go back. My elder brother is getting married, and I'm worried about my sister. I want to go home and see her." I said with a heavy heart.

The author has something to say: Adam became a devout Christian because he experienced such an incredible thing as rebirth and thought it was a miracle.

I am the main character set after an ancient person in the 18th century, so the character may be a bit hypocritical.

The protagonist's future career is a priest. The inspiration comes from an American TV series I watched. There was a story about a young man who was gay. His family forced him to change his sexual orientation, so he was sent to accept religious guidance, thinking that God's fraternity can convert him to evil gay tendencies.In the end, the young man came to his senses and became a handsome and boundless priest.