The gentleman's way

As early as many years ago, the uncle of the Zhang family had voted for Prince Duan. At the beginning, the emperor didn't like him, so he found a place to send him out. Zhang Jie was not a good person, so Prince Duan would not Specially protect him.Their good aunt, Mrs. Li, was afraid that Mrs. Zhang would know that their family had lost their rights and had cut off all their money, so she actually kept it a secret. Anyway, Ms. Zhang always sent gifts to the old house, and they stayed behind. Just keep it alone.

When Jun Changning came to Beijing, Mrs. Zhang was angry with Mrs. Li's attitude, so she didn't allow him to come to visit, hoping to wait for Mrs. Li to bow her head. Mr. Changning went to Qinguan not long after staying in the capital, so this matter has never been resolved. people know.It was only after Jun Yuxuan entered the capital that he found out, and at this time Zhang Jieren was demoted because of Duanjun Wang, and now he is only a seventh-rank sesame official, far away in Yunnan, and he never knows if he will have a chance to come back.

Jun Changning frowned slightly, but he was relieved in his heart. He knew from his mother Zhang's words that his uncle's family is not a cheap lamp. To be honest, getting in touch with such a family must have endless troubles. After all, one of the filial piety Words can kill people.Apparently, Jun Yuxuan also had the same idea. The children of the Jun family have no feelings for the Zhang family's aunt and uncle. After all, they haven't even met each other in these years, and Zhang never concealed his dislike for Li in front of them. Feelings.

Jun Changning stayed at the Lin's house until evening, Jun Yuxuan didn't let him out until after dinner, but it was Lin Ming'an who sent him out. Lin Zimo went to the household department for business in the afternoon, and he hasn't come back yet.After getting acquainted with him for a long time, the children have a good sense of Jun Changning. After all, he is a young and talented uncle with a bit of humor in his conversation, and he is very generous in his actions. It's no wonder they don't like him.

Lin Mingan looked at Yuexia's more and more outstanding people, but his desire to win was less, and he said awkwardly: "Father often said that my uncle was smart since he was a child, and it's good to be first-class in learning. In the future, my nephew will still need uncle Give me a lot of advice."

Jun Changning smiled slightly when he heard this, patted Lin Mingan on the shoulder, looked at the child who was about the same height as him, and said with a smile: "That's natural, as long as Mingan doesn't dislike uncle meddling in his own business, I'll go there in a few days Chang Hai, if you have any questions at that time, you can write to me."

Lin Mingan was happy when he heard this, and he said a few more words before letting him go reluctantly. Jun Changning was in a good mood this day, after all, he saw his sister whom he hadn't seen for many years, and Jun Yuxuan's life looked It seems that life is very good. Although Lin Zimo also has concubines and aunts in his family, he is a literati who abides by the rules after all. Now I have the strength to protect my sisters.

Such a good mood didn't last long. Thinking of Yan Hong, whom he hadn't seen for many days, Jun Changning felt a little irritable. Unwilling to share the burden with himself, he knew that the matter might not be small, and even the importance of that matter faintly overwhelmed him, otherwise, how could Yan Hong make himself worry.

Jun Changning sighed. The sky in this era is obviously extremely clean and clear, but tonight there is no starry sky, only the unique moon is left, which looks a bit cold.Jun Changning had just drank some wine, and now that he was a little bit up, he was unwilling to take the car. Anyway, the way home was not far away, so he walked back slowly by himself, and the Qi family drove slowly behind.

When approaching the door of the house, Jun Changning was slightly taken aback. The man who had disappeared for many days was standing not far from the door of the house. He was dressed in a black robe and seemed to blend into the dark night. His eyes were fixed on the closed door. Because the night was too dark, Jun Changning couldn't see the expression on the man's face clearly, but he could feel the struggle and pain.

The Qi family always knew about their relationship, so they frowned and drove the car through the door. Jun Changning took a few steps forward and saw Yan Hong's eyes were bloodshot, looking like a demon crawling out of hell in the dark night , chills down the spine.Jun Changning walked over without hesitation, probably because alcohol had affected his brain, this time without any hesitation, he grabbed the man in front of him by the skirt and asked, "Why can't you tell me what happened? .”

Yan Hong's eyes were dark, and he couldn't see what he was thinking in his heart. Jun Changning suddenly felt a little wronged. Could it be that their relationship for so many years is fake? Isn't he worthy of his trust and his reassurance?He couldn't help feeling resentful, and then said, "What do you want to do?"

Yan Hong stretched out his hand to support some wobbly people, the smell of alcohol on his face made him frown slightly, Jun Changning didn't like to drink, and usually only drank when he was too happy or too unhappy.Yan Hong didn't know where he went today. He thought it was because of his own affairs that the man was sad, so he couldn't help feeling sorry for him, but he just stroked the man's cheek and said: "You are drunk, I will help you go in."

Jun Changning refused, and today he had to figure things out, so he dragged Yan Hong and continued: "Didn't I say that no matter what happens, I am willing to bear it with you, why, why do I still have to do this? Do you regret it?"

The worry that had been hidden for a long time finally came out, Jun Changning paused slightly, and looked up at Yan Hong, but his heart became even colder, because at this moment, Yan Hong did not immediately deny it.

Jun Changning's original three-point alcohol dissipated, Jun Changning bit his lower lip, feeling uneasy for the first time, even when he asked that sentence just now, he didn't think Yan Hong would regret it, but now he But he was not sure, the recent events made him very sensitive, as a person born in psychology, at this moment he was afraid to look at Yan Hong's expression, afraid of seeing any action that would make his heart hurt.

Probably because of this, Jun Changning missed the painful struggle in Yan Hong's eyes. After a while, when Yan Hong spoke again, his voice was hoarse and unpleasant: "What if I say, I want to marry a wife?"

Jun Changning raised his head abruptly, with horror in his eyes, he couldn't even believe that these words came from Yan Hong's mouth: "What did you say?"

"I want to marry a wife, the granddaughter of Mr. Li in the cabinet." Yan Hong had already returned to normal, and just looked at Jun Changning and said word by word.

Jun Changning felt cold hands and feet, and slapped Yan Hong directly on the face, and said coldly, "Say it again."

"I want to marry a wife, the granddaughter of Mr. Li in the cabinet." Yan Hong tilted his head slightly, as if he didn't care about the slap, but just said the words again. He carefully looked at Jun Changning's face, a man's face The surprise and pain on his face pierced his heart like a needle prick.

Jun Changning's face also turned cold. At this moment, he didn't want to guess what Yan Hong had in mind. Marrying a wife has different meanings in any era.The concubines who used to be around Yanhong, from the point of view of this era, were slaves who could be thrown away easily. Even if they gave birth to children who were a little different, they were just a little higher in status, but their wives were different. people standing beside him.

Jun Changning only felt his heart sink a little bit, and they all said the seven-year itch, did they also encounter this one!Jun Changning suddenly felt a little funny, covered his eyes and asked, "Do you know that no matter how many difficulties you have, after taking this step, it will be difficult for us to go back to the past."

Without waiting for Yan Hong to answer, Jun Changning said again: "I don't need to go to Changhai. No matter what you want to do, I will stay in the capital to help you. No matter how difficult things are, we can always do them. There is no need for marriage. Such a method, this is not enough..."

Yan Hong didn't answer for a long time, Jun Changning put down his hands in a panic, and just said: "I will give you time to think about it, and then tell me the answer after you think it through. Yan Hong, I, Jun Changning, can live and die with you, but absolutely You won't compete with a woman, you have to think about it carefully."

After saying this, Jun Changning almost fled in despair.But Yan Hong just stood there in a daze, watching his lover, the most cherished person in his life, walk away little by little, not even daring to take a step forward.He was afraid that as long as he took this step, all his efforts would be in vain, and he would no longer have the courage to take revenge, and would drag this person into the abyss of hatred and fall into a dangerous situation together.Although he didn't know if he would regret it in the future, he knew that at least Jun Changning had to be alive so that he would have a chance to regret it, otherwise, everything would be in vain.

82. Dependent origin and extinction

At this time, the weather has gradually entered autumn, and the capital has become cooler. It should be the time to sleep well, but Jun Changning has trouble falling asleep all night, as if afraid of missing the time when that person came, but in fact, never From this day on, Yan Hong seemed to have disappeared from this world and never appeared again.

Originally, Jun Changning still had some fantasies, but what followed, the engagement of General Zhenbei and Li Gelao's eldest granddaughter made his heart sink to the bottom of the valley.If it is said that Yan Hong has no feelings for these years, and Yan Hong is just playing with himself, Jun Changning will definitely not believe it. He still has a certain understanding of Yan Hong, but this person has chosen the path he is least willing to bear. The two will soon be farther and farther apart.

Jun Changning took out the flute with a wry smile, wanting to relieve the depression in his heart, but then thought that this was the nephrite flute that Yan Hong had worked so hard to find for him, put it to his lips and put it down again, with a look of reluctance in his eyes embarrassment.Until now he still can't let go of that person