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Xu Shaoqian never thought of actively hurting An Yan, if he hadn't been forced to...he didn't want to use such an extreme method at all.An Yan's love at first sight for Xu Xu made him extremely angry. It felt like something he had been protecting and trying to cherish was suddenly snatched away by someone inexplicably!

—to keep him, no matter what method is used.

Xu Shaoqian does not regret that he made such an extreme choice.

It's just that, looking at An Yan, who was sleeping in his arms after being unconscious, frowning slightly because of the pain, and even tearing pitifully at the corners of his eyes, there would be a little... uncontrollable heartache.

Xu Shaoqian possessed himself, kissed An Yan's lips lightly, and said in a low voice, "An Yan...I love you..."

"You never know..."

"How much I love you."

Of course An Yan who was in a coma could not hear such an affectionate confession, and Xu Shaoqian who was awake would not say such nasty words either.Therefore, the response to the affectionate confession was just dull silence.

The bedroom was terribly quiet, only the sound of the two breathing one after another, Xu Shaoqian was silent for a long time, then he sighed softly, carried An Yan into the bathroom and carefully cleaned his body.I did it too many times today, and a lot of semen was left in his body. Xu Shaoqian patiently stretched out his fingers, cleaned all the liquid inside, and put some medicine on the back, and then carried him back to the bedroom.

The bed in the bedroom was in a mess, and the marks on the sheets were horrible, and there were even some bloodstains... probably because An Yan struggled too fiercely, and Xu Shaoqian suppressed him forcefully, although it was unintentional, he still hurt him inevitably.

Xu Shaoqian frowned, put An Yan on the sofa, then turned around and went back to the villa next door, brought brand new sheets and quilts to change into, then carried An Yan back to the bed, turned on the bed, and gently hugged him Into the arms.

When I woke up again, it was the next morning, and the hour hand pointed to 10 o'clock. Xu Shaoqian went to the bathroom to wash up. When he came back, An Yan hadn't woken up yet. Xu Shaoqian lay back on the bed again. An Yan's body was very hot, and he felt like this in winter Very warm.Xu Shaoqian hugged her for a while, and suddenly felt something was wrong.

Is this heat too much?

Stretching out his hand to probe his forehead, and comparing himself with himself, Xu Shaoqian's expression changed, and he immediately turned back to his home to get a thermometer, and by the way, he also found the whole medicine box.Clamping the thermometer under An Yan's armpit to measure his body temperature, Xu Shaoqian's face became even more ugly - An Yan really had a fever, even as high as 39 degrees five.

It was snowing heavily outside, and Xu Shaoqian was in good health. It was too much for him to run back and forth between the two villas. What's more, An Yan's current state, if he went out to see a doctor, the cold wind would definitely make things worse.

Xu Shaoqian frowned, pulled out a number from his mobile phone and dialed it.

"Hey, Xiao Rang, can you come to my place right now? Well...it's very important. A friend has a high fever. It's snowing outside and it's not easy to go to the hospital. Please come and have a look."

Xiao Rang asked calmly: "What friend? Why did you have a fever? It's really not like you to beat around the bush. Can you be more direct?"

Xu Shaoqian was silent for a while, and said in a low voice: "Okay, let me tell you directly, he is my lover, and he spent too much time making love yesterday. He probably caught a cold and was injured in the back, and now he has a high fever."

Xiao Rang paused, "Okay, I'll be right there."

Xu Shaoqian breathed a sigh of relief and hung up the phone.

Xiao Rang is Xu Shaoqian's cousin, only a few days older than Xu Shaoqian. His mother, Xu Jiahui, is also Xu Shaoqian's eldest aunt, a senior inspector of the Xilin City Police Department. His father is the director of a certain hospital. Xiao Rang studied in college. It's clinical medicine, master's degree in criminal psychology, doctor's degree in forensic medicine, and after graduation, he worked in the forensic identification center.

He has good medical skills. Although he became a forensic doctor in the end, it is no problem to see him for such ordinary ailments and pains.What's even more rare is that the two are similar in age, and they have been able to chat since they were young, and Xiao Rang is open-minded and calm. Xu Shaoqian directly said that he had sex with someone all day and tossed him into a high fever, but he didn't have a big reaction .

Xiao Rang soon arrived at the gate of the community. The gate of the community must be swiped to enter. He called Xu Shaoqian, Xu Shaoqian briefly explained to the guard, and Xiao Rang was let in.

After finding the villa and ringing the doorbell, Xu Shaoqian opened the door, Xiao Rang walked into the house without talking nonsense, took off his coat and put on slippers, then walked to the bedroom with the medicine box, and said after taking a step: "This is not your home? "

Xu Shaoqian frowned, "What?"

"You are obsessed with cleanliness, and you don't leave bread crumbs on the dining table after eating. You love neatness, and it is impossible to pile up suitcases in a mess in the living room. Also, you don't like this kind of warm-colored furniture." Xiao Jean looked around, and asked with some doubts, "Is this your... so-called lover's home?"

Xu Shaoqian nodded, and said helplessly: "Okay, don't bring occupational diseases to me. My place is not a murder scene. You don't need to analyze the environment of the scene. Go and see him."

"Oh." Xiao Rang shrugged, turned and walked to the bedroom.

Although the bedroom has been tidied up by Xu Shaoqian, traces of passion can still be seen. Of course, the more important evidence is on the person. At this moment, the man lying on the bed is frowning tightly, and his whole body is covered with bruises. The hickeys, and the skin was a little red and swollen in some places.

Under Xu Shaoqian's frighteningly cold eyes, Xiao Rang lifted the quilt and briefly checked An Yan's injuries.

At this moment, An Yan's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he suddenly opened his eyes. When he saw the person in front of him, his face changed suddenly, and he shouted hoarsely: "Xu-shao-qian! You give me — get out!"

"..." Xu Shaoqian's face suddenly became a little stiff. Under Xiao Rang's meaningful gaze, he gently adjusted his glasses and said in a low voice, "Xiao Rang, go out first."

"Oh." Xiao Rang turned around and walked away consciously.

Because An Yan yelled all day yesterday, his voice was a little hoarse, and his voice sounded particularly distressing. His eyes were slightly red, and he stared at Xu Shaoqian viciously like a bullied animal, his lips trembling slightly, Say word by word: "How can you do such a thing that is inferior to a beast? I have always regarded you as my best friend... I have always...so... trust you... Shaoqian..."

Hearing An Yan tremble and say such words, Xu Shaoqian's heart suddenly felt a pain.

Yes, trust.

An Yan has always trusted Xu Shaoqian.For him, Xu Shaoqian is not only a friend who grew up with him, but also his most important and trusted buddy.Therefore, even if something like that happened after he was drunk last time, he took the initiative to apologize, because he never thought that Xu Shaoqian would do something that hurt him, and he has always believed in Xu Shaoqian's character.

Even though there was a night of confusion between the two, An Yan still chose to forget everything. Forgetting is the best way not to hurt each other's feelings. Only by forgetting can he continue to be friends with Xu Shaoqian.

An Yan doesn't have many friends around him, so he cherishes Xu Shaoqian very much.

He would keep the scarf Xu Shaoqian gave him for two full years, and he would invite Xu Shaoqian out for dinner in snowy weather at the risk of being discovered by the paparazzi, and he even stayed with Xu Shaoqian at Xu's house for one night without hesitation.

——Just because he trusted Xu Shaoqian.

Even if he was so drunk that he almost lost consciousness, when Xu Shaoqian knocked on the door, he would invite him into the house without hesitation, because that kind of trust, after years of precipitation, had been deeply ingrained in his mind, and even turned into a habit and instinct.

But the result?

It turned out that Xu Shaoqian didn't care about his wishes and didn't consider his feelings at all, and directly pushed him down on the bed and raped him for a whole day! !Yes, that is rape at all!

If it is a woman, she can cry and complain about being raped, and she can go to court to seek justice!But he is a man!Being raped by his best friend like this, what can he do?He even felt ashamed to cry!The strong shame from the heart, the anger of being trampled on dignity, made An Yan, who has always been eloquent, unable to even say a word!

It's ridiculous, he's probably the most ridiculous person in the whole world, an idiot who was violated by his most trusted friend and said sorry in return...it's so stupid that it makes people sympathize.

An Yan clenched his fists tightly, and there were bursts of throbbing pain in his chest, as if someone had squeezed his heart hard.He took several deep breaths to straighten out his breathing, the high fever made him dizzy, everything in front of him became blurred, and even Xu Shaoqian's extremely familiar face seemed to have become strange.

Enduring the sharp stabbing pain in a certain part of his back, An Yan lifted the quilt and got out of bed. His legs were so weak that he couldn't use any strength. An Yan could only hold the edge of the bed with one hand, and pick up the pajamas on the floor with the other stiffly, and put them on indiscriminately. On the body, and then found the phone from the table not far away, fingers trembling slightly, found An Luo's phone number from the address book.

As soon as the phone was connected, An Yan said in a hoarse voice: "Brother... come and pick me up..."

There was even a bit of crying in his voice, like a little beast that was injured outside and in extreme pain, instinctively looking for help from his family, eager to return to his warm home and stay with his family.

"Brother, I'm..."

Before finishing a sentence, Xu Shaoqian suddenly took the phone away from An Yan.

An Luo's puzzled voice came from the phone: "An Yan, what are you talking about? Where are you?"

Xu Shaoqian said calmly: "It's nothing. An Yan took over a new play, and the crew was at a party just now. He drank too much and was a little drunk."

An Luo heard Xu Shaoqian's voice, and it was not the first time that An Yan called after he was drunk, so he quickly relieved and said, "Then please take care of him, don't let him drink too much, something is wrong Call me again."

"Well, don't worry, I will take good care of him." Xu Shaoqian hung up the phone, then removed the battery from An Yan's phone, threw the phone that had automatically shut down on the table, and looked back at An Yan.

An Yan glared at Xu Shaoqian viciously like a cat whose foot has been stepped on sorely, and said in a hoarse voice: "Xu Shaoqian! I just found out today that you are a complete hypocrite!"

"My brother and I... both so... believe in you..."

"And you actually..."

An Yan choked up, looking at the familiar and unfamiliar Xu Shaoqian in front of him, his chest hurt so badly that he could hardly speak a complete sentence. When he said this, his eye sockets were even a little sore, and he tried to open his eyes wide so that he would not lose face cry out.

Xu Shaoqian who once believed so much...Xu Shaoqian who was once regarded as his best friend, best brother and even best confidant, would treat him like this?Rape, this already constitutes a crime!Not only the harm to the body, but even more terrifying is the destruction of dignity and spirit!How could he do such a thing? !

Until now, An Yan even hoped that he had just had a nightmare.However, there were bursts of sharp tingling pain from a shameful place on his body, constantly reminding him that this was not a dream at all.

What made him even more sad was that Xu Shaoqian's explanation was easily believed by his brother.In the eyes of everyone, Xu Shaoqian has such an upright image, even An Yan himself feels that Xu Shaoqian will never lie, so even if he is injured all over his body and wants to ask his family for help, his family would rather choose to believe Xu Shaoqian , and would not believe An Yan.

An Yan stopped talking, sat back on the bed with a pale face, and lightly clenched his fists.

Seeing him sitting by the bed with red eyes because of anger, Xu Shaoqian couldn't help feeling distressed, walked up to An Yan, and said in a soft voice as much as possible: "Don't involve An Luo, this is the relationship between the two of us. You shouldn't let outsiders interfere in your affairs."

"Outsider?" An Yan looked back at Xu Shaoqian, "You still have the face to call my brother an outsider? To me, you are an outsider, right? Xu Shaoqian, you are just one of my many friends! Since yesterday, even You are not even a friend! You are a beast in clothes, I, An Yan, thought you were a friend before, and I was absolutely blind!"

Xu Shaoqian suddenly fell silent.

An Yan's words pierced his heart directly like a sharp knife. How long has it been since he felt the pain that almost convulsed?When was the last time you felt this bad?Was it when he gleefully bought his first girlfriend a present?Or when the picture of him gently kissing the forehead of a certain actress was placed in front of her eyes?

Just one of many friends...

So, what is Xu Shaoqian who said "I like you" to you yesterday?

At that moment, Xu Shaoqian suddenly felt like a clown, like a beggar in front of An Yan, begging him for a favor, but in the end he could only annoy him, it was ridiculous and sad.

Looking at An Yan with hatred, Xu Shaoqian resisted the soreness in his heart, a smile curved up at the corner of his lips, got up and left An Yan's bedroom.

"An Yan, you're right, I'm a beast in clothes... I'm glad you finally realized this."