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When An Yan realized that he was inexplicably hugged by Xu Shaoqian for a full 10 minutes, An Yan's face blushed suddenly, he pushed Xu Shaoqian away forcefully, and shouted angrily: "Xu Shaoqian, why are you so nervous? Yes, how do you have the key to my house?!"

Looking at An Yan's furious look and flushed face, it was inexplicable...Xu Shaoqian felt that his mood, which had been suppressed for half a month, suddenly became clear.

It's strange, An Yan has such power, he can easily irritate himself, and also calm himself easily.

When he bypassed An Yan and walked into the house, he even had a feeling of... returning home.

He decorated this villa completely according to An Yan's preferences, but at the same time mixed some of his own preferences.For example, the comfortable reclining chairs on the balcony are for An Yan to take a nap, while the tables in the dining room are in the simple and lively style that Xu Shaoqian likes most. Such a mixed arrangement of furniture seems to be a common residence for two people.

——It feels so good.

Xu Shaoqian walked into the house on his own, this action undoubtedly stung An Yan's nerves, An Yan followed Xu Shaoqian's footsteps into the room, and said coldly: "Xu Shaoqian, get out!"

"When you moved, you dropped a bunch of keys on the ground at the door. I'll help you put them away." Xu Shaoqian calmly answered the previous question, walked to the refrigerator and stopped, opened it, and found that there was only poor A few eggs and a bag of dried noodles, which he brought here by the way when he brought things to An Yan to cook here last time.

Obviously, An Yan, a guy who doesn't know how to cook at all, doesn't know how to buy vegetables and meat and put them in the refrigerator.The freezer drawer was empty, save for a few cans of beer and milk in the crisper, the entire freezer was empty.

Xu Shaoqian frowned, took out some eggs and noodles, turned around and went to the kitchen, and boiled half a pot of hot water.

An Yan was stunned for a moment, and found that this man had gone to the kitchen to cook without shame. An Yan immediately followed, his face was ugly: "Xu Shaoqian, what do you want? Come to my house to cook noodles in the middle of the night? You don't know how to cook by yourself?" Go back and cook?!"

Xu Shaoqian said: "All my kitchen utensils are here with you."

An Yan glanced at the various kitchen utensils he brought over last time, and couldn't help but said, "You can move them back."

Hearing the obvious impatience in An Yan's tone, Xu Shaoqian was silent for a while, and then said in a low voice: "An Yan, I'm very tired now, and I don't want to quarrel with you. If you don't like me, go to sleep first. Make something to eat in the kitchen and go."

"..." An Yan was silent for a while, then turned and walked away.

He didn't know why he didn't drive Xu Shaoqian away persistently. He watched the moment when this always tough man lowered his eyes tiredly in front of him and said "I'm tired", and watched him bow his head and cook noodles in the kitchen. The desire to drive him away seemed to suddenly become less strong...and even somewhat inexplicably soft-hearted.

Regardless, the two have been friends for over 20 years.This man is extremely proud and never shows weakness in front of others. When he said he was tired, he probably was really tired to the extreme.I don't know what happened to make the always strong Xu Shaoqian look so tired?

An Yan thought with some doubts, then turned around and went to the living room to watch TV.

After a while, Xu Shaoqian brought out the cooked noodles. Seeing that An Yan hadn't gone to sleep, he asked in a low voice, "Are you hungry?"

An Yan said with a stiff face, "I'm not hungry."

Xu Shaoqian didn't bother him any more, and sat in the dining room to eat by himself.The drenched man sat there silently eating noodles in clear soup, looking a bit pitiful, do you want to order him some takeaway?But at this time, many food delivery shops are closed... Wait, why do you care if he eats well?An Yan was taken aback by his own thoughts, and couldn't help but look even more ugly.

Obviously, he should hate this person very much.

This is the person who raped him regardless of his will, and violated his body time and time again while he was awake, regardless of his struggle and resistance... Thinking of the scene that day, An Yan wanted to stab Xu Shaoqian to death , as a man, being raped by the same sex is simply a great shame!

However, inexplicably, seeing the scene of Xu Shaoqian sitting in the restaurant with his head bowed and eating with a tired expression, An Yan suddenly felt a feeling... It could even be called "distressed".

A man who has always been strong and indifferent rarely shows such an expression. At this moment, he looks particularly sad, with his brows tightly frowned and his expression heavy.Thinking of the "accident at home, fourth uncle sick" he mentioned when he made an international long-distance call from Paris, An Yan couldn't help but think that he looked so sad...could it be his fourth uncle...something happened?

Although Fourth Uncle Xu grabbed An Yan's ear and threatened him not to bully Shaoqian when he was a child, An Yan was still full of respect for that person.I heard from the elders that Shaoqian's parents died when he was very young, and Xu Zizheng raised him single-handedly. An Yan grew up with Xu Shaoqian. Of course he knows the meaning of Uncle Xu to Xu Shaoqian. If Xu Zizheng was really born What happened, it must have been a devastating blow to Shaoqian...

Seeing that Xu Shaoqian was packing up the dishes and preparing to leave after eating, An Yan couldn't help asking, "What happened to your family? Could it be your fourth uncle..."

Xu Shaoqian froze for a moment, stopped, and looked back at An Yan.

Meeting his deep gaze, An Yan blushed slightly, and turned his head away hastily.

In fact, An Yan regretted it after asking. He really was too soft-hearted. The man in front of him obviously did such an excessive thing, but he couldn't help but care about this man.

After all, there is a relationship between the two of them for nearly 20 years.

After all, in his youth, whenever he was most lost, helpless, and sad, the person who appeared by his side in time to comfort him, encourage him, and give him courage was always Xu Shaoqian.

Even if Xu Shaoqian hurt him now, he couldn't completely forget how tender and caring this person was for him in his youth.He couldn't really hate this friend who had given him countless warmth.

More than hatred, it should be just the loss of being betrayed and humiliated...

An Yan turned his head in a complicated mood, and picked up the remote control on the table to change channels to divert his attention.

Xu Shaoqian suddenly walked to the sofa next to An Yan and sat down, and asked in a low voice, "Are you... caring about me?"

His voice was full of disbelief, and there was even a hint of excitement that couldn't be concealed.An Yan quickly tensed his face, pretending to be calm and said: "I, I just... Just ask... Cough, just ask... You can go back after dinner."

Xu Shaoqian fell silent, looking at An Yan with complicated eyes.

An Yan pretended to be indifferent and continued to switch channels. Just when he switched to the variety show channel, an advertisement suddenly appeared on the TV: a young man in a white suit with sunglasses on his face, driving a fiery red convertible sports car Speeding past on the street, the car stopped at the end of the street with a handsome [-]-degree turn. The man opened the door and got out, took off his sunglasses, and smiled handsomely at the camera.

Under the gorgeous flashlights around, the young man's slender figure was perfectly set off by the well-tailored suit, his beautiful eyes were full of smiles, he slightly raised the corners of his mouth towards the camera, and said in a melodious voice - IMPERIAL, A classic that never fades!

At the same time, a line of small characters appeared in the lower left corner of the TV screen: IMPERIAL, spokesperson for the royal suit, winner of the Newcomer Award at the 9th Film Festival, An Yan.

This is exactly the endorsement commercial that An Yan filmed during Xu Shaoqian's departure. After the commercial was made, the executives of the IMPERIAL headquarters were very satisfied. They spent a lot of money to broadcast it on the prime time at 8 o'clock every night. In the middle of the TV station's program, the promotional posters of the image spokesperson shot by An Yan were even hung all over the subway stations in the city.

The overwhelming publicity made An Yan's popularity soar to the peak again. In addition to An Yan's temperament is very suitable to be a suit model, of course, the full support of An Yan's mother Zhou Bizhen cannot be ignored.

An Yan himself was very satisfied with the ad. When the ad was broadcast, he sent a text message to his brother with a shameless face, saying, "Brother, did you see the ad? Is your brother handsome?" An Luo only replied with one word: "Yeah."

Unexpectedly, this advertisement was broadcast at such an embarrassing moment. It was too late for An Yan to change the channel. Xu Shaoqian quickly pressed the back of his hand and said, "Don't change."

Xu Shaoqian's fingers were slender and strong covering the back of his hand. The cool temperature made An Yan's fingers stiff immediately. He held the remote control and changed it or not. He watched his face zoom in on the TV screen to an extremely large The degree of clarity...

Xu Shaoqian sat there, looking thoughtfully at the magnified An Yan's face on the screen. It wasn't until after the commercial was over that he turned his head to look at An Yan, smiled, and there was even a hint of doting in his eyes. Gentlely, she said in a low voice: "This commercial was shot well, you have a good figure, and the suit really fits you well."

body...very good...

After being stripped naked by him, he repeatedly raped her several times, and even fell asleep naked in this man's arms. Speaking of figure, the person in the world who knows An Yan's figure best is definitely Xu Shaoqian.Xu Shaoqian's understanding of An Yan's body even surpassed that of An Yan himself.

Although Xu Shaoqian inadvertently said the evaluation of "good figure", but An Yan was obviously stepped on by the word, his face changed, and he immediately frowned and ordered to evict: "It's late, you go away ! Also, return the key to me!"

Xu Shaoqian was silent for a moment, then suddenly stretched out his arms, hugged An Yan gently, and said softly, "...Thank you."

Such a hug, so soft, seemed to be just an illusion.

The hug broke at the touch of a touch, and the cold temperature on his body quickly disappeared.

When An Yan came back to his senses, the tall man's back had disappeared at the door.The door of the villa was gently closed by him, and a bunch of keys were gently placed on the table.

Xu Shaoqian simply turned around and left.

An Yan looked at the direction in which the man disappeared, and his heartbeat suddenly became a little strange.

Compared with the kind of rape and encroachment without any scruples about his wishes, Xu Shaoqian's gentle hug like a feather like today's made An Yan even more at a loss, and even panicked in his heart.

After such a thing happened, he should have hated him very much, but Xu Shaoqian's sometimes tough and sometimes gentle approach made An Yan's heart completely messed up.

An Yan didn't understand at all, what was Xu Shaoqian's so-called thank you for?

He also had no idea that for Xu Shaoqian, at this most lost and saddest moment, the simple care and greetings from a loved one were like a whole film that lit up in time in the long and lonely night. warm light.