Zhu Mu Lang Ma

Fu Yijie stood under the nozzle, pouring hot water from head to toe.

He has been rushing without moving for several minutes. Usually he likes the warm enveloping feeling when hot water rushes over his body, but today he didn't feel it at all.

The reason why he has been rushing for so long now is very simple, he just doesn't want to move, every movement seems to exhaust his bored body with all its strength.

With his hands on the wall, his whole body is still. The only thing that is still active is his brain, and he doesn't move very quickly, because what he has to face now is beyond his expectations.

It wasn't some books, and it wasn't a girl who was forced to introduce him... This was him kissing his brother suddenly and cum all over him while watching a movie.

Fu Yijie stared at his feet through the water drops, how could such a thing be explained?

Fu Kun didn't react at the moment, but it was this calmness that scared him.

He understood Fu Kun, if Fu Kun really didn't feel it, he would curse at others, pointing at himself and saying that you are so heartless!Or at least laugh at myself for cumming on touch...instead of acting like nothing happened.

How to do?

Fu Yijie suddenly didn't even have the courage to walk out of the bathroom.

He didn't hear when his parents came back. He probably is deaf today!

When he came out of the bathroom, his parents and Fu Kun were sitting in the living room. Fu Yijie was startled and almost wanted to turn around and rush back to the bathroom.

"Eat a few wedding candies," my mother smiled and shouted when she saw him, "There is a big white rabbit, don't you like this?"

"Yeah." Fu Yijie looked at the pile of candy on the coffee table, but hesitated when he wanted to go to get it. Fu Kun was sitting on the sofa next to the coffee table.

During the few seconds he hesitated, Fu Kun reached out and took a big white rabbit and threw it to him.

He quickly reached out and caught it.

After lowering his head and peeling the candy into his mouth, Fu Yijie took a tentative look at Fu Kun, and found that Fu Kun was not looking at him, but was staring at the TV, seemingly fascinated by it, and walked up to him for a while. I didn't find the legs.

"Du..." Just when Fu Yijie was about to call Diu over, Diu licked Fu Kun's feet.

Fu Kun was stunned for a moment, looked down and saw that it was Diu Diu, he jumped up in fright, squatted down on the sofa with his legs curled up and howled: "Ah——"

"Oh, it's so annoying," my mother reached up from the sofa next to him and slapped him on the arm, "I really want to throw you into the doghouse for a day!"

"Doudiu's tongue has barbs," Fu Kun smiled, "By the way, I won't be back tomorrow night."

Fu Yijie, who was holding Diudiu and was about to go to the corridor, trembled.

"Why go?" Mom asked.

"Stay with Sun Wei," Fu Kun ate a candy, "He just called to say he is going to the south, and he will leave in a few days."

"He's going alone?" Dad interjected. "Didn't he do a good job at that auto detailer or something?"

"It's less money," Fu Kun leaned on the sofa, "He doesn't have enough money to buy cigarettes every month, and now he has a girlfriend, which is not enough."

"Is his girlfriend the one I met on the street last time? She has long hair, big eyes, and a pretty little girl."

"Well, that's the one, it's been a long time," Fu Kun nodded, "I took it home to meet the parents."

"When will you bring one back for me to see with your mother?" Dad asked him after taking a sip of tea.

"What's the rush?" Fu Kun smiled, "I don't have time."

Fu Yijie put Diudi in the nest, his parents were still discussing his girlfriend with Fu Kun, he didn't want to hear it, so he went back to the house.

A little distracted, he took out a chemistry paper, put on his headphones, and listened to a slow-paced song, forcing himself to calm down and do the questions.

Doing the questions and reading until eleven o'clock, usually this time should be the time for him to sleep, but today he didn't feel sleepy at all, Fu Kun was still watching TV with his parents in the living room.

When Fu Yijie packed up his things and went back to the room after washing, Fu Kun said, "Sleeping?"

"Hmm." He nodded.

"You go to bed early too, you're so busy every day," my mother gave Fu Kun a push, "I'm sure I'll stay up all night chatting with Sun Wei tomorrow night..."

"Sleep, sleep." Fu Kun stood up, stretched his arms, and went into the bathroom.

Fu Yijie went back to the room and lay down quickly, closing his eyes, he wanted to fall asleep before Fu Kun came in.

But the more anxious he was, the more awake he became. He didn't feel sleepy at first, but after this tossing, he became more awake. When Fu Kun entered the room, there was still no trace of sleepiness in his mind, and he was sober that he could see the bottom of it.

Fu Kun turned off the light and lay down beside him.

Normally, Fu Yijie would have stretched out his hand to rub his underpants right now, but today he didn't dare to move his fingers.

Fu Kun didn't sleep either, he kept scratching and scratching with his hands.

When the clock in the room passed twelve o'clock, the calendar clicked when it turned over. Fu Kun turned over and lay facing Fu Yijie, and suddenly said: "Aren't you asleep?"

"Yeah." Fu Yijie remained motionless as if he had been acupunctured.

"What's going on with you today?" Fu Kun asked softly.

Fu Yijie's hands trembled slightly: "...I'm probably too excited."

"Ah," Fu Kun responded softly, "Really."

Fu Kun seemed to want to say something else, but after being silent for a long time, he only said: "Go to sleep, I have class tomorrow."

Fu Yijie didn't make a sound, closed his eyes and listened to Fu Kun turning over and facing the wall.

too excited.Fu Yijie found this far-fetched reason for himself from Fu Kun's point of view. Fu Kun's passive response may be because of his initiative, so what is the reason for his initiative?

Excited?Probably no one would believe it.

He didn't dream all night, and when he woke up, Fu Yijie felt as if he had only slept for a few minutes.

He looked at Fu Kun, Fu Kun was still awake, with one hand on his eyes.

Fu Yijie didn't stare at him like usual, he quickly changed into his sports clothes, and took Diudi out.

Diudiu doesn't like to move very much now, and is very tugging. Take it for a run, and when it wants to run, it will follow. Wen Xiplaning.

Fu Yijie was afraid that it would be bad for his health if he was too fat, so he had to play with it downstairs in various ways after running every day to make him move more.

Fu Kun stood on the balcony, staring at Fu Yijie who was throwing stones downstairs to make Diu Diu run back and forth to pick them up.

He forced himself not to think too much about what happened yesterday. It's okay for boys to watch a movie together, and it's normal to fly a plane together. Even Fu Yijie's kiss at the end and his miraculous response, he was all in one mind. In overexcitement.

Yes, purely because of desire.

Fu Kun turned around and nodded to his own shadow on the wall.

After returning to the house from the balcony, after changing his clothes, he couldn't help kicking the cabinet door, and cursed in a low voice: "Fuck!"

Then why didn't I have such an urge when I watched movies with Sun Wei before?If Sun Wei dared to kiss him like this, he would definitely slap him against the wall without sliding down!

Fu Kun was a little confused, the excitement that seemed to be more than simply aroused by desire made him feel chills.

"Kunzi," my mother was preparing breakfast in the living room, "is your brother going to start extra lessons this summer?"

"Well, it's a tradition in No. [-] Middle School." Fu Kun took a bun and ate it.

"I just thought, your brother is too tired, why don't you let him deliver meals to you? He runs back and forth several times a day in hot weather." Mom asked.

Fu Kun was stunned for a moment, and nodded after swallowing the steamed stuffed bun: "Okay, Datong's box lunches are much better now than before."

Fu Yijie came back with Diu Diu, and his mother said while drinking porridge: "I'm back, eat breakfast quickly, and there is more, don't bring food to your brother in the future, I'm too tired."

Fu Yijie was obviously stunned, and suddenly raised his head to look at Fu Kun. The flash of confusion in his eyes made Fu Kun feel a little uncomfortable, and he muttered in a low voice: "It's not that I won't let you send..."

"Oh, it's not a good job to deliver food to your brother. Mom is afraid that you will suffer from heat stroke, and you will have to make up lessons. You are too tired," my mother clicked, "Eat quickly."

"Oh." Fu Yijie sat down at the table, bowed his head and began to eat breakfast.

At noon, Fu Yijie really didn't come to Chase to deliver lunch. It took Fu Kun a while to realize that he hadn't eaten yet, and he didn't react when the person who delivered the boxed lunch passed by him before.

"Sister Chen," Fu Kun walked to the booth next door, "help me..."

"Fu Kun!" Kong Hui's voice came from behind, interrupting Fu Kun's words.

Fu Kun turned his head and saw Kong Hui standing behind him holding a bag with a smile on his face: "Are you quite free?"

"My cousin is here, she's watching for me." Kong Hui took out two bunches of grapes from the bag and handed them to Sister Chen next to him, "Try it, the ones grown at my cousin's house have been washed clean."

Fu Kun took a bunch and put it in his big glass: "I'll eat it later, I haven't eaten yet."

"It's past one o'clock and you haven't eaten yet?" Kong Hui followed behind him, "Did your brother bring you food today?"

"Well, he's going to be in his third year of high school soon and he's too busy." Fu Kun turned around and wanted to go out and tell Sister Chen to ask her to help him buy lunch.

"Then you're going to buy lunch?" Kong Hui asked.

"Well, sister Chen, help me..."

"Let me keep watch for you," Kong Hui sat down on the small stool at his booth, "Anyway, I'm free, so go buy it."

Fu Kun was a little hesitant, Kong Hui had feelings for him, he had a good impression of Kong Hui, but he had no extra thoughts, he didn't want to get too close to her.

"Go now," Sister Chen smiled, "There are beautiful women guarding you, what else do you want?"

"I'll be back in 10 minutes." Fu Kun glanced at Kong Hui, took the money and went out.

The nearest box lunch store had already sold out, so Fu Kun had to go to the one at the intersection to buy.

When he came back, there was someone at the booth, and Kong Hui was collecting money while talking to someone. Seeing him coming back, he smiled and pointed at the person: "Look, Kunzi, does this big brother wear this color very well?"

Fu Kun glanced at him and nodded: "Yes, very energetic."

"Let me just say, big brother, it's definitely a good deal for you to buy this dress at this price. You are tall and wear this unique style." Kong Hui looked at the man up and down, praising him all the time.

The man took his clothes and went out, and smiled at Fu Kun: "Your wife is really amazing, she can talk too much."

Fu Kun opened his mouth, and he said after everyone had walked out for several steps: "Come again when you dress well."

"Here's the money." Kong Hui stuffed the collected money into his pocket, smiling sweetly.

"Thank you," Fu Kun sat down and began to eat, "Go back quickly, is your cousin as good at talking as you are?"

"Okay, I'm leaving," Kong Hui clapped his hands, turned and walked out, took two steps and said, "I'll bring you a meal tomorrow, so you don't have to run away."

"No, no," Fu Kun choked, and chased after him while coughing. Kong Hui had already trotted all the way in, "No... hey."

"Why don't you use it?" Sister Chen was sitting at the entrance of the stall chatting with a few other stall owners. Seeing him like this, she laughed, "What a nice little girl to bring you food, you don't want it."

"It's not that you can't buy food." Fu Kun was a little helpless.

"Hey, you're just pretending to be stupid, kid," Sister Huang next to me laughed vigorously, "Why don't I bring it for you, do you think I am?"

"Thank you, I don't want to be cut off by your husband." Fu Kun smiled. Sister Huang's husband is a contractor.

Fu Kun didn't talk to them any more, went back to sit down with the lunch box and continued to eat, a little worried that Kong Hui would really bring him meals every day in the future.

In the afternoon, Kong Hui came over to chat with him for a while, while Fu Kun chatted with her, while doing business, he hoped that Kong Hui and her cousin would leave quickly, and don't come here again, or else Kong Hui would be so fine every day Just come and stay for a while, he really can't stand it.

It wasn't until after four o'clock in the afternoon that Sun Wei came over, and he was relieved. Seeing Sun Wei was like seeing a relative.

"Clean up and go, treat you to a roast duck," Sun Wei flipped through the clothes on his stall one by one, "Recommend me a pair of pants, give me a lucky price, don't give them for nothing, I'll wear them and set off."

Fu Kun picked out a pair of slacks for him: "88."

"Okay!" Sun Wei patted him on the shoulder very satisfied.

"When are you leaving?" Fu Kun asked him.

"The day after tomorrow, tickets have already been bought."

Sun Wei took Fu Kun to eat roast duck, which was his true love, and he would not get tired of eating roast duck seven days a week for a month.

After eating the roast duck, he went to barbecue again, chatting and eating, and after drinking a few cans of beer, Sun Wei talked more and more. When he talked about the two of them from childhood to adulthood, tears welled up in his eyes.

"Kunzi," Sun Wei kept patting Fu Kun's shoulder, sometimes pinching a few times when the patting was cool, "Don't miss me, I'll call you!"

"Yeah." Fu Kun nodded cooperatively. Sun Wei was so virtuous when he drank, and he was used to it. He used to hold Fu Kun's leg and call him the third master when he drank too much.

"If it wasn't for the great development there, I wouldn't want to go there either. Our place is great, and we have many familiar friends." Sun Wei took a beer can and knocked Fu Kun's hand, "But you said the boss called me In the past, it was such a good opportunity, and after a good job, the branch will be under my management, so I really can't let it go."

"Yes, it's right to go," Fu Kun nodded, took a sip of beer, "but you should be careful, if you have anything to do, you should ask others and discuss it."

"Kunzi," Sun Wei suddenly squeezed his shoulder hard, crying, "Chun Yu, take care of me, I left her your phone number, if she needs help, I'm too far away..."

"Don't worry, you don't have to explain this," Fu Kun made him pinch and almost cried together with him, "Let her just say what she has to say."

"Good boy!" Sun Wei patted him on the back forcefully, "It's done."

Fu Kun held back his cough and drank all the beer. When Sun Wei opened the beer can with trembling hands, he suddenly felt a little melancholy.

The friend who grew up together will go to such a far place in a few days. Although he does not put all his pain on the bright side like Sun Wei, he is really reluctant in his heart. Gotta go.

Having grown up so big, he has never said goodbye to his friend Yiyi like this.

After drinking a few more cans of beer, he suddenly thought of Fu Yijie. If this kid was admitted to a university in another city, he would leave for a semester, how would he feel?

He shook his head, took a swig of beer, and suppressed the thought.

Regarding Fu Yijie, he had never thought too much before, even when Gou Sheng and Chen Li said that he was too nice to this younger brother, he never thought too much.

But now, any thought of dealing with Yijie will make him startled, and then he will feel cold...

But he didn't dare to think more, what happened to Fu Yijie yesterday, he wasn't sure, and he didn't want to be sure, he just wanted to know what happened to him.

On the one hand, he felt that he should distance himself from Fu Yijie. They have been together since childhood. Maybe it was because of this that he didn't feel awkward when he responded yesterday. But on the other hand, he was worried that any sudden change in himself would cause harm to him. It affected Fu Yijie's mood. After all, Fu Yijie would be a senior in high school after the summer vacation.

what to do?How should this degree be grasped?

Fu Kun and Sun Wei drank until midnight, and Sun Wei was hanging around his neck when he walked, and yelled that he was going to sing.

"You are so virtuous, do you know where is your tongue?" Fu Kun supported him, and the two of them were walking staggeringly on the street. Occasionally, someone passed by and saw them, and they were far away. bypassed.

"Here it is!" Sun Wei turned his face and stuck out his tongue for him to see, "Look, did you see it?"

"I see, I see," Fu Kun hurriedly pushed his face away, afraid that he would lick his tongue on his face, "How about we find a place to sober up first?"

"Okay, bathhouse boy!" Sun Wei shouted with his tongue out.

"I'm afraid you'll drown in the hall," Fu Kun dragged him to the stool next to the flower bed by the roadside, and let him sit down, "Stay here for a while."

Fu Kun and Sun Wei sat on the stone bench by the side of the road all night. Sun Wei vomited first, then uttered nonsense, asked for water after the nonsense, and after drinking the water, the alcohol passed away a lot, leaned back on the chair and fell asleep up.

Fu Kun couldn't wake him up, and he couldn't get a taxi. The taxi would step on the accelerator and run away when he saw Sun Wei like that. night.

They didn't go home until Sun Wei woke up in the morning.

When Fu Kun came home, he ran into Fu Yijie downstairs who came out for a run with Diu Diu.

"Are you back?" Fu Yijie was stunned when he saw him, "Didn't you sleep? His face looks a little pale."

"Don't mention cats on the side of the road all night, I'm so sleepy." Fu Kun habitually wanted to raise his arms to hug Fu Yijie to scratch his hair or something, but he raised his hands, and suddenly felt that maybe it shouldn't be like this, It feels inappropriate to take it back.

When he was raising his hands and didn't know what to do, Fu Yijie smiled: "Then you go up to make up for your sleep, I'm going for a run."

Fu Yijie quickly ran away with Diudiu, Fu Kun withdrew his hand and went upstairs slowly.

Fu Yijie ran very fast, as if running away. After running for a long distance, Diu Diu couldn't keep up with it and screamed desperately behind him, he came back to his senses, squatted down and waited for Diu Diu to come over and touch it. Touching its head: "Dudiu, do you feel...my brother..."

Diudiu licked his hand, turned his head and bit a grass from the roadside flower garden and chewed it.

Fu Yijie sighed and stood up: "I'm running in circles, are you still running?"

Diudiu jumped into the grass and lay down, Fu Yijie smiled: "Then you wait here for me."

Fu Yijie usually ran three laps, but today he was a little tired after two and a half laps. I don't know why.

Still a little irritated, like this circle will never end, turning back and forth, the same route, the same scenery...

He kicked a stone on the side of the road.

In the days that followed, it seemed to be calm again. Fu Kun went to Datong step by step every day, and he went to class every day for evening self-study.

From the summer vacation to the start of school again, Fu Yijie felt that Fu Kun's changes were obvious, but he couldn't tell what had changed. It didn't seem like a big change just not to cuddle with him anymore. Not always.

Fu Kun still often brought him a midnight snack when he came back at night. When he was reviewing, Fu Kun would not sleep, and kept drawing or reading comics to accompany him. When he finished reviewing and packed up, Fu Kun would to lie down.

All of this has not changed much from before, but Fu Yijie still feels... Alienated.

Yes, under the surface of business as usual, it was Fu Kun's calm alienation.

Fu Kun maintained the same habits as before, trying hard to maintain their seemingly unchanged intimacy, but the most important feeling disappeared.

The feeling of wishing that my brother would always be by my side disappeared at some point.

Fu Yijie was lying on the table, listening to the soft swishing sound of Fu Kun's pen beside him as he scratched across the paper.

This kind of quiet state of doing their own things, yet calm and at ease, was his greatest enjoyment in the past, but now it only makes him feel that he has nowhere to go, and his heart is not at ease no matter what.

Fu Yijie hated this kind of feeling. He felt insecure and out of touch.

He doesn't want to be passively trapped in this floating state, he doesn't want to spend it like this without knowing when it will change.

No matter what you do, there is always a little change.

Break this suffocating embarrassment and pretended calm.

"Brother." Fu Yijie closed the book and turned to look at Fu Kun.

Fu Kun was drawing a bunny girl, put down his pen and looked at him: "What?"

"I want to live on campus." Fu Yijie said.