You can't hurt the author who wears meat

The room suddenly became quiet, only the sound of the rain outside the window continued continuously.

"What is Lin Dong doing now?" She said she really didn't want him, but her heart and eyes were all about men.Those painful memories in Han Pangyuan's mind made him have a splitting headache, and he tossed and turned until nightfall, but he still didn't come back after looking for the absolutely charming smile.Flower Street is a relatively safe area, there should be no danger, most likely something got him stuck, so he wasn't worried: "It's fine to stay alone for a while, I don't want anyone to see me looking so useless."

He was curled up under the covers, his eyes getting a little wet from acclimatizing to the dark, and he wouldn't admit it was some kind of liquid.

"I'm so hungry, I have to eat when I come back with a smile, let's go and make something to eat." After all, he was staying at someone else's house, and it didn't seem right to eat anything but sleep. After thinking about it, he struggled to get up, and went to the kitchen to see if there was anything What readily available materials can be utilized.

The advantage of ryokans is that they always stock the freshest seafood, which probably has something to do with the eating habits of the island people who live by the sea.Although it is a game, it is not easy to simulate it to this extent.There are not many dishes that Han Pangyuan can cook, so he chose simple dishes, probably kelp soup and omelet rice.When cracking eggs, many images came to mind. I remember that Liu Lindong likes to eat poached eggs. The egg yolk must be whole, and then use chopsticks to break the orange egg liquid and mix it with rice.

"Didn't you say you really don't want him?" Holding the egg in his hand, Han Pangyuan shook his head vigorously. The seven years of indifference have been overcome, and now he is just returning to the original state. Why is he in such pain?

Maybe it's because I got it before, so it's so difficult when we are separated.

He lowered his head, remained silent for a long time, and then said: "Han Pangyuan, take heart, I am not someone who can't live without him, don't let others look down on you."

Wipe away tears with the back of your hand, take a deep breath, and start preparing dinner.The matter between him and Liu Lindong was actually very simple. The two people who shouldn't be together rolled over the sheets on impulse, got together hastily, and finally found out that it was a mistake and parted ways.Whether there is love in it, probably there is, but that little love is not enough to make up the gap between them.What Liu Lindong was thinking, Han Pangyuan didn't understand at all, but he knew what he was thinking. He was always a submissive person, and he was the one who would not pester the other party if he let go.

He thought he would break down, hysterical, go crazy, or cry like a woman abandoned by her husband in a TV series, hugging a man's leg and begging him not to leave.He made a lot of assumptions, but he didn't expect to be so calm.

Han Pangyuan was very sad, but not to the point where he couldn't eat.He even thought that even without Liu Lindong himself, he would have to go on.It was pathetic enough, and I couldn't rely on him without dignity anymore, it would only attract ridicule and make myself more painful.His thoughts are getting more and more confused, hesitation and hesitation are still his fatal injuries, but what is certain is that he will not beg Liu Lindong.

The wall clock on the wall had already arrived at the time when the lights came on. Facing a table of food, Han Pangyuan didn’t want to eat or not. In the end, enduring the injury to his buttocks, he hastily put on a bathrobe and went out to look for Hanxiao.

There are only so few places in Huajie, and every family can always find it.

Looking at the game manager, the absolutely charming team is still on the battlefield, why the battle is so fierce, it hasn't come out after seven or eight hours of fighting.Wandering around while pacing, unconsciously walked back to the soup house, He Chuan leaned against the red wooden door, saw him coming, and greeted him with a smile on his face: "Hey, is Mr. Han here again? It's a pity that Oiran-sama has something to do and can't pick up the guests today, do you want to arrange someone else for you?"

"I'm here to find someone." After walking half a street, I remembered that I could use the team badge to check the information of my teammates. After looking at it, I found that Hanxiao hadn't moved in the soup house. Although the radio was turned on, the other party didn't respond at all, so I had to bite the bullet Go in and ask for someone.Just as he was talking, a man in white came out with a smile on his face, saw Han Pangyuan standing at the door in a trance, and asked with concern: "Why did you run out before he recovered from his illness? Has the fever subsided?"

He put his hand on the other person's forehead naturally, and then smiled: "It should be fine, are you hungry, let's go back."

"Hmm..." Over Han Xiao's shoulders, Han Pangyuan saw Liu Lindong standing not far away, he was stunned for two or three seconds, and felt something swirl in his eye sockets.In order to hide his gaffe, he lowered his head, tightly held Hanxiao's arm, and leaned forward like a woman in love leaning on her lover: "I cooked."

I don't know the man's reaction, and I don't want to confirm, since he pushed me away mercilessly, then everything is over.It's not that I want revenge, but I can't show such incompetence in front of him.He frankly grabbed Hanxiao's hand, and suddenly felt that it was not particularly difficult to pretend that he didn't love that man at all, at least he made the first step—don't care.

"It turns out that Xiao Yuan can cook." I don't know if he didn't see his unusualness, or he deliberately ignored the embarrassment in front of him, and put his arms around Han Pangyuan's shoulders with a smile: "By the way, I can call you Xiao Yuan, or Quan." The name feels very organic."

"Yes, yes, but I want to ask you to smile." I always feel that it is a disadvantage to not call back after being called by a nickname: "Xiaoxiao, what are you doing in the soup house?"

"I didn't expect that an uncle in his 30s would be given such a cute nickname." Smiling and shaking his head, he seemed to accept the title with some helplessness: "When I left the group, there was equipment that was not allocated. It’s all very clear, but since we formed Xiaoyuan, we have to take good care of you. We can’t let you follow the captain who is poor and useless. I just shared the task gold coins with my former teammate, and I can buy you new equipment. Although the bunny girl is a hot dog , but I don’t think you like it very much.”

For a long time, only Liu Lindong could call him Xiaoyuan. He thought that he could not accept others calling him like that, but when he uttered this word with a smile, he found himself very calm.

no big deal!

"Thank you in advance. By the way, are you really in your thirties? Why do you look younger than me?" Hanxiao kept saying that he was an uncle. I don't know if it was self-effacing or joking, but I always felt that it was not very credible.

Although he was married, he was in his early twenties from the outside. There were no fine lines around his eyes and neck, and his skin was firm. He didn't look like a middle-aged person anyway.I hadn't looked at his face carefully before, but now I took a closer look at it through the topic.The smiling facial features belong to the soft type, without the deep contours that are absolutely charming, but it looks very comfortable.Also, he is so tall.

Han Pangyuan raised his head. He was sitting and chatting in the store before, and he didn't realize that he was so tall and straight.

"In 77, you're already 35. You're still a kid in front of me. Play like a baby with uncle." Originally, I wanted to match up with Xiaoxiao and Absolutely Charming, but the masked pervert was three or five years younger than me. It's too big, and the pressure is a little bit high.But this person in front of him is really not like a 35-year-old uncle, how does he take care of it?The small theater in the brain is so rich that even the lovelorn is forgotten, Han Pengyuan really wants to ask him if he puts sheep placenta on the mask three times a week, drinks collagen and soaks it in milk every day.

Seeing him change his expression every second, obviously wanting to say something but too embarrassed to speak, he couldn't help pinching his round face like a steamed bun with a smile: "What bad things are you thinking?"

"No, it's nothing." How could he not let him know that he was slandering him as an old monster.

It seems that breaking up is not so bad, at least I have met new friends, there are many things in this world besides love.On the way back, he suddenly said hypocritically: "You are so gentle."

Liu Lindong would not smile at him like this, chat with him patiently, nor would he take a relaxing walk side by side.

In my memory, he always followed the back of the man alone, and that man never looked back.He always looks at himself like a king, planning their relationship and future according to his ideas.No, you can't say that, he just wants the perfect Han Pang-won, a lover who perfectly fits his aesthetics, his preferences, and his tastes, not the person himself.Maybe, whoever you change, as long as you are obedient enough and love him according to his ideas, you can be pampered by him.

A person who insists on being indifferent, arrogantly possessive, and finally ends the relationship regardless of the other party's wishes, is not worthy of being sad at all.

Not worth it, just these three words are enough for him to make up his mind, don't cry, don't think about it, and don't regret it too much.

Passing through the Paradise, Absolutely Charming finally came out of the battlefield, smiled and invited him to have dinner together, the three of them drank and chatted in Hualing like old friends, and kept arguing until very late.

Han Xiao has always been restrained, no matter how good the wine is, he can only order it when he can, coupled with the habit of going to bed early and getting up early, he quit the drinking party before midnight, leaving the two of them alone.When the person left, Absolutely Charming picked up the porcelain cup, took a few sips of strong wine, put his hand on Han Pangyuan's shoulder with the strength of the wine, and said earnestly: "Little pig's trotter, cry out when you feel sad, don't hold back!" Come on, I can't see you like this."

"What's the matter, I'm very happy." It seemed that he had drunk too much, and his voice was trembling.

"Can't forget him? It's normal, just don't get mad at yourself." Seeing him quitting the team and being with Han Xiao, I immediately guessed eight or nine points: "Dating love is like a roller coaster, it always makes you dizzy place, but it’s comfortable after turning around.”

"Ha, you seem to have a lot of experience. If I remember correctly, you are still a virgin." I don't know if it is a familiar relationship, but when the two get along, Absolutely Charming will take off his mask to reveal his pretty face. The face of an evildoer.The appearance of the mixed race is really eye-catching, with fair skin and light golden hair, it is a good age in the prime of life, it is really attractive.Han Pangyuan didn't understand, there were many handsome men around him, why did he put his heart on Liu Lindong?It's not fair, even historically submissive toys have limits.

Perhaps changing personal love can make people happier!

He didn't know whether it was self-defeating or he had finally seen everything through. He propped his chin with one hand and hooked his fingers towards Absolutely Charming: "I have a suggestion. I didn't finish what I did last time. How about trying again?"

"Your brain is not burned out." Although he likes him, he doesn't want to take advantage of others.

"I'm sorry, I've always had a problem with my brain, whether it's bad or not, a typical brain damage." Normal people don't like ghost animals like chauvin pigs, and they wouldn't be willing to love the perpetrator after being tortured to the point of injury, so he affirmed Is sick, and very sick: "Really, I am single now, and you are not with me, why not be together, anyway, you like me too."

"Come on, I don't want to be your tool for revenge on Liu Lindong." The two were half drunk, chatting nonsense.

"Impolite guy, I'm chasing you now, what kind of revenge is not revenge, that kind of person is not worth hating him at all. Hmph, what I want to do now is my own will, you just stay honest with me, Obediently enjoy it under me." With some strength, Han Pangyuan, who started to get drunk, straddled Absolutely Charming's body, groped with his two paws restlessly, then pulled their clothes, and yelled: "Don't you like me? Why do you refuse? What are you doing? You lied when you said you liked me. Liar, you clearly said you liked me and wanted to be with me, and you clearly agreed that even if you die, you will die at all costs. Why? Still treating me like this, why..."

What he couldn't say to Liu Lindong, the resentment accumulated in his heart, the pain he suppressed for a long time, all vented on this person in front of him.Crying and fussing, venting, punching and kicking, and finally sleeping on the floor like a child who can't get candy, rolling, splashing, and screaming hysterically.

After playing nonsense for a long time, even Hanxiao came to see it twice. Han Pangyuan, who was very drunk, finally hugged a cushion, cried until he was exhausted, and then fell asleep.

"Wipe your nose off next time and talk about chasing me." Shaking his head, someone who still kept his sanity despite drinking a lot carried the drunk fool back to the room, and called warm water to wipe his body.

Accidentally touched the injury on the buttocks, Han Pangyuan kicked his legs in pain, absolutely charming and found his almost smashed buttocks.The bruises stretched from the lower back to the right buttock. They were very red and swollen. Many places were broken and thick scabs formed.He lightly touched the shocking scars with his fingers, completely unable to understand why he had to endure such abuse.

Absolutely charming looked at Han Pangyuan, seemed to have made up his mind, and said firmly, "I won't let him hurt you again."