solo not solo

Many people say that dreams are the opposite of reality, but solo never believes this.In his understanding, a dream is just a potential idea in the human mind that appears in various forms and fragments in the mind during sleep.If the dream is really opposite to the reality, then he has had so many bad dreams in these years, and he should have encountered countless good things long ago. Where is there any chance for Liu Zhendong to perform?But now he hopes that the opposite of the dream and the reality really exists, because his body is really changing strangely, just like the dream shows.No matter how hard he tried, his belly was indeed growing, as if something was actually growing inside.At the beginning, he looked at the problem of gaining weight with a peaceful mind, but now he looked at his stomach with a flustered mind, because the hardness on his stomach clearly told him that it was not gaining weight, absolutely not.Those ordinary and happy lives seemed to disappear all of a sudden, replaced by endless fear.He couldn't help but go on a diet, and even looked at his stomach frequently and weighed himself mentally.

The weather is getting colder and colder, and more and more clothes have been added, but outsiders can't see it under his deliberate cover-up.But the second uncle somehow noticed something strange.

"Xiao Fei, go to the hospital to see what's going on? It's good to give yourself a reassurance. Even if you really want to lose weight, you can't force a diet like this. A more scientific method will be better." The second uncle always feels that the body If there is a problem, it is better to go to the hospital early to have a look. Even if it is abnormally fat, the hospital can always find out the reason, right?Besides, although the physical examination is less than half a year old, aren't some diseases acute?

"I know Second Uncle, I'll go there when I have free time." Shan Fei said without any confidence and went back to his home in Building No. [-].He knew that the second uncle was thinking wrong, but he didn't know how to say it.The second uncle naturally has to look at the supermarket during the day, and he just doesn't want to think about it at home when he comes.But after he came here, he found that nothing had changed. There were still many strange things in his mind, which kept him awake at night.Especially the dream he had at Liu's house on the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, he repeated it almost every day.The voice of Liu Zhendong questioning him seemed to be carved into his brain with a knife, and it kept replaying, which made him very painful.

He began to lock himself in the room for a long time on the grounds that he wanted to help his former colleagues draw pictures, and rarely went out when he had nothing to do.In the beginning, in order to exercise more to achieve the goal of losing weight, he did everything in the supermarket, such as moving things, mopping the floor, counting the items on the shelves, etc., but he found that no matter what he did, his stomach would not get smaller After that, he gave up and hired someone to help his second uncle.That person was an aunt in the community who was over 50 years old. She died of a work-related injury in her early years. She took care of her son alone.The son is currently studying in a university in other places and rarely comes back. She helps out in the supermarket. Although the salary is not much, the work is not tiring, and it can be regarded as a way to pass the time.

Shan Fei was thinking about the recent things in a mess, trying to control himself not to think about the changes in his body, but the effect was always unsatisfactory.It's not that he never thought about confessing to his second uncle, but what would he say when he confessed?Said he felt a strange thing growing in his stomach?That's not going to scare the second uncle out of his wits!

If he didn't have a special sense of plants and experience with weird hair growth, he might not think so much.But when these two points are combined, and the word "monster" in the dream is added, he can't help but think the worst, not to mention he still doesn't know who his parents are, where did he come from?Who gave birth to him?These questions rushed into his mind overwhelmingly, but there was not even an answer.Ask the second uncle, the second uncle also knows very little.

Pressing the button to start playing for the umpteenth time, Solo listened to the unchanging recordings from his phone as if possessed, then held the jade pendant that Liu Zhendong gave him when he left, and kept thinking about it .The recording was made by chance during a conversation with Liu Zhendong about three months ago. It was not long, but it made him nostalgic.

It's been almost a month and a half, and Liu Zhendong hasn't even called, as if he disappeared without any news.If it wasn't for the members of the Liu family treating him like before, and Liu Zhenbei occasionally coming to chat with him, he would really think that he knew Liu Zhendong was just an illusion, a dream he wove out of thin air.

Why did things suddenly become like this?

By the way, after staying at Liu's house for one night, it seems that everything is going in a bad direction...

Could it be that Liu Zhendong's father didn't like him following such an excellent son as a man?Flying solo is almost frantically thinking about all the possibilities, but there is still no improvement in the current problem.

Sitting staring blankly on the bed with the quilt all night again, Shan Fei paid attention to the movement around him blankly, and glanced at the phone from time to time, as if as long as he did this, a call or text message from Liu Zhendong would come in the next second.But he waited until his eyes were bloodshot, and the phone didn't make any sound.

At 07:30, the second uncle came to see Shan Fei for breakfast.Solo responded in the room, and slowly put on a thick coat for himself.In fact, it's not cold enough to wear so much, but he can't help but always want to give himself two extra sets to cover the change in his stomach.

The second uncle frowned and looked at Shan Fei, and said in a tone that could almost be called stern: "You can't go on like this, the supermarket will not be open today, I have to take you to the hospital no matter what! What a big deal, see You made it!"

Shan Fei was so frightened that he came back to his senses, and immediately said: "No need for Second Uncle, I still have things to do during the day."

"No! Your condition is getting worse and worse, how can I rest assured? It's up to you to decide whether to go or not this time."

Solo was about to say something more when the phone rang suddenly.The call was not from Liu Zhendong, but from Chen Ning.She is getting married today and hopes he can attend.

When the second uncle was in prison, he got a lot of care from Dr. Chen. Even if he didn't know Chen Ning, he should have attended the wedding for Dr. Chen's sake, not to mention that Chen Ning himself had helped him a lot.

"Second Uncle, I'm going to attend Chen Ning's wedding. Let's talk about the hospital later. I just miss Zhendong and can't sleep, so you just treat me as worthless, so I don't need to see a doctor." After finishing speaking, Shan Fei squeezed With a smile, he went out without even eating breakfast.

Chen Ning also hesitated for a long time before calling Solo.She likes flying solo, and knows that flying solo doesn't like her, but how can human emotions be so easy to control?Fortunately, she was quite sensible, knowing that she couldn't get what she wanted, so she chose the best and married.But a girl's last wish before marriage, she still hopes to be fulfilled.

Shan Fei left the house and went straight to the garage, and drove Xiaohu to the place Chen Ning said.He hadn't driven for a while, and when he was sitting in the driver's seat, the strange feeling was particularly obvious.Driving with a big belly makes me feel uncomfortable.

Because it was too early, there were not many guests in the hotel.Generally speaking, no one will come to the hotel until ten o'clock. After all, the meal time must be close to noon.

It's not good for a solo person to go in and wait so early in the morning, so he went to the fast food restaurant next to him and ordered a breakfast.It wasn't that he wasn't hungry, but he didn't dare to eat, so he desperately told himself that he wasn't hungry.Now his stomach hurts again, and he has to eat something to relieve it.

The warm soy milk entered the stomach, and the screaming pain stopped a little.Shan Fei paid the money and left, driving Xiaohu blindly on the Outer Ring Road, hardly knowing what he wanted to do.When passing by a certain supermarket, he just remembered that he was going to attend a wedding, and he had to buy a red envelope with gift money.Fortunately, Liu Zhendong brought the attached card with him, otherwise he wouldn't even be able to follow the ceremony.

After buying the red envelope, he withdrew the money from the ATM inside the supermarket. He wrapped a big red envelope, then checked the time, and after making sure it was enough for him to hang around for a while, he went to the 301 regiment.He didn't pay much attention when driving, but now that he looked at the surrounding scenery, he knew that he had subconsciously driven in the direction of 301 for a long time.Inexplicably, he missed that vegetable field again.Turn off the music and listen carefully, it seems that Liu Zhendong's heartbeat is close to his ears.

Xiaohu slowly stopped not far from the gate of the 301st Regiment.Shan Fei knew that as long as he called Zhao Shan and the others, he would go in and sit for a while. Thinking of this, his fingers seemed to have self-awareness, and he took out his mobile phone and dialed Zhao Shan's number.

Zhao Shan was cleaning the firearm at the moment, and it was quite unexpected to receive a call from Shan Fei out of the blue.He dragged Li Yumin and Chen Xiao, who were also busy with him, to the gate, and saw Xiaohu stopped quietly not far away.

Solo didn't expect that there would be three of them when he came out, so he retreated subconsciously.He involuntarily glanced at his stomach, and got out of the car after making sure there was nothing wrong.The coat he wears is a loose black woolen coat with two rows of big horn buttons and two big pockets, which can serve as a cover-up.

Li Yumin smiled and nodded to Shan Fei, while Chen Xiao called "Hello sister-in-law" honestly.

Zhao Shan was more active than the two of them, and joked: "The head's wife is here, and it is my fault to welcome you far away."

"Early in the morning." Shan Fei smiled and asked Zhao Shan, "Can I sit in the vegetable garden? It won't be too long."

"That's it? Of course it's okay!" Zhao Shan thought what was the matter, and just went in for a while, what's wrong with that?

"Sister-in-law, let's drive the car in, and let Zhao Shan go say hello later." Li Yumin said seeing that Shan Fei's expression was not good.

"That's fine, thank you all." After Shan Fei finished speaking, he sat back on Xiaohu and waited for the electric sliding door in front of him to open.

It was cold, and there was no greenery in the vegetable garden.Shan Fei found the big tree he had leaned against, and leaned against it quietly for a while.For the past few days, he has been hesitating about what to do next.He didn't have the courage to go to the hospital, and he didn't dare to take that risk before he was sure what was in his stomach.But if you continue to stay at home, you will be found abnormal sooner or later.The second uncle is fine, but what would people outside think?There is no impenetrable wall in this world, can he hide it for a lifetime...

"I said, when will the boss come back? My sister-in-law doesn't seem to be well. How long has it been? How did you become so thin?" Chen Xiao straightened up again, and said what he had to say.

Zhao Shan and Li Yumin frowned upon hearing this, but neither of them could answer.Even Chen Xiao, who is as stupid as Chen Xiao, can see the strangeness of flying solo, how could they not see that the chin is as sharp as a knife, but this time they can't do anything about it.

Li Yumin originally wanted to ask Solo if Liu Zhendong had called, but when he saw Solo, he couldn't say what he said, and it got stuck in his throat.

"Where did the food stamps go?" Zhao Shan asked suddenly after making a phone call but was unable to get through.

"He's working in the ammunition depot today, why are you looking for him?" Chen Xiao asked.

"I'll see off my sister-in-law when he leaves later. When you see the food stamps, ask him to call me immediately." Zhao Shan walked towards the vegetable garden after finishing speaking.

Li Yumin understood what Zhao Shan meant almost immediately, so he went to look for food stamps without thinking.

When Zhao Shan arrived at the vegetable garden, he saw Shan Fei resting on a big tree with his eyes closed, frowning slightly as if he was deeply troubled by something.

"Sister-in-law?" Zhao Shan approached cautiously, and when he saw that Shan Fei didn't respond, he pushed him lightly.

Shan Fei slowly opened his eyes, and after being dazed for a long time, he said, "Zhao Shan?"

The pale skin and blood-red eyes made Zhao Shan frowned subconsciously, and asked subconsciously, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing, just fell asleep. What do you need from me?" Shan Fei patted the dust on his sleeves, without raising his head.

"I think you haven't had a good rest. Shall I see you off when you go back?"

"No need, I'll just leave by myself." Shan Fei replied with a smile.He thought that Zhao Shan was tactfully expressing the meaning of letting him go, but he didn't know that Zhao Shan didn't think so.

Zhao Shan originally wanted to tell the truth, but the weather was cold, there were no strong shelters around here, and the wind was quite strong, so it would be bad if he caught a cold, so he decided to find a way to get Solo back to the car or It's better to go back.

Shan Fei sat in the car and suddenly asked Zhao Shan, "Can I come here every day for a while from now on?"

Zhao Shan was a little embarrassed, one or two days was fine, but every day... What did the other soldiers think when they saw this?Is he going to explain that Teacher Shan has strange feelings for the vegetable garden and a certain tree in their group?

"I was just joking, do you really take it seriously?" Shan Fei laughed.He just had an idea in a fit of convulsions, because leaning against that tree he could fall asleep and get a short period of peace.

"Two or three times a week is okay, but every day is definitely not enough, sister-in-law. If the boss comes back and misunderstands that you have empathized with a tree, I won't be able to eat and walk away." Zhao Shan said half-jokingly.

Solo let out an "en", and stared out of the window at the shadows of the trees receding rapidly, fascinated.

Zhao Shan took a look in the rearview mirror, and suddenly felt a very weird feeling, as if maybe in the next second, this person would disappear from here without leaving any traces.This kind of thinking is terrible, and it also appears very strange, but it can't be stopped like wild weeds.The most frightening thing is the solo flight.He clearly said that he wanted to drive back by himself, but he took the initiative to sit in the back parking space.What the hell is he thinking?

Be sure to find a way to contact the team leader as soon as possible!This is Zhao Shan's final conclusion.

Shan Fei did not tell Zhao Shan that he was going to the hotel to attend the wedding.He let Zhao Shan drive the car back to Huaiyu Community, and waited for Zhao Shan to take a taxi to leave before he drove to the hotel where Chen Ning got married.In this way, Zhao Shan is closer to the 301st regiment.

Different from when he left in the morning, the Tongyue Hotel was already crowded with people, and congratulatory voices were everywhere.Shan Fei handed the red envelope to Chen Ning, and said with a smile, "Thank you, and also, you must be happy."

Chen Ning originally thought he wasn't here, but seeing him now, he couldn't help but blushed, and introduced to the groom official: "Husband, this is my elder brother, who takes good care of our family. His name is Shan Fei."

Shan Fei congratulated the official groom, but did not expose Chen Ning's well-intentioned lies.He found an inconspicuous place and sat down, and he didn't know why he left without giving the gift. He probably just wanted to use the lively atmosphere to dispel the irritability and anxiety in his heart?

"Flying solo?"

"En?" Shan Fei suddenly came back to his senses, and saw Dr. Chen standing in front of him.

"My mind wanders a lot, did I not sleep well?" Dr. Chen asked with concern.

"Fortunately, congratulations, Dr. Chen."

"Hehe, thank you for coming to Xiao Ning's wedding, remember to eat more later." After speaking, Dr. Chen saw a woman of his own age passing by and said, "Sister Chen, did you come by yourself?"

Sister Chen said with a smile: "Hey, I brought my daughter with me. Isn't she going to the toilet now? She's about to give birth, and she's running a lot." As soon as she said that, she saw a woman walking over with her belly outstretched .

Looking at the round belly, Shan Fei suddenly felt trembling all over.But at this moment, as if to confirm something, he suddenly felt a light bump in his stomach.

This feeling, this feeling as if something kicked him inside him!

"Solo, your complexion is not very good." Dr. Chen noticed that Shan Fei's complexion was not very good at all, but now it suddenly became as blank as a sheet of paper.

"It's nothing. I drew all night last night and didn't have a good rest."

"If you have time, go see a Chinese medicine doctor. You have been overworked in recent years, so it's better to use traditional Chinese medicine to recuperate your body."

"What you said is, then Doctor Chen, I'll leave first, and you can tell Chen Ning later." Shan Fei stood up after speaking, trying not to look too abnormal in his walking speed.

Seeing this, the woman surnamed Chen said: "This child's walking posture is really similar to my girl."

Solo froze for a moment, then sped up a little and walked out the door.

Since this day, Chen Ning has never seen Solo again, and after Solo went back, he locked himself in the room, and almost refused to go out again, no matter what Second Uncle Ren said, it was useless.The second uncle didn't want to be forced to fly solo, because he hoped that Liu Zhendong would come back soon.

However, Liu Zhendong seemed to have disappeared out of thin air. No matter how many people stretched their necks and waited for his news, there was no news of him at all.

It's not that the second uncle never thought about talking to Mrs. Liu about flying solo.But Solo is still a man, and the second uncle was worried that Solo would be in such a state after he left Liu Zhendong, and let Liu's family know that he would leave an impression of nothing to worry about, so he forcibly held back.

Another half month passed like this, and Solo's complexion was still not very good. The second uncle began to consider whether to call Zhao Shan and the others to force Solo to go to the hospital. After all, he was not as strong as Solo with one arm.He now wonders if flying solo is suffering from depression.

Shan Fei closed the door, and asked his second uncle to open the door even for meals, saying that if he died, he would not see anyone.He has been checking various information on the Internet for the past two days, such as whether Chinese medicine can tell whether it is a man or a woman by feeling the pulse, and when a woman is pregnant, it takes several months for her belly to appear, what symptoms are there, and so on.The feeling of kicking in the stomach became more and more obvious. At first he couldn't help trembling with fright, but now he has gotten used to that feeling, and gradually realized a strange message from it, like that kind of gentle A collision would make him special... courageous?

I still remember that when he used Baidu to search for the three words "boys", so many BL novels popped up!It's really eye-opening, there are actually people who write this.Although it was absurd, it made a big change in his mentality.Maybe he has that kind of strange physique, but the question is, how can he be sure that what is in his belly is a child and not some monster?He can't do B-ultrasound or anything, but Chinese medicine doesn't have perspective eyes...

The second uncle doesn't even open the supermarket, so he stays at home every day solo.Solo has started to improve gradually recently. Although his stomach has not become smaller, he has started to go out of the house, and his mental state has also improved compared to before.He seldom spoke before, but now he laughs!

"Xiao Fei, it's time to eat. The second uncle left the food at the door, so you can pick it up yourself or bring it in for you?" The second uncle asked at the door.

"Second Uncle, I want to eat Zhou Ji's hot and sour noodles, can you go and buy it for me?" Shan Fei said a long sentence, and this time his voice was quite loud.

"That's fine, I'll put the food on the table in the living room. You wait for the second uncle at home. If you're hungry, you can eat first." The second uncle didn't doubt that he had it, so he went out with the money and the key.Zhou Ji’s Hot and Sour Rice Noodles has always been Solo’s favorite, and Solo has asked him to help buy them before.

When Shan Fei heard the sound of closing the door, his eyes were always sore.He always troubles his second uncle, and he can't do this again in the future.Silently ate up the food left by the second uncle before he left.

Zhou Ji was quite a distance away from Huaiyu Community, and the second uncle was also in a hurry in the car, but it was useless for him to rush because of the severe traffic jam on the way to and from get off work.

Shan Fei packed a few clothes and put them in his backpack. After thinking about it, he only took his passbook and bank card, left a note for his second uncle, and left home.He was wearing a sky blue down jacket bought online and a woolen cap.The second uncle never saw him wear these, so it was not easy to find him.He didn't know where he was going, but he had to find a way to find out what was in his stomach as soon as possible, otherwise he would go crazy no matter what was inside.This state is unacceptable. He has to face the problem with the mentality he had when working in Fengyue Technology. He must make himself stronger and cannot retreat.

It took the second uncle three times longer than usual to buy hot and sour noodles. When he called Shan Fei to tell Shan Fei not to worry, Shan Fei's phone number was no longer available.The second uncle felt that something was wrong, but at this moment, who the hell could give him a pair of wings so that he could fly home quickly? !

Solo gritted his teeth and went to the mall to buy a set of women's clothes to change into.During this period, he didn't speak aloud, and he used to write on the slips of paper to communicate with the salesperson, which made all the salespersons think that he was a beautiful girl who couldn't speak.

Those notes were all taken away when they were used up, and none of them were left behind.Liu Zhendong is not a vegetarian, it is too easy to find him.If it weren't for the experience of his family hiding from money in those years, he would never have thought of running away from home.In fact, he has no idea now, but at least for now, he can't stay where he is and wait passively.

When the second uncle came home, his face was sweating, and he started calling Shan Fei's name before he entered the door, but no one responded?Only ham sausage and donuts are happy.

——Second Uncle, I went out to relax and came back when I had enough fun.I guess the longest is one month, please don't call me, I won't answer the call.Don't urge me to go back. If you urge me, I really won't come back.And don't worry about me, I will take care of myself.

"Don't miss your sister! Fly solo, you bastard!" The second uncle roared far away, and the hot and sour noodles were smashed on the door panel and fell down again, spilling vermicelli and soup all over the floor, smashing the ham Intestines and donuts were too scared to hide under the sofa and refused to come out.