violent love affair

Shao Yichen always called Du Zhuoyang "cousin", but now as soon as he said the three words "Mr. Du", Shao Junzhe immediately understood.

Without even thinking about it, he said, "Yichen, what's the matter until your injury heals?" He squeezed the fingertips in his palm vigorously while speaking.

Shao Yichen resolutely pushed his hand away: "Bring me the diary in my box."

Seeing that he was advised not to move, Shao Junzhe had no choice but to let go of his hands and stand up, but when he walked to Du Zhuoyang's side, he hesitated to speak.

Du Zhuoyang took him as air, walked over directly, pulled a chair and sat in front of Shao Yichen's bed: "Shouldn't you go and eat something first?"

Shao Yichen shook his head: "Both left and right have no appetite."

"What did you call me just now?" A faint sneer appeared on Du Zhuoyang's lips, "'Mr. Du'?"

His smile slowly turned into self-mockery: "...It's been so long, how can I have anything for you...Why are you so eager to draw a line with me?"

Shao Yichen had thousands of thoughts in his mind, but he couldn't find any suitable words to say.

He used Su Muyan's soul to occupy Shao Yichen's body, but now his feelings for Shao Yichen were unwilling and unable to occupy him anymore.

Shao Junzhe came back very quickly, he took the diary and handed it to Shao Yichen, but still couldn't hold back the anxiety in his heart: "Yichen, you still..."

"Go out," Du Zhuoyang didn't even look at him, "or I'll ask you to go out."

Shao Yichen took the notebook, and unconsciously stroked the cover with his fingertips, feeling that the paper print in his hand was so heavy that his wrist hurt: "Jun Zhe, it's better for you to go out for a while."

Shao Junzhe had no choice but to turn around and look for Fang Shuping.

Fang Shuping was playing the role of "mother of the house" on the training ground of Du's family: in his plan, the house on Rocky Mountain would have half of the guarding force of Du's family, so now Using Du Zhuoyang's name, he is selecting candidates to settle in the past in the future.

After hearing Shao Junzhe's description in a few words, Fang Ershao became anxious on the spot: "Shao Junzhe, what's the matter with you? Why didn't you stop that brat of yours?!"

"Who are you calling a bear!" Shao Junzhe also became angry when he heard the words, "And you think I don't want to stop him? I can't stop him at all, okay?... What if Du Zhuoyang finds out about this and vents his anger on Yichen? ?!"

Fang Shuping threw him away and walked to the guest room in the wing: "You don't know Zhuo Yang at all...he..."

He gritted his teeth and felt his brain roaring: "He is really decisive in his actions, but in fact he is very easy to use affection, and he is stubborn in everything... Shao Yichen was the first to react when he had an accident in the United States It's my godmother, and the second one is Zhuo Yang... Now he suddenly knows about this matter, the strong are easily broken, and the strong are humiliated... I can't explain it to you, an illiterate!"

The training ground is quite far away from the residential area of ​​the villa. When Fang Shuping and Shao Junzhe hurried to Shao Yichen's room, they heard Du Zhuoyang say word by word inside: "Say it to me again!"

As soon as Fang Shuping pushed open the door, he saw that Du Zhuoyang had pointed his gun at Shao Yichen. Hearing the sound of the door being pushed open, he turned his gun and pointed at Fang Shuping: "Are you also an insider?"

Shao Junzhe pushed away Fang Shuping who was standing in front of him: "Calm down!"

Du Zhuoyang, who has been in contact with gun training since he was almost killed in an attack at the age of 8, has always regarded guns as a reliable partner.

But now his hands are shaking.

Du Zhuoyang grabbed the handle of the gun in his hand with all his strength, but his fingers trembled more and more. He felt that the diary he was holding in his left hand was like a piece of hot red iron, burning his palm as if it was about to touch it. His veins melted together.

In fact, what is written in the diary is only some fragmented and scattered words: some are not used to life in a foreign country, essay reflections on the culture and art of the two countries, there are bits and pieces of interesting things that happened around me, and there are people who have obviously been treated unfairly. The elder brother's guilt and thoughtfulness, the secret attachment to the cousin who often plays with him...

These words are written impromptu and casually, and many places do not even have titles. Only those who are more familiar with him can know his wild ideas from the gaps in these words.

"I'm calm?" Du Zhuoyang took a deep breath, feeling that his throat was filled with something hot and exploding, which made his chest feel dizzy and stuffy, "You don't care This kind of cold-bloodedness and disregard for family affection is called calmness?...Shao Junzhe, I only thought you were mean and ungrateful and unworthy of friendship, but I didn't expect you to be such an unfilial and disrespectful scum. Do you know, Yichen He told his aunt that he would give you AE? Do you know that he even went to study abroad to let his aunt make such a decision? If he didn’t study abroad, how could my aunt and I not be able to protect him if he stayed in Beijing? So thoughtful?"

"It's not anyone's premeditation that this kind of thing happened!" Shao Junzhe took two steps towards his gun, "Aside from accepting, is there any way I can get Yichen back?"

"Really?" Du Zhuoyang brushed Shao Junzhe's hair and shot at him, the air immediately filled with the smell of burnt hair and a faint smell of gunpowder, "I think you are very satisfied with the result... Yichen is yours My own brother, did you ever think about avenging him for such a big incident? Just accept the fact that others have occupied the magpie's nest so frankly?"

Shao Yichen pulled back the quilt and got out of bed, stopping in front of Du Zhuoyang and Shao Junzhe: "Mr. Du, if you want, you can shoot me to death...Although ants are greedy for life, I haven't done anything in the past year or so." One day is spent in peace. To live this extra year is already rare for me, if I can exchange for Yichen to come back, I will not hesitate to lose my life for several lifetimes."

Du Zhuoyang gritted his teeth and looked at the man standing in front of him: "...Get lost, just because I don't want to hurt Yichen doesn't mean I want to see you."

——His feelings for Shao Yichen are too complicated, even the love is not clear whether it is the Yichen who stayed in his youth or the Yichen who changed his soul later... This kind of feeling is tangled into a mess, thinking deeply about the last Not only is it difficult to sort out, but it also extends a shadow of self-doubt and self-denial, pushing down and engulfing him.

The scene that appeared now was something that Fang Shuping had imagined countless times but was still unwilling to happen. He reached out and rubbed his face, walked behind Du Zhuoyang, and pulled him into his arms to hug him.

He knew Du Zhuoyang's character very well, and knew that although he was extremely tough at this time, he was also extremely strong.

Reaching out and slowly taking down the gun that he had already been unable to hold firmly, Fang Shuping slowly tightened his embrace, and used his chest to support Du Zhuoyang, who had started to stand unsteadily after he took the gun away.

Du Zhuoyang let him take away his M9, and a faint salty smell began to spread between his clenched teeth.

After a while, he laughed "haha", but there was a complete emptiness in the laughter, and Fang Shuping's heart tightened when he heard it.

"For aunt's sake, you all go away." Du Zhuoyang waved his right hand, "Don't let me see you again in your lifetime...From this day on, the Du family and the Shao family will cut off contact until Shao Junzhe dies or you die. until I die."

Shao Junzhe's temper has always been bad, Du Zhuoyang's words made him want to retort, but Shao Yichen pulled him hard.

Before pulling Shao Junzhe out, Shao Yichen left a sentence: "My life belongs to Yichen, you can come and take it anytime."

Du Zhuoyang flipped through that diary for a long time, reading it word by word, as if he could hear the young man whispering in his ears... Strictly speaking, those secret and obscure feelings are not even called "love", but a kind of hazy feeling Joy and pure attachment make people soften from the bottom of their hearts after reading it.

Du Zhuoyang felt that his thoughts had been pulled into a dilapidated mess, so mixed and chaotic that his head became dizzy...

He turned over a page in a daze—the paper on the inside of the notebook was very elegant, and because it was seldom read, it still had the thin edge when it left the factory—the sharp edge of the page left a long and narrow line on his index finger. At the same time as the deep bloodstains, the edges were also stained with a touch of light red.

Fang Shuping grabbed his finger and put it on his lips, then kissed him very naturally.

Du Zhuoyang let him move, the gentleness of the tip of his tongue licking the wound completely suppressed the sharp pain on it, the man's face was obviously carefully cared for...

"Do you think I'm a joke?" Du Zhuoyang asked.

"How could it be?" Fang Shuping licked his fingertips again with some reluctance, "Among the two of us, I'm the one in charge of making jokes, right? You just have to be responsible for being cool and handsome."

Du Zhuoyang withdrew his finger: "Since I was a child, the more I want something, the more I want to lose it in the end. Mom, brother, childish ideals... now it's Yichen."

"I won't leave you." Fang Shuping took his hand again, clasped it together, "Even if you drive me away, I won't."

"... Regarding the last sentence, I already have a deep understanding." Although there was still disgust in what he said, Du Zhuoyang did not withdraw his hand for the second time.

——His thoughts are still chaotic, but there is a real touch from the fingertips held by the man, pulling him weakly but firmly, like a small pointer, giving him a little room for breathing.

Fang Shuping held his hand tightly: "Zhuo Yang, shall we have a child together? I know it's awkward for me to say this now, but I've thought about it for a long time... You can call me stupid, laugh It doesn't matter if I'm worthless, I want to use this method to bond with you. You know, I'm more afraid of 'losing' than you."

After he finished speaking, there was a long silence, so long that the hope in his heart was slowly dissipated by the passing of time, and he was almost ready to pretend to be indifferent again to greet the words of rejection Only then did I hear Du Zhuoyang whisper a word: "Okay."

The man became excited all of a sudden, and stretched out his hands to hug him vigorously, but his heartbeat became more powerful and steady.

Du Zhuoyang hesitated for a moment, and then returned him with a more forceful hug: "...you'd better remember everything you said to me, otherwise..."

Fang Shuping pulled his chin, and kissed him fiercely to block the second half of his sentence.

Just dazed for a moment, Du Zhuoyang gave him a more warm and deep kiss back. The feeling of closeness between lips and tongue seemed so warm and real in the dark sky. It takes root from this until it grows into a towering tree that people can rely on.

When Du Zihong came to the house, it was already the third day after the kidnapping incident was perfectly resolved.

Second Master Du was very dissatisfied with the fact that the Shao family's young master slapped his ass and left after being rescued, and his face was extremely gloomy: "Shao Junzhe is getting more and more unruly, how many good hands have my Du family folded in to rescue that brat? The U.S. Department of Defense’s wrangling has not yet ended, but he was fine, and left without saying a word, it’s just..."

"I'll tell them to leave." Du Zhuoyang took a sip of water from the cup at hand, interrupting his father's words.

"Even so, for Ah Rui's sake, you shouldn't sever ties with the Shao family, right?" Du Zihong frowned. He came here in such a hurry today because he knew the unexpected news, "I don't want Letting you have too much relationship with Shao Yichen, but it's too unreasonable to give up eating because of choking? Besides, when they left Huaguo back then, they also contributed to some extent."

"It's because of my aunt's face that I didn't kill him." Du Zhuoyang slammed the cup on the table with a bang, "I've already made a decision on this matter, so I don't need to say anything more .”

Since he has never been the official head of the family, Du Zhuoyang would ask or refer to Du Zihong's suggestions when making decisions on many matters. This was the first time that he gave such a strong answer and decision.

Du Zihong didn't get angry when he heard the words, but pondered for a while: "Are you prepared for what you said?"

Du Zhuoyang raised his eyebrows: "What about you?"

"I'm ready to have a grandson!" Du Zihong put back the pipe he had just taken out, "I'm already old, and I'm not as energetic as you young people. The affairs of the Du family will be discussed in the future." It’s up to you to make all the decisions. Of course, if you want to ask me, the old man’s opinion, I’m of course very happy. But when is the most urgent thing right now? "

"Shu Ping has already asked someone to invite that Professor Fokken." Although he was not used to calling Fang Shuping by his name directly, Du Zhuoyang still called him this under the strong request of the other party, "If the method he said It is indeed feasible, and the matter of the heir does not need to be dragged on like this."

——Actually, the Second Young Master Fang unreasonably gave three alternative opinions yesterday: dear, husband and Shuping.Of course, because of the second title, he was kicked off the bed without any delay. The next day, he took two dark circles under his eyes to the villa under Rocky Mountain, and turned all the anger and fire that he couldn't see into The motivation of the supervisor made a group of people fall on their backs, so they did not give him a strike.

Du Erye keenly heard the change in title, nodded and changed his words: "Alright, although this kid Shuping has a bit of a mischievous personality, he still knows how to behave in general...how are you going to deal with your eldest brother?" ?”

"He slipped fast enough," Du Zhuoyang put aside the electronic pad in his hand—Fang Er Shao enthusiastically sent him a series of decoration plans, and there were countless cute photos during the period. Kunka ran away without a trace. Since this incident has nothing to do with him, I don't bother to accuse him of any more crimes. After such a incident, the life of 'Viper' will not be easy. .”

"Stay on the front line in everything, so we can meet each other in the future... Very good, if we kill them all, I'm afraid it will chill the hearts of many people in the family." Du Erye sighed, "I, Du Zihong, am probably most proud of my life. I lost a son like you."

"Aren't you still waiting to have a grandson?" The message on the Pad came again, this time it was about discussing how many baby rooms to buy, Du Zhuoyang was so annoyed by him, and once again regretted that he didn't agree to go to see the new house together Invited, he replied to Fang Ershao angrily: "Dad is here, go home and eat!"

Oh shit, the second young master Fang was very happy when he saw this reply: What kind of trouble is this kind of wifey and arrogant attitude?A good sex life is beckoning in front of you, is there any!

Seeing the quick reply "Immediately! [duzui]", Du Zhuoyang couldn't help but put on a faint smile, and said to Du Zihong: "I hope the child's character will not follow him...to have dinner at night? I Let him come back now."

"As long as you are hugged by my grandson, I will take care of you even if you give birth to a devil king!" Second Master Du was so proud that he completely forgot the idiom "one word becomes a prophecy".

At this time, it was the end of summer and early autumn, and the afternoon sun outside the window was strong but not bright. In the next room, Ji Boda called a room full of security guards who were re-arranging. In the yard, Aji was unilaterally arguing with Ming Shan. Waiting for something... All of this is so normal and quiet, but under a mood called "waiting", it has become another experience.

Falling in love and being loved are emotions that Du Zhuoyang has never experienced before.For him, it is easy to give, but it is difficult to accept the other party safely.He is used to the awe, flattery, jealousy, and even hatred brought about by being a superior, but now it seems that although he is still not used to having such a stupid person around him, he has no morals and no limits. , but this state of leaning side by side gave him an unprecedented comfort and comfort.

He walked to the window and opened the half-closed curtains.

And outside the window, the sun is just right.

The author has something to say: I believe that readers who have read the "End Chapter" must have feelings such as "Fuck, this thing ends so quickly" in their hearts.However, the ending like this was already thought up before writing this article.

For me, when I was writing "Rebirth", I felt deeply indebted to the original Shaw Yat-chen.This is also the reason for writing this article: there is always someone who remembers him.

The writing of this article has always been very compact, so I chose to end the text here.As for the episodes about how the husband and wife get together, Little Baozi, the troublemaker, and the "bundled H" chanted by Yajuju, I will try these in the episodes.

Therefore, it is really out of the consideration of compactness and no procrastination in the plot that I chose to end it here. After all, the relationship between the two people can be regarded as bright.

I would like to dedicate this article to the readers who have been waiting for me for 3 years, the Diezi who dragged me back to write articles on QQ text messages and phone calls several times, and did not hesitate to call me overseas to express my heartfelt love. Huai Er, who continued to write articles with her, and Susu, who I lost and found again.

The episode will be updated in 2-3 days, because I am going to write a new article, my dears :)

The new article will be released in about 10 days or two weeks, and I hope to see more familiar faces.

Take a bow and thank you all dear.