Reborn white moonlight's puppy

Back at Changning's residence, Yaosheng looked a little strange, obviously they had only been separated for two months, looking at the room full of various letters and documents, Yaosheng was not quite used to it.

"Miss?" Chang Ning found that Yao Sheng had been staring at a wall. There was a white mark on that wall. There was indeed a portrait of a concubine hanging there before, and it was impossible to tell which concubine lived there before. She was also like this. It took two days to pack up and live here.Because it was possible to make peace in the Qinzheng Pavilion before, but when the lady came, I didn't dare to make it together.Chang Ning got up and walked over, hugged the lady in his arms in a muffled voice, and took her to the couch.

"There's a lot of dirt on his body." Yaosheng looked at Chang Ning, his face became clear after only two months.It is difficult for this person to maintain a stable body. As long as she doesn't take a good look at it, Chang Ning will lose weight.

But Changning still didn't say a word, hugged Yaosheng and put him on the side of the couch, and then sat down comfortably, "Don't be so far away from me, why haven't we seen each other for two months, are you so attached to me?"

"It's not born. Look at me, I'm covered in dust. Didn't the mattress be dirty?" Yaosheng was awakened by Chang Ning's words, took Chang Ning's slender fingertips and held them in his hands, turned his gaze back, his eyes would always be unconscious Sweep across that empty wall.

"Just change it if it's dirty." Chang Ning was not happy, because Yao Sheng became dignified, and Chang Ning didn't know how to approach him. "Eat first, take a bath first? First... eat, um, eat."

"Let's take a bath, do you want to go with me?" Yaosheng withdrew his gaze, blushing a little, only looking at his intertwined fingertips and the wedding ring on Changning's slender fingertips.

"Okay." Chang Ning pulled Yao Sheng up.

"Don't you need to arrange hot water for the servants?"

"I didn't know before. This is probably the king's privilege. Is there? Tangchi, hot water is burning at twelve o'clock. I will take my wife there." Chang Ning smiled politely.

"Okay." Yaosheng nodded, got up and went to the bag to pack his clothes.

Such politeness, such distant respect made Chang Ning very uncomfortable. Looking at Yao Sheng's back arranging his clothes, Chang Ning was very unhappy. He walked over and hugged Yao Sheng from behind.

"Don't worry about it, I prepared your clothes early in the morning." Changning lowered his head and leaned on Yaosheng's shoulder, "Why are you so alienated from me? Is it...I'm not around, do you have someone else you like? "

Yaosheng frowned, and the corner of his eyes swept across the wall again, which made her very uncomfortable.Chang Ning is still the same Chang Ning, but Chang Ning doesn't seem to be the Chang Ning in his cognition.

This palace is her mother's old palace, Changning was born in

Here, later, her mother died.This palace has been sealed off for a long time.

This palace and his mother who died young are both untouchable places in Changning's heart.Afraid of that dishonorable background, but also paranoid to maintain her mother's humble dignity.

When Changning was 13 years old, he returned to this palace for the first time. At that time, the palace had long been in disrepair and was dilapidated everywhere.Chang Ning went to beg the emperor to rebuild the palace, even if it reduced her annual expenses, she still asked to restore the palace as before.

Later, on that wall, Chang Ning hung a picture of her mother, beautiful and gentle, but a poor woman with no status.At that time, Chang Ning's mind was very sensitive. She longed for the maternal love that she had never had before, and hated the extremely humble identity of her birth.More than once, she dragged Yaosheng to sit in this palace for a while, facing this wall, looking at this painting.

Pillow on Yaosheng's lap, and ask her what it's like to have a mother?Seeing other empresses, the concubine hugged her own prince and daughter and caressed her.Changning was also curious about the taste, so she asked Yaosheng to touch the top of her hair and forehead like those mothers.

Once, the portrait of Changning's mother hanging on the wall fell to the ground, and Changning's extremely sensitive self-esteem was frustrated. At that time, she killed many palace officials.But now, she is living in her mother's palace, but the painting has been removed.

Yaosheng sighed, turned around, closed his eyes and leaned against Changning's arms, "I'm very tired from this journey, and my mind is full of the rumbling sound of the wheels."

Of course, saying this is just an excuse, she doesn't want Chang Ning to be aware of her sensitivity.But after all these years of getting along, Yaosheng can be sure that Changning in front of her is not like an old man, but more like a stranger.

She could hardly relate to the emperor and? Her mother's love for her, she was very numb when talking about her relatives, and even acting was extremely unfamiliar.She is no longer the Chang Ning she used to be, the Chang Ning who was obsessed with maternal love and inferiority complex, the one who was domineering to the emperor and could not be shared by others.

Chang Ning is like a stranger, a stranger who loves him deeply.This reminded Yaosheng of his temptations again and again, that Chang Ning who obviously had many memories but seemed to be watching from the sidelines.It's hard to understand, but Yao Sheng was Chang Ning's bedside person in both lives. When he didn't understand, he could lie to himself that he didn't understand. How could people who have been together for so long not be able to tell the difference between the two?How should Yaosheng paralyze himself?She still can't get around this hurdle.

The person in front of him is not Chang Ning, but Yao Sheng

, have no idea who she is...

What Chang Ning likes, she doesn't like, what Chang Ning pursues, she is not interested in, and what Chang Ning is afraid of being snatched away, she doesn't care at all.

The more we get along, the stranger we become...

Just like now, she hugged herself, kissed her forehead lightly, and cared softly.Yaosheng was very confused, he clearly loved this person, but he didn't know who it was.She is wearing a mask. This person is very patient. She is good at disguising and has imitated Changning for many years. Who is she...?

Along the way, Yaosheng seemed to be preoccupied. She could have many worries, such as her stupid brother, and the current situation.Because the person in front of him is very sensitive, Chang Ning has his own boundaries, some thoughts, once found and touched, that person will shrink back extremely sensitively.They just met, no matter what, Yaosheng loved this person, and didn't want to fall into a cold war as soon as they met.

Yaosheng unconsciously began to compare the two Changnings, one delicate and sensitive, the other gentle and calm.When dealing with himself, Chang Ning in the previous life had no patience, and his feelings for him could not be called love at all.But in this life, she can clearly feel everything that people around her give her, and all the differences in life, but she finds that, from beginning to end, she doesn't understand the person she loves...

There was a piece of silky softness on the palm, and Yaosheng was relieved from his worries?But when they looked up, they had already sunk in the soup pool.How did you get here?How did you change your clothes?How did she not enter the pool at all? Impression.

Yao Sheng glanced around in a panic. It was a steaming white jade pond, square in shape, with each corner spouting water from a faucet. His body sank in the warm soup, leaning against Chang Ning's arms.A little dazed, Yaosheng raised his eyes to look at Changning, only to find that Changning was suddenly very quiet, and there was a sadness and complex expression in his eyes that Yaosheng couldn't understand.

"So you don't like me anymore, right?" A drop of water dripped from Chang Ning's sharp jawline.

"So, who are you?"

There was a struggle in Changning's eyes, and she panicked for a moment, she didn't dare to meet Shang Yaosheng's eyes.Yes, that's always the case when that person is guilty.She wanted to escape, as if she was afraid of something, and wanted to push Yaosheng away from her body.

Yao Sheng could only sigh, and tightened his grip on the back of Chang Ning's neck.She was afraid that that person would run away, because she couldn't bear to lose that person's love, so she tried? Changed to a more gentle? Way to ask.

"What do you like?"

"Remote life..."

"No, I mean what do you like to eat?"

"Remote...remote life..."

Yaosheng bit his lip helplessly, and parted ways to look at? That person, looking at? That strange Chang Ning blushed, looking for an escape route with restless eyes.She was really scared, afraid that she would run away, that she would avoid seeing her, and even more afraid that she would leave her because her heart was broken.

Pressing her soft lips against the bewildered man, Yaosheng temporarily closed her eyes. She didn't want Changning to escape when she needed warmth the most.Gently sliding across the jaw line, taking a shallow bite, Yaosheng closed his eyes, and stuck it on Changning's neck veins.Feel the sudden increase in the temperature of that person, feel the panic in the pulse, and swallow several times in a panic in the throat.

"Didn't you miss me?" Yaosheng forced herself to clear her mind. Even though she was not good at doing this, she was even more afraid that that person would run away.

"I..." Chang Ning was at a loss, raised his head, and was so pressed by Yao Sheng that he didn't dare to move.She didn't know what Yaosheng had noticed, but she was even more afraid of this uneasy situation.

"You don't want me?" Yao Sheng supported Chang Ning's waist, pinched it punitively, and Chang Ning's breathing became disordered.

Feeling the same sadness in her heart, Changning's inexplicable fear surpassed her liking for him.Yaosheng was very scared, afraid that the person would run away again, so he was a little angry, and stretched out his hand to crush the person.

"Get up, let me see you..." Yaosheng was very domineering, trying to use his actions to dispel Changning's fear, and helped Changning to sit on the warm jade. Both she and she needed a ceremony to overcome this gradual separation alienation.

The surface of the water is misty, and there are waves of water ripples. In the warm soup pool, two people are confirming each other's intentions over and over again.The eyes met again and again, and the ice in the eyes finally melted, and the strangeness was gradually replaced by hot movements.Changning in front of him is unfamiliar, but Changning needs Su Yaosheng.

"Changning, what exactly do you want?"

The world was spinning, and Chang Ning felt that he couldn't hold on, "I want... Yaosheng..." Chang Ning tried his best to bite the words in his mouth, "I...ha... I just want Yaosheng..."

……

The two snuggled together, resting quietly, a small drop of water dripped from the beam of the room.

"Beep!" It was very crisp, interrupting the deep breathing, Changning raised his eyelids sleepily, and habitually wrapped Yaosheng tightly in his arms.

This habit has always been there, and Chang Ning is always worried about gains and losses, very unstable.This habit has always been felt by Yaosheng. Changning has an inexplicable low self-esteem. Every time he calms down, he is always worried. He seems to be very scared.

what to lose.

The soft lips leaned against Yaosheng's shoulders, and no one wanted to interrupt this moment of snuggling.Yao Sheng raised his arms around Chang Ning's ears and pulled them closer, then turned his head and kissed Chang Ning's chin.

"Are you tired?" Yaosheng felt distressed, "Seeing that you have a new scar on your arm, why didn't you tell me?"

"It's just a scratch, I don't want to worry the lady."

"It's not about worrying, why do you always..." Yaosheng was reluctant to preach to that person, and softened his tone again, "How did you do it?"

"Why do you ask these questions? If you add more, you will add more, or does the lady despise me?"

"No!" Yaosheng wanted to say something again, but Chang Ning put his hand on Yaosheng's chin, and stopped talking. "My lady, I'm a little dissatisfied, can you please allow me one more time?"

"Then after you..." Yaosheng bit his lip and pressed his hand, "Tell me what..."

"Then never stop..." Chang Ning closed his eyes, and gently traced with his lips? Yaosheng's slender swan neck...

The author has something to say: Thanks to the little angels who threw mine yesterday!

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