Attack one attack two hand in hand run away

When Gu Jin returned to the room, wherever he looked, there were bandages he tore off from his body.

He clicked his tongue, took a few steps, and threw himself heavily onto the bed.

Because of the bruise on the part of the body, because of the overnight relationship, as long as it is slightly touched, it will produce a tingling sensation from the inside out.

Gu Jin treated these injured parts as if they didn't exist, and didn't realize the fact that she was injured now.

No, on the other hand, maybe he just wanted to use the pain to wake himself up, to remind him that what happened yesterday was reality, not a dream.

He raised his hand, and the red mark on his wrist had turned purple, and it was printed on his skin at this moment, like purple handcuffs.

I just don't know who is being handcuffed by these handcuffs.

He sneered, put his hands down, let his body relax, and then stared at the white ceiling.

My mind was in a mess, as if I was thinking about everything, but I didn't seem to think about anything at all.

After an unknown amount of time, he raised his hand again.

Only, this time he stretched out his lips, and then tapped them lightly with his fingers.

The next moment, his eyes became fierce, and he threw his hand out fiercely, hammering the bed beneath him.

The subtle sound of the bed trembling echoed in the air, and it took a long time to dissipate.

He gritted his teeth, wishing that what he was biting was someone's flesh.

Who is Ye Chen when he is Gu Jin?

He kissed him casually, and then walked away easily.

Going forward, Ye Chen treated him well, was gentle and considerate to him for no reason.

At first, he didn't know how to respond to this kindness, because since his birth, he has accepted far more malice than kindness.

Therefore, when Ye Chen sent him a signal of goodwill, he could only stand stiffly where he was, and when he was better, he took it mockingly.

However, the other party never minded his attitude, and still smiled at him, treating him as always.

He slowly began to get used to the attitude of the other party, and gradually began to learn to reply.

Even, maybe he didn't want to admit it, but if he opened his heart frankly, he really had a good impression of the other party in his heart.

He just doesn't want to admit it in his heart, but he is not slow in nature.

Rather, since the time he saw Chu Jingcheng at the gate of the shopping mall, when he didn't choose to chase after him, his body, or instinct, had already realized this fact one step ahead of his master.

No, his body has always been more honest than his brain.

He never minded Ye Chen approaching him, even holding him or hugging him.

Obviously, if other people just touched him a little, he would be vigilant. Even if it was the original Chu Jingcheng, he didn't want the other party to take the initiative to hug him.

Obviously he always suffers from insomnia at night, but when he is by Ye Chen's side, the faint cool fragrance from Ye Chen can always calm his restless mind due to insomnia.

The reassuring gentleness around the other person can also make him relax into sleep.

And, most importantly, he never wants to get sick in front of anyone.

However, this persistence collapsed several times in front of Ye Chen.

Perhaps, it was because he subconsciously knew that it would be fine even if he got sick, and it was because he was in front of Ye Chen that he was fine.

Could it be that he doesn't understand the meaning of these things?

Could it be that he was not aware of the hidden meaning of these things?

He just didn't want to explore.

He just doesn't want to notice.

He blinded himself.

He lied to his heart.

He hoped that the relationship between the two of them would be maintained like this.

He hoped that such a "peaceful" daily life would not be interrupted by anything.

However, such hope disappeared instantly when he saw the photos of Ye Chen and Ye Wenyun.

He couldn't tell what he was feeling at that moment.

anger?disappointment?irritable?envy?

Maybe both, or maybe it's just the extreme amplification of a certain emotion.

However, he clearly realized one thing.

At that moment, he hoped that the person next to Ye Chen would disappear completely.

He just felt that that person was an eyesore, very, very eyesore.

He thought he could maintain a comfortable relationship with Ye Chen, a friendly relationship with a hint of fire/drug.

But now he knew, he couldn't.

He thought at the time, what if Ye Chen was really with this celebrity (Ye Wenyun)?

Maybe he should have realized something a long time ago, maybe just because he didn't really feel it, he thought it didn't exist, but the reality would not make any changes because of his subjective wishes.

This matter, if Ye Chen can treat him gently, then naturally he can also treat others gently.

Perhaps, unconsciously, someone gave him confidence.No, what he knew was that Ye Chen's pampering gave him this confidence.

He thought he was "special" in the eyes of the other party.

But reality suddenly gave him a heavy blow, telling him that it was all his illusion.

He was never "special".

He never was.

Ahhh, obviously he fantasizes about maintaining an "ordinary" relationship with the other party, but now he still selfishly hopes that he is the special "only" for the other party.

Feeling really ridiculous.

Later, when he knew that Ye Wenyun's incident was a misunderstanding, it was undeniable that he felt something that was tightly tied to his heart loosen.

He once again fell into that illusion in Ye Chen's attitude towards him.

He is still "the special one".

Anyway, there is no one else to "rob" Ye Chen for the time being, right?

Then, let him continue to "escape", nothing will happen.

However, yesterday, Ye Chen broke this status quo in a way that he did not expect.

He kissed him.

Is he happy?

He was about to explode with joy.

My heart was even so excited that it ached.

However, there is more than one himself in his heart.

He seemed to be able to see another self floating in the air, watching everything that happened in reality coldly.

He represents the dark combination of his own heart, he is the aggregate of "unsearchable things" in his heart.

The corners of his mouth were clearly sarcastic, his eyes were full of sarcasm, and he slowly spit out the words engraved on the tip of the knife.

"Why do people like you have the right to be favored/liked/loved by Ye Chen?"

"Are you worthy?"

Like a basin of cold water pouring down his head, he seemed to be standing in the snow with a biting cold wind, his blood was so frozen that it froze deep in his veins.

So, he gets angry.

He is angry with himself.

Does he fit?

He doesn't deserve it.

But when Ye Chen kissed him, was he happy?

He still felt uncontrollably happy.

He couldn't hold back, and he couldn't hold back.

What is he longing for?

What is he longing for?

Don't tear him down.

Don't expose him.

So, the next day, when he found out that Ye Chen had already left.

What rose in his heart was full of anger.

And the huge grievance that couldn't be suppressed, so that he could hardly breathe.

Why did he coldly take it back after giving him hope.

Is the other party playing him?

What did the other party think of him?

Well, it was his fault that he was greedy and pretended to be content.

but why?

Aren't you always gentle?

Are you not always considerate?

Haven't you always been... nice to me?

Why can't you bear me?

Why can't you pamper me?

Why... can't you like me?

Why, why, why?

Why don't you like me?

Why don't you like me? !

Why don't you like me? ! !

Gu Jin suddenly grasped the bed sheet tightly, curled up her body, clutched her chest tightly, and panted heavily.

He was like a man drowning in the sea, trying to grab the only piece of driftwood to get out of this too deep sea.

However, the driftwood in his hand was slowly detached from his hand due to the violent impact of the water.

In the end, he could only watch the sea water gradually submerge his body.

Until he completely closed his eyes in the sea.

"Ha ha……"

Cold sweat dripped from Gu Jin's forehead and dripped on the bed sheet, turning into a small dark water mark.

"Ye... Chen..."

Gu Jin opened her eyes suddenly, then struggled with all her strength and jumped out of the sea.

He struggled to grab the driftwood that had gone away, and then hugged it tightly in his arms.

With so much strength, maybe before the waves hit, the driftwood would be broken by himself in his arms.

Gu Jin opened her eyes, and her thoughts returned to reality.

He put down the torn sheet in his hand, grinned and smiled.

Ye Chen is gone.

Ye Chen doesn't like him.

Ye Chen will be caught when he leaves.

It doesn't matter if Ye Chen doesn't like him, anyway, if he gets back to him, he will fall in love with him one day.

It doesn't matter if you don't like it, anyway, as long as Ye Chen doesn't like other people, wouldn't it be fine?

As long as no one else is around, he's still "special."

Yes, that would be great.

The sunlight outside the window shone in, and Gu Jin covered her eyes with her hands.

He narrowed his eyes, raised the corners of his lips, and smiled happily.

After I figured it out, I felt much more comfortable physically and mentally.

He turned on the phone screen, found Ye Chen's number, and dialed it.

After a few beeps, the call was transferred to another number.

Qi Yu: "Hi, I'm Qi Yu, Young Master Ye's secretary, what can I do?"

Gu Jin: "..." The hand holding the phone tightened.

Qi Yu: "Hello, what can I do?"

Gu Jin: "I am the second youngest of the Gu family, Gu Jin."

Qi Yu: "Okay, then..."

·

After Ye Chen arrived at the airport, Du Heng took him to a hotel owned by Du Shi.

Since the banquet will start the next day, you can rest for the night first.

Ye Chen was bored staying in the hotel, so he took out his laptop and started to deal with business.

When the processing was completed, he raised his eyes from the computer and rubbed his brows, only to realize that the window had been filled with moonlight.

After he turned off the computer, he didn't turn on the light. He just lay down on the table slowly, resting his head on his arms, and looked out the window quietly.

It was as if he could see the capital thousands of kilometers away through the sky.

Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of the vase on the corner of the table.Inside was a fresh rose.

He picked it up, and under the moonlight, it looked even more elegant and charming.

He narrowed his eyebrows slightly, and gently rubbed the rose petals with his hands.

He opened and closed his lips, he didn't know who he was speaking to, maybe it was himself, or maybe he just wanted to say it.

"I remember when I was a child, my mother bought me a ceramic doll. It is said that it has some beautiful meaning."

"I cherish it very much, but it was 'accidentally' damaged by a classmate in the class."

"For a while, I would pass by an intersection on purpose just to feed a stray cat. But one day, the stray cat left that place."

"When I saw it again, it was next to the trash can and it was a battered corpse."

"..."

"I used to think that after my father left, even if life was difficult, I could still work hard to protect my mother, support the family, and let my mother learn to rely on me."

"However, the mother finally chose to commit suicide by jumping off the building."

The petals fall from the hands.

"So, later on I didn't want to take the initiative to fight for something, or in other words, I didn't want to pin my feelings on something."

"Because, anyway, these things will not be mine in the end. They will all leave me in the end."

A familiar figure appeared before his eyes.

"However, Gu Jin is an exception. I haven't been tempted by someone for a long time."

"I want him. But I don't want to lose him."

"So he has to take the initiative. After all, if I take the initiative, I usually don't end well."

"So, we must find a way to get him to come to me."

"The first step is to make him dependent."

"The second step is to test his bottom line."

"The third step is to stay away properly."

He looked at the rose that had become a dead branch in his hand, and smiled with his lips drawn.

"The fourth step, of course, is to wait for the results."