I don't know how long it has passed, and it seems that I have lost consciousness of the passage of time in my mind.

Ye Chen only felt that the surroundings were very dark and quiet.

No, it wasn't pure silence, there was also the drizzling sound mixed in the complete darkness.

The sound was transmitted to the ears through a layer of membrane, like a lullaby, or a prelude to a countdown.

Consciousness floats in the depths of my mind dimly.

He wanted to just fall asleep like this, but felt that he shouldn't be so silent.

What is the situation now?

Why is this happening?

Why is he here?

……

Countless questions rushed from the depths of his mind, and these questions caused him a headache, and he didn't want to pay attention to them.

However, once he had the idea of ​​"ignoring" these problems, the sound of an alarm bell sounded in his heart like an illusion.

He frowned, forcing himself to face up to these problems and think about the current situation.

he is……

By the way, he came here to find some "something".

What are you looking for?

The back of an adult male flashed indistinctly in front of his eyes.

He walked over to see who the man was.

But every time he took a step closer to the man, the man would appear a few meters away from him.

After going back and forth several times, he stood still.

I stopped moving, and I stopped chasing.

The man noticed his stopped behavior, and also stopped moving forward.

Then, a low and helpless male voice came over.

"Come here." After the man finished speaking, he stretched out his hand.

The other party smiled helplessly, and at the same time, half of his body turned around, "Come here and catch me."

When the man showed his face, Ye Chen also opened his eyes suddenly.

He covered his mouth, panting heavily.

correct.

He came to look for Gu Jin.

The people from the rescue team found the other party first. The rescue team originally wanted to join him, but there was an accident on his side first.

Knowing that there was nothing wrong with Gu Jin, he calmed down and tried to save himself.

Perhaps as luck would have it, there was a boulder rolling down from above him, but a rolling tree trunk just blocked the stone and left him a little room to move.

There is a sense of pressure on the calf, and it is inferred that there is accumulated mud or something pressing on it, but it is not very heavy, and it should be possible to break free.

Ye Chen moved his arm first, and he felt a little stagnant when he moved, with slight pain, but it was not a fracture, it should be just a normal abrasion.

He raised his hand and pressed the communicator next to his ear, and after pressing it a few times without any sound of connection, he confirmed that it was damaged.

Well, since he didn't know which would come first, the rescue team or the next accident, he could only escape as soon as possible.

The sound of fine and dense rain reached his ears, and some raindrops fell on his body along the cracks in the stones.

He closed his eyes, and began to try to move some of the lighter trees and some clods of soil that were pressing on him.

·

"Time has passed..., have the rescuers sent out got results?"

"Because of the signal problem caused by bad weather, Ye Shao lost his location before contact... and some even appeared in the wrong direction, which caused great difficulties for rescuers...."

"..."

"Although the frequency of landslides has become less, the heavy rain..., it is not sure whether it will cause..."

"The longer the time drags on, the more dangerous it will be... Hurry up and keep searching!"

Unfamiliar and noisy voices rang in Gu Jin's ears. He wanted to hear what they were saying, but an unknown tingling came from the depths of his mind, causing the words he heard to be intermittent.

He moved his hand first, and there was something under his hand that prevented him from continuing to stretch down.

He must have been lying on something.

He wanted to open his eyes, but his eyelids seemed to be heavy.

He struggled, and it took about a minute before he finally broke free from the imprisonment of his eyelids.

After opening his eyes, a ray of light first shone into Gu Jin's eyes.

It was hard to say how glaring it was, but it still made him close his eyes, and after a few seconds he got used to it before opening them again.

He sat up, and someone noticed his sobriety and hurried over here.

"Young Master Gu...you finally woke up. May I ask if you feel uncomfortable in any way?"

Gu Jin looked at the uniform-like clothes on the person, and the familiar tingling came from the depths of her mind again.

He subconsciously pressed his temple.

"Is it a headache? Do you want another test?"

After hearing the question, Gu Jin reacted for a few seconds, and the tingling sensation disappeared.

He put down the hand that was holding his temple, and at the same time shook his head slowly, "...it's okay." He knew well about his body, except for some weakness, there was no other problem.

It's just that? The voice that came out was very hoarse. He touched his throat, and immediately a glass of water appeared at his hand.

"This is water, if it's okay? I'll go first, and you can rest here in peace."

Gu Jin looked at the water glass next to her, picked it up and drank the water in one gulp, the burning feeling in her throat was finally relieved.

In front of him were a few people in the same uniform as the one just now. They were chattering and discussing something, and occasionally looked at him.

Gu Jin felt that his mind was in a mess, but he could also know what he was thinking. It felt like a complete jigsaw puzzle, but someone picked out a few pieces of the jigsaw puzzle.

He raised his eyes, glanced around, and finally returned his gaze to the water glass in his hand.

A few drops of water adhered to the rim of the glass, twinkling under the light of the overhead light.

He just looked at the glass like this, as if there was something mysterious in it, and didn't move for a long time.

He didn't know what he was looking at, or what he was looking for, or he was just in a daze.

Time passed, it seemed like 5 minutes had passed, and it seemed like 10 minutes had passed.

At a certain moment, Gu Jin's eyes widened suddenly, and when he let go of his hand, the glass in his hand fell to the ground.

By the way, he came with Ye Chen.

Ye Chen wanted to go fishing, and then drove back to the villa to get the tools. He waited for Ye Chen where he was, and grilled meat by the way.

As a result, it rained suddenly, and when he wanted to find Ye Chen, he encountered the rushing sand, and then passed out, not knowing what happened next.

The people in uniform in front of him should be members of the rescue team. Only he and Ye Chen came here. Since he passed out, these people can only be called by Ye Chen.

He can now lie here safely, and he can prove it in another way.

Well, this shows that at least Ye Chen didn't have an accident.

Gu Jin picked up the shards of glass on the ground, and heaved a sigh of relief.

However, there was a familiar stabbing pain in his mind again. He raised his body and supported his head with his hands. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw someone approaching.

It must have been attracted by the sound of the glass breaking just now.

"Young Master Gu, is there something wrong with you here?"

Gu Jin put his hands down, "It's nothing." He looked up and looked around again, but he didn't see any familiar figures, so he asked the members of the rescue team, "Where's Ye Chen?"

The person in front of him didn't speak for a while, Gu Jin frowned, but still tried his best to calmly say: "The one who asked you to come here, isn't he here now?"

The members of the rescue team faltered, and when Gu Jin showed an impatient expression, he finally said, "Young Master Ye... just went out to find you."

Gu Jin froze, and the hand beside her trembled.

But he still pursed his lips and continued to ask: "Then I'm safe now, shouldn't Ye Chen come back?"

"Ye...Young Master Ye had an accident while looking for you, and now I can't contact him...you! Why are you up?!"

"Come and pull Gu Shao!"

"Young Master Gu, calm down! We have already sent people to look for it!"

“It’s dangerous outside now, you can’t go out!”

"If another accident happens after you go out, then what's the matter with Ye Shao who went out to find you?! You don't want to put Ye Shao in danger, and the other party must be the same."

"... Please, calm down!"

The stabbing pain in her mind became more and more intense, Gu Jin clenched her fists, closed her eyes, and said, "I'll go outside by myself for a while."

After several conversations, the rescue team seemed afraid of provoking him again, so they let him out.

With her back to them, Gu Jin walked to an open space outside.

He was leaning against the wall, and because of the roof, there were not many raindrops falling on him.

But it still rained? Come, the rain dripped all the way down the skin.

The skin was warm, the rain was cold, and the collision of the two made him shiver suddenly.

Even though he was wearing clothes, he could still feel the wall behind him mixed with sand and sticky to his back.

But he didn't move his body away, but bent his back, his expression hidden in the shadows, making it hard to see clearly.

Ye Chen... went to find him.

Then, something unexpected happened.

Now, I can't find it.

went to him.

went to him.

went to him.

I can't find it.

I can't find it.

I can't find it.

It was as if there were needles pricking in his mind. These needles traveled along the nerves and blood, and were transmitted to all parts of the body, causing him to feel pain all over his body now.

He clenched his teeth tightly, and red appeared faintly from the depths of his eyes.

The trembling of his arm couldn't be stopped, even though he grabbed his arm fiercely, the arm seemed to be against him, and the trembling became more intense.

He felt as if he was being soaked in cold water, and he felt as if he was being placed in a fire that was burning wildly.

Ice and heat are like two monsters in his body, they are fighting in his body, fighting for their position in his body.

So cold.

It's so hot.

Sliding across the forehead? Cold sweat, he didn't care about it, and then the cold sweat slipped into his eyes.

Stinging pain came from his eyes, and he blinked, feeling that his vision became blurred for a moment.

He closed his eyes vigorously, opened them again, and finally returned to the normal scene in front of him.

Ye... Chen...

He opened and closed his lips, silently saying the other person's name.

The bad feeling on his body eased for a few seconds, he covered his mouth, and his hot, rapid breath hit the palm of his hand.

He wanted to yell, but restrained himself tightly.

He searched for countless words? To comfort himself, finally calming down his body.

However, just like before, this kind of cool-down time seemed to be clearly priced, and when he couldn't afford the price, he left him in a short while.

He felt like he was going crazy.

But judging from his awareness of this, he shouldn't be crazy.

He was kidding himself.

This scene is really funny and ridiculous.

He felt his consciousness split in two.

A consciousness detached from his body, watching his embarrassing posture with cold eyes in the air.

A consciousness is trapped in the body, helplessly, silently and hopelessly trying to break free, to escape.

He raised the corners of his mouth, and the corners of his mouth trembled a little at first, but then the trembling stopped slowly.

He seemed to be controlled by someone, and returned to the house.

His lips moved, he didn't know what he said to the rescue team.

I only saw their faces change from panic to restraint, and finally said a few words to him, gave him the communicator and equipment, and let him go out.

·

Bang-!

Ye Chen removed the last stone that was pressing on his body, put his hands on the ground, and stood up slowly.

It seemed that he was finally out of danger, the tense strings in his mind loosened a little, and the things he ignored just now appeared.

Bloody smell.

He smelled blood.

He opened his clothes and saw several wounds on his stomach.

Because of the dark clothes and the cover from the rain, he didn't notice it at first.

Although the wound is no longer bleeding, if it is not treated in time, it is still prone to inflammation.

He crouched down and coughed violently.

The abdominal wound was pulled, and he instinctively bent down to relieve the pain.

Ye Chen took his hand away and saw a little blood on it.

Not much blood, should be fine.

With calm eyes, he felt the current condition of his body and analyzed how long he could last.

After washing the blood off his hands with the rainwater that fell, he straightened up and walked out.

Except that the steps were a little stiff at the beginning, after taking a few steps, they returned to their normal appearance.

Now that he has broken free, the most important thing now is to find a way to meet up with the rescue team.

Because he came out from the assembly point of the rescue team, he still remembered the route.

It's just that the rain scattered the surrounding environment, and he focused his attention carefully, carefully recalling the route when he came.

Ye Chen avoided areas prone to accidents, and walked step by step towards the route he had planned.

Finally, after turning around an intersection, he saw the familiar light from where the rescue team was stationed.

There were two other patrolling people in front, and they seemed to be talking about something.

Ye Chen breathed a sigh of relief, walked a few steps closer, and heard what the two were talking about.

"How is Young Master Gu?"

"The communicator is always on, but because of the weather, the signal is good and bad, and Mr. Gu doesn't know if he has blocked the sound, so he doesn't answer? Calls?."

"Hey, now that Young Master Gu has gone out, and Young Master Ye hasn't found him yet, what should we do?"

Ye Chen paused, and something fluctuated in his eyes.

Then he bent down and coughed violently.

After he got up, he put his bloody hand behind his back and approached the members of the rescue team.

"Ye... Young Master Ye, you are back!!"

"that is really good."

Ye Chen curled up his mouth, smiled gently and politely, and asked the two of them, "Where is Gu Jin?"

"Young Master Gu... He, you go back first? Go to rest..."

"Where is Gu Jin?"

Ye Chen smiled and patiently repeated the words, but his aura overwhelmed the rescue team.

After a few minutes of stalemate, one of the members of the rescue team gave Ye Chen the position of Gu Jin, and after they left, he leaned on the wall and calmed down while panting.

·

The surrounding area is pitch black, but after the lightning strikes, there will be light for a few seconds.

The soil under the feet is wet and soft attached to the shoes. When walking, every step seems difficult.

The rain that hit the body was fast and fierce, like a liquefied knife, slashing at the body non-stop.

Ye Chen must have gone to him under such circumstances.

Gu Jin's mind flashed? With this sentence, something rose sharply in his heart, but soon, the bottom of his heart became dead again.

He mechanically searched for the possible location of Ye Chen given by the rescue team, but after searching two times, he did not see Ye Chen's figure.

The loud human voice kept ringing in his ears, and he kept repeating something. He felt annoyed, so he turned off the communication function of the communicator.

After he woke up, he felt a little weak in his limbs. After looking for it for so long, he only felt that this weakness seemed to have invaded from the outside, making him not want to think or do anything.

When he took a certain step, he didn't know what happened under his feet, which made him stumble. Fortunately, there was a big tree next to him that had not been washed down, and he pressed on its trunk in time, so he didn't fall down.

But this movement exhausted the last bit of his strength, and he leaned against the tree trunk, looking around blankly.

The sound of the rain seemed to have decreased, but he didn't know if it was his illusion.

He closed his eyes, trying to listen carefully.

At this time, loud human voices sounded in my ears again.

He frowned, and pressed the button of the communicator again, but found that the contact function had been turned off by him.

The moment Gu Jin realized this problem, the voice in his ear became clear.

Only then did he realize that the voice was not that of a member of the rescue team.

That is……

"Why did I give birth to you, why?"

"It's obviously that man's fault, why should I bear it?"

"How can you be my child, you shouldn't be born."

"It would be nice if you disappeared."

……

"Why is that kid standing in the middle of the road?"

"It was thrown away."

"If you don't move, you must be stupid."

……

"That kid is so dirty."

"Hey, he's digging through the trash, tsk, he really should be thrown away with the trash."

"I heard that he was abandoned by his mother. I really don't know what bad things he did."

"It's the same as a mental illness. Don't get close to him, be careful, you will be infected."

The memories buried in the depths rushed in, they passed through layers of walls made of time, and cut his heart to pieces with the sharpest minions.

Ah, he remembered.

Even though his mother loved him when he was sober, as he grew up, he became more and more like Gu Jingzhi, more and more like his father, and sometimes his mother would show that expression to him.

Is it hate, disgust, or regret.

He raised his hand and touched his neck.

Did his mother try to strangle him?

Forget it, forget it.

It doesn't matter if it's there or not.

After being abandoned, he wandered outside for two years.

How did he survive?

It seems to have stolen things and rummaged through garbage.

By the way, have you ever been given alms by kind people? Those people are really kind people who are willing to give him things. After all, he even looked down on himself at that time.

So dirty just thinking about it.

No wonder people hate it.

That should be it.

Yes, it should be.

It is not easy for him to survive till now.

How could he survive till now.

This life is like picking it up.

No, it was indeed picked up. If it wasn't for the kindness of his mother, how could he have come into this world.

It was his fault that he was abandoned, not his mother's.

Mother had loved him as much as she could.

It's just that he's not that worthy of love.

Gu Jin let go of the hand holding the tree trunk, and walked forward slowly.

Ahead is a cliff.

Afterwards, it was just a fluke when I thought about being together with Ye Chen.

What is there to like about him?

Or, did Ye Chen stay with him because he felt sorry for him?

It's a pity that such a kind person like Ye Chen is now in danger because of him.

Maybe this is God punishing him.

He was lucky enough to be in this world.

When he was 6 years old, he was taken back home and lived a much better life than ordinary people. Gu Yuan treated him very well.

It was another lucky thing to meet Ye Chen afterwards, and he lived with him for such a long time.

His luck should have come to an end. In fact, when he was unconscious, he should have died.

It would be better to say that he should have died that time in Shijihai.

However, Ye Chen held him back that time in Shijihai.

Then, this time, it was Ye Chen who called someone and rescued him.

Thinking about it this way, did Ye Chen bear the danger for him?

Yes, it must be.

Damn it, it was him.

It's time for this picked up life to be returned to its original owner, to God.

If he dies? Ye Chen will be safe.

Every time he encountered difficulties before, it was Ye Chen who helped him.

So, this time, he will help the other party, okay?

With his life, he can do this kind of thing.

He can't do anything big.

After all, he is just mentally ill.

It's a guy who can't do anything, just a piece of trash.

It's good to be dead.

But thinking about it this way, he seemed to be just escaping.

To escape from reality? To avoid responsibility.

Sure enough, a person like him does not deserve to live in this world.

It's good to be dead.

Gu Jin murmured these words in a low voice, her eyes darkened.

He moved towards the edge of the cliff step by step.

It must be that God also agreed with his idea, so he was brought here on purpose.

His choice was right.

He twitched the corner of his mouth, but smiled very ugly.

Forget it, forget about it now.

Nothing...don't even think about it.

Gradually, Gu Jin got closer and closer to the edge of the cliff.

The wind whizzed past him, and the stones at his feet rolled everywhere.

The voice in the ear slowly stopped, and it became silent.

There was no sound of people, nor the sound of rain.

Gu Jin raised her head and looked up.

I don't know when, the rain has stopped.

But it doesn't matter anymore.

At this moment, he was only one step away from the edge of the cliff.

He stopped and closed his eyes.

He took a deep breath and was about to take the last step.

"...!"

"...!!"

"Gu...!!!"

"...Gu Jin!!!"

Gu Jin paused.

It seemed that someone was calling him.

Delusion.

The sound of the wind in my ears increased sharply.

The next moment, he was hugged by someone.

Ye Chen held Gu Jin tightly in his arms.

The wound on his abdomen opened again, and blood continued to flow out, but he had no time to take care of it.

He almost used all his strength to drag Gu Jin to a place ten meters away from the edge of the cliff.

Then hugged the person and never let go.

He called the other party's name, "Gu Jin."

The person in his arms didn't react at first, and it wasn't until he yelled for another 5 minutes that he finally came back to his senses.

"Ye...Chen?" Gu Jin looked at the person in front of him, searched from the depths of his mind, and called out the person's name almost pinyin by pinyin.

"Ye Chen." Gu Jin yelled again, this time, it was much smoother.

The person in front of him looked at him with red eyes, and Gu Jin turned around as if he was dull, hugged him, and patted him gently, "Don't cry."

His pat action suddenly trembled, he gritted his teeth, his eyes were red, and he whimpered, "Don't...cry."

He hugged each other tightly, "Please...don't cry." It's all my fault.do not Cry.

Ye Chen tightened his arms.

When he saw Gu Jin standing on the edge of the cliff just now, he felt like someone had stabbed his heart with a knife at that moment.

His body was still shaking with fear.

This trembling couldn't be stopped.

Why?

Am I doing something wrong?

The arm on the back almost wanted to embed the opponent into the body, Ye Chen's voice was full of despair, "You can't...die."

His teeth were shaking uncontrollably, "I can't...die."

I only have...you.

Ye's company does not belong to me, "Ye Chen"'s parents do not belong to me, "Ye Chen"'s younger brother does not belong to me, and even this body does not belong to me.

Even, this world is not my world.

I have nothing.

I am like a lonely ghost, always wandering outside this world.

In those endless days and nights, a sense of loneliness soaked in my heart haunted me.

It is like a demon, gnawing at my soul and devouring my consciousness.

All my desires are false.

All I got was absurd.

My soul is out of tune with this world, and my illusions have always bound me.

Ye Chen raised his hand, stroked Gu Jin's cheek, and wiped away the tears.

Then leaned forward and touched the opponent's forehead.

The corners of his mouth curled up as hard as he could, and in the most gentle tone he could use at this moment, "Don't...die."

He closed his eyes, but he couldn't restrain the tears from the corners of his eyes.

I... only you.

Only you belong to me.

by? you,

I finally, truly? Live in this world.

Before you, I looked up to the sky day and night.

After you, I gazed at you for a long time.

I pray to love you.

i want to love you.

I love you.

From start to finish.

The author has something to say: I love you.

Because I live because of you.

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I played for a long time and changed for a long time.Sorry little angels woo woo woo.

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感谢在2021-01-1801:09:35~2021-01-1920:57:30期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: late kite, DEE, 1 rabbit;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Xiaoxiao; 5 bottles of Mo De's emotional Sahuahuajing; 2 bottles of only Hanjiang in my heart; 1 bottle of Drunken Coke Kakaka;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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