Food Bureau

I read a sentence many years ago, and I remember it deeply: If a woman suddenly hugs you from behind, please don't move away.

what!

How to deconstruct this sentence?Maybe the word "deconstruction" is too rational, so let me tell you how I feel.There is such a picture in front of my eyes: she is a little birdy and a little bit aroused, I don’t know what emotion is triggered by it—maybe in the kitchen, watching him or her cooking, I suddenly feel excited and happy , stepped forward and hugged.But perhaps it is more likely that it is still this little bird who is so close to others and who is loved, looking at the back of her beloved under the dim street lights, the back that is about to leave on the long, slightly cold street , suddenly put down all vulnerable armor, surrender to their fragility, surrender to the one you love.

How complicated are human feelings and emotions!I can never forget that when Wu Fei fell in love with that man and decided to leave me, on the night we parted, she stood behind me and hugged me suddenly.

I spent two or three years thinking about this hug until one morning a light hit my aura: Don't over-interpret human behavior.

That hug had nothing to do with me, it was just her emotions at that moment, lamenting about her own years, uncertainty about the way forward, or, a little bit of pity for me, so as to reduce her guilt , and let each other remember this warmth when recalling parting, and set up a good person.

Because of Wu Fei, because of my father, because of my mother, and because of all kinds of things, I used to be a sad and pessimistic person, wearing a numb mask of trying to live.

At this time, I hugged Shang Wan with a heart of gratitude and pity, as well as the courage to embrace life again.

She let me hold her for a while, then slowly turned around in my arms, I looked at her sparkling eyes, and wet lips, without thinking about it, I lowered my head and printed my lips on them.

Ding--

For some reason, at this moment, I thought of a little milk dog I saw when I was six years old when I went to a relative’s house. It looked like it was two months old. Facing the dog’s first Christmas tree, a lifelike Christmas tree with electricity plugged in, there was nothing wrong with it. He hesitated and lowered his mouth.

Ding--

So far, the milk dog has learned not to bite the wires, but I still want to kiss her eight thousand times. It is so fragrant and soft that it is addictive, but my heart can't bear to enjoy the blessings on my mouth.

I move away from her lips, wanting more oxygen.

At that moment, I saw her dark eyes, just for a moment, she buried her head in my neck, and hugged me so gently.

"Shang Wan, pinch me."

She moved her face, "Is it old-fashioned?"

"No, you will only feel why those old-fashioned lines can be praised so much after you have experienced it."

"Hmm..." She snorted softly in my arms, I don't know if it was an answer or just a breath.

But that soft sound fell hotly into my ears and into my body, and the palm of my hand holding her back tightened unconsciously, and her body tensed in my hand.

"Mr. Shang," I took a deep breath, "will you still be with me tomorrow?"

She froze for a moment, chuckled, straightened her body, raised her eyebrows slightly, "We'll see how you behave tomorrow."

"Huh? Daily performance appraisal?"

"It's you who asked that."

"Oh..." I started to behave, "Then I will definitely behave well tomorrow."

She patted me lightly, "I'm so poor," and looked around, "It's late, shall we go back?"

"Well," I asked her to walk forward to the car with my arm in my arms, "that..."

I wanted to ask her if she kept a low profile in front of others, but couldn't open her mouth to ask.

"what happened again?"

"I want to work hard and be a good person."

She turned her head and glanced at me who seemed to have taken the wrong medicine, her lips curled, and she didn't speak again.

That night I asked her to drop me on the corner of the street, and I walked back to the hotel by myself, firstly to avoid being seen, and secondly, I really needed to think about it again in the bitter air, after all, the two When I was a child, I never thought that I would hug Shang Wan, kiss her, express my heart to her, and hear her confession.

I don't even want to share this with anyone, I just want to meditate quietly.

I crossed my arms and walked on the uneven bluestone road. Soon, I asked myself, what should I do tomorrow?What will happen in the future?

Between the love at first sight and the clear future, there is still a river of breasts, in which there are "what do I want to be", "what does she want to be", "what does she want me to be", "what do I want to be" What did she become," and more importantly: what do we want to be together?

I don't know if this is an advantage or a disadvantage. In short, at such a moment, I can't enjoy the heartbeat feeling brought by love to the fullest.

Or maybe it has something to do with her being Shang Wan.If the girl who expressed his feelings to me just now was a girl like Ayou, maybe everything would be much more natural, and we would go to work, get off work, date, eat, drink, get together and have fun. We don't bring much change in each other's lives.

But she is Shang Wan, if we are really together with her, will the things we have or lack, bring more freedom or fetters to each other?

I also know that there is no solution for the time being, and we need to explore slowly in further exchanges.

When I opened my eyes the next morning, my first thought was: Is what happened last night true?

I grabbed my phone, intending to send something to Shang Wan, but saw her message on the home page: Mao Ning~

Look at the time, it was almost an hour ago, did she get up so early?I cleared my throat and called her.

"Are you awake?" She answered immediately.

"You woke up early, have you eaten yet?" I asked.

"I can't fall asleep after waking up. It just so happens that I have some domestic affairs to deal with, so I haven't taken care of eating yet." She paused, "Did you sleep well?"

"Okay, how about you? Do you want to come down for breakfast?"

"Well," she pondered for a while, "that's fine, see you later."

I jumped out of bed, remembering that I would be happy physically and mentally when I saw her in a while, so I washed my hair carefully, and even applied a little hair gel to scratch it. It has been a long time since I combed my hair.

When I went to the restaurant, I saw Jing Yi was there, she waved at me when she saw me, I looked around, but I didn't see Shang Wan, so I walked towards her.

"I was looking for you last night, what are you up to?" she asked, giving me an approving look at my shaved hair.

I suddenly remembered that when I woke up last night, I did see her missed call, and then I forgot about it, "Oh! The jet lag is really tricky. I fell asleep when I got back from work yesterday, and the phone was on silent. ,Excuse me!"

"It's okay, I'm bored too, and I want to ask you out for dinner."

"Then did you find someone later?"

The waiter came over with a pot of coffee and asked me if I wanted it. I kept the coffee, and a few colleagues came in at the door, but Shang Wan hadn't come yet.

"No, then I ordered a room meal and fell asleep after I ate something casually." Jing Yi poured coffee for me, "I used to go on a business trip with the boss, and she would take us to dinner at night, but she didn't care about it this time. , I’m really not used to it.”

cough!I coughed guiltyly, but it turned out that Shang Wan Shang Wan had arrived, and she just knocked on the door and floated in.

At first I thought it was Xi Tzu in the eye of my beau, but I couldn’t take my eyes away from her appearance. In fact, she didn’t dress up too much, but she was wearing a thin black cashmere top and skirt with a striped neckline. A small silk scarf with a zebra pattern, the hair is still pulled up at the back of the neck, and a white pearl inlaid with a circle of broken diamonds on the earlobe, which does not destroy the entire black and white ratio, and also makes the jaw line more delicate.

"It's over..." Jing Yi whispered in my ear.

I was taken aback and looked at her with a little horror.

"The boss is in love."

watt? ?

"Watt? How do you know?" I was alert to the sorceress Jing Dunsheng.

"The light on her face can be used as a flashlight, and there are still peach blossoms in her eyes, and," the sorceress Jing stretched out a finger, "I only saw her wearing this color of lipstick during the holidays. What day is it?"

"Aren't you going to meet the client's CEO today?"

Jing Yi shook her head, "She doesn't care who she sees, I know her too well."

Having said that, Shang Wan glanced around, saw me, and she and I looked at each other, it was over, I seemed to understand what Jing Yi said, water could really be squeezed out of her eyes, she turned her eyes, Seeing Jing Yi again, he smiled at us.

Oh my bones, I can get a plate of salty crispy chicken right away.

But Shang Wan walked towards the other two tables of colleagues, walked over to greet them, talked for a while, and then turned around and came to us.

"Mr. Shang." The sorceress Jing was honest, and stood up respectfully.

Shang Wan gestured for her to sit down, "What did you order?"

"Oh, I just came here not long ago, and I just drank a cup of coffee," Jing Yi continued, "Why did Mr. Shang come down for breakfast today?"

"It's tiring to stay in the room all the time, so let's come and be with everyone." Shang Wan said, and gave me a sweet smile.

I want to call an ambulance, I don't care.

Before the call was made, another person came in at the door, it was Pei Sihan, he saw Shang Wan as soon as he came in, walked straight to this side, nodded to me and Jing Yi, "Mr. Shang, I just want to discuss with you It's something." Then he took Shang Wan to the table beside him, as if he was sure that Shang Wan would not sit with us.

Shang Wan also followed him and sat down on the table diagonally opposite.

"Tsk tsk tsk," Jing Yi leaned her head over, "It really is Boss Pei."

I almost gave her a blank look, Jingyi really doesn't treat me as an outsider, is it really okay for a personal secretary to be such a nosy boss?

"Are you sure?" I asked sourly.

Jing Yi thought for a while, "Not necessarily," and looked at the table over there, "It doesn't seem like a call, so who could it be?" She fell into deep thought.

"I want a big cod filet! Lots and lots of yellow mustard!" I yelled. "And an apple salad! Banana salad! Tomato salad!"

For a moment, Jingyi, Pei Sihan, and Shang Wan all looked at me.

Shang Wan pointed to the self-service counter, turned to me and said, "It seems that there is only tomato salad, why don't you go and have a look?"

Ah, I was so mad, I had to stand up and walk to the self-service counter.

When passing by that table, I heard Pei Sihan say: "It's early in the morning, I have such a good appetite."

Yes, it’s okay to chop you, chop it, and braise it in brown sauce.