Food Bureau

"Come...Come..." I heard her whispering again and again, mixed with her chaotic breaths.

I held her tighter, trying to melt into my body.

"Come and go..." She struggled to hold my face and looked into my eyes.

There was not even a trace of turbidity in those eyes, they were clear and innocent. She looked at me, as if she was thinking about something, but she didn't seem to think about it. My heart felt distressed and flustered.

"Shang Wan...I...I can't help it, I..."

"I know," she interrupted me calmly, "you're drinking a little too much, and so am I, we're not sober enough."

I didn't speak for a while, I thought she was sober, but I admitted that I was not serious enough, I did drink too much, if I didn't love enough, I could be regarded as a villain who drank too much and took advantage of others.

I lowered my head, "I'm sorry."

She caressed my face, a smile gradually bloomed on her face, "It's my problem," paused, "Are you happy today?"

"Hmm." I nodded.

She took my hand, gave me a kiss on the cheek, and smiled like a schoolgirl goofy.

"Are you leaving?" I was suddenly very reluctant.

She was about to stand up, but hesitated again, put her elbows on the sofa, and looked at me with her face on the back of her hands.

"I really can't bear it," I looked up at the clock, it was almost ten o'clock, "do you have something to do tomorrow?"

"Tomorrow, I'll give you all, where can we go to play?"

"Okay! Are you going back to the villa tonight?"

"Well, there's no need to go back to Shanggu." She also turned her head to look at the clock.

"Actually," I rolled my eyes, "there's no need to go back. You see so many bedrooms in my house, how about you choose one to live in?"

She laughed and touched her forehead to mine.

"Actually, you can sleep with me, and I promise not to touch you again, I promise mao.zhu.xi."

"I'm so poor." She scratched my nose with her finger.

"Look, I managed to catch up with my birthday once a year. One by one, you all ran away like a carriage about to turn into a pumpkin. It's really empty. It was so lively before, and it was so late at night. lonely..."

Before I finished speaking, she had already made a call: "Uncle Qiao, please take my toiletry bag from Ah Ruan and deliver it to me. I'll give you the address..."

I almost turned over on the ground, and when I was taking a shower, I thought, why did Shang Wan agree to stay?Isn't she afraid that I will "violate" her again?Or is it because of my birthday, or, in fact, she is not willing to leave?

I can't figure it out, but the important thing is that this is my girlfriend Shang Wan's first time staying at my house, although I swear I won't touch her until she's ready.

I changed the bedding for the master bedroom and left it for her to sleep, and I went to sleep in the next room by myself.

We each showered and before bed I went to see her in the master bedroom to see if there was anything wrong and she was struggling with the corner lights.

"What are you going to do? I'll help you." I walked over.

"Can you... turn on all the lights here?" She pointed to the corner lamps on both sides of the bed.

"Oh, yes, but if these two lights are turned on, the room will be brighter. If you are worried about getting up in the middle of the night, look, that area," I pointed to the aisle leading to the bathroom, "there is an induction corner over there. The light, it will automatically turn on when you get out of bed and walk over there."

"Well... I still want to drive, is that okay?" She asked me cautiously.

"Of course!" I walked over to touch the switch, suddenly remembered something, raised my head, "You are not afraid, are you?"

"Ah? Don't mention that word..."

"Oh, you..." I was really worried at that moment, and blamed myself for my lack of consideration, I sat on the edge of the bed and hugged her, "In a strange environment, this bedroom is really empty, you Don't turn on the lights either, I'll accompany you here? If you don't worry, I'll just lay the floor. You see, this carpet is also very comfortable. I'll go and bring the quilt."

"Oh, I'm not worried about you..." she whispered.

I glanced at Shang Wan in my arms, she had already removed her make-up, but she was more delicate and clear, wearing moon-white silk pajamas, very dignified, I gritted my teeth, "Hey, why are we so classic? Look at you little sample who is afraid of the dark, let me stay with you and make sure you sleep well, huh?"

So just like the plots in countless romance novels and idol dramas, because the heroine is afraid of the dark, I was able to stay with her. The origin of fear of the dark is really an abyss.

I slept in the same bed with her that night, because of the seemingly reasonable but ruthless rejection before, I really proudly guarded the "[-]th line", and she was covered with a quilt each, separated by a quilt. Yalu River.

I remember listening to her quiet breathing before I fell asleep, the smell of soap from the newly changed bedding and the fragrance from Shang Wan’s body in my nostrils, I murmured to her: "You are so afraid of the dark, why are you so afraid of the dark?" How did you survive your business trips before?"

"The lights are on." She said softly.

"Oh." I sighed, wanting to say that I have been with you since then, but I fell asleep because I was too sleepy.

I thought I would sleep until dawn, but I didn’t know when, I was always struggling on the verge of waking up because of something. I was used to sleeping alone, and I would be more sensitive to sudden sounds next to me. When I was about to struggle for the third time, I woke up, my mind was in chaos, and then my first thought came to me: Shang Wan is by my side.

It was only after this idea took shape that she woke up completely, and when she listened carefully, she was actually crying.

The voice was a bit strange, intermittent, it seemed to be out of breath for a while, and it was quiet again for a while. I suddenly realized that she was still awake and was dreaming. The next second, I thought of the day she fell asleep in the bureau. , is almost the same state.

I leaned up, wanted to hug her but was afraid of scaring her, so I called her softly: "Honey, honey, you're having a nightmare..."

After calling two or three times like this, her crying subsided, and I knew she was awake.

I tried to shake her hand, "Are you awake?"

"Yeah." She said hoarsely.

"Why are you so sad? May I hug you?"

She didn't answer, nor refused. I lifted my quilt and hugged her into my arms. The quilt was too thick and she was too thin. I couldn't feel her body, so I just got into her quilt and held her tightly. she holds.

"Is this better?"

She nodded in my arms, curled up like a kitten, soft and boneless.I touched her hand and held it, "What did you dream about? Just tell me."

She didn't speak all the time, so I just hugged her like that. Her body was a little cold just now, but now it has returned to temperature a little.

"Did I bully you again?" I wanted to tease her, to see if I could turn the sad atmosphere over.

She shook her head and shrank into my arms again.

"I thought of a fun place," I said softly, "We can go to play tomorrow, in the suburbs of Jingshan, they said that a new European town has been developed there..."

"I don't want to go, let's go to another place."

What she said was unquestionable, and I froze for a moment, "Oh, okay, then let's go...the carnival on the lake? Isn't it going on recently? Is there any other ice sculpture exhibition, do you want to see it? I'll buy you cotton Sugar? And candied haws?”

She snorted as a promise, "Then go and have a look tomorrow."

"Decree! Princess Shang, can you rest now?"

Her face was pressed against mine, and her breathing gradually became steady. I smelled the fragrance of her hair, and gradually felt at ease.

"Sorry for waking you up." She realized her conscience and reached out to caress my face.

At that time, half of my body was outside the quilt, but I couldn't care so much, as long as she could fall asleep at ease, I was in a daze, and I felt that she pulled the quilt behind me, covering me completely, and I went to her side He moved again, took her whole body in his arms, and fell asleep.

The next morning I was woken up by the sound of vibrations one after another. In a daze, I thought it was an earthquake. Shang Wan woke up first, touched the "shock source", and handed it to me, "You have a phone."

God!Didn't know it was Sunday?Don't know it's the day after my birthday? ?Wondering if my girlfriend is staying overnight for the first time? ? ?

Well, no idea.

When I got on the phone, "Mom~" was dragged out to show my dissatisfaction.

"Ah, do you know who Xiaoshang is??"

I turned my head to look at the person involved, I... should know, my girlfriend, you are a fake future daughter-in-law.

The phone leaked, and Shang Wan seemed to hear it. I saw her frowning.

I took my phone and walked to the bathroom, "Mom, Mom, what do you want to say?"

"Li Hyuk searched the Internet last night and found that she is the granddaughter of the founder of Shanggu! What kind of business department president is she? How do you say she is a department manager? Eh? Don't you know who she is? Granddaughter? No way, think about her surname is Shang, I only realized it after hearing what Li He said..."

"Mom, can you calm down? Does it matter? Also, why is Li He so gossipy and picking up his identity?"

"You can't say that. Why do you seem to be ignorant of the world? If she is that kind of status, why would you bring her home for dinner casually? And you didn't introduce it well? I said she would bring a bottle of wine casually." It's so expensive, and it's well-dressed and well-dressed..."

I interrupted her, "Isn't it just a boss I can talk to? Is it someone's granddaughter? Don't you want to carry her here with eight sedan chairs? Get her a dragon chair Sitting at the dinner table? Didn't you have a good time last night? What's wrong?"

"No, you make us seem a little casual..."

I was about to quarrel with my mother, when a bunch of long hair floated by, Shang Wan stretched out her head and said to the phone, "Morning, auntie~"

I petrified on the spot, and my mother probably petrified too, and there was no movement for a long time.

"Ah? Who is it?" The old man tried to remedy it, and restarted with one click.

"I'm Shang Wan. Good morning, Auntie. Did Auntie sleep well last night?"

"...Oh, it's good, it's good, Xiao...Shang came to visit us again so early? Or did you make a mistake at work?"

I glanced at Shang Wan, raised my eyebrows, handed her the phone, waved to her, and walked to the bed, intending to catch up on sleep.

"No, I didn't leave last night because it was too late. Auntie won't mind?"

I didn't hear what my mother said over there, I lay on the bed and laughed.

I just heard Shang Wan say: "Then thank you, auntie, by the way, we are going to the carnival today, auntie, are you coming to play with uncle?"

When I heard it, I was terrified. Will my mother really come, dear?I yelled on the bed: "Shang Wan, come and see my arm! It was crippled by your pillow last night! Shang Wan, do you want to come and see it! Shit! I slept with you and my arm was crippled!"

She was so disturbed by me that she hung up the phone hastily, and ran to the bed to "educate" me, but I stretched out my hand and pulled her back on the bed, and I pushed her up, "This lady is so courageous, don't you dare?" Cut off my phone call with my mom, and 'I didn't leave when it was too late, Auntie won't mind?' Believe it or not, I'm doing you now!"

Shang Wan laughed together under me, I saw her cute and happy appearance, as if the episode last night didn't matter anymore, and my mother's imminent questioning didn't matter, as long as she smiled happily.

That day we had a simple breakfast and rushed to the carnival. Just like most playgrounds in the world, most of the tourists are couples and families with children. The playground on the lake is temporarily built in winter. There are not many projects, and most of them are relatively mild.

Fortunately, Shang Wan won’t take me to play on a merry-go-round, and won’t ask me to take a picture of her with my butt pouting and post it on Moments with the words “If she goes through vicissitudes, take her to the merry-go-round”. She calls the playground a "Non-infrastructure projects", while walking, he was also thinking about setting up a carnival-themed hotel.

We went to see the ice sculptures, and went out to find a place to drink and replenish our energy.

"Where are the marshmallows and candied haws?" She asked me with a smile.

"Tsk, do you still remember?" I brought two cups of hot cocoa and put one in front of her.

"Of course, the memory is good." She picked it up and took a sip.

"It seems that I can't promise you things casually in the middle of the night."

"Stingy~"

"I'll buy it for you! Over there in a while, that's it." I pointed to the small shop selling cotton candy in front of the flying saucer. "Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, and purple. I'll buy them all for you, and I'll give you a rainbow flag."

"Deadly poor."

"Shang Wan," I leaned forward, "may I ask, what kind of sad dream did you have?"

The smile on her face froze for a moment, then softened again, she put down the glass, "Probably something I'm afraid of."

"The first time, I asked you what you dreamed about, and you said it was something old. The second time, that is, two days ago, you said that you might dream about your mother. Today, you said it was something you were afraid of. What you said is different every time, or is it all the same thing?"

She paused, "Your memory is also very good."

"I remember everything about you."

"Well," she slowly turned the cup in front of her, and the heavy mug moved reluctantly on the table, "Our Shang family is like many similar families, there are always some shady things, I will tell you slowly in the future You."

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