Food Bureau

I think, in my not-so-long life, I have experienced several times when the world almost collapsed, but none of them made me so helpless and hopeless.

When I came to Congshan and was imprisoned, I was still young. Teenagers don’t know sorrow. The less I know, the less I know fear. If I look back now, it was a devastating blow to my life. My family was broken up and my studies were lost. Everything has become an old dream, but that year, I shrugged my shoulders and came over.

There was a sign that Wu Fei ran away with the man, and before she had the sign, I had already thought about it and felt that I should let her go.So the despair came long and orderly.

But tonight is different, I am sensible enough, and the disaster came quickly enough and suddenly, just like I was walking in the spring breeze, and a bucket of ice water mixed with icicles fell in front of me...

When you first broke up, it was like being cut by a sharp knife, and the pain will be delayed.

The delay gave me enough time to get a decent taxi home, wash up, and even have a phone call with my mom.I didn't smoke, I didn't drink, I didn't cry, I locked everything in that walking dead body.

But I can't sleep.In other words, my brain was intermittently lingering in a light sleep of cranky thoughts. For a while, I was beating a teary-faced Wang Chao. Thinking back, when Zhuo Bing got Xiao Ziyan into bed, he relied on painting nude pictures for her...

Until a pair of eyes appeared in the thoughts of those speeding train carriages, which gradually became clear in the dark night, they were eyes of astonishment, eyes of terror, eyes of grievance, eyes of tenderness...

Grief is like a bad ball that cannot be melted and hatched on my throat. At this moment, I gave birth with a "wow". Weeping bitterly in the dark night, sobbing and out of breath, what touched my pain point was nothing else but Shang Wan's weakness and helplessness, she was like a scarred flower in a strong wind, I don't know the past What she has experienced in the past ten years, but she knows that this night, under my hands, she was torn from her clothes and dignity, her tears, she hurriedly covered her, and with the last bit of pride, she calmly sued me .

Shang Wan, Shang Wan... I call her name in the dark night like an old man thinking about his favorite lover deep in his memory, over and over again, why can't you tell me, even if you just say one sentence, say that burning ice The beast made it up, said that the painting is fake, even if you are soft, tell me why you can’t say it now, when can you tell me, I can accept you being soft to me, Shang Wan, how much I am Cherish you, hold you in the palm of my hand, I am not willing to touch you even if you don't want to, but today a bastard held a stack of nude paintings and told me that it was you, and the marks on your body just matched again, she put you Do you know how much it hit me when I said it so badly? ?Why should something that I take care of so carefully be ruined by a bastard like this?You can have a past, I don't mind, I really don't mind, it shouldn't be that bastard Zhuo Bing, and shouldn't tell me time and time again that you have nothing to do with her!

I cried embarrassingly, tears kept flowing down my cheeks to my neck, I pressed my phone to find her, but stopped after thinking about it.

I don't know when I was tired from crying that night, when I finally fell asleep, maybe it was when the sky began to light up, the moment when I woke up and didn't open my eyes, all the memories came to my heart, I want to put, my monk Wan broke up.

I hurried to touch the phone, it was quiet on it, and the stormy sea was only my business.I continued to close my eyes and forced myself to sleep again.

I woke up a few times in the middle, and when I woke up completely for the last time, it was almost noon, I took out my phone, there were two advertisements, Ayou asked me how to make a dish, and Shang Wan, and everyone related to Shang Wan, They were all silent.

I struggled, the person in the mirror was so decadent that my parents didn't recognize me, I went to take a bath, tidied up a little, and went to Shanggu.

I wasn't supposed to go to work today. When I entered the office, Old J wasn't there. With his unique sensitivity, "Basin" sensed something was wrong, so he leaned over and asked me if I was okay. I smiled and told him everything was fine.

I'm here to resign, I'm thin-skinned, I feel ashamed and continue to rely on Shanggu with a shy face, all of this is the favor given to me by Shang Wan.

And I also have another ulterior fluke mentality. I think if Shang Wan is very angry or embarrassed to contact me, what if I meet by chance in the company?Will she tell me again that it was all a misunderstanding and conspiracy?

I logged in to Xiao S, hoping that when I logged in, she would receive a reminder that her friends were online, but when I saw her gray profile picture, I knew that my hope was gone again.

I have never seen Shang Wan not online. She was always there when I came to work. Although most of the time her status is "busy", she has never been gray.

I was suddenly a little worried, worried about what she did last night, did she go home, is she safe... Why didn't I think about this, I always feel that she is well protected... I saw Jingyi online, so I took courage Go poke her.

——Jing Mi, is Mr. Shang there?

She came back after a while:

——Mr. Shang is on leave today. Is there anything I can do for you?

—Oh, nothing urgent, is she all right?

——I don't know, it was quite sudden, maybe I felt uncomfortable, and she didn't say much in the morning message.

So I asked for leave this morning, which is not bad, I was thinking about it, and Jing Yi sent it again:

--Huh?I also want to ask you, you don't know?

--what do you know?

——What's wrong with Mr. Shang, it's fine if you don't know.

I smiled wryly, the secretary finally saw that our relationship was unusual, but unfortunately this time, and in the future, I may not be able to provide her with any information.

I couldn't wait for Old J, so I stood up and walked around, asking myself if I could send her a message to ask if she was okay, but every time I thought about it, I would think of her relationship with Burning Bing, and her Without an explanation, he became discouraged again.

Unknowingly transferred to the HR department, still didn't see Lao J, but met Zhou Xian head-on.

"Mr. Zhou..." I greeted her, but stopped talking.

"Ah, come and go," she walked past me, turned around again, "what's the matter with you?"

"I... I'm here to resign."

The battle-tested Zhou Xian was also taken aback, "Why?"

"I...did this period of time and felt that I was not the material."

She looked at me suspiciously, "Did you tell Old J and the others?"

"I wanted to talk to him today, but I haven't found him yet, so I happened to meet you."

She thought for a while, "Does Mr. Shang know?"

This stopped me from asking, "I... mentioned to her..."

Zhou Xian seemed to have an idea suddenly, "Well, I know now, don't mention it to Old J, Mr. Shang is off today, and I'll handle it for you when she returns to the company."

"Oh... sorry, Mr. Zhou, I have caused you trouble."

She looked at me and shook her head, "Go ahead and do what you should do first."