Food Bureau

I still went to the company at noon the next day. I knew that Shang Wan had finally gone to work. Regarding my resignation, it seemed that Shang Wan didn’t give her nod. Zhou Xian didn’t want to approve rashly. arrange.

Sure enough, when I was still on the road, I received a message from Shang Wan: I will stop by the office after arriving at the company.

I think the tone is very cold, almost heartless, I guess Zhou Xian has looked for her, so that's fine, I don't need to say it myself.

After entering the company, I didn’t go to the office to report. I went straight to the 42nd floor with my bag on my back. I thought that if I made it clear, I would go straight away, so as not to be asked by everyone in the drafting department, especially the gossip about “Basin”. Sometimes afraid of embarrassment.

Jing Yi opened the door for me, she saw me chatting a few words first, she felt like she was trying to set a routine, to see what I was doing, I just passed by with a "hmm", and I didn't have the mood to bother to cover up before , who knows if I will step into this office and see these people again in the future.

She and Shang Wan confirmed it and let me in.

I closed the door, and saw Shang Wan sitting in front of the computer busy with something, today she has not seen the haggardness of yesterday, as if nothing happened.My eyes moved from her dark blue silk shirt to her neck, which was empty without any jewelry, and then I saw the beige gray coat, meticulous hair, makeup... She raised her head, "Sit down, a few things with you Let's talk."

I pulled away the chair opposite her table, and I had prepared "Are you okay?" "How was your rest last night?" Can I make you some?"...all disappeared in the distance she created.

"Zhou Xian looked for me in the morning." She said.

"Well, I won't do it here, and I will return those funds to you, thank you for your kindness." I said these words, not daring to look at her.

"Lai, are you acting out of anger?"

"To be honest, there was a little bit at the beginning. When I told Mr. Zhou that day, I couldn't say that I had no emotions in my heart. But after these two days, and the conversation with my uncle last night, and the conversation with you... I think, indeed, we all Calm down."

"I let you come to Shanggu and want to sponsor you to complete your studies, just because I appreciate your talent in architectural design, and regret that you have missed many opportunities due to your family's experience, and you have been delayed for so many years. When I decided to do that, We are just friends, and now I also hope that you will fully open up the entanglements between your career and our relationship, and stop taking detours."

"Thank you, but you won't get rewarded for nothing, not to mention what I did to you that day was too inhumane, just let me go and give me peace of mind."

"I don't understand. My daughter can drink your soup and eat your steamed stuffed buns. Why do I have to refuse these things when I come to you? If you think there must be a boundary between us, why do you send me food? Want to see me?"

"Ah, because I'm sorry, and of course you deserve the food I give you, but I don't deserve the job and study opportunities you give me. I'm bad at first, and what I give you is not of the same magnitude as what you give me. ..."

"You are not bad, don't say that about yourself, and don't compare these, in my opinion, the weight is the same."

I smiled wryly, "These are not important anymore."

I lowered my head and didn't look at her. I felt that she was silent for a long time before she spoke again: "Just be an ordinary friend who has the ability to help you. Don't feel pressured, just accept it calmly."

"Shang Wan, have you never understood who I am?" I raised my head, with anger in my eyes, "If I was someone who could accept other people's money calmly, would I still open a small restaurant for seven years? I don't need to drop out of school, Uncle Li promised to help me continue to pay the tuition fees, if I am such a person, what are these seven or eight years worth?"

"Female, these two things are different. You agreed to my help at first, but now you have to refuse because of our relationship problems. I just don't want to affect your studies and future because of our relationship problems. I hope……"

"You hope you hope!" I interrupted her, "Shang Wan, do you feel that you have a condescending attitude when you tell me these things, I just don't like this attitude, call me to your awesome office , talk to me in a business-like manner, when I was a girl, I accepted your gift because of love, because of love, okay?"

She couldn't speak for a while, and my heart was beating "chug" in my chest.

"Because of love," my voice quietened, and my eyes gradually became blank, "With you, my life is no longer mine alone, but yours. I don't want you to be with someone who can't see the future, so I can't wait any longer, you just have the ability and the desire to pull me, so I think, I accept this pull, not only for myself, but also for both of us, for our future, I want to learn as soon as possible When you come back, make yourself look good as soon as possible, even if you can't become a signboard for your subordinates, at least she can help you, at least not hold you back... Now, all of this is meaningless."

I saw her eyes were red and gradually recovered. She stood up and walked to the French window, "No matter what, don't interrupt what has already started, otherwise there will be a lot of troubles in personnel and procedures when continuing, and there will be a lot of delays. Time, don't refuse, okay?"

I looked at her back, "If love can be interrupted, why can't these things be interrupted?"

Her back shook slightly, but she didn't turn around, and she didn't speak.

"Shang Wan, I don't want to follow your thinking to decide things anymore, just let me go."

"It's not following my mind... I'm just doing something that's clearly good for you."

"You don't know it! Do you know how I felt when you said last night that you didn't think about it before, but now you have figured it out and you can't have feelings? Shang Wan, I admit that a woman like you makes me have to be in love with you." I liked it at the first glance, I was very tempted, but I was never the kind of person who wanted to taste swan meat, oh, you think you like it, you think you want to be with me, so you keep telling me who is not confident Say I can, when you suddenly remember how many complicated situations you have behind you, remember the contracts you signed and the mission you shouldered, and tell me that you are not suitable for a relationship with me who is carrying a meal to make peace with you? Have you ever thought about my feelings? Why do you think you can do it when you think it’s okay, but you suddenly analyze that it’s not enough, and I’m going to quit this relationship!”

"You..." She turned around, with her hands hanging down, her eyes were red again, "It was you who proposed to stop here that night, and I have been mentally building for two days, so it is my wish..."

Seeing her sad look, I instantly felt that I was going too far. After all, it was out of good intentions that people wanted me to stay and continue to accept the fund. Shaking your head, you can't argue about emotional matters, so don't worry about them anymore.

"Forget it, I apologize again. I was wrong for being so impulsive and rude that day, and I was really in a hurry. As your girlfriend, I was provoked with such convincing and reasonable grounds... I also really want to prove that my daughter-in-law What is the relationship between my friend and this person, have you lied to me... Ah," I waved my hand, "I will only apologize and be grateful to you in the end, don't worry, you have always done a good job , you are really the best woman I have ever met. Internship opportunities and money gifts. I mean, I can’t ask for anything more. By the way, my father came to thank you, and you really can’t take back that help. , His application for commutation is going well, and the result should come out soon," I paused, "Shang Wan, take care of me, don't worry about me anymore, I'm not worth it."

After saying this, I put the special access control card on the table, and put the fund-related documents from my bag on the table, stood up and walked out of her office without going back to the drafting department. Bao, the elevator took me all the way to the lobby, and my tears finally flowed out without disappointment. Above my head was the non-stop advertising curtain wall and magnificent promotional videos. I raised the back of my hand to wipe away the tears.

In view of the experience of going out to get drunk in a bad mood last time and encountering the disaster star Zhuobing, I refused to go out for the past two days when the accident happened, and stayed at home to digest it by myself.After I came back from Shanggu, I sat on the balcony and planned my future life while being sad. In the past, the restaurant had thousands of dollars in income every day. During this period of time, I have been living on my laurels to be honest. Now I have to manage again. Old customers Also call them one by one to say hello.

My mind was in a mess, and I couldn't think clearly, thinking about it, Shang Wan's face was shaking in front of my eyes.In the afternoon, Ayou called. She only found out about these things last night. Now she asked me if I want to go out for a drink. I said forget it. She said that she would bring some wine and food to accompany me. Okay, it's good to interrupt her by complaining about it.

Ah You came after five o'clock in the evening, and brought a street of food and a dozen beers. I don't know how she brought them here.After sitting down, I opened six bottles of beer with a "bang bang bang". I saw the crayfish and barbecue she bought, but I didn't have an appetite anyway, so I drank with her.

"Eat something at least, or your stomach will break." She said and stuffed the peeled crayfish into my mouth.

I managed to eat two, but couldn't take any more, "Did that bastard go to Zi Yan?" I asked her.

"No, but I told Zi Yan to be careful." Ah You gulped down half a bottle, "You monk Wan should make it clear. They are all sensible people. What can't be explained clearly?" What about it? Is it going to be so troublesome that there is no room for change? Isn't it a pity?"

I shook my head, "You don't know, those things about her are not at the same level as those of us who are in love. From last night to now, I have played countless versions of rich and powerful dramas in my mind. I want to help her I can't help, and it's just dragging my feet, that's all, I'm powerless, and I guess she is too."

"Oh," Ah You sighed, "As long as you love enough, there is no such thing as powerlessness."

"You are too idealistic." I also downed half a bottle.

"Are you really going to stop talking today?" she asked me.

I thought about it and nodded, "I don't want her to worry about my affairs anymore, and I don't want to give myself hope."

"Hey..." Ah You sighed more than I did from the moment he entered the door, "Why bother, you are stubborn and you don't know it...then what are you going to do now?"

"How can I plan, the game will be restarted, and I will make good money. The previous period, just treat it as a dream."

"You guy, listen to my advice, if there is nothing wrong with someone, if you love her enough, give her some time, and then talk about it after you think it through, don't block the way for yourself and others, I didn't say You, you have cultivated blessings for several lifetimes until such a woman loves you, don't blame me for cursing you, if you let go today, there will be no one who can compare to her in the future, and you will regret it at that time."

"All right, all right," I put down the second empty bottle, "You can't stop your mouth with so much food!"

We drank until seven o'clock that night and chatted for another hour. Ayou was going to perform and asked me if I wanted to go together. I didn't want to go out.

After she left, I tidied up, ventilated the house, and went to take a shower to prepare for bed. I was still brushing my teeth just after washing. Someone rang the doorbell. I went to the door and took a look. hallucinating?Rubbing her eyes to confirm... Shang Wan stood at the door with her head down.

I opened the door with a look of disbelief.She should have come from home, she has removed all the makeup on her face, and she is not wearing the daytime suit, it is very casual and casual.

anyway……

"you……"

"Between, your life, or the two of us?" She asked cautiously holding the file bag.

The author has something to say: Thank you everyone, I have read all the long reviews and refined them, and I have also refined some good short reviews.If there are no accidents, this book will be concluded during the Chinese New Year. It is almost finished, and the collection is still so small, which is a bit shabby. If you like it, you can recommend it to other friends.The following rhythm is sweet abuse sweet abuse sweet ~