Ji Ci

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The author has something to say: [Brain Bubble Theater]

One day, Chichi and Shenshen had afternoon tea on the balcony, and Chichi liked the dessert very much.then……

Chi Chi: Look!There are handjobs in the sky! (≧▽≦)/

Shen Shen: (looks up) Where? (⊙o⊙)?

At this time, Chichi had already eaten a piece quickly.Found this to work, so...

Chi Chi: Look!Another handjob in the sky! (≧▽≦)/

Shen Shen: (looks up) I still haven’t seen (⊙o⊙)!

At this time, Chichi had already eaten another piece. ↖(^w^)↗Continued with satisfaction

Chi Chi: There are handjobs in the sky! (≧▽≦)/

Habitually going to get dessert, I saw Shen Shen looking at me...

Shen Shen: Where is the handjob? (╯▽╰)

Chi Chi: ...I accidentally ate it...(╯﹏╰)

39: Injured

When Chris brought the lunch into the room, he saw Yun Shen sitting by the bed dealing with work, and from time to time glanced at Ji Ci who was lying on the bed and fell into a deep sleep.

Since Ji Ci came back, Yun Shen didn't go to the office to work. Most of them were handed over to the secretary group and assistants. Only very important matters would be handled by himself or controlled remotely.Almost all the time was spared to look after Ji Ci.

Chris looked at Yun Shen and sighed inwardly, put the food on the table lightly, then saluted Yun Shen and left the room.

When Ji Ci regained consciousness, he felt extremely tired all over his body.Gradually regaining control over his body, Ji Ci opened his eyes only to find that Yun Shen was looking at him with silent eyes.The voice Ji Ci wanted to say stopped at his mouth, deeply angry, right?

Seeing that he was awake, Yun Shen sorted out the documents and stood up, then turned around and was about to leave.After taking two steps, he fell back, tucked the quilt that had slipped from Ji Ci's body, and went out the door without looking at him again.

Ji Ci looked at the back of him leaving, and thought bitterly, he must have been waiting for me to wake up by the bed.She clearly said that she would not worry him, but after only coming back for a short while, she fell into a deep sleep again inexplicably.

I wanted to raise my hand but felt that my arm was very heavy, and only my fingers could move slightly.With a wry smile, he murmured to himself in a low voice, he can't move anymore.

When he was recuperating with Grandpa Song, he was only awake during that time. He could only lie on the bed every day, because his body could not move, he could only stare out the window in a daze, recalling all the time he had been with Yun Shen since he was six years old. , At that time, he felt that the time was not so difficult.

Those memories can always bring me hope and strength—no matter what, there are still people waiting for me, and I can't give up.

The feeling that someone is waiting for you is really good and reassuring.

When he was able to walk around, he hoped to get well soon so that he could come back to see Yun Shen.But when he came back, he realized that he didn't know when he would fall asleep, how long it would take him to wake up, and whether he could move after waking up...

Suddenly, I feel that I am actually a burden, which makes people worry, sad and fearful.

Ji Ci slightly closed his eyes, feeling a little sore in his heart.Perhaps this is also the reason why every generation of spiritual masters is lonely for a lifetime, because as a spiritual master, they don't know what will happen to them one day, and they may even never survive.

In this way, too close contact with others will always hurt others and oneself.

After a long time, Ji Ci called out, "Lu Wu." Almost instantly, Lu Wu appeared in front of him.

Lu Wu looked at the young man lying on the bed, and knelt down on one knee, "Master." The white clothes and white hair were laid out on the ground, like a lotus flower in full bloom.

"Thank you." Ji Ci's voice was a little hoarse.

Lu Wu glanced at the weak Ji Ci, wanted to say something but held back, and finally just said, "It's good that you come back."

"After you left, I closed the Jiuting. According to your intention, no one was allowed to enter the Jiuting. And let Dijiang protect Yunshen all the time." Lu Wu briefly reported that he felt Ji Ci's current situation It's a bad situation, so don't want him to be overworked.

"Where's the Ji family?" Ji Ci closed his eyes, his voice was weak but with obvious killing intent.

"I have been monitoring for the past few years, and I have grasped all the clues. I have been waiting for you to come back for execution. Since two years ago, the head of the Ji family began to lobby the elders. People will replace you." There was a chill in Lu Wu's words when he said this.

In the eyes of many divine beasts, only spiritual masters who have inherited Luoshu and mastered the contract can be recognized by them.

"Ji Chengran?" Ji Ci asked as expected.If Qingli's child is still alive, they should want Qingli's child to succeed him even more, right?Because compared to Ji Chengran, younger children are better at controlling.

"Yes. Ji Chengran 'accidentally' displayed his spiritual power in front of the elders. Up to now, Elder Tianji has agreed, but Elder Tianxuan firmly opposed it. He directly scolded the Patriarch of the Ji family for wanting to seize the throne and harboring evil intentions. Elder Tianshu and Elder Yaoguang neither refused nor agreed." Lu Wu's tone was very flat, with contempt in his eyes.If the priest needs it, he can abolish all the elders.

"Yaoguang is originally in the same camp as Tianshu." Ji Ci thought for a while, frowned slightly and said, "Go and take the Patriarch of the Ji family and all related people to Jiuting to be imprisoned, and do it secretly. So as not to cause turmoil in the various families. It is almost May now, and we have to start preparing for the ten-year sacrifice." After finishing speaking, he had no strength and leaned on the pillow a little tiredly.

Regardless of whether one's spiritual power can withstand it or not, the ten-year sacrifice must be held no matter what.Otherwise, this is a major dereliction of duty by the priest.

Lu Wu got up and walked to his bed, looked at him with his eyes closed, lowered his eyes slightly, and then disappeared.

That night, Mr. Ji, the Patriarch of the Ji family, the eldest son Ji He, the second son Ji Zheng, the eldest grandson Ji Xiao, the second grandson Ji Chengran, and the housekeeper Ji Yan all mysteriously disappeared at home and disappeared without a trace.

Ji Xun's father, Ji Wen, the third son of the Ji family, rushed home after the defendant, claiming that Mr. Ji was seriously ill and had been sent abroad for recuperation, and both Ji He and Ji Zheng went to take care of him.

No one came out to question this excuse full of loopholes, and it seemed that everyone smelled something unusual.

In the past three years, Jiuting has closed its doors tightly and has not disclosed any information to the outside world.Being so cautious made one have to guess if something happened to the priest or if there was going to be some big move.At this time, an accident occurred in the Ji family, which directly proved this conjecture.

Afterwards, Ji Wen exercised the right to act as the head of the family, and was very busy for a while.

At this time, the Ji family's main residence has been temporarily taken over by Jiuting.

When Ji Ci woke up at noon the next day, he saw Yun Shen standing in front of the window and didn't know what he was thinking.Countless sunlight poured down from the window, making Ji Ci's eyes a little uncomfortable.Gently raising his hand, Ji Ci found that his limbs could move a little bit.

"Deep." Ji Ci called softly.Yun Shen's body seemed to tremble, and he hesitated for a while before turning around and looking at Ji Ci.Ji Ci analyzed his expression, feeling a little uneasy in his heart.Still angry?Thinking about it makes me a little bit wronged, since I was a child, I have never been angry for so long.But he blamed himself, not because he made him deeply worried.

"Are you still angry?" Ji Ci looked at Yun Shen stubbornly and asked directly.Yun Shen looked at him, kissed Ji Ci's forehead silently at last, and walked out the door like yesterday.

After a while, Ji Hu came up with food, "San Shao asked me to serve it, saying that you are awake." He said and put the tray beside the bed, "Do you have anything to eat?"

Ji Ci shook his head lightly, looking at the food on the tray, he lost his appetite.In fact, he no longer feels hungry. When he was recuperating with Grandpa Song, he didn't touch rice water for several years, and he didn't feel hungry either.

When I came back a few days ago, I was afraid that Yun Shen was worried, so I reluctantly ate something, but my stomach seemed to have lost the function of digestion, and I was very repulsed by the food I ate suddenly. When Yun Shen was away, Ji Ci vomited all .

Sure enough, as Grandpa Song said, I am really not alone, and I no longer need food to sustain my life.

"Pour out the milk, don't let him know. Tell him I drank it." Ji Ci said a little tiredly, and reached out to touch his forehead, where the warmth of Yun Shen's lips seemed to remain.Ji Ci couldn't help laughing softly.

Seeing Ji Hu pouring out the milk, and then leaving the bedroom with the tray, the room became very quiet again.Ji Ci closed his eyes and thought a little irritably, before the ten-year sacrificial ceremony, all hidden dangers must be resolved.He won't let it happen again.It's just that my current physical condition is really bad.

In the afternoon of the second day, Yun Shen was sitting under the flower stand on the balcony, a small table in front of him was a white bone china teacup, and Bai Xiu was sitting opposite.The breeze blows the flowering branches, and the sun is mild.

"You haven't spoken to Ah Ci for three days?" Bai Xiu was a little surprised, they all knew what kind of existence Ji Ci was to Yun Shen.

In the second year after Ji Ci disappeared, Yun Shen admitted in front of everyone in the Yun family that he loved Ji Ci, and Mr. Yun threw his glass angrily.After that, Yun Shen moved out of Yun's house. Although he would send gifts back every Chinese New Year, he never went back.

Mr. Yun has never let go, and the two have been at a stalemate until now.

Neither Bai Xiu nor Ji Xun and Qin Yu were surprised.They had watched how Yun Shen treated Ji Ci since they were young, and they all knew how much Ji Ci relied on Yun Shen.They even joked that Yun Shen wasn't raising his younger brother at all, but his daughter-in-law.

Facts have proved that it is the case, and neither of them can do without the other.

"Yeah." Yun Shen responded, and said in a low voice, "I feel like I'm just asking for trouble." He laughed at himself and said, "I know clearly that the things Chi Chi has to face as a priest are my own. I can't get involved at all. But on the other hand, I hate myself so much that I can't protect him, and I can only help him while watching him unconscious."

Yun Shen's tone was somewhat self-reproachful and tired, "This feeling is really bad. Looking at Chi Chi's appearance, I feel that I have not fulfilled my promise at all, and I have not protected him well."

Looking at Yun Shen's appearance, Bai Xiu suddenly understood his mood.Because he cared too much, he wanted to hide him under his wings, from the wind and rain.But he also found that he had to face countless crises and cruelty, but he couldn't help him with those.

So hate yourself for being powerless.

"You've done a good job, Ah Shen." Bai Xiu said seriously to Yun Shen, "Really, we can all see clearly that you have worked very hard and provided Ah Ci with what you can provide. You take care of him in almost every detail. You put A Ci at the top of your heart, and for so many years, you haven't said a single serious word. We all know it, and A Ci knows it too."

"I can't protect him." Yun Shen sat up straight, looked at Bai Xiu, his emerald eyes dimmed, "I treat him well, I think I should. However, I don't think this is enough, he will still protect him." The injury will still disappear, and it will be uncomfortable..."

As he spoke, Yun Shen's expression became agitated, and he subconsciously clenched his hands into fists, his knuckles turned white.

"Ah Shen, I suddenly feel that you are a bit stupid." Bai Xiu picked up the Ceylon black tea, shook it lightly, his eyes were a little sharp, "I thought you already had such a mentality when you were with Ah Ci get ready."

Putting down the teacup in his hand, Bai Xiu approached Yun Shen, "Is it true that love will make people have a negative IQ? Or is it because I am more sober as a bystander? I just ask you, if you want to protect him in this respect, can you Will you go to the sacrifice instead of him?"

Without waiting for his answer, "No. All you can do is stand behind him and give him the greatest support."

"Ah Shen, Ah Ci is a priest, a very good priest. He doesn't need you to help him complete his mission. I think all he needs is the warmth and peace of mind you give him. Just like As you said to your grandfather and us, you love him and you love Jici."

"Let me think about it..." Yun Shen's expression was a little moved.He lay on his back, shading the sun with his arms, as if to cut off all the turmoil of the diplomatic world.

Yeah, shouldn't I have known it a long time ago?He is a priest, and it is impossible for him to hide under the wings that he forged for him.What he needs is tolerance and peace of mind, an embrace where he can completely let go of his guard and rest in peace.

"Don't stop talking to Ah Ci, he will be very disturbed, you know that." Bai Xiu looked at Yun Shen and said finally.The matter between the two of them still needs to be resolved by themselves.He can only solve it by himself, and now Ah Shen is completely digging into the corner, and the more he thinks about it, the more problems arise.

At this time, the sound of something breaking suddenly came from the room.Yun Shen's pupils shrank slightly, and he stood up all of a sudden, because the chair under him made a "squeaky" sound because he moved too quickly.After Ji Ci came back, his heart seemed to be tense, and he dared not relax all the time.

Bai Xiu looked at his back as he quickly ran into the house, and was a little speechless. This was indeed asking for trouble.

When Yun Shen entered the room, he saw Ji Ci fell on the ground next to the stairs and was about to get up, but his movements were a little slow.

"Chichi!" Yun Shen ran over and called out again, "Chris, first aid kit!" He wanted to hug Ji Ci as he said that, but he hesitated for two seconds when he saw his blood-oozing wound. .

Next to him were fragments of vases that had fallen all over the floor, and a long wound on his calf was constantly oozing blood.The blood flowed down the thin legs to the ground, and was quickly absorbed by the carpet. At this time, the off-white carpet had turned dark red, like a dyed pattern.

This scene fell into Yunshen's eyes, making him feel like his heart was being clenched tightly.

"Shen Shen..." Ji Ci turned his head when he heard the voice, and saw Yun Shen looking at him anxiously, and subconsciously explained, "I just didn't stand firmly when I went downstairs and fell..." Said expression Somewhat annoyed.

"You're hurt!" Yun Shen raised his voice, scolding.After he finished speaking, he was stunned. He just yelled Chi Chi?

Ji Ci also looked at him in a daze, then lowered his head, his expression a little helpless, and whispered, "I'm sorry..."

Then he looked at the wound on his calf, bent down, and slowly stroked the wound with his fingers emitting white light, and saw that the wound had healed.He performed these movements as if he were repairing a broken piece of porcelain, and since he felt no pain, he remained calm.

Then he wiped off the blood on the carpet casually.

Yun Shen watched him complete a series of movements, then hugged him silently, his breathing was still trembling, "What are you doing down here?"

Ji Ci took out the mobile phone in his hand, hesitating a little, "Your mobile phone left in the bedroom, and it keeps ringing. I was worried about something urgent, so I came to you." But when he was about to go to the balcony, he passed by the stairs. He didn't stand firmly, and wanted to help the railing, but accidentally pushed the vase down, and the person fell to the ground.

Yun Shen carried him to the bedroom, put him in the bed, and covered him with the quilt.After a moment of silence, I reached out and stroked his cheek gently, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't kill you."

Yun Shen looked at Ji Ci who was clutching the quilt, and suddenly felt that he was the only one who wanted him for the rest of his life.That being the case, why bother yourself?

Ji Ci smiled and shook his head slightly, "As long as you don't get angry with me." He said and looked at Yun Shen with bright eyes.

"Well, don't be angry, go to sleep, and call me if you need anything." He said and kissed his forehead, with a guilty expression on his face.Ji Ci took the initiative to kiss him back, and a little embarrassed, pulled up the quilt to cover her face, only showing a pair of eyes to look at him.

When Yun Shen went to the corridor, he saw that the pieces of the vase had been cleaned up and the carpet had been replaced with a new one.And Bai Xiuxiu was leaning on the handrail of the stairs, as if he was thinking about something.

"Ah Shen, I want to ask you something." Seeing him come out, Bai Xiu motioned to go downstairs.

Standing in the garden outside the house, Bai Xiu asked cautiously, "Did you notice Ah Ci's expression just now? It was when he was injured."

"what expression?"

"When you and I rushed over, he fell to the ground and was about to stand up." He looked at Yun Shen, his expression became serious, "What is the expression and movement of a person with such a long wound on his calf? "

"Yes..." Yun Shen paused, yes, Ji Ci's expression seemed to have no idea that he was injured.He didn't pay attention to the condition of the wound, and the expression on his face didn't show the slightest pain.It was when he told him, "You are hurt", that he healed the wound with spiritual power.

"So, if I'm not wrong, he should have no pain. It may not even be slight, but he should have no pain at all." Bai Xiu's throat was a little choked, and he felt uncomfortable in his heart. He turned around and only said one sentence "I'll go first" and left the villa.

Yun Shen stood where he was, with the smell of blood still lingering from the tip of his nose.

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The author has something to say: [Brain Bubble Theater]

Chi Chi: We are little geniuses in love~o(≧v≦)o~~

Deep: why? (⊙o⊙)?

Chi Chi: Because the author wanted to abuse us, but he couldn't find a breakthrough point, so there was no success in abuse~↖(^w^)↗ Sure enough, we are too harmonious.Haha we are little geniuses in love~╮(╯▽╰)╭

Shen Shen: Then shall we do some...disharmonious things? (╯3╰)

Chi Chi: What is a discordant thing?Little genius in love, please explain~(⊙o⊙)?

So Chi Chi was thrown down very easily...

After harmony,

Chi Chi: Oh, I want to be the attacker!I want to attack!I want to be on top! /(tot)/~~

Forty, confession

The curtains in the room were drawn tightly, and the wall lamp cast a warm light in the room.When he was young, Ji Ci woke up in a daze in the middle of the night, and would subconsciously look for Yun Shen everywhere, and only when he found him would he grab his hand or clothes and continue to sleep.

Yun Shen was worried that the bedroom was too dark and he fell onto the bed. He always turned on the wall lamp. The light was very dim, which would not affect sleep and also allow Ji Ci to see clearly.

This habit has continued until now.

Ji Ci was still asleep when Yun Shen opened the door and came in. Perhaps it was because his limbs were slightly stiff because of bleeding too much, so it was difficult to fall asleep.But he kept his eyes closed and carefully adjusted his breathing to make it look more like he was sleeping.According to the law of the past few days, as soon as he woke up, Yun Shen would leave immediately.

But Ji Ci also knew that Yun Shen must have been by his side when he fell asleep, because all that lingered nearby were familiar and reassuring auras.That's why Ji Ci sometimes wishes that she could sleep 24 hours a day, so Shen Shen could always be beside her.But after sleeping for a long time, he was deeply worried and worried, so Ji Ci was contradictory.

However, Shen Shen should not be angry now, right?Ji Ci thought about it and wanted to laugh, but remembered that he was still pretending to be asleep, so he quickly held back.

Standing beside Ji Ci's bed, Yun Shen looked at his pale and thin face, feeling as if a sharp knife had been stabbed into his heart, and the pain was so painful that he was about to lose consciousness.

In fact, if you think about it carefully now, shouldn't you have discovered something wrong with the delay?His ability to hide from himself never improved.This has been the case since childhood, when he wanted to hide something from himself, he was easily discovered after a while, or he told himself directly.

Because he is too close, accustomed, and defenseless, he always looks a little clumsy when facing himself.

I used to hate drinking honey water, but now I can drink it without changing my face. I always hesitate when holding hot water, and I will pay attention to whether there is heat coming out. When I take a bath, I no longer touch the hot water with my hands. temperature up.

It turned out that I was willing to drink honey water because I couldn’t taste the taste anymore. To see if there is steam coming out is to judge whether the water is hot or not. I no longer use my hands to test the water temperature because I can’t feel the water temperature at all...

why did not you tell me?What are you worried about? I can't trust you that much?That's right, even if you tell me, I can't help you, I can't make you recover...

Yun Shen stood by the bed and clenched his fists tightly, his nails digging into his flesh, as if he wanted to pierce the skin and spill blood to relieve the pain in his heart.

For a moment, disappointment, sadness, powerlessness and self-blame hit him like a storm.He was trapped in the black vortex, constantly ups and downs.The emerald eyes, which were always warm, also lost their warmth, like extinguished sunlight.

Ji Ci struggled with his eyes closed, he felt Yun Shen's extremely complicated emotions, as if they were about to explode.After thinking about it, Ji Ci still opened his eyes, and saw Yun Shen standing by the bed and looking at him, his green eyes were like a bottomless cold pool, and like a dark green sea that was about to set off a storm and huge waves.

Looking down, Ji Ci saw blood oozing from Yun Shen's palm. He sat up hastily, and the quilt slid down to his waist.Reaching out to pull Yun Shen's palm over, he was about to open his clenched fist to see the wound.

"Shen Shen..." Ji Ci's voice was a little low, very eager, "Open your hand, I'll see the injury..." But Yun Shen pulled his hand away abruptly, blood drops ooze from the crescent-shaped blood stain, Draw bright red traces in the palm of your hand.

Ji Ci lowered his head, his hands were still in the air, trembling a little.Did Shen Shen throw away his hand?Mingming said that he was finally angry, why did he hurt himself, why didn't he let himself hold his hand.

deeply.Ji Ci's eyes turned red, and he bit his lips tightly to keep his tears from streaming down.

Yun Shen watched him bury his head and shoulders trembling slightly, moved his arm, but didn't stretch it out.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Yun Shen said, his deep voice contained anger, "I mean, why didn't you tell me, you don't feel any more? You don't feel pain, you don't feel hot, you don't have taste, why? "

Yun Shen tried his best not to be so angry, and kept reminding himself to speak softly, otherwise Chi Chi would be frightened.But he felt like he was going crazy, as if he wanted to vent all the worries and suppressed emotions from Ji Ci's disappearance to now.

Ji Ci raised his head, his eyes were a little silent.He didn't cry or answer, he just looked at Yun Shen, and the hand next to his leg subconsciously grabbed the bed sheet.His eyes are large, but they seem to have lost their color.

"Do you know how I live?" Yun Shen's voice suddenly dropped, with uncontrollable sadness and powerlessness, "You walked for 940 days in total."

He leaned against the wall as if he had lost his strength, "After you left, I felt that I was no longer me. I was afraid, I was worried, and I wanted to find you, but I didn't know where to go Only then can I find you!" He laughed as he spoke, his smile was like the deepest irony to himself.

Ji Ci felt very uncomfortable in his heart, and his vision was a little blurred.Listening to Yun Shen's questioning, he closed his eyes slightly.

"In the few days when you disappeared, I sat in the bedroom and waited for you. I thought that if you came back, you would go back to the bedroom first, just like the last time you came back from Kunwu Mountain. After half a month, Dad He called from Florence, and he told me that if you want to protect the one you love, you must have a stronger force." Yun Shen looked at Ji Ci, his eyes were a little abnormally quiet.

"So I went to work, every day and every night, I wanted to have my own power, to be able to protect you.

Every time I go home, when I get out of the car, I always look to the balcony to see if there is any light.When you open the door, you are always looking forward to it, hoping to see you lying in bed when you turn on the light. If you are tired, if you are tired, if you are injured, I will protect you and let you have a good rest.

However, you are not there every time you turn on the light.Time and time again, I told myself not to look forward to it anymore, you won't come back, but I still look forward to it in my heart, you are waiting for me in the room. "

"Deeply..." Ji Ci cried out sobbing, unable to make a sound, her eyes were red, and tears fell drop by drop.He felt that his thoughts were very confused, he didn't know how to comfort Yun Shen, and he didn't know what to say to express his feelings.

"I don't want you to cry, you know, the last thing I want in my life is to make you cry." Yun Shen sighed, walked up to Ji Ci and gently held his face, bit by bit Wiping away his tears, "Stupid Chichi, keep crying. If those beasts saw it, wouldn't they laugh at you? My Chichi should be living happily, wantonly, be good and don't cry. "As he said, his tears flowed down.

"I don't mean to blame Chi Chi at all, I'm just afraid, worried, and blame myself. I can't protect you, I can't save you when you are in danger. I even need your protection, so I feel very sad. Chi After such a long time, I must have encountered a lot of things and must have suffered a lot. I blame myself more for not being able to protect you well, and my heart aches."

"No, Shen Shen is the best person in the world to me..." Ji Ci's voice was choking, but the last few words were bitten hard, as if emphasizing.

Deeply, you are the only one who loves and loves me wholeheartedly in my two lifetimes, the only one.

"Well, so I thought, I must become very strong to protect you as much as I can." Yun Shen's voice softened, and Ji Ci was his life's weakness and rebellion.Seeing Ji Ci's tears falling, all the anger and anger disappeared in an instant, "I will take good care of my Chi Chi in the future, love him well, make him happy, and make him happy."

The sound is like spring water in the forest, clear and gentle.

"Yeah." Ji Ci nodded, there were still tears on her face, the tip of her nose was also red, but the corner of her mouth was the brightest smile, "I will protect you deeply." It was like an oath.

"So Chi Chi, tell me, is it true that you can't feel pain and temperature, and your sense of taste has also disappeared?" Yun Shen thought for a while, and asked a little cautiously. If Chi Chi will lose these things, something must have happened.

"Hmm." Ji Ci nodded hesitantly.He originally thought that it was best not to tell Yun Shen, but Grandpa Song said that such symptoms should recover on their own in a short time.He didn't want to make him worry, and another reason was that he felt that after these feelings disappeared, he really didn't feel like a person anymore.

"Well, I got it." Yun Shen took Ji Ci into his arms, and gently stroked his hair, "Then Chi Chi can't eat now?"

"Well, I won't be hungry, it's like the spiritual power has replaced the necessary energy provided by the food." Now that he said it, Ji Ci didn't intend to hide it, and slowly said, "I fell into a coma after the sacrifice. One year, the second winter after waking up, I couldn’t get out of bed. Before that, I couldn’t move. Only later did I gradually realize that those feelings of mine had disappeared.”

Speaking of feeling a little depressed, "I don't even look like a normal person, and I don't know when it will be better."

Yun Shen gently kissed his brow, "No matter what, you will always be my Chi Chi." Ji Ci looked at Yun Shen, with tears still on his eyelashes, but now he smiled contentedly nod.

I never cared whether I was a human, a god, or even a monster in the hearts of the world.I just care about the way you look at me, that's all.

Yun Shen half-supported and half-hugged Ji Ci to lie down, and kissed him on the lips, as if he had made up his mind, "Chichi, shall we discuss something? You can't refuse." He seemed a little nervous as he spoke.

Ji Ci looked at him suspiciously, "Well, okay, I won't refuse. What's the matter?" What things must I not refuse?He still remembered that he had promised Shen Shen before that he would give him whatever he wanted.

"Shall we be together?" Yun Shen stroked Ji Ci's brows and eyes, pretending to be calm, but there was a trace of anxiety that could not be concealed.He once thought that after Ji Ci understood love, he would tell him his feelings for him.

However, he couldn't wait that long anymore. He wanted to hold Ji Ci in his arms, and wanted to clarify the relationship between the two. He didn't want Ji Ci to treat him as a relative or a friend.What he wanted was never these.

This kind of thinking made Yun Shen feel that he couldn't bear it anymore, so he asked, and he wanted to hear Ji Ci's answer.

"Together?" Ji Ci asked back, "Aren't we always together?" In Ji Ci's heart, he has been with Yun Shen since his rebirth.Except this time, they were not separated for more than three months.Isn't this kind of relationship together?Why do you still refuse?He never thought about being separated from Shen Shen.

"It's not that we're together, we're together like lovers." Yun Shen explained helplessly.Sure enough, there is still a long way to go to make Ji Ci enlightened.

"A lover?" Ji Ci repeated in a daze, "What is a lover? I like to be with Shen Shen, and I want to be with Shen Shen for a lifetime. Does this count?"

"Well, forget it." After hearing this, Yun Shen replied with certainty, "Because I love Chichi, and I also want to be with Chichi for the rest of my life, no matter what. But now, Chichi still doesn't know what is going on. is love……"

"You can teach me." Ji Ci interrupted Yun Shen eagerly, and said very firmly, "You can teach me, I just want you to teach me."

Yun Shen suddenly felt soft-hearted. He pressed his forehead against Ji Ci's and said with a warm ending, "Well, I'll teach you. If you haven't learned it in ten years, I'll teach you it for ten years. If you haven't learned it in 20 years, I'll teach you." I will teach you for 20 years. If you die at the age of 37, then I will accompany you and continue to teach you in the next life."

If you are a poisoned wine, I will also be happy.

When May entered, Ji Ci's condition improved, at least he could walk on the balcony by himself every day, but his physical strength was still not good.

However, Yun Shen gradually liked to hug him around, saying that lying in bed all day is not healthy, and he needs to move around.So I always see him in good spirits and hug him to rest on the balcony, or go to the garden to see the blooming flowers.

After knowing that Ji Ci didn’t want to eat, he didn’t let him eat anymore, but asked him to accompany me at the table for every meal. The reason was “It’s possible that you will want to eat after watching me eat.” , Ji Ci expressed that it was difficult to understand this reason, deeply, isn't it because you are too lonely to eat alone?

On this day, Ji Ci was hugged by Yun Shen, sitting on a rattan chair to bask in the sun.

The sunlight is not very strong, and falls gently on the ground.Ji Ci's skin looked like white jade under the sun, cold and delicate.Yun Shen wrapped him in a blanket. Although Ji Ci couldn't feel the temperature, Yun Shen still didn't want him to be cold.

"Chi Chi." Yun Shen protected Ji Ci's waist with one arm, and gently rubbed his lips with the thumb of the other hand.Ji Ci leaned on his shoulder, lazily letting him move.

"Huh?" Ji Ci heard him calling himself, and answered slowly, with a lazy ending sound, like a feather that tickled Yun Shen's heart.

"Late, I suddenly want to do something to you that lovers do..."

"Shen Shen you..." As Yun Shen hugged her tightly and kissed her, Ji Ci slightly opened her eyes, and then her face slowly turned red.

Yun Shen sucked his lips gently, as if tasting the ultimate delicacy in the world.Ji Ci's body trembled involuntarily as he bit his teeth lightly and kissed with the tip of his tongue, like a flower that has inherited the rain and dew.