Ji Ci

Pharynx, but still gentle.Ji Ci didn't move after hearing this, and raised his arms around Yun Shen's body.The two hugged each other tightly, but Yun Shen had already burst into tears.

My delay, no matter how long I can live, even I will go before you, but as long as I am alive, I will definitely protect you, pamper you, and will not leave you alone.

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The author has something to say: [Brain Bubble Theater]

Shenshen: There is thunder today, are you afraid of Chi Chi? (⊙o⊙)

Chi Chi: Don't be afraid, don't be afraid~ I'm attacking me so I'm not afraid of thunder! ╮(╯▽╰)╭

The sky thinks of a booming sound——

Chi Chi: Ah——deep thunder! !It's thundering! ! ! ~~o(>_<)o~~

Onlookers: Is this guy really a priest? -_-|||

69. moon night

When the knock on the door rang, Ji Ci was eating biscuits, which was the latest flavor developed by the chef in the kitchen. Ji Ci liked it very much, holding the biscuit box and refused to put it down.

"Shen Shen, it's Ah Yu." Ji Ci stood up and ran to open the door, saying to Yun Shen.

Seeing him jogging with a biscuit in his mouth, Yun Shen couldn't help laughing, "Run slower, Ah Yu can't run there." He stood up and followed.While thinking that Ah Xiu just said two days ago that Ah Yu was coming back, so he arrived so soon?

When Ji Ci opened the door, he saw Qin Yu standing at the door wearing a loose basketball jersey.His skin was tanned the color of chocolate, and his muscles were firm, as if he had accumulated amazing strength.He looked at Ji Ci in a daze and grinned, "A Ci, Master is back!" As he said that, he looked in and saw Yun Shen walking towards him.

He was a little worried, but he still walked in with his usual expression.Ji Ci followed behind him, and suddenly felt that Qin Yu looked like a giant, obviously his height was not much different, but he looked like a small hill, or, did he look like a brown bear in the jungle?

Ji Ci sat next to Yun Shen, looking at Qin Yu probingly while biting the biscuit, eating very seriously.Qin Yu and Yun Shen said a few words, and from the corner of the eye, Ji Ci stared at him in a daze and thought it was a bit amusing, "Why is Ah Ci like a little hamster?" He laughed haha, showing his white teeth .

"You are the hamster!" Ji Ci reacted after being stunned for two seconds, and said something very smoothly, then held the biscuit box and handed it to Qin Yu, looking at Qin Yu with wide eyes, "A powerful chef Uncle made it, it's very delicious."

"Is Ah Ci for me to eat?" Qin Yu looked at Ji Ci and then at the biscuits made in the shape of small animals, and asked with a smile, feeling a little happy.

"It's just for you to see." Ji Ci blinked and said very seriously, then naturally withdrew the hand holding the box, took a piece from the box and handed it to the smiling Yun Shen's mouth, "Eat deeply." Then he didn't look at Qin Yu again.

Qin Yu rubbed the back of his head and leaned on the sofa, "A Ci, I want to eat too." His sitting posture was very casual, but there was no weakness in his body, as if he was used to maintaining a high level of alert anytime, anywhere state.Yun Shen looked at Qin Yu, who was sitting opposite, with deep eyes.

What did Ah Yu do in the past two years?

When Qin Yu left, he only said that he and Yue Ling were both on a secret mission, so they didn't ask any further questions.But now it seems that this task is not easy.Ordinary soldiers would not have Qin Yu's momentum and state.Yun Shen glanced at the scars on Qin Yu's arms. Are those all from the past few years?

"You also like to eat biscuits?" Ji Ci looked at Qin Yu with some doubts, "Shouldn't gorillas like to eat bananas?" He also looked at Qin Yu strangely as he spoke, his serious eyes made Qin Yu I wonder if I should like to eat bananas...

No, Ah Ci meant that he was a gorilla?

Looking at Ji Ci again, I found that he had already collapsed on Yun Shen with a smile, his body was trembling and his smile was clean.Qin Yu looked at Ji Ci, sighed heavily with his makeup on, and found that he laughed even harder.

Alright, so on the first day you came back, did you entertain yourself to the point of speech?This result is not bad.

At 01:30, Ji Ci yawned and went upstairs to take a nap with the biscuit box in his arms.Before leaving, he kissed Yun Shen's lips in a daze, and shook his hand at Qin Yu casually, his eyes were full of tears, and the way he shook when he went upstairs made Qin Yu worry whether he would fall.

After Ji Ci left, the remaining two sat in the living room relatively silent.Qin Yu looked at the bone china teacup on the table, as if trying to see through a hole.Seeing his expression, Yun Shen stood up, "Let's go, talk to the study." After speaking, he went upstairs first.

Looking at Yun Shen's back, Qin Yu also stood up slowly. He was tall but stagnant.

Closing the door of the study room instantly seemed to cut off all sound.Yun Shen placed the two chairs in the study room by the window, bright sunlight came in through the glass, and fell on the handmade white wool blanket in the room. There were fine dust floating in the light, adding a bit of warmth.

Yun Shen sat on the chair, pointed to the seat beside him, "Sit down." He said with a slight smile, with Qin Yu's familiar gentleness.

Qin Yu pulled the corner of his mouth to smile, but the corner of his mouth was too stiff, and finally the smile turned into a slightly distorted expression.He sat down in silence, looking at Yun Shen's emerald eyes that were more beautiful under the sun, feeling a little absent-minded.

As soon as he came back, he went to find Bai Xiu and Ji Xun. He looked at Yun Shen who was sitting in the sun with a relaxed expression, and took a shallow breath.

"Are you okay?" Qin and his Adam's apple moved up and down, and finally he only said this sentence, and he himself wanted to laugh at the powerlessness in this sentence.

"It's okay." Yun Shen withdrew his gaze from looking at the lush trees outside the window, his eyes were like summer springs, with comfort, "Don't worry too much."

Qin Yu looked at him relaxed and lazy, and asked hesitantly, "Today, how many times have you vomited?"

"Blood?" Yun Shen asked back, and after a moment of silence, he answered slowly, "Three times, and there was one more time, so I swallowed it. The taste is not very good." He said it easily, Qin Yu's But his hand was grabbing the armrest of the stool, and his veins popped up.He seemed to be suppressing something, looking at Yun Shen with complicated eyes.

After a long time, Qin Yu said, "What should I do next?" The voice was depressing, like the sound of a rusty knife cutting on a stone.

Yun Shen looked at the strong sunlight outside the window, his smile was a bit vain, his eyes reflected the lush forests outside the window, the lush green grass, and the high sky, but none of them seemed to be in his eyes.

At this moment, he seemed to be isolated from this world.

"I don't know either." Yun Shen leaned on the back of the chair, "I don't know either, I just want to accompany Chichi well, be with you guys, go back to Florence to live for a while, and meet grandpa."

The voice was a little low, with a kind of realization, "Ayu, now I realize that, for a person, there are too few important things in life. Even if I disappear into this world one day, the real How few people are sad because I no longer exist."

"Is there really no other way?" Qin Yu looked at Yun Shen's seemingly transparent face, with a weak nasal voice.He felt that the pain when the bullet hit his chest was not as painful as the pain in his heart now.

Since he was a child, he swore that he would take care of his brothers all his life, and if anyone dared to bully them, he would bully them back no matter how hard he tried.But, didn't you say that you should drink together when you are old?Why, is this the result?

He suddenly felt that the sun was too glaring, which made his eyes tingle a little.Blocking the incoming light with his palm, Qin Yu was puzzled, why his eyes were still so sore and sad when there was no light?

"I went to check again yesterday, but there was still no result. Dad has already set up an experimental laboratory because of my affairs, and he is still at a loss." Speaking of these, his voice is very weak, like a thin stream of water, not surprised or not sad.

"Chi Chi stays with me every day and checks for me, but I didn't find anything abnormal." He said and looked at Qin Yu, "Human power can't be touched, and the spiritual master can't do anything about it, so I have already Not expecting results."

His tone was neither sad nor complaining, but it made Qin Yu feel that his emotions were gradually being violently stirred up, and the sadness, bitterness, and pain were like a storm, quickly hitting him.

"Ayu, you have to keep it a secret for me. When I really can't hide it anymore, tell Chichi." When he said this name, his eyes seemed to be twinkling like stars, without the feeling of silence, and finally said He said, "One day later, he will be happier one day."

"Don't say any more!" Qin Yu stood up suddenly, like an angry lion, his whole body looked like arrow feathers about to burst through the air, but slowly his eyes turned red, and he roared loudly, "Don't be like Saying such a thing as a last word! I don't want to hear it!"

After yelling, he seemed to have lost all his strength, and squatted down on the ground slowly.His arms rested weakly on his knees, his head was lowered, his shoulders trembled, and there were intermittent choking sounds mixed with roars.

"I haven't shed a single tear for more than ten years. I was hit by bullets on the battlefield and I can't even snort..."

As he spoke, he took a deep breath, and his voice became hoarse, like a hoarse whine, "But I can't see you like this, I think I'll never see you again, so fucking tears flowed down my face! Damn... …Why……"

He kept his head down, and the voice came intermittently, like a brave man singing, but was interrupted by a sudden hurricane, leaving only the roar whirling in the wind.

Yun Shen looked at him and slowly closed his eyes.

Apart from Qin Yu's hoarse roar, which gradually weakened, there was nothing else in the room.The sunlight was still mild, and the light and shadows floated, falling into the room in clusters, but they could no longer shine into their world, and could no longer light up their shadows.

When Ji Ci woke up, feeling Yun Shen's breath, he went to find Yun Shen in a daze, and finally found him and Qin Yu under the flower stand on the balcony.

In the summer evening, there is still heat that has not dissipated, and the red glow in the sky is like the last light before the night, gorgeous as one.The wind blows the green leaves on the branches, and some dragonflies land on the flower branches, rest for a while and then fly away.

Ji Ci stepped on the tiles of the balcony with bare feet, and there was a warm feeling coming from the soles of his feet.He sat beside Yun Shen, leaned against him subconsciously, and was about to fall asleep again in a daze.

Qin Yu watched as Ji Ci was wearing loose pajamas, his eyes were not fully opened, and he lay down in Yun Shen's arms as if he had found the last harbor, and fell asleep again with peace of mind.Suddenly, it was as if a hole had been cut in my heart, and a dense pain seeped out.

If there is no Yun Shen, what will Ah Ci do?

Perhaps for Ji Ci, the whole world is less than one ten-thousandth of Yunshen.

When it was getting dark, Ji Ci regained his energy and stood in the changing room with his arms outstretched, letting Yun Shen help him get dressed.

"Where are we going?" Ji Ci asked Yun Shen, who was buttoning his clothes.

"Ah Xiu just bought a small yard a few days ago. It was on the top of the mountain. It happened that Ah Yu came back and said that he wanted to go and have a look together." Yun Shen buttoned up his button and straightened up, pinching the tip of his nose, "Little idiot, I’m about to go out, and I don’t know where I’m going.”

"Following you will not get lost." Ji Ci said nonchalantly, and kissed the corner of Yun Shen's lips, "Hurry up and change clothes, Shen Shen, I'm going down first, Chris promised me some snacks tonight .” Then he ran to the door, quickly opened the door and went out.

Yun Shen watched as Ji Ci closed the door, and the sound of footsteps gradually disappeared.Some silently turned around and looked at themselves in the mirror.After a long time, he raised his hand to touch the corner of his lips, and took a deep breath.

Just as he was about to get his clothes, he suddenly felt the smell of rust rising in his throat. He frowned, and very naturally took out a checkered handkerchief on his body, shut his mouth, and gradually crimson blood spread , soak the handkerchief.

Yun Shen walked to the sink, took a glass of water to rinse his mouth, put the handkerchief in a black bag and threw it in a corner.Every few hours Chris would come and clean it up.

Yun Shen looked at himself in the mirror, and didn't find anything unusual before he changed his clothes and went downstairs.At the dining table, Ji Ci was sipping snacks with a satisfied expression.

Yun Shen looked at him with a smile in his eyes.

When Yun Shen, Ji Ci, and Qin Yu got into the car, it was already the time for the stars to appear.Bentley drove all the way to the suburbs, the neon colors outside the window were colorful, and the light outside the window gradually became dim as it got farther and farther away from the urban area.Except for the light from the street lamps, there is more darkness on all sides, and the outline of the distant mountains is not very clear.

Ji Ci felt the night wind blowing in from the car window, lay on Yun Shen's lap, and asked in a low voice, "Why did you buy my cousin's small yard to the top of the mountain?"

"Axiu is not old, but his heart is already old." Qin Yu on the side quickly answered, "He began to yearn for the old man's life of fishing in mountains and rivers." His tone of voice seemed to be giving a speech.

Ji Ci listened and thought for a while, "I thought it was because at the top of the mountain, I could watch the stars while eating barbecue..."

When the car stopped at the entrance of the other courtyard on the top of the mountain, I saw Bai Xiu and Ji Xun sitting on the steps of the entrance, chatting without saying a word.

Ji Ci got out of the car and took a deep breath, "I can smell the fragrance of grass and trees." His eyes were very bright, with a beauty that couldn't even match the twinkling stars in the sky at this time.

"Come in." Bai Xiu pushed open the wooden door, stepped over the high threshold and walked in.

The courtyard is imitated from the mountain courtyard of the hermit nobles in ancient times. There are only three rooms, a tea room, and a gazebo.But the backyard is a wide open space, with flowers and plants planted on one side, bamboo mats on the ground on the other side, and lanterns hanging on all sides.

Here is close to the cliff, there are gusts of mountain wind blowing, with the smell of vegetation, and the chirping of birds and insects. From a distance, the mountain is surrounded by clouds and mist, with faintly visible lights.

And above the head, there is a stretch of bright galaxy.

Several people sat on the ground, and some people brought food up, all of which were light dishes.

"These are wild vegetables and fungi picked in the mountains, very refreshing." Bai Xiu explained, and then looked at Qin Yu with a disgusted expression, "Some people don't always think about eating meat, but occasionally experience what is called elegance Fun."

Qin Yu took a look at the food on the plate with his chopsticks, touched his stomach, and said a little depressed, "I thought there was meat to eat..." He still picked up the food.

Ji Ci liked this kind of taste very much, and was very happy to eat it. He looked at Qin Yu with some doubts, "Ayu, it's delicious, why do you have such a sad expression?"

"Have you ever seen a tyrannosaurus rex eat grass? Or have you ever seen a little white rabbit eat meat? It's also very sad for them to eat that, A Ci, it's a matter of habit." Ji Xun answered with a glass of rice wine and squinted his eyes.

At this time, there was a smell of meat, and Qin Yu sniffed, "I didn't smell it wrong, right? Is it really meat?" Before he finished speaking, he saw two people behind the chef, carrying a plate of roasted venison .Bursts of aroma came, making people move their index fingers.

Seeing Qin Yu directly tearing the tender meat with his hands, several of them smiled and shook their heads.Qin Yu took a sip of his wine, "What are you laughing at? Shouldn't you eat meat and drink in big bowls in life?"

As he spoke, he picked up the wine in hand and filled everyone's wine glasses. He raised the wine jar, "I, Qin Yu, He Yunshen, Ji Ci, Bai Xiu, Ji Xun, have been good brothers who have shared weal and woe all my life. The world is the proof!" He took a few sips from the wine jar, wiped the corners of his mouth with the back of his hand, and sat down cross-legged, "You guys, give me a drink today! Don't go to sleep until you finish drinking!" Bandit The temperament stands out.

When Qin Yuken put down the wine jar, the moon was already in the middle of the sky. Bai Xiu and Ji Xun couldn't hold up one side alone. It wasn't that he was too heavy, but that he liked to sing and sway in circles when he was drunk. She waved her arms and refused to be helped.

"Ah Ci, is there any way for Ah Yu to go back to his room to sleep?" Bai Xiu couldn't help but turned around and asked Ji Ci who was sitting on the ground.

Ji Ci's reaction was a bit slow, his face was red, his eyes were confused but bright, he thought for nearly half a minute before he understood what Bai Xiu said.After chanting a Feng Jue, he saw Qin Yu being pushed towards the bedroom unsteadily as if he was tightly surrounded.

Ji Ci saw Qin Yu moved, and subconsciously looked at Yun Shen, asking.

"Well, you've done a good job lately." He stroked his hair as he spoke.Ji Ci's long hair was stained with night dew, giving it a cool feeling.

Ji Ci understood what Yun Shen said, and smiled happily, lying on Yun Shen's shoulder, his body was limp and dependent.

"Ah Shen, why don't you take Ah Ci to rest too, he should be no less drunk than Ah Yu..." It was just that one showed it, full of energy and wobbled, and the other showed it not obviously, just smirked.

Yun Shen nodded, and then said to Ji, "Chichi, shall we go back?"

Ji Ci's gaze wandered, and it took a while to meet Yun Shen's gaze, "Where are you going?" He grabbed the clothes on Yun Shen's chest, raised his head, opened his eyes wide, spoke clearly, and asked seriously.

"Let's go to bed, shall we?" Yun Shen answered him patiently, holding his waist with one hand to worry that he might fall.

"Sleep?" Ji Ci tilted his head, thought for a while, and suddenly realized, "Oh, sleep, I know." As he spoke, he put his arms around Yun Shen's neck, "I want to hug and sleep." Rubbing Yunshen, "Are you okay?"

"Well, okay, Chichi wants to sleep how he wants to sleep." He hugged him horizontally, nodded to Bai Xiu and Ji Xun on one side, and walked into the bedroom on the other side.

Ji Ci was very quiet in his arms, staring at Yun Shen's jaw, wondering what he was thinking.

Yun Shen put him on the bed, the fine linen mat was soft and had a faint plant fragrance.

Sitting down, Ji Ci patted one side, eyes crooked, "Sleep late." Then he sat down on the place he patted, pointed to one side, "Beside deep sleep." After speaking, he tilted his head and looked Looking at Yun Shen, he said again, "Sleep deeply."

Yun Shen took his hand and kissed it, "I'll wash my face first, I'll be back in a while." Just as he was about to turn around and leave, he felt a pair of arms wrap around his waist, and Ji Ci leaned his face on his waist , "Does Shen Shen not like me anymore?"

His voice was a little low, because he was still a little dazed after drinking, but Yun Shen felt the uneasiness in it.

"Why does Chi Chi think so?" Yun Shen asked in a gentle voice with his back turned to him.

"Because... Shenshen often disappears, and disappears after a while..." Ji Ci seemed to be thinking, and then continued, "I disappeared when I fell asleep at night, and disappeared quietly when I was reading... often gone..."

Yun Shen raised his hand and put Ji Cihuan on the back of his hand, with a bitter smile.Chichi has always been so sensitive, he has long since realized that he is avoiding him sometimes, but he hides it in his heart and doesn't say it?

Yun Shen gently moved Ji Ci's hand away, turned around and saw him looking at him intently.

"Shen Shen is going to wash his face and brush his teeth now, do you want to go together later?"

"Wash your face... brush your teeth?" Ji Ci repeated slowly, then nodded sharply, "Go."

Yun Shen led him to the sink, and gently wiped his face with a wet towel, while Ji Ci looked at Yun Shen as if he was fascinated.

Finally, he led him to sit on the side of the bed, and Ji Ci came back to his senses, and said loudly, "Deep and beautiful."

Yun Shen paused for a while when he was unbuttoning Ji Ci's clothes, feeling a little helpless.After Chichi got drunk, she looked more like a child than usual.

Putting on his pajamas, Ji Ci dragged Yun Shen to lie flat on the bed. Just as Yun Shen was about to turn off the light, Ji Ci suddenly turned around and lay down on Yun Shen's body. He put his face close to Yun Shen's, blushing Yes, the hot breath also carries the aroma of rice wine.

Yun Shen heard Ji Ci's clear voice, "Shen Shen, I want to kiss deeply for a long time."

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The author has something to say: [Brain Bubble Theater]

Chi Chi: Shen Shen, we despised the author together, she cried again... ╮(╯▽╰)╭

Deep: ... -_-|||

Chi Chi: This is clearly self-torture... (⊙o⊙)!

Shen Shen: Chi Chi, actually my focus is: "Chi Chi wants to kiss deeply", what does it mean? (⊙o⊙)

Chi Chi: ...that is the literal meaning (cover face...blush...)

seventy, know

Ji Ci's eyes were unusually bright, and his pajamas were a bit messy, revealing a large area of ​​skin on his shoulders and chest. At this time, even the skin on his shoulders was slightly pink, and his moist lips were slightly pouting. Smell of alcohol.

Yun Shen gently stroked his burning ears, and a hint of sadness suddenly appeared in his eyes.

Ji Ci was a little dizzy, he looked at Yun Shen in a daze, and was a little puzzled, "Why didn't Shen Shen speak?" He propped up a little with one arm, and gently poked him with the fingers of the other hand Looking at Yun Shen's face, he muttered, "Are you deeply asleep?"

Yun Shen gently grabbed his hand, his voice was like spring water flowing in the mountains, "I haven't fallen asleep, I haven't fallen asleep deeply." He said, putting Ji Ci's finger to his lips, and lightly bit it.

"Bite me deeply." Ji Ci complained, and repeated again, "I want to kiss you deeply." As if losing her temper, she writhed on Shen Shen's body unhappily.

Yun Shen was worried that he would fall, so he put his arm around his waist and comforted him, "Okay, how do you want to kiss?" As he spoke, he gently stroked his slender waist, looked into his eyes and asked road.

"What kind?" Ji Ci repeated blankly, and after thinking for a while, his face was full of grievances, "I don't know for a long time..."

Seeing him about to cry, Yun Shen suddenly felt very sad.He is so dependent on himself, except for himself, no matter who he is in front of, he looks so deserted, but at this moment he is like a child who has lost his beloved toy.

"It's okay, it's okay if you don't know for a long time, you know deeply." Yun Shen hugged him and sat up, letting him straddle his body.

Ji Ci put one arm around Yun Shen's neck and stared blankly at him, with his legs tucking Yun Shen's waist, maybe this posture made him feel a little uncomfortable, so he moved his sitting position slowly.

Yun Shen felt a little helpless where Ji Ci was sitting, probably it wasn't intentional, how did Chichi find the place so accurately, and sat there as soon as he sat down.

"Do you want to kiss for a while?" Yun Shen suppressed the hotness surging up in his body, tried his best to ignore the swelling feeling somewhere in his body, and asked gently while looking at Ji Ci's confused expression.

"Well, I've been wanting to kiss for a long time." He licked his lips with the tip of his tongue while rubbing against Yun Shen's body, as if to vent the heat he felt in his body.Yun Shen stared into his star-like eyes, approached slowly, and gently touched his lips with his own.There is no emotion or desire, but complete pity.

Yun Shen suddenly felt that the moment he touched his lips, his whole body seemed to calm down, and even his blood became warm because of his breath. It was too late, he didn't want him to stay in this world alone, so lonely.

As if sensing Yun Shen's inattention, Ji Ci deliberately bit Yun Shen's lip with his teeth.Feeling the slight pain on his lips, Yun Shen smiled, while breathing, he aggressively opened his lips with the tip of his tongue, and licked him forcefully.

Ji Ci leaned softly on Yun Shen's body, and his breathing gradually became rapid.When the tip of Yun Shen's tongue touched his palate, Yun Shen found that Ji Ci subconsciously clamped his legs, trembling a little.

Yun Shen let go of him a little, and his own breath was also very fast, "Shall we change our posture?" Ji Ci breathed with his lips slightly open, and was pressed under him before he heard Yun Shen's words, which belonged to Yun Shen. A heavy breath invaded.

"Shen Shen..." Feeling that Yun Shen was kissing his neck, Ji Ci called his name impatiently, with a strong nasal sound in his voice, and his legs were constantly flexing and stretching, as if to vent the pain from the depths of his body. The constant enthusiasm.

Yun Shen slowly moved down along his collarbone, and slightly sucked his pink tip, perhaps with a little more force, Ji Ci curled up all of a sudden, and let out a small scream, "Deep...well ..." That tingling feeling made Ji Ci's eyes overflow with tears, he liked this feeling, his whole body longed for Yun Shen's comfort, like the long-dry land longing for rain.

Yun Shen felt that the protrusion on the tip of his tongue had become stiff, so he bit it lightly with his teeth, and then heard Ji Ci's breathing became louder.So he kept rubbing with the tip of his tongue, and stroked Ji Ci's body very slowly with the other hand.

"Shen Shen..." Ji Ci called his name in a low voice, with a crying voice, "Shen Shen...I...love you..."

Yun Shen's movements stopped suddenly, he looked up at Ji Ci who was a little confused, and said slowly as if he was afraid of disturbing something, "Chichi, what did you just say?"

His tone was a little trembling, and he couldn't restrain it at all.He suddenly heard his own heartbeat beat loudly, feeling anxious and expectant.

"I love you deeply." Ji Ci repeated subconsciously. He closed his eyes, but he didn't see that after he finished speaking, a tear fell from Yun Shen's eyes, and there were drips of water on the fine linen mat.

He looked at Ji Ci who was lying under him, propped one hand on his side, and raised the other hand tremblingly towards Ji Ci, but just when he was about to touch him, he stopped in mid-air.

Slowly, did God let me get what I wanted before I left, so that I heard these three words tonight.

I have been waiting for you, understand feelings, understand what love is, and wait for you to say "I love you" to me.Now, I finally heard it, but why is it far less happy than I imagined?Why more, but it is panic and heartache.

Yun Shen leaned his lips against Ji Ci's ear, and the tears on his face stained his hair, his voice was delicate and gentle, "Chi Chi, I love you too. In this life, I only love you alone." Said In the end, even the breath took on a hint of sadness.

After finishing speaking, Yun Shen hugged Ji Ci in his arms and wrapped his arms around his waist, without making any further movements.Ji Ci was also tired, so he mumbled a few words, and after a while, Ji Ci's gradually calming breath came from Yun Shen's chest.

With the coolness of night in the air and the faint aroma of wine, the world seems to be completely quiet.

Yun Shen looked at his peaceful sleeping face under the light, his eyes were like emeralds in the water.

Chichi, I can't take you anymore, if we have a deeper bond, how sad will you be if I leave?Maybe this is just my own self-deception. I am afraid that if I have you, I will start to hate fate, lose my peace of mind, and become no longer like myself.So, let me hold you quietly and watch you until the end.This has filled my heart.

Chichi, in fact, I am so timid, so fearful, I am afraid of death, afraid of leaving, afraid of not being able to see each other again.I am afraid that if I leave, you will eventually forget me, my existence will continue to shrink, and the weight in your heart will continue to decrease.There will even be other people intervening in your life, replacing my existence.

I worry that one day you will forget me, forget that there was such a person who spent thousands of days and nights with you.I am afraid because I used to exist, you will wake up after dreaming in the middle of the night, you will wake up in the thunderstorm night, you will cry, you will isolate yourself from this world, life will lose all color...

Such timidity and fear are actually just because, I love you.

I love you, my delay.

Yun Shen put his hand on his heart, and said softly as if making an oath, as long as I have a breath, this dance is for you.

Before dawn, Yun Shen woke up.He felt that his whole body had become cold and hard, and when he moved a little, it was like two stones rubbing against each other between the bones, and the pain was unbearable.Yun Shen moved his legs little by little, and moved his ten fingers, which was extremely difficult.

When the brilliance of the morning sun peeked in through the window, Yun Shen got up cautiously.His movements are stiff, and if you look closely, you will find that countless cold sweats are streaming down his forehead and neck, and finally sink into his clothes.Every step he took seemed to be infinitely enlarged, and he could even feel the twisting of the blood and meridians in his body.

When the door was closed, Yun Shen turned around and looked at Ji Ci, and saw him lying on his side with a quilt in his arms, his long hair scattered in a mess, and he was sleeping soundly.

Moving step by step to the backyard, Yun Shen stood on the edge of the cliff.The morning wind carried a moist breath, and the sound of hunting wind echoed among the cliffs.Yun Shen looked down the cliff, where there was a sea of ​​clouds and smoke, and below that was the city that was about to wake up.

The scenery here is very good. Perhaps what the ancients said by climbing high and looking far is to perceive the vastness of the world and the vastness of the universe, so that they know that they are just ants in the world.Feeling the increasingly severe pain in his chest, Yun Shen took out a handkerchief to cover his mouth, and the strong smell of blood spread out.Yun Shen took a look at the liquid on the handkerchief, and found that it was all black blood.

Putting the handkerchief away, Yun Shen breathed slowly, relieving the dull pain in his chest.In the distance, flocks of birds flew over the mountains and disappeared.After standing for nearly 10 minutes, Yun Shen felt that his breathing had become more comfortable before turning around and preparing to leave.Turning around, Yun Shen looked at the person standing not far away, and subconsciously stopped.

Ji Ci stood about ten steps away from him in thin pajamas, looking at Yun Shen quietly.

His long hair fluttered wantonly along with the violent mountain peaks, and his eyes looked at Yun Shen calmly, like the deepest place at the bottom of a lake, where there was no sky and no waves.Yun Shen wanted to call his name, but moved his lips but no sound came out.He clenched the handkerchief in his hand and hid it behind his back.

He didn't know how long Chi Chi stood behind him, and he didn't know what he saw.

Ji Ci looked at the silent Yun Shen, turned his back to him slowly, and walked step by step towards the way he came.His clothes were filled with the wind, but he looked even thinner.His untied long hair swayed gently with his footsteps.Yun Shen looked at his trembling shoulders, was Chi Chi crying?

"Chichi." Yun Shen's voice was not loud, but was blown to pieces by the mountain wind as soon as he exited.But Ji Ci stopped, he stood where he didn't look back, and didn't move.

"Chichi." Yun Shen looked at his back, "Chichi, don't you even want to look at me?" I don't know if it was because of the wind or Yun Shen's quiet voice, but his voice sounded like It is a bowstring that is about to break, and if you use a little more force, it will break completely.

Ji Ci turned around and looked at Yun Shen with red eyes.He pursed his lips tightly and did not speak, but tears were welling in his eyes, crumbling.

"It's been a while..." Yun Shen spat out a few words, but couldn't continue.explain what?Explain why you are here, or why you vomit blood?I don't know why, so how should I explain it?

"Are you sick?" Ji Ci said with a strong nasal voice, and quickly denied his own words, "No, you won't be sick, obviously I feel it, there is no problem..."

His expression was struggling, he kept recalling how he felt when he checked Yun Shen, making sure that there was really nothing wrong with him, his expression was complicated.

"Slow." Yun Shen walked over, held his hand tightly, and