The way I came back wasn't right

"Wake up?"

A lazy voice came from the front, and the memory...

It took Su Zejin a lot of effort to make the trembling of his hands not as obvious as convulsions.

Those things that he deliberately threw into the corner in the past surfaced without hindrance at this moment, and they were as clear as if they had happened yesterday.

In fact, after so many years, Su Zejin has never known why he encountered such a thing back then.

…no, wait, this is the time to stop thinking about useless stuff.

Su Zejin forced herself to break free from the vortex of memories, and focused her eyes on her bound hands.

His hands were tied to the head of the bed by a nylon rope. He struggled hard, and the head of the bed made a slight noise when he pulled it out, and the place where the rope and his wrist were connected was also rubbed with burning pain.

But the pain didn't help Su Zejin stay awake.

On the contrary, the very similar experience turned into countless invisible hands, dragging Su Zejin into the memory that he didn't want to remember at all.

He was conscious, painfully, helplessly, that those memories had been stored somewhere in his mind like videotapes all these years ago.

But now, the play button of this tape was pressed.

From elementary school to junior high school, Su Zejin stayed in China all the time.

He and Chen Jian have been classmates for seven years, three years in junior high school and four years in elementary school.

In the remaining two years, from the fourth grade to the sixth grade, Su Zejin changed schools.

Because of something that happened to him and was completely suppressed by the school later.

When he was ten years old, he was once beaten unconscious by his classmate, a child who was also only ten years old, and then tied him up in the equipment room.When he woke up from a coma, he found that his hands were tightly tied to the iron railings with rough ropes. Under his body, on the dusty concrete floor, the person who knocked him was dipping a brush in red. Paint, draw all kinds of crooked things that seem to be characters and not seem to be characters.

It was very dark around here.

Except for the moonlight that leaked in from the two-thirds of the windows in the equipment room, which were blocked by the equipment, all the light was only emitted by the flashlight in the hand of the man squatting in front of him and painting.

He was still able to remain calm at the time, asking loudly what the other party wanted, and trying to apologize to the other party.

But God knows what he did wrong?

The name of the person who knocked him out and bound him was Shen Huai. He was usually a gloomy and quiet student in class. He just temporarily stayed at the same table with him for a few weeks because of this person. When he saw other students bullying him time to jump out...

If he is the one who bullies others, he will admit it, but he is the one who saves others—why is there such a result?

When the bright red symbols covered the ground under his body, they gradually spread to his body.

I don't know if it was his illusion, but he felt that the paintings on the ground suddenly started to glow, and the skin touched by the brush dipped in red paint hurt into the bones like being licked by fire.

He started yelling in a broken way. Shen Huai seemed to say something during the process, but he didn't hear a word clearly until his yelling attracted the administrator who was still stranded in the school.

What happened later is insignificant compared to the scene of being tied up.

He had just been driven home by his grandfather, and before he could actually fall asleep, the school's leaders came over to negotiate a private settlement.Judging from the angle he was standing on, Grandpa's face was very gloomy.Although he was only ten years old at that time, he also knew that this was probably the kind of person who could not be messed with.

He didn't speak, and quietly returned to his bed.When I saw my grandfather the next day, I pretended nothing happened, and pretended to go to school...

He remembered that his grandfather looked at him worriedly at that time, but he also didn't mention anything related to Shen Huai and that night.

In the end, he transferred to another school at a very fast speed. After finishing the remaining two years, he went to the same junior high school as Chen Jian. After three years of junior high school, he went abroad. completely disappeared from memory...

As a result, now it's fucking popping out like a horror movie! !

I'm sorry...

How far I have recited this year! ?

But the only good thing is that now he is 26 years old instead of [-] years old, and he will not encounter anything anymore, just like a rooster that has been plucked and lifted up by its feet, it will only scream at the top of its throat.

Thinking about it this way, Su Zejin felt that his nerves that were about to collapse seemed to be picked up firmly again.

He was finally able to face up to his old classmates when countless strange symbols were drawn on the ground and he was tied to it.

He is not at all the same as the psychiatrist I usually see.

He was sitting on a chair, wearing a loose long gown - and in his contact, he absolutely did not see Shen Huaiyi wearing it like this... No, no.

Su Zejin suddenly remembered.

The last time when Shen Huai was drunk and he ran over to carry someone from the roof to the bed in the middle of the night, the other person seemed to be wearing this kind of retro clothes.

Why was he not surprised at that time?

By the way, when Shen Huai was drunk at that time, he attributed everything unusual to "don't be as knowledgeable as a drunk person" and "don't think about the logic of a drunk person"...

Su Zejin restrained her thoughts from diverging to meaningless places.

He looked at Shen Huaiyi who was sitting on the chair, and found that he was slowly wiping a piece of jade with a soft cloth.

He took several deep breaths before making his voice tremble: "What are you going to do?"

Shen Huaiyi's gaze shifted from the jade in his hand to him.

Su Zejin added: "I have never understood how I offended you when I was a child. It was not enough for you to tie me up once in the fourth grade. You will come to tie me up again after 16 years? ... and to get close to me, pretend to be Another completely different look?" He held back, but he didn't hold back, so he mocked, "Aren't you tired?"

Shen Huaiyi's eyes wandered.

At first Su Zejin thought it was the other party's guilty conscience, but soon he realized that he was naive again.

This is the performance of the other party's excitement.

"I thought you were going to scream one more night—by the way, you're not ten years old anymore."

"Do you think this jade cicada in my hand looks good? It was picked out of a dead man's mouth, and it looks very good."

"It's a bit strange. The last time you saw me, I was obviously normal. Why are you so nervous now?"

"Oh, don't worry, these symbols are not crooked things, they are just a very basic symbol for communication."

"Well, I've been looking forward to seeing you again."

"I've collected a lot of information about you over the years. It's really sad. I wanted to have a good conversation with you. I learned from you."

"By the way, and probably because we haven't seen each other for so long, our relationship has changed a little."

Su Zejin saw Shen Huaiyi make a gesture to strengthen his tone when he said this sentence.

He was a little numb.

He didn't know the logic of the long series of words just now.

He had to interrupt the other party's words and repeat the question he had just asked: "Why did you tie me up?"

Shen Huaiyi's long speech finally stopped.

He stood up from his chair, walked into the symbol, and sat beside Su Zejin.

Su Zejin spent some effort to restrain himself from dodging.

Shen Huaiyi's fingers landed on Su Zejin's face, stroking gently from top to bottom.

Su Zejin felt that goosebumps had spread from the soles of his feet to his neck.

And at this time, Shen Huaiyi had already moved in front of him.His dark eyes are bright and distracted, and Su Zejin feels that the other party's attention is not all on him: when he pays attention, his eyes become very bright because of concentration; but when this person does not pay attention to himself , his eyes began to slack and wander, and his whole demeanor became lazy.

It's not the same as the Shen Huai I usually see...

Shen Huaiyi wiped Su Zejin's lips with his thumb.

Su Zejin: "..."

"It's just doing things that I didn't finish when I was a child." Shen Huaiyi said, "At that time, I just chatted with you, just chatting. But you kept screaming, and you kept screaming when your throat broke, so I had to call the school. The custodians came. And then my plans were ruined."

...he sent the school administrator here?He thought it was his scream that attracted people here.But it doesn't matter...

Su Zejin said calmly: "What do you want to talk about now? You don't need to tie me up, I won't run—or at least let me sit in a more comfortable position."

Shen Huaiyi looked at Su Zejin with strange eyes.

Did he say something that irritated the other party?

Su Zejin quickly recalled what was wrong with what he said just now, and Shen Huaiyi said: "I wanted to talk to you in the past. What I wanted to know at that time, I already know it now. I will talk about it 16 years later." , don't you think it's too late?"

Then what on earth do you want to do!Su Zejin almost yelled, but his only reason stopped him from being too stupid. He could only take another deep breath, and said to the other party in a negotiating tone: "Then what do you want me to do? You How can I cooperate with you if I don't say clearly?"

"Didn't I tell you?" Shen Huai said.

"what……"

"When you came over last time," Shen Huai looked at Su Zejin who didn't understand at all, and kindly reminded, "The last time you came over in the middle of the night, you insisted that I was drunk; when I ask you, do you understand that I am here?" When you figured something out, you insisted that you understood."

A thunderbolt on such a sunny day...

Su Zejin calmed down a bit: "Then what if you have been lying to me from the beginning?"

"What lied to you?" Probably felt that such a conversation was too long and boring, Shen Huaiyi began to slowly wipe his jade cicada again.

Even if he didn't know what a jade cicada was, Su Zejin could clearly hear what Shen Huaiyi said just now: It was picked out of a dead person's mouth.

Thinking of this, Su Zejin felt that the other party was as hard to look at as the things in the other party's hands. He couldn't help moving his eyes, and then moved back. He looked directly at Shen Huaiyi's face and asked clearly The other party: "Why did you pretend to be another look to lie to me? Even changed the name."

It was only at this time that he realized why he thought Shen Huaiyi looked a little familiar at the beginning. He had indeed met the other person, and had been with him for several years: but at that time he didn't at all—it would be impossible to change anyone— — linking a gentle and polite psychiatrist with a gloomy pervert!

Shen Huai wiped his jade cicada slowly.Now he is not at all in the excited state of speaking a long series of words in one breath just now.

Su Zejin was also silent for a while.But he quickly realized that he couldn't be more patient with the other party in this situation, because now the other party can and is likely to hurt him.He softened his tone, and continued: "Is there anything on me that is worthy of you? If you want something, you can tell me directly. If it is money, you can give me a number, and I will find a way to get it out."

Shen Huai looked at Su Zejin for a while, and suddenly thought: "So that's how it is."

"I see?"

"I am Shen Huai, and he is Shen Huaiyi." Shen Huai said lightly, "You have confused the two."

Su Zejin: "..."

He wasn't sure if he wanted to let out a heck.

"I just said how could I make a mistake," Shen Huai muttered, "So the problem is with you, you mistook Shen Huaiyi for me, and you mistook me for Shen Huaiyi. I kept saying those inexplicable things when I was talking on the phone, and what did I say when my fate turned into a peach blossom evil without warning..." His gaze slipped towards Su Zejin, "So it's just because you are too stupid .”

Su Zejin finally said, "Hehe."

I bought a watch last year!