The reborn uncle is hard to be
Chapter 59
Just say that I am sick and drag her down, my father will scold people and punish me by kneeling, it is very fierce, and I am very scared. "
"Xi Yan." Patting him on the back lightly, Yang Guang said: "The past is over, don't think about it."
The child in his arms shook his head, and still said: "Second Uncle is very good, he treats me very well, if Second Uncle doesn't want me anymore, I don't know what to do." He hugged Yang Guang's neck tightly , breathed the warm breath of this man, and begged in a low voice: "Second Uncle, can you forgive me, I only did this one thing wrong, and I won't do it again in the future, don't want me, I... scared."
"Xiyan!" Holding him tightly, feeling the fragility revealed by that trembling body, Yang Guang thought, this child must be in a hurry, otherwise, he would not dare to say these words easily.
After a pause, Yang Guang asked: "Xiyan, will you be happy if you stay by my side?"
"En!" The person in his arms nodded heavily.
"Really?" With a sigh, Yang Guang half-closed his eyes, and the last bit of persistence finally evaporated.
Speaking of which, this child really didn't live a particularly happy life with him. Although the neglect in the previous life is different in this life, the child was also afraid of him when he was young, and it is the same now.Yes or no, such a simple word can easily control his likes and dislikes.
Since their fate is tied together, why not use the remaining time to make this child happier?
There is probably only so much he can give, right?
love?
Naturally, I love, if I don't love, how can I do my best.Although the elements of family affection are mostly, will love not become family affection in the end?
Yang Guang thought, maybe he was always touched by the feeling when the young man died in his arms, otherwise he would not be born again, all the time was given to this child, and the development of the Lianyan Gang was also for the sake of this child.
The relationship between them is too complicated, and it is no longer as simple as love or not.
Family love, maybe what they said is right, can they tell the difference, what does it matter?
Occasionally, he also wants to pamper himself for a while, for this existence that has entangled him for two lifetimes.
Yang Guang said: "That's it!"
"That's it, what do you mean?" Ji Moyou's voice came over the phone, and he seemed to say with a smile: "I always feel that as the boss of the Flame Gang, if you dare to think and do, you can afford it and let it go." It's your specialty."
"Mr. Ji is really good at elevating people." Yang Guang curled his lips and said, "Sorry, I disappointed Mr. Ji."
"I'm too disappointed." Ji Moyou said, "I just didn't expect that you would be so dishonest."
"President Ji seems to be saying the opposite, right?" In a realistic kidnapping scene, who is more dishonest than the other?
Thinking of Wu Ruohao's reconciliation with the boss, Yang Guang's face turned cold, and he asked Ji Moyou: "Mr. Ji called just to see the ending of this scene?"
"Well, I haven't waited for your call, so I had to call and ask myself." But obviously, Ji Moyou was not satisfied with the ending.
He said: "I heard compromise from your tone, but what kind of emotion did you compromise because of?"
Yang Guang took a breath, and said a little bluntly: "This is my housework, doesn't Mr. Ji feel that he is too lenient?"
Ji Moyou didn't care about his refusal, and still said to himself: "If you compromised because of family affection, then I would feel sorry for that child. And if you compromised because of love , I will feel sorry for you."
Understand the meaning of his words, this time, Yang Guang didn't reply so simply, but said with some confusion: "I don't know, maybe he and I are very pitiful."
"If this is the case, then it will be a happy ending." After hearing the answer he wanted to hear, Ji Moyou laughed, and said in a very pleasant voice: "Actually, Yang Guang, if the relationship between you and him ends in tragedy In the end, I thought, I wouldn't like you as a person."
Ji Moyou didn't tell Yang Guang that he had met Yang Xiyan at Shao Feng's place.
It was a very special child, he didn't like to talk, was a little thin, and had a pair of very melancholy eyes. However, this weak-looking child had very fierce attacks and good marksmanship.
Although he only met once, Yang Xiyan left a deep impression on Ji Moyou.
My cousin never meddled in other people's business, but that child lived with him for several years and was accepted easily.And this kind of feeling that should be hated by others has also won his support.
This is also the reason why Ji Moyou agreed to help Shao Feng.
When he saw Yang Guang, Ji Moyou knew that this forbidden love would not be fruitless. Yang Guang was a man who looked a bit strong, but in this man's eyes, he was struggling.
If the relationship between them ended in tragedy, Ji Moyou would feel that this person was too dishonest, dishonest to himself, and equally dishonest to that child.
Such a person is not worth making friends with Shao Feng.
"Should I thank Mr. Ji for being so respectful of me?" Yang Guang snorted coldly, and said, "Although Mr. Ji was bothered, Mr. Ji also watched a good show for free. I think I don't need to say anything." Thank you!" Although he was curious about Ji Moyou's identity, but also because he was a member of Shao Feng's family, Yang Guang would not go out of his way to find out the identity of this person.Anyway, it's good to be friends rather than enemies.
"Of course not." Hearing the sarcasm in his words, Ji Moyou smiled, this person has protected his shortcomings like this, and he still doesn't realize it at all.
He said to Yang Guang: "If you are still resentful because your child is being bullied..." After a pause, he said: "Ah Hao asked me to bring you a message, there is something that needs his help You can contact him directly, and I will send you the contact information later."
"Boss Wu?" Yang Guang was surprised. Wu Ruohao is a well-known iceberg, and there are very few people who can hire him.And now he actually offered to ask him for help?
Yang Guang raised his eyebrows and asked, "Is this an apology?"
"If you insist on thinking so." There is another sentence that Ji Moyou didn't say, that is, Wu Ruohao is also very defensive.
"Okay, I accept." It would be too risky to confront Wu Ruohao.
It is better to have one more friend than one more enemy, although Yang Guang still has a little entanglement in his heart.
If it wasn't for Boss Xie's inexplicable act of hugging and hugging, why would Yang Xiyan cry?
After hanging up the phone, Yang Guang went downstairs. Yang Xiyan was sitting in the living room waiting for him. Seeing him coming down, Yang Xiyan stood up.
Yang Guang said, "Let's go." Yang Xiyan followed behind him.
With his head lowered, he stepped on the man's footsteps and walked forward. In his eyes, he could only see the long legs in black slacks moving. Every step was firm... The person in front stopped suddenly, and Yang Xiyan also stopped immediately. Sensing the other party's gaze on him, he raised his head, with slight doubts in his eyes, what's wrong?
Yang Guang didn't know why he stopped, he looked at the child a few steps behind him from the corner of his eyes, and the silent lowered head always made Yang Guang feel uncomfortable.
When did it start, there was already such a big distance between him and this child, obviously... A gloomy flash of sadness flashed in his eyes, yes, that child who liked to follow him was pushed away by him.
"Second uncle?"
Seeing that he kept silent, Yang Xiyan called softly, and when he saw the sad look in his eyes, he was stunned for a while, and then when Yang Guang looked away as if nothing had happened, and was about to take a step, he suddenly stepped forward.His black eyes stared straight at Yang Guang, and after a while, he raised his hand slightly.
Yang Guang didn't move, didn't stop him, and the expression on his face didn't change. He watched the young man's pale and slender fingers approaching his sleeve little by little, and only dared to touch him lightly. After Yang Guang didn't refuse, he dared to hold the piece of cloth slowly and lightly into his palm, and then held it tightly, never letting go.
Seeing his cautious actions and his seemingly relieved appearance, Yang Guang smiled, and while he couldn't laugh, he also felt somewhat sad.
The kid is learning to trust him again.
After all, the conversation that day ended with Yang Guang's imitative ambiguous words. He didn't explain, and Yang Xiyan didn't ask, but obviously, something was still slowly changing between the two of them.
Seeing that Yang Xiyan already had some bright eyes, Yang Guang smiled, that's it, even the step of probing can be directly omitted. Back then, he said that Shao Feng was a fan of the authorities, but now that he changed himself, he knew this. How much struggle is contained in the indecisive move.
Turning around, under Yang Xiyan's surprised gaze, Yang Guang forcibly tore his hand off his clothes, and then held it into a big warm palm.
It's so big, what does it look like when you always pull your sleeves!
In the air, the man came with some reprimanding words, and was led out by the warm palm, Yang Xiyan's eyes were full of disbelief.
He didn't come back to his senses until he got in the car——
62. <Little Misunderstanding>
"I thought you forgot!" Seeing Yang Guang leading Yang Xiyan in, Situ Lei raised his eyebrows, then glanced at Yang Xiyan who seemed a little dazed, and asked, "What's wrong with Xiyan?"
"Scared." Speaking of this, Yang Guang couldn't help laughing, he didn't expect a small action to make Yang Xiyan stupid until now.
Situ Lei glanced at him suspiciously, and asked, "What good thing have you done again?"
Yang Guang shrugged and said innocently, "I didn't do anything."
Situ Lei didn't believe him at all, but he also knew that if Yang Guang didn't want to say anything, he wouldn't be able to ask anything, but it didn't matter, there were two parties involved.Rolling his eyes, he patted Yang Xiyan on the shoulder and said to him, "Come, follow me to the infirmary."
Yang Guang glanced at him, his friend for many years, how could he not know Situ Lei's plans, but he didn't stop him, nodded to Yang Xiyan who was looking at him, and said, "Go."
Yang Xiyan stood up and followed Situ Lei to the next room.
"Xiyan..." While changing his dressing, Situ Lei inquired about the news and asked, "Did your second uncle do something?" Could it be that Yang Guang has already put his suggestion into action?
Just as he was guessing, he heard Yang Xiyan say, "Uncle Situ, thank you."
"Hmm?" Situ Lei glanced at him suspiciously, with a confused expression on his face as if he didn't understand the situation.The movements of his hands quickened, and he quickly applied the medicine. After the dressing was finished, Situ Lei pulled a stool and sat down in front of him, and asked, "Thank you so much? Did your uncle express his opinion? What should you tell us about the situation?" Make a sound, lest everyone worry about it."
However, after waiting for a long time, Yang Xiyan shook his head and said, "I don't know."
He really doesn't know.
The reason why he approached boldly was because of the sadness in the man's eyes, from which he could see a touch of nostalgia and self-blame.
He thought that his cautious attitude still hurt that man a little bit.
He was afraid and didn't dare to get closer, but this kind of behavior, to the person who raised him, isn't it a kind of cruelty?Looking at his hand, as if there was still a reassuring warmth remaining on it, Yang Xiyan's lips hooked slightly, he raised his head, looked at Situ Lei with restored eyes and said: "This is already very Well, thank you."
Confused by his neither happy nor sad expression, Situ Lei thought, if Yang Guang really behaved intimately, the child's reaction would be a little too calm!
After leading him back, but outside the office door, Situ Lei said to Yang Xiyan, "You wait here for a while, I have something to say to your second uncle."
After hesitating for a while, Yang Xiyan nodded and stood quietly, watching Situ Lei push the door open and go in.
"Where is the person?" Seeing him coming in alone, Yang Guang looked behind him.
"I went to the toilet." This lie was made without blinking an eye. Situ Lei sat opposite Yang Guang, staring at him with burning eyes, and asked, "Are you expressing your opinion?"
"Hmm..." After pondering for a while, meeting his dissatisfied expression, Yang Guang spread his hands and said helplessly, "Should it be regarded as expressing his attitude?"
"Accept him?"
"How could it be so fast?" Yang Guang glanced at him, and said, "I'm trying to accept it."
"That is to accept it!" Unable to bear his tactful words, Situ Lei curled his lips and said, "You must have not told him clearly." Looking at Yang Xiyan's expression, he knew that he must not know that he had already seen the moon. clear.
"How should I tell him?" Yang Guang smiled wryly, "Do you want me to tell me that, as his second uncle, I promised to have a forbidden love with him?" He really couldn't say that .He always felt that letting nature take its course was the best way to deal with it.
Unexpectedly, what he said was so direct, Situ Lei looked shocked, thinking of the person who was still standing outside the door, he must have heard it!
You didn't think it was enough, so he continued to add firewood and fire, and asked, "Then have you tried my suggestion?"
"Kiss him?"
"Yes, if you don't try it first, what if one day you agree and you feel disgusted when you have this kind of intimate behavior again, isn't it very hurtful? Or..." He raised his eyebrows suddenly Turned up the volume and asked Yang Guang: "You don't want to try it because you feel disgusted even thinking about kissing Xiyan?"
Yang Guang narrowed his eyes and looked at him.Regarding Situ Lei's sudden raising of the volume to ask questions, he always felt that the purpose was not so pure.
"By default?"
Yang Guang's eyes turned cold, he stood up suddenly and opened the door, only to see Yang Xiyan standing at the door, looking at him with a pale face.
"Yo, when did you come back?" Seeing him, Situ Lei could still greet him without changing his expression.It's as if he didn't know that the other party had been standing outside the door.
"Is it fun?" Yang Guang watched him grind his teeth, the relationship between him and Yang Xiyan finally changed a little bit, and if this person disturbed him, it would probably be messed up again.
"It's quite fun." Anyway, after knowing Yang Guang's plan, Situ Lei has nothing to worry about, and said with a bit of schadenfreude: "If you keep it in your heart, you must say it, so that others will know, understand." ?"
These words sound familiar!
Now I don't care to think about where I heard this sentence. When Yang Guang stretched out his hand to pull Yang Xiyan, the child's obvious dodge was enough to make his face ugly, and he gave Situ Lei a hard look. Yang Guang Unable to refuse, she held Yang Xiyan's arm tightly and dragged him away.
He has to appease the child first, let's talk about other things when he is free!
"Wow, the eyes are so scary." Watching them leave, Situ Lei fell down with a smile. After laughing, he also began to worry. He should quickly call his own back. , the loss outweighs the gain.
All the way into the car, Yang Xiyan was struggling. Zhao Dong, who was sitting in the front seat, glanced sideways at the dark face of his boss, and immediately looked away.
Yang Guang didn't speak either, he kept holding onto Yang Xiyan's wrist, and Yang Xiyan lowered his eyes and never gave up, wanting to break his grip on his hand.
Those hands are still so warm, however, no matter how warm they are, they can't melt the ice frozen in the bottom of my heart.
Standing outside the door, listening to the conversation in the room, when the man said to accept him, before the smile could spread, it was completely frozen by the next words.He held his breath, wanting to hear the man's denial, however, there was only silence.
Because he was afraid of hurting Yang Xiyan, Yang Guang's grip on his wrist was not strong, so it was easy for his hand to be pushed away, but when one hand was pushed away, the other hand was held immediately. , he looked at Yang Xiyan as if he was looking at a child who was ignoring and making trouble, his eyes were full of tolerance and helplessness.
At this time, he didn't want to explain anything to Yang Xiyan, even if he did, he thought, judging by the child's attitude, he might not be able to listen to it!
Little did he know, the more he didn't explain, the thicker the layer of ice in Yang Xiyan's heart would be.
Not speaking means acquiescing, and not explaining is because there is no need to explain.
Thinking of this, Yang Xiyan stopped his movements. He sat there numbly, as if he had lost all vitality, without saying a word or making a sound.
th.
It's not that he didn't notice his abnormality, but looking at the two people in the front seat, Yang Guang lowered his eyes. Now is not a good time to talk about everything, but Yang Xiyan cannot be allowed to go on like this.
After thinking for a while, he pulled the non-struggling person closer, let him sit next to him, took his upper body into his arms, and held those warm hands tightly in his palms.
Also aware of something wrong with Yang Xiyan, Zhao Dong tilted his head and asked in a low voice, "Young Master Yan, are you uncomfortable?"
"Well, drive faster."
So, the car drove all the way back to Biyuan.
"Is it okay to talk less?"
Seeing that Yang Guang got out of the car with Yang Xiyan in his arms, Zhao Dong looked at the child who hadn't spoken all the way.
When Yang Xiyan came out of the hospital, his complexion was not very good. Zhao Dong thought that something was wrong with him, but seeing that Yang Guang didn't look nervous, he could only suppress his doubts.He more or less knew that now was not the time to ask questions.
"It's okay." Glancing at him, Yang Guang said: "Pay more attention to the things in the venue, don't let people take advantage of the loopholes, wait for Xiyan to get better..."
"Don't worry, Boss, it's just a few scenes, I can still see it, let Yan Shao take good care of his body."
"Yes." Nodding his head, Yang Guang carried Yang Xiyan back to the room.
I knew that I should have stopped it at that time, but after Situ Lei made such a fuss, the steps I had decided to take slowly would be disrupted again.
Putting him on the sofa in the study, Yang Guang looked at him with complicated eyes, not knowing what to say for a moment.
After a long silence, he knelt down in front of Yang Xiyan, touched his pale face, and Yang Guang called out: "Xiyan..."
Hearing his voice, Yang Xiyan moved, and turned his head to look at him blankly.
Yang Guang asked, "Do you want to hear my explanation?"
After a long time, no response from Yang Xiyan, some disappointment flashed in Yang Guang's eyes, and he was about to take back his hand in despondency, but his sleeve was gently hooked.
That was really a very small retention.But this move was already the limit of what Yang Xiyan could do with his last courage.
He pursed his lips tightly and looked at Yang Guang with grievances and accusations in his eyes.
Why not coax him?Why didn't you want to explain before.
"Xiyan..." Knowing what he hadn't said, Yang Guang laughed, but finally heaved a sigh of relief.
Sitting down next to Yang Xiyan, as if he was in a car, he hugged his upper body into his arms and held his hand. Yang Guang asked, "You've been standing outside, haven't you?"
In fact, there is no need to ask, Yang Guang also knows that Situ Lei's temperament of fearing that the world will not be chaotic has made such a fuss, but he just wants to force him to be more frank with Yang Xiyan.
Seeing Yang Xiyan nodding, Yang Guang said, "You should be able to sense it. I'm trying to accept you slowly, including what your uncle Situ said..."
The hand held in his palm came out suddenly, Yang Xiyan seemed to shrink back for a moment, then raised his head, looking at Yang Guang, there was more sadness.He asked: "Second Uncle, am I...disgusted?" Since you think he is disgusting, why are you still willing to touch him?
"Of course not!" Holding his hand back, Yang Guang stroked his hair and said, "I don't think you're disgusting, I just feel uncomfortable."
Seeing the unfading sad look in Yang Xiyan's eyes, Yang Guang hesitated for a moment, then stretched out his hand to help Yang Xiyan sit up, looking down from his slightly slender eyebrows to his dark eyes with a layer of mist, looking down, staying On his pale lips.
When they got closer, their foreheads touched, and Yang Guang said, "Xiyan, you don't trust me." Of course, he also knew that he had nothing worthy of this child's trust, but only because of Situ Lei's Before he even had time to answer the two sentences, he easily came to a conclusion. This feeling was somewhat uncomfortable.
Yang Xiyan didn't answer, he just opened his eyes wide and looked at the handsome face so close in disbelief, only to realize that his lips were covered with a layer of warmth.
Disgusting?of course not!
What Yang Guang didn't tell Situ Lei was that he didn't try because there was no need for it. Since he decided to accept this child, he must be ready to accept everything.
Such a move, according to Yang Guang's prediction, should have happened later, but Yang Guang also knew that if he didn't do this today, Yang Xiyan would not easily believe him.
"Xiyan, look." A shallow kiss, a light touch, breathing blended, and then slowly separated, Yang Guang looked at him, chuckled and said: "It's not that I can't do it, it's just that I think, You are not ready yet, and I probably still need some time."
He knew that it would take Yang Xiyan a while to realize what he had done, he smiled, and was about to withdraw his hand when his clothes were suddenly pulled.
Different from the slight movements before, this time, Yang Xiyan really exhausted all his strength, holding on to him tightly.
He said tremblingly: "Second Uncle..."
"Ok?"
"You kissed me."
"Correct."
"It won't be disgusting."
"Correct."
The brilliance in Yang Xiyan's eyes began to gather. He stared closely at Yang Guang's eyes and asked the last question: "Second Uncle..."
Knowing what he was going to ask, Yang Guang bent his lips and stroked his hair. Yang Guang nodded and said, "Yes, that's what you think."
Many years later, Yang Guang could not forget the smile that Yang Xiyan showed after he said this sentence.
The eyes were as bright as the stars gathered in the sky, and the light-colored lips finally got rid of the sad arc, and they rose, full of joy.
Yang Guang was stunned for a long time before he came back to his senses, looking at the child who was holding him tightly, Yang Guang's expression softened.
If it is said that Yang Guang shouldered everything and was reborn just to let this child show such a smile, then it is probably not unworthy——
63. <relative or lover>
The identity problem between the two has never been a problem for Yang Xiyan. Just like Yang Guang said, he thought that both he and Yang Xiyan needed time to adapt to the new identities, but he didn't know the transition from an elder to a lover. For Yang Xiyan, it seems that there is no problem at all.
"Xiyan?" The child who was still smiling one second suddenly closed his eyes and fell down the next second. Yang Guang was taken aback for a moment, and subconsciously raised his hand to touch Yang Xiyan's forehead. Situ Lei would definitely not fail to find out what kind of physical discomfort he went to the hospital before.
He hugged that slender body tightly, and asked nervously, "What's wrong?"
The child in his arms shook his head, with one arm around his neck and the other on the back of his hand, Yang Xiyan closed his eyes, leaned on the warm shoulder, and said softly: "Second uncle, stay with me okay?"
His tone was too flat, without the anxiety and begging he used to have, but also without the joy before. The calm tone of simply saying what he wanted made Yang Guang slightly surprised.
So he didn't answer, he just looked at Yang Xiyan, only to see the child in his arms opened those clear eyes because of his abnormal silence.
Yang Guang suddenly discovered that this child seemed to have never changed.
When I saw him in the Yang family back then, he also had this kind of gaze, focused and quiet. When he looked at you, his dark eyes seemed to be filled with something and nothing at all.
Once upon a time, Yang Guang worried that this kind of pure gaze would disappear one day, but so many years have passed, the child has grown up, and his hands are no longer so clean, even so, it still seems like nothing has changed .
The dark eyes stared at him peacefully for a while, then slowly closed, his forehead rested on the skin of Yang Guang's neck, Yang Xiyan rubbed it lightly, and asked again: "Second Uncle, stay with me ."do not leave!
"Okay." Finally agreed, Yang Guang laughed, stretched out his hand to caress his bow-like back that was no longer tense, and said with a smile: "I thought you would have something to ask me."
The child's distrust towards him was so obvious that Yang Guang was even ready to be questioned again, but he didn't expect him to accept it so easily.
All the strong support was suddenly withdrawn, together with the restlessness, panic, and suspicion, the fragile young man showed his exhausted posture completely, not to win sympathy, but to believe that he no longer needed to pretend.
Yang Xiyan's performance is always so direct.
It’s like a pool of water, because of chasing waves, it used to be choppy, it was once frozen three feet, and all the life around the lake was once wiped out, but now when the lake is finally calm, all the coldness has been melted away like spring flowers blooming, and those vines of hope have come to life. It has revived its vitality, winding and growing wildly all the way, blossoming and bearing fruit, and the lake water is also full of vitality.
This is a very novel feeling. Yang Guang has never experienced it before. He only knows that Yang Xiyan's change is easy.No doubt, because Thaksin!
Even if he once showed disbelief.
The hand around the neck tightened, and some things still made the child feel nervous. He asked Yang Guang, "Are you angry?"
"No." Maybe he minds a little bit, but he also knows that he has a large part of the reason for the current situation, so Yang Guang really can't blame the child for anything, even if he has made a small accusation before.
"It won't happen in the future." The child in his arms promised in a low voice.
Because of uncertainty, there will be countless conjectures, and distrust is inevitable.But trust is always there and always will be.
As long as Yang Guang said it himself, he would believe it!
"are you sleepy?"
The child in his arms didn't speak any more, with his eyes closed, Yang Guang couldn't tell whether he was asleep or thinking about something.
Yang Xiyan's body is easily tired now, and it is also because of Yang Guang's disappearance that his body is a bit exhausted. No matter how hard Qi Ma tries, her recovery has been slow.The so-called heart disease requires heart medicine, Yang Guang thought, starting today, Qi Ma's tonic soup must start to work.
Sure enough, he fell asleep.
Looking down, Yang Xiyan held his hand, breathing evenly.
Yang Guang didn't move, he knew that if he sent Yang Xiyan back to the room now, the child would wake up from the nightmare in a short time.
It's not that Yang Guang didn't notice anything, even though Yang Xiyan didn't say anything, the person who had been watching him had a panoramic view of everything.
Even without the smashed desk lamp, he also knew that after leaving his study every day, the child would keep his eyes open until dawn alone, and for this reason, Yang Guang spent a lot of time working late these days.
He didn't take the initiative to say any comforting words, he knew that what Yang Xiyan needed now was not comforting.
With a slight movement of his fingertips, he lightly touched the thin face. Yang Guang lowered his eyes, looking at the peaceful sleeping face that had finally faded from the melancholy and panic.
No matter what kind of status you are, I hope you are alive and well...
Whose sigh is inaudible.
When Yang Xiyan woke up, he was still in Yang Guang's arms. He was covered with the blanket that should have been put on the recliner, but the warmth didn't come from there.
Yang Guang was answering the phone. The person on the other end of the phone was talking about something. He just listened, and occasionally responded, the voice was not loud. When he realized that Yang Xiyan had woken up, he lowered his head and glanced. He didn't say anything and didn't say much. With an expressionless expression, he just let go of the hand that had been holding him tightly.
The muscles on that arm were a little tense, and I guess it was caused by keeping a posture for a long time.
Yang Xiyan stood up, ignoring the blanket that fell on the ground, and pressed that arm tightly tightly.
His actions softened the expression of the person who was answering the phone, and the corners of his lips curved. Yang Guang gave a few instructions to the person on the phone, and then hung up.
Looking at the time, Yang Guang asked, "Did I wake you up?" It's only been less than two hours, and he shouldn't have woken up so early.
Yang Xiyan shook his head. After Yang Guang waved his hand to indicate that he was fine and retracted his arm, he suddenly leaned down and left a light kiss on Yang Guang's lips very naturally.
Unexpectedly, he would have such a sudden movement. Yang Guang's body stiffened instinctively. After looking at each other for a long while, he stroked his lips helplessly, and promised the calm young man: "I will adapt." .”
"Okay." Yang Xiyan smiled again.
Yang Guang suddenly felt a little regretful, he shouldn't have given any guarantees casually, like now...
"Xiyan..." Rubbing his forehead, looking at the young man standing in front of his room in pajamas with a pillow in his arms, Yang Guang didn't know what to say.
This progress is a bit too fast!
Gritting his teeth again, he cursed Situ Lei again in his heart. Yang Guang tried his best to keep his expression calm, "Xi Yan, it takes time to get used to it." The completion of a change of identity is not just a simple sentence. , Yang Guang is not a man with a smart, wormy brain, he is still rational, so he will feel awkward.
Stretching out his hand to rub Yang Xiyan's hair, Yang Guang said, "Go back to the room." Although he knew that rejection was hurtful, some things cannot be completely out of his control.
"Can't I stay?" Maybe Yang Xiyan didn't realize what his actions represented, maybe he thought Yang Guang's promise of adapting included this matter, he tilted his head, and there was a trace of doubt in his expression, "Why?"
Yang Guang didn't know how to explain it. The relationship between them was his own permission. Yang Xiyan's doing so, no matter what the meaning was, was not wrong.
After pondering for a long time, Yang Guang showed a wry smile and asked Yang Xiyan, "Are you persistent?"
One step back, one step back.
Anyway, when he met this child, he always had to compromise.
When the people blocking the door finally moved away and they could easily enter in one fell swoop, the young man at the door stood still without taking a step.
Yang Guang tilted his head, "Don't you want to come in?"
However, Yang Xiyan just glanced at him silently, said in a low voice, "Second Uncle, good night", then turned and left.
Yang Guang looked at his back with thoughtful eyes.
"You kid..."
Suddenly there was a low sigh in the silent room, and the person who had been looking out the window and waiting for dawn was startled by the sudden sound and the turned on lights.
Sitting up and looking at the people walking by, Yang Xiyan had a little surprise, "Second Uncle?"
Yang Guang was a little helpless, "Why didn't you tell me clearly just now?"
It was also when he was about to go to sleep that he suddenly realized that he seemed to have misunderstood something. Yang Xiyan would go to him only because he was afraid of sleeping alone.
Yang Guang asked, "Why did you change your mind later?"
Yang Xiyan said: "Second uncle is not happy." He is always sensitive to Yang Guang's emotional changes.
"I'm not unhappy." Yang Guang laughed and said, "This time, I was thinking too much."
Yang Xiyan blinked, in Yang Guang's opinion
"Xi Yan." Patting him on the back lightly, Yang Guang said: "The past is over, don't think about it."
The child in his arms shook his head, and still said: "Second Uncle is very good, he treats me very well, if Second Uncle doesn't want me anymore, I don't know what to do." He hugged Yang Guang's neck tightly , breathed the warm breath of this man, and begged in a low voice: "Second Uncle, can you forgive me, I only did this one thing wrong, and I won't do it again in the future, don't want me, I... scared."
"Xiyan!" Holding him tightly, feeling the fragility revealed by that trembling body, Yang Guang thought, this child must be in a hurry, otherwise, he would not dare to say these words easily.
After a pause, Yang Guang asked: "Xiyan, will you be happy if you stay by my side?"
"En!" The person in his arms nodded heavily.
"Really?" With a sigh, Yang Guang half-closed his eyes, and the last bit of persistence finally evaporated.
Speaking of which, this child really didn't live a particularly happy life with him. Although the neglect in the previous life is different in this life, the child was also afraid of him when he was young, and it is the same now.Yes or no, such a simple word can easily control his likes and dislikes.
Since their fate is tied together, why not use the remaining time to make this child happier?
There is probably only so much he can give, right?
love?
Naturally, I love, if I don't love, how can I do my best.Although the elements of family affection are mostly, will love not become family affection in the end?
Yang Guang thought, maybe he was always touched by the feeling when the young man died in his arms, otherwise he would not be born again, all the time was given to this child, and the development of the Lianyan Gang was also for the sake of this child.
The relationship between them is too complicated, and it is no longer as simple as love or not.
Family love, maybe what they said is right, can they tell the difference, what does it matter?
Occasionally, he also wants to pamper himself for a while, for this existence that has entangled him for two lifetimes.
Yang Guang said: "That's it!"
"That's it, what do you mean?" Ji Moyou's voice came over the phone, and he seemed to say with a smile: "I always feel that as the boss of the Flame Gang, if you dare to think and do, you can afford it and let it go." It's your specialty."
"Mr. Ji is really good at elevating people." Yang Guang curled his lips and said, "Sorry, I disappointed Mr. Ji."
"I'm too disappointed." Ji Moyou said, "I just didn't expect that you would be so dishonest."
"President Ji seems to be saying the opposite, right?" In a realistic kidnapping scene, who is more dishonest than the other?
Thinking of Wu Ruohao's reconciliation with the boss, Yang Guang's face turned cold, and he asked Ji Moyou: "Mr. Ji called just to see the ending of this scene?"
"Well, I haven't waited for your call, so I had to call and ask myself." But obviously, Ji Moyou was not satisfied with the ending.
He said: "I heard compromise from your tone, but what kind of emotion did you compromise because of?"
Yang Guang took a breath, and said a little bluntly: "This is my housework, doesn't Mr. Ji feel that he is too lenient?"
Ji Moyou didn't care about his refusal, and still said to himself: "If you compromised because of family affection, then I would feel sorry for that child. And if you compromised because of love , I will feel sorry for you."
Understand the meaning of his words, this time, Yang Guang didn't reply so simply, but said with some confusion: "I don't know, maybe he and I are very pitiful."
"If this is the case, then it will be a happy ending." After hearing the answer he wanted to hear, Ji Moyou laughed, and said in a very pleasant voice: "Actually, Yang Guang, if the relationship between you and him ends in tragedy In the end, I thought, I wouldn't like you as a person."
Ji Moyou didn't tell Yang Guang that he had met Yang Xiyan at Shao Feng's place.
It was a very special child, he didn't like to talk, was a little thin, and had a pair of very melancholy eyes. However, this weak-looking child had very fierce attacks and good marksmanship.
Although he only met once, Yang Xiyan left a deep impression on Ji Moyou.
My cousin never meddled in other people's business, but that child lived with him for several years and was accepted easily.And this kind of feeling that should be hated by others has also won his support.
This is also the reason why Ji Moyou agreed to help Shao Feng.
When he saw Yang Guang, Ji Moyou knew that this forbidden love would not be fruitless. Yang Guang was a man who looked a bit strong, but in this man's eyes, he was struggling.
If the relationship between them ended in tragedy, Ji Moyou would feel that this person was too dishonest, dishonest to himself, and equally dishonest to that child.
Such a person is not worth making friends with Shao Feng.
"Should I thank Mr. Ji for being so respectful of me?" Yang Guang snorted coldly, and said, "Although Mr. Ji was bothered, Mr. Ji also watched a good show for free. I think I don't need to say anything." Thank you!" Although he was curious about Ji Moyou's identity, but also because he was a member of Shao Feng's family, Yang Guang would not go out of his way to find out the identity of this person.Anyway, it's good to be friends rather than enemies.
"Of course not." Hearing the sarcasm in his words, Ji Moyou smiled, this person has protected his shortcomings like this, and he still doesn't realize it at all.
He said to Yang Guang: "If you are still resentful because your child is being bullied..." After a pause, he said: "Ah Hao asked me to bring you a message, there is something that needs his help You can contact him directly, and I will send you the contact information later."
"Boss Wu?" Yang Guang was surprised. Wu Ruohao is a well-known iceberg, and there are very few people who can hire him.And now he actually offered to ask him for help?
Yang Guang raised his eyebrows and asked, "Is this an apology?"
"If you insist on thinking so." There is another sentence that Ji Moyou didn't say, that is, Wu Ruohao is also very defensive.
"Okay, I accept." It would be too risky to confront Wu Ruohao.
It is better to have one more friend than one more enemy, although Yang Guang still has a little entanglement in his heart.
If it wasn't for Boss Xie's inexplicable act of hugging and hugging, why would Yang Xiyan cry?
After hanging up the phone, Yang Guang went downstairs. Yang Xiyan was sitting in the living room waiting for him. Seeing him coming down, Yang Xiyan stood up.
Yang Guang said, "Let's go." Yang Xiyan followed behind him.
With his head lowered, he stepped on the man's footsteps and walked forward. In his eyes, he could only see the long legs in black slacks moving. Every step was firm... The person in front stopped suddenly, and Yang Xiyan also stopped immediately. Sensing the other party's gaze on him, he raised his head, with slight doubts in his eyes, what's wrong?
Yang Guang didn't know why he stopped, he looked at the child a few steps behind him from the corner of his eyes, and the silent lowered head always made Yang Guang feel uncomfortable.
When did it start, there was already such a big distance between him and this child, obviously... A gloomy flash of sadness flashed in his eyes, yes, that child who liked to follow him was pushed away by him.
"Second uncle?"
Seeing that he kept silent, Yang Xiyan called softly, and when he saw the sad look in his eyes, he was stunned for a while, and then when Yang Guang looked away as if nothing had happened, and was about to take a step, he suddenly stepped forward.His black eyes stared straight at Yang Guang, and after a while, he raised his hand slightly.
Yang Guang didn't move, didn't stop him, and the expression on his face didn't change. He watched the young man's pale and slender fingers approaching his sleeve little by little, and only dared to touch him lightly. After Yang Guang didn't refuse, he dared to hold the piece of cloth slowly and lightly into his palm, and then held it tightly, never letting go.
Seeing his cautious actions and his seemingly relieved appearance, Yang Guang smiled, and while he couldn't laugh, he also felt somewhat sad.
The kid is learning to trust him again.
After all, the conversation that day ended with Yang Guang's imitative ambiguous words. He didn't explain, and Yang Xiyan didn't ask, but obviously, something was still slowly changing between the two of them.
Seeing that Yang Xiyan already had some bright eyes, Yang Guang smiled, that's it, even the step of probing can be directly omitted. Back then, he said that Shao Feng was a fan of the authorities, but now that he changed himself, he knew this. How much struggle is contained in the indecisive move.
Turning around, under Yang Xiyan's surprised gaze, Yang Guang forcibly tore his hand off his clothes, and then held it into a big warm palm.
It's so big, what does it look like when you always pull your sleeves!
In the air, the man came with some reprimanding words, and was led out by the warm palm, Yang Xiyan's eyes were full of disbelief.
He didn't come back to his senses until he got in the car——
62. <Little Misunderstanding>
"I thought you forgot!" Seeing Yang Guang leading Yang Xiyan in, Situ Lei raised his eyebrows, then glanced at Yang Xiyan who seemed a little dazed, and asked, "What's wrong with Xiyan?"
"Scared." Speaking of this, Yang Guang couldn't help laughing, he didn't expect a small action to make Yang Xiyan stupid until now.
Situ Lei glanced at him suspiciously, and asked, "What good thing have you done again?"
Yang Guang shrugged and said innocently, "I didn't do anything."
Situ Lei didn't believe him at all, but he also knew that if Yang Guang didn't want to say anything, he wouldn't be able to ask anything, but it didn't matter, there were two parties involved.Rolling his eyes, he patted Yang Xiyan on the shoulder and said to him, "Come, follow me to the infirmary."
Yang Guang glanced at him, his friend for many years, how could he not know Situ Lei's plans, but he didn't stop him, nodded to Yang Xiyan who was looking at him, and said, "Go."
Yang Xiyan stood up and followed Situ Lei to the next room.
"Xiyan..." While changing his dressing, Situ Lei inquired about the news and asked, "Did your second uncle do something?" Could it be that Yang Guang has already put his suggestion into action?
Just as he was guessing, he heard Yang Xiyan say, "Uncle Situ, thank you."
"Hmm?" Situ Lei glanced at him suspiciously, with a confused expression on his face as if he didn't understand the situation.The movements of his hands quickened, and he quickly applied the medicine. After the dressing was finished, Situ Lei pulled a stool and sat down in front of him, and asked, "Thank you so much? Did your uncle express his opinion? What should you tell us about the situation?" Make a sound, lest everyone worry about it."
However, after waiting for a long time, Yang Xiyan shook his head and said, "I don't know."
He really doesn't know.
The reason why he approached boldly was because of the sadness in the man's eyes, from which he could see a touch of nostalgia and self-blame.
He thought that his cautious attitude still hurt that man a little bit.
He was afraid and didn't dare to get closer, but this kind of behavior, to the person who raised him, isn't it a kind of cruelty?Looking at his hand, as if there was still a reassuring warmth remaining on it, Yang Xiyan's lips hooked slightly, he raised his head, looked at Situ Lei with restored eyes and said: "This is already very Well, thank you."
Confused by his neither happy nor sad expression, Situ Lei thought, if Yang Guang really behaved intimately, the child's reaction would be a little too calm!
After leading him back, but outside the office door, Situ Lei said to Yang Xiyan, "You wait here for a while, I have something to say to your second uncle."
After hesitating for a while, Yang Xiyan nodded and stood quietly, watching Situ Lei push the door open and go in.
"Where is the person?" Seeing him coming in alone, Yang Guang looked behind him.
"I went to the toilet." This lie was made without blinking an eye. Situ Lei sat opposite Yang Guang, staring at him with burning eyes, and asked, "Are you expressing your opinion?"
"Hmm..." After pondering for a while, meeting his dissatisfied expression, Yang Guang spread his hands and said helplessly, "Should it be regarded as expressing his attitude?"
"Accept him?"
"How could it be so fast?" Yang Guang glanced at him, and said, "I'm trying to accept it."
"That is to accept it!" Unable to bear his tactful words, Situ Lei curled his lips and said, "You must have not told him clearly." Looking at Yang Xiyan's expression, he knew that he must not know that he had already seen the moon. clear.
"How should I tell him?" Yang Guang smiled wryly, "Do you want me to tell me that, as his second uncle, I promised to have a forbidden love with him?" He really couldn't say that .He always felt that letting nature take its course was the best way to deal with it.
Unexpectedly, what he said was so direct, Situ Lei looked shocked, thinking of the person who was still standing outside the door, he must have heard it!
You didn't think it was enough, so he continued to add firewood and fire, and asked, "Then have you tried my suggestion?"
"Kiss him?"
"Yes, if you don't try it first, what if one day you agree and you feel disgusted when you have this kind of intimate behavior again, isn't it very hurtful? Or..." He raised his eyebrows suddenly Turned up the volume and asked Yang Guang: "You don't want to try it because you feel disgusted even thinking about kissing Xiyan?"
Yang Guang narrowed his eyes and looked at him.Regarding Situ Lei's sudden raising of the volume to ask questions, he always felt that the purpose was not so pure.
"By default?"
Yang Guang's eyes turned cold, he stood up suddenly and opened the door, only to see Yang Xiyan standing at the door, looking at him with a pale face.
"Yo, when did you come back?" Seeing him, Situ Lei could still greet him without changing his expression.It's as if he didn't know that the other party had been standing outside the door.
"Is it fun?" Yang Guang watched him grind his teeth, the relationship between him and Yang Xiyan finally changed a little bit, and if this person disturbed him, it would probably be messed up again.
"It's quite fun." Anyway, after knowing Yang Guang's plan, Situ Lei has nothing to worry about, and said with a bit of schadenfreude: "If you keep it in your heart, you must say it, so that others will know, understand." ?"
These words sound familiar!
Now I don't care to think about where I heard this sentence. When Yang Guang stretched out his hand to pull Yang Xiyan, the child's obvious dodge was enough to make his face ugly, and he gave Situ Lei a hard look. Yang Guang Unable to refuse, she held Yang Xiyan's arm tightly and dragged him away.
He has to appease the child first, let's talk about other things when he is free!
"Wow, the eyes are so scary." Watching them leave, Situ Lei fell down with a smile. After laughing, he also began to worry. He should quickly call his own back. , the loss outweighs the gain.
All the way into the car, Yang Xiyan was struggling. Zhao Dong, who was sitting in the front seat, glanced sideways at the dark face of his boss, and immediately looked away.
Yang Guang didn't speak either, he kept holding onto Yang Xiyan's wrist, and Yang Xiyan lowered his eyes and never gave up, wanting to break his grip on his hand.
Those hands are still so warm, however, no matter how warm they are, they can't melt the ice frozen in the bottom of my heart.
Standing outside the door, listening to the conversation in the room, when the man said to accept him, before the smile could spread, it was completely frozen by the next words.He held his breath, wanting to hear the man's denial, however, there was only silence.
Because he was afraid of hurting Yang Xiyan, Yang Guang's grip on his wrist was not strong, so it was easy for his hand to be pushed away, but when one hand was pushed away, the other hand was held immediately. , he looked at Yang Xiyan as if he was looking at a child who was ignoring and making trouble, his eyes were full of tolerance and helplessness.
At this time, he didn't want to explain anything to Yang Xiyan, even if he did, he thought, judging by the child's attitude, he might not be able to listen to it!
Little did he know, the more he didn't explain, the thicker the layer of ice in Yang Xiyan's heart would be.
Not speaking means acquiescing, and not explaining is because there is no need to explain.
Thinking of this, Yang Xiyan stopped his movements. He sat there numbly, as if he had lost all vitality, without saying a word or making a sound.
th.
It's not that he didn't notice his abnormality, but looking at the two people in the front seat, Yang Guang lowered his eyes. Now is not a good time to talk about everything, but Yang Xiyan cannot be allowed to go on like this.
After thinking for a while, he pulled the non-struggling person closer, let him sit next to him, took his upper body into his arms, and held those warm hands tightly in his palms.
Also aware of something wrong with Yang Xiyan, Zhao Dong tilted his head and asked in a low voice, "Young Master Yan, are you uncomfortable?"
"Well, drive faster."
So, the car drove all the way back to Biyuan.
"Is it okay to talk less?"
Seeing that Yang Guang got out of the car with Yang Xiyan in his arms, Zhao Dong looked at the child who hadn't spoken all the way.
When Yang Xiyan came out of the hospital, his complexion was not very good. Zhao Dong thought that something was wrong with him, but seeing that Yang Guang didn't look nervous, he could only suppress his doubts.He more or less knew that now was not the time to ask questions.
"It's okay." Glancing at him, Yang Guang said: "Pay more attention to the things in the venue, don't let people take advantage of the loopholes, wait for Xiyan to get better..."
"Don't worry, Boss, it's just a few scenes, I can still see it, let Yan Shao take good care of his body."
"Yes." Nodding his head, Yang Guang carried Yang Xiyan back to the room.
I knew that I should have stopped it at that time, but after Situ Lei made such a fuss, the steps I had decided to take slowly would be disrupted again.
Putting him on the sofa in the study, Yang Guang looked at him with complicated eyes, not knowing what to say for a moment.
After a long silence, he knelt down in front of Yang Xiyan, touched his pale face, and Yang Guang called out: "Xiyan..."
Hearing his voice, Yang Xiyan moved, and turned his head to look at him blankly.
Yang Guang asked, "Do you want to hear my explanation?"
After a long time, no response from Yang Xiyan, some disappointment flashed in Yang Guang's eyes, and he was about to take back his hand in despondency, but his sleeve was gently hooked.
That was really a very small retention.But this move was already the limit of what Yang Xiyan could do with his last courage.
He pursed his lips tightly and looked at Yang Guang with grievances and accusations in his eyes.
Why not coax him?Why didn't you want to explain before.
"Xiyan..." Knowing what he hadn't said, Yang Guang laughed, but finally heaved a sigh of relief.
Sitting down next to Yang Xiyan, as if he was in a car, he hugged his upper body into his arms and held his hand. Yang Guang asked, "You've been standing outside, haven't you?"
In fact, there is no need to ask, Yang Guang also knows that Situ Lei's temperament of fearing that the world will not be chaotic has made such a fuss, but he just wants to force him to be more frank with Yang Xiyan.
Seeing Yang Xiyan nodding, Yang Guang said, "You should be able to sense it. I'm trying to accept you slowly, including what your uncle Situ said..."
The hand held in his palm came out suddenly, Yang Xiyan seemed to shrink back for a moment, then raised his head, looking at Yang Guang, there was more sadness.He asked: "Second Uncle, am I...disgusted?" Since you think he is disgusting, why are you still willing to touch him?
"Of course not!" Holding his hand back, Yang Guang stroked his hair and said, "I don't think you're disgusting, I just feel uncomfortable."
Seeing the unfading sad look in Yang Xiyan's eyes, Yang Guang hesitated for a moment, then stretched out his hand to help Yang Xiyan sit up, looking down from his slightly slender eyebrows to his dark eyes with a layer of mist, looking down, staying On his pale lips.
When they got closer, their foreheads touched, and Yang Guang said, "Xiyan, you don't trust me." Of course, he also knew that he had nothing worthy of this child's trust, but only because of Situ Lei's Before he even had time to answer the two sentences, he easily came to a conclusion. This feeling was somewhat uncomfortable.
Yang Xiyan didn't answer, he just opened his eyes wide and looked at the handsome face so close in disbelief, only to realize that his lips were covered with a layer of warmth.
Disgusting?of course not!
What Yang Guang didn't tell Situ Lei was that he didn't try because there was no need for it. Since he decided to accept this child, he must be ready to accept everything.
Such a move, according to Yang Guang's prediction, should have happened later, but Yang Guang also knew that if he didn't do this today, Yang Xiyan would not easily believe him.
"Xiyan, look." A shallow kiss, a light touch, breathing blended, and then slowly separated, Yang Guang looked at him, chuckled and said: "It's not that I can't do it, it's just that I think, You are not ready yet, and I probably still need some time."
He knew that it would take Yang Xiyan a while to realize what he had done, he smiled, and was about to withdraw his hand when his clothes were suddenly pulled.
Different from the slight movements before, this time, Yang Xiyan really exhausted all his strength, holding on to him tightly.
He said tremblingly: "Second Uncle..."
"Ok?"
"You kissed me."
"Correct."
"It won't be disgusting."
"Correct."
The brilliance in Yang Xiyan's eyes began to gather. He stared closely at Yang Guang's eyes and asked the last question: "Second Uncle..."
Knowing what he was going to ask, Yang Guang bent his lips and stroked his hair. Yang Guang nodded and said, "Yes, that's what you think."
Many years later, Yang Guang could not forget the smile that Yang Xiyan showed after he said this sentence.
The eyes were as bright as the stars gathered in the sky, and the light-colored lips finally got rid of the sad arc, and they rose, full of joy.
Yang Guang was stunned for a long time before he came back to his senses, looking at the child who was holding him tightly, Yang Guang's expression softened.
If it is said that Yang Guang shouldered everything and was reborn just to let this child show such a smile, then it is probably not unworthy——
63. <relative or lover>
The identity problem between the two has never been a problem for Yang Xiyan. Just like Yang Guang said, he thought that both he and Yang Xiyan needed time to adapt to the new identities, but he didn't know the transition from an elder to a lover. For Yang Xiyan, it seems that there is no problem at all.
"Xiyan?" The child who was still smiling one second suddenly closed his eyes and fell down the next second. Yang Guang was taken aback for a moment, and subconsciously raised his hand to touch Yang Xiyan's forehead. Situ Lei would definitely not fail to find out what kind of physical discomfort he went to the hospital before.
He hugged that slender body tightly, and asked nervously, "What's wrong?"
The child in his arms shook his head, with one arm around his neck and the other on the back of his hand, Yang Xiyan closed his eyes, leaned on the warm shoulder, and said softly: "Second uncle, stay with me okay?"
His tone was too flat, without the anxiety and begging he used to have, but also without the joy before. The calm tone of simply saying what he wanted made Yang Guang slightly surprised.
So he didn't answer, he just looked at Yang Xiyan, only to see the child in his arms opened those clear eyes because of his abnormal silence.
Yang Guang suddenly discovered that this child seemed to have never changed.
When I saw him in the Yang family back then, he also had this kind of gaze, focused and quiet. When he looked at you, his dark eyes seemed to be filled with something and nothing at all.
Once upon a time, Yang Guang worried that this kind of pure gaze would disappear one day, but so many years have passed, the child has grown up, and his hands are no longer so clean, even so, it still seems like nothing has changed .
The dark eyes stared at him peacefully for a while, then slowly closed, his forehead rested on the skin of Yang Guang's neck, Yang Xiyan rubbed it lightly, and asked again: "Second Uncle, stay with me ."do not leave!
"Okay." Finally agreed, Yang Guang laughed, stretched out his hand to caress his bow-like back that was no longer tense, and said with a smile: "I thought you would have something to ask me."
The child's distrust towards him was so obvious that Yang Guang was even ready to be questioned again, but he didn't expect him to accept it so easily.
All the strong support was suddenly withdrawn, together with the restlessness, panic, and suspicion, the fragile young man showed his exhausted posture completely, not to win sympathy, but to believe that he no longer needed to pretend.
Yang Xiyan's performance is always so direct.
It’s like a pool of water, because of chasing waves, it used to be choppy, it was once frozen three feet, and all the life around the lake was once wiped out, but now when the lake is finally calm, all the coldness has been melted away like spring flowers blooming, and those vines of hope have come to life. It has revived its vitality, winding and growing wildly all the way, blossoming and bearing fruit, and the lake water is also full of vitality.
This is a very novel feeling. Yang Guang has never experienced it before. He only knows that Yang Xiyan's change is easy.No doubt, because Thaksin!
Even if he once showed disbelief.
The hand around the neck tightened, and some things still made the child feel nervous. He asked Yang Guang, "Are you angry?"
"No." Maybe he minds a little bit, but he also knows that he has a large part of the reason for the current situation, so Yang Guang really can't blame the child for anything, even if he has made a small accusation before.
"It won't happen in the future." The child in his arms promised in a low voice.
Because of uncertainty, there will be countless conjectures, and distrust is inevitable.But trust is always there and always will be.
As long as Yang Guang said it himself, he would believe it!
"are you sleepy?"
The child in his arms didn't speak any more, with his eyes closed, Yang Guang couldn't tell whether he was asleep or thinking about something.
Yang Xiyan's body is easily tired now, and it is also because of Yang Guang's disappearance that his body is a bit exhausted. No matter how hard Qi Ma tries, her recovery has been slow.The so-called heart disease requires heart medicine, Yang Guang thought, starting today, Qi Ma's tonic soup must start to work.
Sure enough, he fell asleep.
Looking down, Yang Xiyan held his hand, breathing evenly.
Yang Guang didn't move, he knew that if he sent Yang Xiyan back to the room now, the child would wake up from the nightmare in a short time.
It's not that Yang Guang didn't notice anything, even though Yang Xiyan didn't say anything, the person who had been watching him had a panoramic view of everything.
Even without the smashed desk lamp, he also knew that after leaving his study every day, the child would keep his eyes open until dawn alone, and for this reason, Yang Guang spent a lot of time working late these days.
He didn't take the initiative to say any comforting words, he knew that what Yang Xiyan needed now was not comforting.
With a slight movement of his fingertips, he lightly touched the thin face. Yang Guang lowered his eyes, looking at the peaceful sleeping face that had finally faded from the melancholy and panic.
No matter what kind of status you are, I hope you are alive and well...
Whose sigh is inaudible.
When Yang Xiyan woke up, he was still in Yang Guang's arms. He was covered with the blanket that should have been put on the recliner, but the warmth didn't come from there.
Yang Guang was answering the phone. The person on the other end of the phone was talking about something. He just listened, and occasionally responded, the voice was not loud. When he realized that Yang Xiyan had woken up, he lowered his head and glanced. He didn't say anything and didn't say much. With an expressionless expression, he just let go of the hand that had been holding him tightly.
The muscles on that arm were a little tense, and I guess it was caused by keeping a posture for a long time.
Yang Xiyan stood up, ignoring the blanket that fell on the ground, and pressed that arm tightly tightly.
His actions softened the expression of the person who was answering the phone, and the corners of his lips curved. Yang Guang gave a few instructions to the person on the phone, and then hung up.
Looking at the time, Yang Guang asked, "Did I wake you up?" It's only been less than two hours, and he shouldn't have woken up so early.
Yang Xiyan shook his head. After Yang Guang waved his hand to indicate that he was fine and retracted his arm, he suddenly leaned down and left a light kiss on Yang Guang's lips very naturally.
Unexpectedly, he would have such a sudden movement. Yang Guang's body stiffened instinctively. After looking at each other for a long while, he stroked his lips helplessly, and promised the calm young man: "I will adapt." .”
"Okay." Yang Xiyan smiled again.
Yang Guang suddenly felt a little regretful, he shouldn't have given any guarantees casually, like now...
"Xiyan..." Rubbing his forehead, looking at the young man standing in front of his room in pajamas with a pillow in his arms, Yang Guang didn't know what to say.
This progress is a bit too fast!
Gritting his teeth again, he cursed Situ Lei again in his heart. Yang Guang tried his best to keep his expression calm, "Xi Yan, it takes time to get used to it." The completion of a change of identity is not just a simple sentence. , Yang Guang is not a man with a smart, wormy brain, he is still rational, so he will feel awkward.
Stretching out his hand to rub Yang Xiyan's hair, Yang Guang said, "Go back to the room." Although he knew that rejection was hurtful, some things cannot be completely out of his control.
"Can't I stay?" Maybe Yang Xiyan didn't realize what his actions represented, maybe he thought Yang Guang's promise of adapting included this matter, he tilted his head, and there was a trace of doubt in his expression, "Why?"
Yang Guang didn't know how to explain it. The relationship between them was his own permission. Yang Xiyan's doing so, no matter what the meaning was, was not wrong.
After pondering for a long time, Yang Guang showed a wry smile and asked Yang Xiyan, "Are you persistent?"
One step back, one step back.
Anyway, when he met this child, he always had to compromise.
When the people blocking the door finally moved away and they could easily enter in one fell swoop, the young man at the door stood still without taking a step.
Yang Guang tilted his head, "Don't you want to come in?"
However, Yang Xiyan just glanced at him silently, said in a low voice, "Second Uncle, good night", then turned and left.
Yang Guang looked at his back with thoughtful eyes.
"You kid..."
Suddenly there was a low sigh in the silent room, and the person who had been looking out the window and waiting for dawn was startled by the sudden sound and the turned on lights.
Sitting up and looking at the people walking by, Yang Xiyan had a little surprise, "Second Uncle?"
Yang Guang was a little helpless, "Why didn't you tell me clearly just now?"
It was also when he was about to go to sleep that he suddenly realized that he seemed to have misunderstood something. Yang Xiyan would go to him only because he was afraid of sleeping alone.
Yang Guang asked, "Why did you change your mind later?"
Yang Xiyan said: "Second uncle is not happy." He is always sensitive to Yang Guang's emotional changes.
"I'm not unhappy." Yang Guang laughed and said, "This time, I was thinking too much."
Yang Xiyan blinked, in Yang Guang's opinion
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