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Chapter 33 Self-Restraint

When Gu Ang woke up, the room was still dark.He wanted to rub his eyes and found that his arm was being held.Only then did he realize that he was actually sleeping on the bed with a quilt covering his body.

Qi Yanke is back?

Gu Ang touched along the arm and touched another person's body.It feels wrong when you touch it, it's not Qiyanke, but Weishou?

"Hmm..." Weishou moved his body and hugged his arms even tighter.Gu Ang couldn't get away, so he had to let him hug him like this, thinking about what happened yesterday in a daze.

Drunk... Somehow, Uncle Cheese dragged me into the mood of the dinner party, and forgot all the troubles.By the way, it seems that Qi Yanke was called away by Yi Qian?Did he not come back all night?

Gu Ang was a little worried.He tried his best to identify the wall clock in the dark, and it seemed that it was past ten o'clock, so he patted Weishou on the back lightly.

"Microsecond? Wake up, it's time to get up."

"Hmm..." Weishou slowly opened his eyes and blinked again.

Gu Ang stroked his hair: "Good morning." Just as he was about to get up, he suddenly heard a soft voice from beside him.

"……morning."

Is that... the sound of microseconds? !

He can talk? !

Gu Ang looked at Wei Miao in shock, and Wei Miao lowered his head a little uneasily, raising his big eyes from time to time, looking at him timidly.

Gu Ang quickly jumped out of bed to turn on the light, not knowing whether it was joy or panic in his heart.He stared at Weishou, his eyes widened: "Why did you suddenly..."

Weishou opened his mouth and changed several mouth shapes, but still couldn't say a word.He also seemed very nervous and wanted to say something very much, but the more anxious he became, the less he could speak, his eyes were so watery that he was about to cry.Gu Ang quickly comforted him: "It's okay, it's okay, don't worry, just speak slowly."

"I..." Weishou managed to squeeze out a few words, the words were very vague, "I don't know..."

After all, he has never spoken for more than ten years, so it must have taken a lot of effort for Wei Miao to be able to say these three words.Gu Ang couldn't bear to ask him any more, so he pinched his face and said with a smile, "That's great, Xiao Weishou can talk now."

Whatever the reason, it was nice to hear him talk.

"..." Weishou is not used to expressing words, so he can only nod vigorously.

Gu Ang checked the door and found that it was still locked. It seems that Qi Yanke really never came back.He was a little worried, so he opened the door and looked into the corridor.There was no one in the crimson corridor, and the lights were dim and ambiguous as usual.Just as he was thinking of knocking on the door of the opposite room, he suddenly caught a glimpse of a white paper seal on the ground.

Gu Ang looked back at Weishou, hesitated for a moment, and decided to go out to see what it was.

Before he reached the edge of the paper seal, he realized——Uncle Cheese's room was gone.

Like Gong Li's room, it disappeared, leaving only a crimson wall.

this means……!

"..." Gu Ang's heart felt as if he had been hit hard, and he was so uncomfortable that he could hardly breathe.He picked up the paper seal, walked quickly to the door of Qi Yan's guest room, and knocked hard on the door.

"Qi Yanke! Open the door!"

No one answered the door, so he turned his head and knocked on Yi Qian's room.

"Yi Qian! Come out! Get the fuck out of me!"

Grief, anger, fear, and mixed emotions made him feel like there was a big bomb in his chest, which was about to explode beyond the critical pressure.

Gu Ang was almost banging on the door with his fist, and Weishou came out, looking at him in panic.However, Yi Qian did not open the door, but said coldly through the door: "I already know."

Gu Ang was stunned, and then said angrily: "What do you mean! What do you mean you already know? You fucking bastard! Uncle Cheese treats you so well, and you actually—"

"Go and read the suicide note." After Yi Qian finished speaking, he ignored him.

Gu Ang kicked the door hard a few more times, the door slammed loudly, but remained motionless.He was furious, but when he turned around, he saw Wei Miao's frightened and worried eyes, and suddenly realized that he was too impulsive, so he had to take a deep breath and force himself to calm down.

...How did Uncle Cheese die?

Suicide note...why...there is such a thing?

Is it suicide?Why did he commit suicide?

Gu Ang looked down at the paper seal in his hand, and three large characters on the white paper seal jumped into his eyes.

I am sorry.

He opened the paper seal and found that there was still a ball of paper wrapped in the paper seal.And the back of the paper seal is also written in Qi Yanke's handwriting, which says "Yi Qian, come out and eat something. I will cook whatever you want. Don't shut yourself up anymore, okay?" .

This is the line that Qi Yanke taught Uncle Cheese when Yi Qian locked himself in the room...

Seeing these sentences now makes me feel so ridiculous.Gu Ang closed his eyes, bit his lip and opened the ball of paper.

"Everyone:

Sorry, I can't pretend anymore.

Both Ni An and Gong Li were killed by me.Ni An was caught by me when he was about to do that to Wei Miao. When I was arguing with him, I accidentally stabbed him in the heart with a table knife.I wanted to call for help, but Xiao Weishou suddenly pulled out the knife, and blood gushed out all of a sudden.I was scared, dizzy for a while, and thought to simply put the blame on Weishou, so that I could pretend that I didn't know anything and that I was innocent.But I didn't expect the corpse to disappear, I didn't expect that everyone chose to ignore Ni An's death.I thought I could live with everyone with a secret, but I have nightmares every night, dreaming that Ni An came back to seek revenge on me and called me a hypocrite.I just can't stand it.I'm sorry, please forgive my selfishness, it's my fault that I want to get away with it.

As for Gong Li, she killed Yi Bai, and I want to avenge Yi Qian.

I am a sinner.If I had admitted from the beginning that I killed Ni An by mistake, maybe things would not be like this at all.

Sorry, I have been pretending to be innocent and deceiving everyone.I just can't play anymore.I hope my death can be forgiven by everyone.

Qi Yanke, you have a good brain, I hope you can find the way out as soon as possible and take everyone home.

Gu Ang, I'm sorry.You trusted me so much, but I failed you.You are a sensible and good boy, much better than me, ha ha.If you can go out, tell my niece for me, and my shop will be handed over to her.

Little friend Weishou, I have to say sorry to you too.I wanted to help you, but I gave up, and turned the blame on you. I'm really not a man, alas.

Anyway, goodbye, everyone.I wish you all a safe return home. "

After reading the suicide note, Gu Ang was at a loss.

It turned out that the uncle killed Ni An, and so did Gong Li... The uncle couldn't bear the psychological pressure, so he committed suicide?Did you cook such a sumptuous meal yesterday to bid farewell to everyone?

Gu Ang held the paper seal and stood there blankly, at a loss.It wasn't until Wei Miao came over and shook his hand cautiously that he came back to his senses.

Weishou looked a little scared, but more worried.He opened his mouth several times, but couldn't say a word.The big eyes were full of panic, and the small hand grabbed his wrist, trying to hold it hard but hesitated.

Gu Ang felt a pain in his heart, knowing that his overreaction just now had frightened him, so he hurriedly said: "I'm sorry, sorry, I... I..." Halfway through the sentence, I couldn't continue.Can microseconds understand?Uncle Cheese is dead... The Uncle Cheese who cooked for everyone yesterday just died, gone.

Can he understand?meaning of death.

No, can't understand better.Even if you can understand it, it will only increase your sadness.

Gu Ang had a dull pain in his chest, he could only force himself to think.what's next?what to do?I really want to go to Qi Yanke to discuss it, but what happened to Qi Yanke?Why won't you open the door?Isn't it in the room? ... But even if he was in the dining room, he should come up and take a look when he heard such a commotion upstairs...

Just when Gu Ang was at a loss, he felt a warmth on his head, and someone gently stroked his hair.

...microseconds?

The boy who was only as tall as his chest stretched his arms hard, imitating how he comforted him every time, and gently stroking his head.Weishou's expression is gentle and pious, and the wish of "I hope you feel better" is clearly conveyed in his clear eyes.

Gu Ang looked at Wei Miao who was trying to comfort himself, and his heart was suddenly filled with tenderness.He sighed, and was about to thank Wei Wei, but suddenly thought of something.

——Did Weishou... grow taller again?

Gu Ang suddenly felt terrified.When I changed Wei Miao's clothes before, I thought it was just a natural growth, but now seeing that he was able to touch the top of his head while standing upright, I suddenly realized that Wei Miao had grown by more than ten centimeters in just a few days!

Weishou's growth and development is slower than that of children of the same age. At the age of 14, he looks as old as eight or nine years old.And now... now it's really like a 14-year-old kid.

Why?Does the microsecond change have something to do with this house?

...Is his sudden recovery of language ability also related to this?

The more Gu Ang thought about it, the more hairy he felt in his heart, the hand that was stretched out to grab Wei Miao finally just patted him on the shoulder.Wei Miao naturally didn't notice the strangeness in his heart, seeing that he was not so emotional, she smiled reassuringly.

Gu Ang cast a helpless glance at Qi Yanke's door, and suddenly hated himself for being cowardly and dull.He has become accustomed to relying on Qi Yanke, and when Qi Yanke is away, he will be at a loss.

Calm down!Think about it, what is the situation now.

He took a deep breath and decided to knock on the door again.

"Hey, are you in there?" Gu Ang's voice was not as angry as before, but worried, "Are you okay?"

Still no response.

Gu Ang looked at Wei Miao, and Wei Miao could only look at him with wide eyes.Gu Ang had no choice but to continue knocking on the door: "Uncle Cheese has an accident...you...are you okay?"

He stopped and listened quietly.Finally, I heard a low "hmm" from inside.

Is Qi Yanke really in there?Then why doesn't he come out?

Gu Ang was even more confused.What the hell happened last night?Why even Qi Yanke... But, there must be a reason for Qi Yanke's refusal to come out.The door was so strong that if he was unwilling to unlock it, it would be impossible to open it from the outside anyway.I can only wait for him to come out and explain himself.

Gu Ang decided not to ask him any more, and said, "Then, I'll go down and get something to eat."

Still no response.

Gu Ang frowned, and heard the sound of gurgling in his stomach, thinking that Wei Miao was probably hungry too, so he led Wei Miao down the stairs resentfully.

Separated by a door, in Qiyan's room.

The entire room was immersed in darkness, and the eyes behind the door were also dimmed.

"..." He lay on the bed hunched over, holding a little yellow duck with his hands on his chest.

As if suppressing some emotion, he bit his lip tightly.If there is light at this time, you can still see a small pool of blood on the bed sheet.

It was the blood that flowed from the corner of his mouth, from biting his lip.

Biting so hard, it seemed as if his lips were about to be bitten off.

At this moment, he was licking the bloody smell in his mouth, and felt that his stomach was empty and almost dissolved himself.Yet the pain doesn't come from a bitten lip or an empty stomach, it's from the chest.

Countless words, trying to break through the restriction and speak to that person.Even if you can't speak, take out a pen and paper and write it down.

But, no.

It is not the obstruction of the outside world, but the restriction comes from the heart.

Words are lies.I speak, I write, and what I express is not my mind.It is the best line selected by the brain after considering many factors and many consequences.

Once said, I love you.Once said, please believe me.

Neither is what I really think.It's "what I should say".

But here is not my novel, but my life.Even if everything really comes true according to my idea——

Here, too, it is not illusion, but reality.

...do I really love you?

Or, am I just, setting myself up to be the one who loves you?

My heart is speechless.All my words are false lines, false dialogue.

... In the end, am I a real person, or a character in someone else's mind or someone else's writing?

——I, am I illusory, or real?

The author has something to say:

Gu Ang: =..= This is it. .Want to break up the rhythm?

Knife: == Have you two been together?

Gu Ang: Fall!We both slept together!Still not together? !

Knife: Uh. .In fact, he still likes you, and you like him too, then it is not considered a breakup.

Gu Ang: He even refuses to come out to see me!

Knife: == Be good and don't make trouble.You see, I took away your cp and gave you back a beautiful boy.

Gu Ang: . . . .Did you let Weishou grow up just to change cp? !

Knife: Of course not!He is just transitioning, afraid of your loneliness~~~

Gu Ang: #### Don't make me sound so dissatisfied!No matter how lonely you are, you won't attack Weishou!

Knife: ╮(╯▽╰)╭But Xiaoweishou is true love for you~

Gu Ang: What does he know as a kid!

Knife: == You are not a brat too!Ah, by the way, when it comes to age, in fact, I have never been able to figure out how old you are, how high you are ==!

Gu Ang: Actually, I haven't figured it out. . .You will say that I am 16 for a while, you will say that I am a sophomore in high school, and you will say that I was a classmate with Gong Li for three years. . .

knife:. .Well, don't care about these details == I don't wait for you to turn 22 to get the certificate. . .

Qi Yanke: [sorrowful face] =..=

Knife: Huh?What's wrong with you?

Qi Yanke: =..=

Knife: What do you want to say, why are you hesitating.

Gu Ang: Fall!You let people bite their lips so badly, how can they talk!

Knife: == Oh, sorry, hurry up and give him a medicine... Oh, sorry, there is no medicine here! [Pat Gu Ang] Ahaha, go kiss him, lover's saliva can heal all wounds~

Gu Ang: Ni Qu Temple!

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