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ah?What should I read to Hu Rui? Chen Ge straightened the envelope suspiciously and saw that it was broken. Isn't this the suicide note he wrote at that time?So Hu Rui remembered this again.

Chen Ge held the letter tightly. The only thing he is grateful for now is that he sealed the envelope at that time, and it was glued with very sticky glue, so he would know if he had opened it or not. Of course, Hu Rui He wouldn't lie to him either, Hu Rui said that if he hadn't seen it, he hadn't seen it, this can be guaranteed.

How to dispel Hu Rui's thoughts now?Chen Ge quietly looked at Hu Rui from the corner of his eye, and seeing Hu Rui waiting for him to read the letter with great interest, Chen Ge was suddenly a little discouraged.

If I had known earlier, I wouldn’t have written that in the letter. If I really want to read it now, wouldn’t it scare people away?Or pretend to read the letter and change the sentence yourself?Chen Ge was thinking wildly there, and Hu Rui couldn't wait any longer. To be honest, he had wanted to know the content of this letter for a long time, otherwise he had already told Chen Ge to read it to himself, so he wouldn't have been waiting until now. Do not dismantle it.

"What's the matter? Why haven't you read it yet? Isn't your letter addressed to me?" Hu Rui said anxiously.

"Oh, oh, yes, but..." Chen Ge pondered there.

"Since it was written to me, why don't you read it to me now, or you can just tell me, it doesn't matter if it's taken apart or not." Hu Rui said empathetically.

When Chen Ge heard it, this was also a way. It was better than opening the letter and Hu Rui found out what was written in the letter, so he said: "Oh, what I said in the letter is to let you work hard and study hard, nothing special " Chen Ge wanted to send Hu Rui away in a few words, and when Hu Rui went out, he could destroy the letter!

Now Hu Rui quit, "Really?" Hu Rui said suspiciously, "I feel that this letter is very thick, and there should be more than three pieces of letter paper in it. How come there are only two sentences in your mouth?"

"Hehehe, why don't I diverge for a while, you also know that since you taught me to write essays, it takes a long time, and you asked me to diverge to write, so I developed a habit, and when I write, I spread out Take a moment." Chen Ge found a credible reason to say.

"Huh? Do you think this is writing?" Hu Rui was a little puzzled, something was wrong, but he couldn't find out what was wrong for a while.

After thinking and thinking, and thinking and thinking, Hu Rui finally realized that something was wrong. He also read the letter Chen Ge wrote to Father Chen. It was only one page, simple and clear. Has it become a title essay?

He was about to say this, but Chen Ge had already spoken ahead of time: "Ruirui, I'm a little hungry, can you go to the grocery store below and buy me some bread? I suddenly want to eat bread."

When Hu Rui heard this, he stopped talking, and just said: "Okay, I'll go now." He rushed out of the door of the ward and went downstairs to the grocery store.

Chen Ge let out a long sigh of relief. Fortunately, he tricked Hu Rui away. What should I do with this letter?Tearing it up is the best way, but Chen Ge is a bit reluctant. This is the first time he has expressed his feelings on paper, and it is unlikely that he will have the opportunity to write on paper in the future, let alone say it.

Let's read it again while Hu Rui is going down. Chen Ge carefully tore apart the letter and opened it:

Dear Rui Rui:

Hello, this is the first time I write to you, and it is also the last time I write to you. When you receive this letter, I believe that I have already slept in the ground.Don't be sad, don't be sad, I will always turn into a breeze to accompany you.

You and I have known each other for so many years, and our friendship is indestructible, and I always thought that my feelings for you were brotherhood and brotherhood.But I was wrong, too wrong, and I blamed me for opening up too late.

Ruirui, remember?You said before that your idol is xxx, others said he was gay, and I asked you what gay means, and you told me that gay means gay, gay, and I said a gay to you Why are you being an idol, it's too negative.At that time, you were still angry, saying that I was too stupid, and that there were records of homosexuality in the Spring and Autumn and Warring States Periods of China. Those who endanger society are free to fall in love with anyone, and have nothing to do with others.

Although I didn’t refute you at the time, I still have reservations about what you said, because I think heterosexuality is the right way, and if homosexuality is also the right way, I believe no one would object, but the current situation is that everyone gets to be punished Of.

I still remember what you said about your idol: he just fell in love with someone, and that person was someone of the same gender as him.

And now, what I want to tell you is that I, too, have fallen in love with someone, someone of the same sex as me, and that person is you.

Although I can never say it out, but now in this last letter, I still want to express my feelings. If I say it out, it will be complete. You don’t have to worry about accepting it or not, you just treat it as a stranger People are just pouring out their feelings to you.

I'm gone, you have to eat well, don't study too late, you have to take good care of grandpa and grandma, of course my parents will also take good care of grandpa and grandma, so you don't have to worry too much.

Hu Rui, I always thought that I couldn't catch up with you. Although you are two years younger than me, your mentality has already surpassed mine, but I hope you will not be so tired. Money in this world is endless. Now you If you already have a well-off life, be more stable. Don’t keep working on plans until midnight. Let Chen Hua do what he is doing. Don’t run away when he calls you.He is working for you, not you for him.Although he is my brother, I can only say this in a realistic way.

I hope you will go farther and farther in the field of Chinese medicine you like, and the better you will be, this is your wish, and it is also my wish.

I really hope to see you getting married, having children, and a happy family of five.

Finally, I wish you happiness, and I will watch you in heaven!Must be happy Oh!

Chen Ge

xx, xx, xx

Chen Ge looked at the letter, with helplessness, struggle, and compromise in his eyes, and he sighed a long time. He put the letter under the newspaper in the drawer of the bedside cabinet, and disguised it well, waiting for him to confirm who it was. He also couldn't see that there was a letter under it, so he laid down carefully. It took him a lot of effort to lift up to put the letter just now. Now his body is a little weak, so he should lie back on the bed to be safe.

As soon as he was lying down on the bed, someone pushed the door open and entered. He saw that it was Hu Rui, hey, why Hu Rui didn't have anything in his hands.

Hu Rui saw Chen Ge's doubts, smiled and said: "Oh, I left in a hurry just now, and I didn't even take the money. It turned out that it was settled, and I didn't have the money to buy it. Now I have to go down."

Hehe, this fool, Chen Ge laughed, Hu Rui has done a lot of things, Hu Rui often does not bring money, and Chen Ge must be the one who pays after buying something. Now Chen Ge is lying on the bed, and the payment has changed. Cheng Hu Rui himself forgot to bring money to buy things on three trips today, and in the end he had to go up to get the money before going down to buy things.

"You, you can't put a wallet on your body, tell me how many times have you been?" Chen Ge said.

"It's strange to carry something on your body, and the wallet is very heavy." Hu Rui said while taking money from the backpack on the chair.

"Or bring a fanny pack. I saw it last time. Many people have fanny packs on their waists. They can put a lot of things in them. Would you like to buy one?" Chen Ge suggested.

Hu Rui was speechless, the kind of old man with pocket money?Now it's the nouveau riche who brings it out, okay?And it's usually taken by middle-aged people with a full stomach and a big belly. Chen Ge, Chen Ge, why your taste has not changed for thousands of years.

"That's too old-fashioned, so I don't want it. Okay, I'm going down, you rest on the bed, and I'll buy it right away." Hu Rui had already taken the money, stuffed it into his pants pocket, and walked to the door went.

Looking at Hu Rui's back, Chen Ge felt grateful a thousand times and ten thousand times that he was still alive, that he could still look at Hu Rui, and be with Hu Rui. When Hu Rui got married, he would be the best man. When Hu Rui gave birth, he would be the best man. It's a godfather. . . . . .Every important moment of Hu Rui, he will be by Hu Rui's side, that's all.

He didn't want Hu Rui to know his feelings anymore, he was satisfied to be by Hu Rui's side forever as his best friend and best brother.

Ever since he woke up and saw Hu Rui's messy hair and big dark circles under his eyes, he knew that in Hu Rui's heart, he was very important. This is enough, don't disrupt Hu Rui's life According to the plan, grandparents still have to have grandchildren, and Hu Rui has to be a doctor with superb medical skills, so the plan cannot be deviated from the track.

As for myself, I will continue to be a soldier. Although I can no longer carry out intensive training, I can improve my information technology. In future wars, the first battle should be information warfare, and the last is for soldiers to clean up the battlefield. In 91 The Gulf War was like this, and I really prefer information technology a little more.

Things in this world cannot be perfect. He is alive now, and he is very grateful to God. People can't be too greedy to live well.

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Hu Rui, who was walking downstairs, was full of thoughts. In fact, as soon as he left the ward door just now, he knew that he forgot to bring money, so he immediately turned back to get the money.But as soon as he pushed the door, he found that Chen Ge was opening the letter. Hu Rui's hand was immediately removed from the door, and there was a sound when he put it on again.

Hu Rui watched Chen Ge read the letter carefully, and after reading it once, he leaned over and put the letter in the bedside cabinet, keeping it so secret, what was he worried about?Why couldn't I read it to myself just now?Could it be that there is a secret in this letter?Impossible, if I opened the letter at the beginning, wouldn't I know the content of the letter immediately, would it take so much effort to hide the letter?

Hu Rui thought for a long time but couldn't figure it out. Seeing that Chen Ge was lying down, he pretended to just go upstairs and opened the door to get the money.Seeing Chen Ge's unnatural expression, Hu Rui became more sure of his thoughts. Chen Ge had a secret that he didn't want him to know.This strengthened Hu Rui's determination to read the letter!

Tomorrow Chen Ge will go to the X-ray room for an examination, and Hu Rui plans to get the letter by himself at that time to have a good look at what is written in it, so that Chen Ge doesn't want him to know so much.

The next day came quickly. After the doctor checked the room in the morning, the nurse came to push Chen Ge to the X-ray room. Hu Rui deliberately took a step late and secretly took out the letter and hid it on his body. Hu Rui planned to get an X-ray Read the letter while you wait outside.

Chen Ge was pushed in, and Hu Rui was waiting outside. He sat on the bench and took out the letter, and read it at a glance. The more he read, the more shocked he became, the more shocked he was, and he almost dropped the letter on the ground.

It turned out that Chen Ge had such feelings for himself.Hu Rui doesn't think homosexuality is bad or anything, after all, his idol is homosexuality.But I never thought that there would be a man who likes me, and this man is the closest and most dependent Chen Ge.

Hu Rui didn't know what to do for a while, so he pretended not to know?Or pick broken window paper?Chen Ge hid the letter so well, he probably didn't want to let himself know his feelings.So pretending not to know is the best way right now?

Hu Rui was a little at a loss, my God, what's going on, why did it happen?His most trusted brother actually had a different feeling for him.

To be honest, Hu Rui doesn't want to break the current way of getting along. He has always been indifferent to love. His parents, who got married under such great resistance at the beginning, didn't fall apart within a year. They are still dying of old age Not in contact with each other.

This love is the most unreliable feeling in the world, there is no one, the strongest and most unbreakable thing in the world is family affection.

In fact, to put it bluntly, Hu Rui has no confidence in love. He doesn't believe that there is a relationship in this world that holds the hand of a son and loves the old man, except of course grandparents.The pain his parents brought to him was too deep and too deep, and the seeds of doubt were also planted.