devil's pet

Since the end of the Chinese song list music festival, Zhuo Xiran's name has been engraved forever on the celebrity list in the entertainment industry.Celebrity titles, which many artists are chasing, will bring them a lot of glory and attention, but they will inevitably pay a corresponding price.That is to have no privacy, to be maliciously attacked, to be fabricated scandals, to be rumored, and to be demonized.And so many negative effects.

Most of the popular artists will fail to stand the test and be knocked down by the media and public opinion. Only a few will survive in this big dye vat and become kings and queens.Being famous may make them philistine, cautious, mean, and indifferent.Put yourself into a shell, never trust others, and never be the original him again.

Looking at it this way, which one is better, not being famous or being famous?In fact, it is difficult to say a question.

On November 2003, 11, one week after the end of the Chinese song list, Zhuo Xiran, like all fans, closely followed the trial of Mr. Jackson's child molestation case.From the beginning of the case in February 19 to the present, there has finally been a small progress.After reading the news, Zhuo Xiran's blood almost froze.

More than 70 investigators from the Santa Barbara County District Attorney's Office and the Sheriff's Department descended on Michael Jackson's Neverland Ranch with a search warrant.During the trial, the witness testimony of the plaintiff, Gavin, was full of loopholes, and there were more and more unfavorable evidence about the plaintiff and the plaintiff's family members. The case is expected to be solved early next year.

Let's end it quickly and return his innocence.This is Zhuo Xiran's heartfelt voice.

Although his negative news is overwhelming, even though those who loved him before are now standing up to attack him, hurt him, and even frame him.Zhuo Xiran always believed that he was innocent.

"A person who can write songs like "HealTheWorld", "WeAreTheWorld", and "ManInTheMirror" will never do that kind of thing. I can feel it from his singing." Zhuo Xiran lowered his head, shaking his hands The wine glass, narrating his thoughts.

Today was in a particularly bad mood, Zhuo Xiran finished the filming and fled to the Night Bar in full disguise.

Solis rushed over after receiving Xiaomei's call. Hearing that Zhuo Xiran was troubled by a celebrity scandal, he actually expressed disdain for Solis who never paid attention to anything other than fashion.But after an hour, listening to Zhuo Xiran's story about the other party's experience, Solis' mood was also a little depressed.

He patted Zhuo Xiran on the shoulder, "You should think of the best, he has a bosom friend like you who can understand his music, at least he is not alone."

"But he doesn't know..."

"Then let him know!"

Zhuo Xiran glanced at Solis: "How can I let him know?"

"Write to him, aren't you the best at this? One letter per day, it seems a bit too much, then one letter per week, with your support and encouragement for him, and your belief in his innocence, as well as your If you tell him your love for his music, I think he will be very happy."

The brilliance in Zhuo Xiran's eyes immediately flashed, but immediately faded away, he lowered his shoulders and said: "Impossible, he is the most dazzling star in the world, and I am just a small artist, how could he pay attention to me?" ? Besides, he is busy with lawsuits now, so how can he care about reading fans' letters? I think he will get a pass when he gets to the assistant."

Xiaomei immediately denied his words: "Who said you are a small artist? But you are also a big star now, can you be more confident? I think he should be the one who needs the most care from fans now. The assistant or manager sees the positive The letter, I must be eager to read it to him! Think about it, how happy it is to receive blessings from a foreign country and have a bosom friend who understands him on the other side of the ocean at the most painful time?!"

"That's right. Orientals always say that it's easy to add icing on the cake, but difficult to give charcoal in the snow. In this kind of crisis, your care must warm his heart more than ever. If you don't try it, how will you know if the other party will watch it? Maybe you can get it." What's his reply!" Solis hurriedly added.

Zhuo Xiran was moved by the two people's words, "Yes! You are right, no matter if it succeeds or not, I want to send him my support and blessings!"

"I'll go back and write." Then, Zhuo Xiran stood up.

Xiaomei pressed him down, "What's the hurry, when can't I write the letter? You finally came out once, drink and chat with us, you are a big star now, it's too difficult to meet each other! It's the same, not recently Knowing what he is busy with, sometimes he doesn't answer the phone."

Mentioning Han Yunxiao, Zhuo Xiran was immediately distracted, "That's right, he didn't answer my calls." He glanced at Solis, "Is there any connection between Solis and Yunyun?"

Solis said casually, "Well, there is some connection, it's about work, and I recently had a cooperation with Jinmai."

"Did you see him? Did you ask him how he was doing?"

"It's not bad, the boy is getting better and better."

"Really? It's been a long time since I haven't seen him. I miss him. Call him and ask him to come out and get together."

Solis gave Zhuo Xiran a weird look, "I think it's better to forget it, he may not want to see you."

"Why?" Zhuo Xiran was quite surprised.

"Intuition. However, you must know that he is so young and abandoned by his peers. He is unavoidably arrogant and unwilling to admit defeat. He lost to Shi Yu for best newcomer last year, and lost to you for best pop single this year, not to mention you He debuted a year later than him. If it were me, I wouldn't want to see you too much. With his personality, he probably worked hard in retreat, desperately trying to catch up with you, right?"

Zhuo Xiran was taken aback for a moment, he never thought that Yunyun would have such a problem with him.But thinking about it carefully, what Solis said made sense. If he encountered this kind of thing, he would be envious and jealous, but he didn't expect it to be so serious that the other party would not even contact him.

This topic is quite heavy. They all understand the unspoken rules of being in the entertainment industry. If they want to survive here, they must pay the heartache and sweat that ordinary people cannot understand.Han Yunxiao loves music, almost obsessed.Although she is young, she works harder than anyone else, and she doesn't have the stink of a rookie at all.The music he makes is also very good, but because the style of music follows the relatively pure Blues and Jazz route, the appreciation level of most people in China has not yet reached that level, so that his albums are not popular, and he has not been in the music industry so far. He has won rewards at the Grand Prix, so no one would feel better if this situation changed.

I want to make the music I love, but I have to compromise in order to win an award. With Han Yunxiao's character, he probably wouldn't do it, right?

Everyone was in a bad mood that night, they chatted very late and drank a lot of wine, Solis was so drunk that he couldn't walk steadily, Zhuo Xiran sent him home.

When she came to Solis' house for the first time, Zhuo Xiran was shocked by the purely masculine style in the room.Does Solis, who always wears heavy makeup and behaves a bit sissy, have such a masculine side?

Zhuo Xiran felt that she was about to rediscover homosexuality.

While talking and laughing with Solis, Zhuo Xiran helped him into the bathroom.After taking a shower, Solis has a delicate and attractive face. His skin is not too white, but a very healthy color with a hint of pink.Zhuo Xiran was dumbfounded.

Solis walked towards Zhuo Xiran who was on the sofa, and suddenly pulled off the bath towel around his waist, revealing his thin body. Zhuo Xiran was startled, couldn't look away, couldn't speak, and stared at him blankly .

The corner of Solis's mouth curled into a smile of unknown meaning, and he suddenly straddled Zhuo Xiran's body, picked up Zhuo Xiran's hand and put it on his body, the moment his skin touched, Zhuo Xiran woke up like a dream, and said in shock: "Solis?! What are you doing?"

He hurriedly wanted to withdraw his hand, but was caught by Solis, he lowered his head and approached Zhuo Xiran, and asked angrily, "Of course, do you like men or women?"

Zhuo Xiran swallowed her saliva, and replied without thinking: "Woman."

Solis swung his waist and poked his lower abdomen with the butt, Zhuo Xiran moved his body uncomfortably, his eyes dodged, he didn't know whether to push him away or just let him mess around like this.

"Woman?" Solis snorted.

His eyes are very beautiful, and the inner part of the eyes is much lighter than that of ordinary Asians. Staring at them will give people a very mysterious feeling.Zhuo Xiran didn't dare to look at him, turned his face away, and whispered: "Solis, you've drunk too much, get off me quickly."

As if he couldn't hear it, Solis twisted his body more violently, and brought his lips closer, and when he was about to kiss the other's mouth, Zhuo Xiran suddenly pushed him, and then turned him over on the sofa beside him.

Zhuo Xiran jumped up, threw the towel on Solis, and shouted: "Solis! Are you crazy? Do you know what you are doing?"

Solis supported his body with one arm, looked at Zhuo Xiran in the middle of the ground who was so frightened that there was no blood on his face, and suddenly burst out laughing, he covered his stomach, pointed at Zhuo Xiran, "Of course, look at your stupid look !so fun!"

Zhuo Xiran flushed with embarrassment, neither leaving nor staying, looked at him at a loss.

"Admit it, you like men, I can tell." Solis sat up, carelessly, without hiding his private parts.He took out a cigarette from the coffee table and lit it, looking at Zhuo Xiran.

Zhuo Xiran frowned, "Don't talk nonsense! Why should I like men? Besides... Is it that important whether I like men or women? Why do you all care so much about this issue?"

"I don't care what other people think, but as your friend, I can't." He shrugged, "I really don't understand why you are so sure that you don't like men? You obviously have a reaction to me, although it's not big, But you have, don't try to fool me, look at your own crotch!"

Zhuo Xiran looked down, and immediately covered it in shame, and sat down on the sofa opposite Solis, he said in a panic, "That's... that's..."

"That's okay. Men are very sensitive. You can be hard with just a few touches. You don't have to blame yourself for it. I just want to remind you not to always avoid your sexuality, and know how to fight for the man you like. If you let It would be a pity if happiness slipped away from me."

Zhuo Xiran didn't understand why Solis said such strange things to him, he said seriously: "I don't like others, and I don't need to fight for anything!"

"Really? I thought you fell in love with Mr. Wang, didn't you?" Solis stared at him firmly.

Zhuo Xiran froze instantly as if struck by lightning.

Zhuo Xiran obviously had the expression of being talked about, Solis' expression suddenly became worried, he just wanted to test him, but it turned out to be true...

"I don't." It took Zhuo Xiran a long time to say a word, and his voice was very weak.

"No?" Solis twitched his eyebrows, "Of course, I only told you these things as if you were a friend. Do you know that you are worrying if you continue like this? You don't know your own sexuality, you can't face your own heart, and you just run away from it." Happiness cannot be obtained! Do you know what you are doing now? You are a flawed child who will never grow up!"

The words were a bit heavy, so that Zhuo Xiran immediately stood up from the sofa, and he yelled: "Solis! You drank too much, go to rest early, I have to go home."

Solis rushed forward to block his way, grabbed his shoulder and shook, "Of course, tell me, are you in love with President Wang?"

Zhuo Xiran's eyes dodged, trying to break free from Solis' grip, but Solis stuck to him like an octopus, making Zhuo Xiran, who had no attack power, dodge left and right, but couldn't break free.Under the aggressive questioning from the other party, Zhuo Xiran said with a stiff smile: "No! Don't talk nonsense! I want to go home..."

Zhuo Xiran's reaction made Solis' heart fall to the bottom. He pushed him against the wall and glared at him, "Coward! You don't even have the courage to admit that you love someone, so why do you compete with others? You Do you think he would like a man who is not confident, has a disease in his heart, and dare not face up to his heart? Save yourself! Don't say he is straight, even if he is crooked, he will not fall in love with a fool like you!"

Zhuo Xiran's lips turned white, his eyes were wide open to the limit, he looked as if possessed by an evil spirit, a bit scary, he made a shh gesture, then covered Solis' mouth, panicked: "Shh! Keep your voice down! You must never say such things, he will hear it!" He looked around guiltily, "Don't talk nonsense, I really don't love him, really!"

Solis frowned, extremely disappointed by Zhuo Xiran's reaction, "You are really hopeless!" He clenched and loosened his hands, and finally dropped them powerlessly.

He walked to the sofa and sat down, and closed his eyes tiredly, "It's late, go back to sleep, and be careful on the road."

Zhuo Xiran looked at him, and fled the scene at the speed of a rocket launch as if he had received an amnesty.

Like a robot, Zhuo Xiran stared straight ahead and walked forward step by step. The heavy snow fell on his head and shoulders, burying him like a snowman.

If you want to live happily, you must know how to give up, give up those disturbing troubles, put your head into the haystack, and be an ostrich that cares about your head and ignores your back.This is his philosophy of life.

The premise of love is to be within the rules of the game in society.

Isn't it love?Of course he, Zhuo Xiran, knows what love is, and he is not an idiot.He also had a first love, okay?Do you really think he is a fool? !

As long as he wants, he can love people all over the world!He can love both men and women!cut!

However, there is one person who can't!Never!That person broke away from the rules of the game in human society, he was his god, he was everything to him, he was the master who stood aloof and disdainful of all things.And I am a slave!It is also a humble dog who is imprisoned by the memory of the previous life and cannot get rid of the humble habits.

His love is a kind of blasphemy to the master.It would be bad to let the master know!

That's why he doesn't love him.

Because, can not love.

Zhuo Xiran hugged his shoulders, looked around guiltily, and prayed that his omnipotent master didn't hear his conversation with Solis.

■

Like a wandering spirit, Zhuo Xiran walked back to the old house in the suburbs after spending two hours.

After returning home, he took a hot bath and chatted with his grandfather in his room for a while, Zhuo Xiran's mood gradually calmed down.Just like the laws of this society prevent people from committing crimes, Zhuo Xiran buried those taboo thoughts and slapped them tightly with a shovel to prevent them from coming out again.

Unable to sleep in the middle of the night, he picked up a pen and wrote a letter to Mr. Jackson, expressing his love for his music, respect for his private life, and firm belief in his innocence, to express his support for him.

The next day, he mailed the letter.

The following days are no different from before, still busy and happy.

The skills previously trained at the racecourse finally came in handy, and the horseback chase went very smoothly, winning applause from the staff and praise from the director.

After Soli&Jon's clothing commercials were released, the response was overwhelming. Zhuo Xiran's commercials and film and TV invitations became more and more, but except for a few commercials, Sister Mei didn't let him accept any extra film and television invitations.Because several singles of the new album have been released, and the arrangement has been prepared, the intense song recording work is about to begin, and the national tour plan for next year has also been put on the agenda, Zhuo Xiran will have physical training and dance training , There are also various meetings, large and small, that can't be finished.

In December, "Undercover" was finished.

The box office at the premiere plus theaters on the first day totaled 800 million yuan. Although it is inferior to last year's 4000 million "Mark of Sin-Jihad", compared with other domestic films, it still achieved quite good results.It is estimated that the cost will be recovered in three days after the release.There is no suspense to break [-] million within half a month.

Not only the box office revenue is considerable, but the script and the acting skills of the actors have been highly affirmed, and the public gave it a high score. Some film critics called it: a rare classic in China in recent years.

In fact, apart from "Undercover", the biggest news in early 04 is that "The Seal of Sin" will be filming a sequel and there will be a large-scale casting audition.

For the second part this time, all the characters in "The Seal of Sin-Falling Heaven" will openly invite actors to audition, and the same is true for the protagonist.

This news made all actors in the industry extremely excited, including Zhuo Xiran.He discussed with Sister Mei and decided to attend the audition for the main character Ming Xi in early January.

===================================

The author has something to say: Fei Xiong is too busy to reply to each of his messages, and I apologize. In order to thank everyone for your support, I will make a double update today.

Keywords for the next episode: Fairy Tale + H