Arty Records

"Mr. Fang, I heard that you are leaving Capital University. Is it true?"

The final exam of next week will start, and the last class of the first grade the day before, because it involves the issue of changing teachers for the next year, Fang Sishen specifically said it, but Jiang Caiyun didn't expect to find out so soon.

Nodding: "Yes. But if you have any questions, you can still contact me, it's okay."

The girl was about to cry: "Really... you want to go?"

Fang Sishen was also a little sad: "Well, let's try in a different environment." Seeing the other party's sad expression, he only thought it was the usual sensibility of a liberal arts girl, and comforted: "There will always be changes in life, and it's not a bad thing."

"Then... may I ask where you are going?"

"Higher School of Humanities."

Jiang Caiyun turned from sadness to joy: "Just go to the Humanities College? Won't you leave the capital?"

"Yes what's the matter?"

The girl was a little embarrassed, and blushed: "It's nothing, I thought... I thought you were going to other places or abroad. I didn't expect that you were still in the capital, which is great." Her eyes were full of expectations, "Then I can go to Does the School of Humanities see you?"

"This..." Fang Sishen was slightly surprised.Maybe the other party was just excited for a while and talked verbally.Seeing that appearance, I didn't feel like it, so I hesitated subconsciously.

Jiang Caiyun bit her lip, suddenly made up her mind, took a step closer, and raised her eyes to look at Fang Sishen: "Mr. Fang, I...I like you, I like you very much...it's the kind of like...that I want to be together. Because you I’m a teacher, I’m a student, and I’ve never dared to let you know before. But you’re leaving, and I’m graduating next year.” The girl said more and more bravely, “These things will be all right soon. I know you didn’t Girlfriend, can you, can you, please consider me?"

After waiting for a while, seeing that Fang Sishen seemed to be still in shock, without any reaction, he emphasized again: "I'm serious, please think about it. At least, think about it!"

The young and beautiful girl looked at herself with sparkling eyes.Fang Sishen was startled: "Ah, you...why..." Hastily asked the truth, "Don't you have a boyfriend?"

Jiang Caiyun has many suitors, Fang Sishen always thought so.

"That's all they're talking nonsense about! I've never had a boyfriend, not a single one. You believe me! I only like you! Since a long time ago, I have only liked you..."

The girl was eager to confess herself, Fang Sishen realized what a stupid question she asked, and immediately corrected it: "I'm sorry, it's not you, it's me, I already... have someone I like. I'm sorry."

"You already...have a girlfriend?"

It can't be said to be a boyfriend.Fang Sishen bit the bullet and nodded: "Yes."

"Really? Why... can't you see it at all?"

"Really. We... have been dating for a long time, and we have a very good relationship." The girl's face was full of sad tears, and Fang Sishen struggled to speak, "Because...he is introverted and unwilling to publicize, so... not many people know about it. ..."

Jiang Caiyun's tears flowed more and more, Fang Sishen was the worst at dealing with such situations, and was at a loss what to do.In the end, he was cruel and took two steps away: "Thank you for your kindness, I'm really sorry!" Before the onlookers approached, he left in a hurry.

He trotted all the way, and didn't stop to catch his breath until he was out of the school gate.First, Nie Mingxuan pestered her for a long time, and then Jiang Caiyun was startled, overwhelmed, and her head started to ache.For Fang Sishen, the feeling of rejecting others is not comfortable.Nie Mingxuan's ability to handle the ambiguous areas in interpersonal relationships makes him frustrated and embarrassed.However, Jiang Caiyun was a void of infatuation, which made him feel unbearable and guilty.However, he knew that it would only be worse if he didn't simply reject it outright.

Slowly calm down and walk towards Bookstore Street.Seeing the familiar black car, he couldn't help showing a smile.He suddenly realized that when he was with Hong Xinyao, he never needed to think about how to get along.

Walking to the door, according to the usual practice, it should be opened automatically at this time, but there is no movement today.He must have come late, he was afraid he didn't notice, so he tapped lightly with his fingers.

"Sorry, have you been waiting for a long time?"

Hong Xinyao didn't speak, and when he closed the car door, he turned sideways to help fasten his seat belt.Then he lay on the steering wheel and tilted his head to look at him.

This appearance is really unusual, Fang Sishen forgot the disturbing experience before, and asked with concern: "What's wrong?"

Seeing that Fang Sishen was almost anxious, Hong Xinyao said, "What is it that took so long?"

He suppressed himself with all his strength, making this question sound more normal.

Hong Xinyao left at the moment Jiang Caiyun shed tears.He was afraid that if he didn't leave again, he didn't know what reckless and stupid things he would do.In broad daylight and in public, those two people couldn't possibly have anything.What's more, he knew in his heart that they never had anything.However, Jiang Caiyun's crying, with Fang's thoughtful habit of treating others, maybe a few words of comfort, maybe a certain facial expression...just thinking about it, Hong Xinyao wanted to tear that woman into pieces.

He retreated like fleeing a scourge.The sky is bright and the sun is bright, and the universe is clear, and there is an illusion of being in a dark abyss.The crowd is crowded and bustling, and it turns into the sea and the sky in an instant, and that person is infinitely far away from him.

I want to stand beside him in the sun, among the crowd, hold his hand and declare to the world: he belongs to me.

This wish was so strong that Hong Xinyao's eyes were shattered by the sudden outburst of unwillingness and resentment.He stumbled back to the car, clutching his head.

It turns out that life is like this, no matter how hard you try, there are always so few things you can control.

This cognition made Young Master Hong's recently inflated ego seem like a popped balloon, which deflated with a "poof" in the blink of an eye.

He used to think that if he caught up with Fang Sishen, he would be successful.Later, he thought that it would be a success to get the approval of both parents.It is only now that I realize how shallow my past thoughts were.

Young Master Hong held his head and thought viciously: This matter is so fucking challenging.

Can't ask for it, love to leave.Impulse and ecstasy, peace and bliss, fear and panic, helplessness and despair, all the most intense emotions in life, all because of Fang Sishen, Hong Xinyao was able to experience, unforgettable.Let you make steel a hundred times, and it will become soft.

A truly good man is polished by love bit by bit in this way.

Listening to Hong Xinyao's question, Fang Sishen said: "I met two acquaintances on the road..." He stopped, as if thinking about how to organize his words.

"You know that too. One is Pingxiang's boss, who came here today to preside over the last recruitment. He happened to meet him and said a few words."

Nie Mingxuan was enthusiastic and proactive several times, wanting to make friends, but he never revealed his thoughts behind it.Being rejected by Fang Sishen through Ou Pingxiang, he became more polite and persistent.Originally, this is the perfect way of communication in the adult world. They have face for each other and leave room for each other. What's more, it is convenient for the pursued to be delivered to the door and sold well.It's a pity that I met Fang Sishen, a bookworm, who was both troublesome and hypocritical.Today I had to deal with it as a last resort, and made up my mind to include this person in the list of rejected calls.Anyway, he was about to leave Beijing Normal University soon, and he was going to seriously tell his brother-in-law not to leak any more news.

Therefore, Fang Sishen thought it was enough when he said this, and started to talk about the next person he thought was more troublesome.

"The other one is Jiang Caiyun. She heard from the first grader that I was going to be transferred, so she said a few words of farewell."

After all, First Young Master Hong couldn't bear it to the end, and said bitterly: "This girl owes me a debt, when do you plan to pay it off?"

It was only then that Fang Sishen remembered that there was still this size.I was still hesitating whether I should continue, but I stopped hesitating immediately.He said calmly: "Are you not in a hurry now? If she is inconvenient, don't force her. I don't think she is a dishonest person."

When Hong Xinyao heard the last sentence, he was about to explode, but Fang Sishen said again: "I was waiting for the money before, so I didn't think to ask her. Although it's not much, it's better than nothing."

The fire went down immediately.Remembering that Fang Sishen never spoke on his own money issues in the past, this statement can be regarded as a historic progress, which is worthy of congratulations.Suddenly he was too lazy to ask any more questions, and the thought of wanting to show off in the public came up again, excitedly said: "Let's go out for dinner."

Since the Hong family had an accident last year, except for the last time I saw Mrs. Qiu and He Shenwei, no two of them had been out alone for almost a year.

Fang Sishen was a little strange: "Didn't you say that you can go back and cook? Mama Feng has already bought the dishes, and there is still time."

"Don't do it, let's go on a date today!"

After the car started, Young Master Hong began to think about the place.Counting silently in a circle, in all the places I know, I may encounter accidents with acquaintances, but there is no suitable place.The weird ambivalence of wanting to show off so that the whole world can recognize it, but also wanting to keep it secret so that no one can get their hands on it is beyond words.

Fang Sishen looked excited at him, then frowned again in a blink of an eye, and asked, "Ah Yao, what happened to you today?"

"Let's go back. There is no suitable good place, and it's troublesome to be bumped into." Having said that, the gloomy and disappointed look didn't dissipate.

Fang Sishen had a rare brainstorm, and said, "How about going to the place where I ate with Mrs. Qiu and Aunt He last time? There are many foreigners there, and the environment is pretty good..."

Hearing this, Hong Xinyao praised: "Good idea!" kissed him on the face, "Let's go, let's go on a date!"

On the way, the two of them checked the bars and restaurants in that alley with their mobile phones. In the end, Mr. Hong made a decision and chose a restaurant with the most expensive price and the lowest popularity.Sure enough, the environment is elegant and the service is thoughtful, the waiters speak fluent Spanish, and the few guests here and there are foreigners, so the safety factor is extremely high.

Ever since he sat down in meditation, Fang Sishen felt that the person in front of him was not normal again.Laughing inexplicably for a while, pretending to be deep for no reason for a while.His eyes were glued to his own face, and he never moved away from the beginning to the end.Looking at that appearance, even if the food is stuffed in the nostrils, he can still eat it.After asking a few words, there was no response, and I vaguely guessed the outline in my heart, so I stopped asking.

The one in front of me is about to bottom out, and the one on the other side has only reached a peak.Fang Sishen said, "Aren't you hungry? Why don't you eat?"

"Ah, why don't you eat, eat, eat!" Young Master Hong started to gobble it up like he just woke up from a dream.Three or two slaps were almost done, and he drank the nearly four-figure liquid cow in a few gulps, and snapped his fingers, "Waiter! Billplease!"

Fang Sishen laughed.

Hong Xinyao said: "This place is not bad, it will be here from now on."

Fang Sishen stopped laughing, and whispered, "It's too expensive. Let's do it at home, don't waste it like this."

"Okay, if you say you can do it at home, you can do it at home. It's okay to come on a date once in a while, right?"

When he got up to leave, Hong Xinyao gave Fang Sishen a hand, and he didn't let go of his hand after that.Fang Sishen looked around, the lights were dim and there were few customers, so he let him go.

The two got into the car and drove for about twenty minutes before Fang Sishen realized something was wrong and asked, "Which way is this? Can I go back here?"

Young Master Hong glanced at him, raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Did I never take you for a ride?"

"So, it doesn't seem to be true." Fang Sishen was aroused by him, and smiled sideways, "Next, do you want to watch a movie?"

Unexpectedly, the other party took it seriously: "Do you want to see it?" He frowned, "Forget it today, and book a session next time, so that idlers won't be in the way."

Fang Sishen laughed out loud.Hong Xinyao stretched out his hand to scratch him.

"Stop making trouble, and drive with your heart." Fang Sishen said softly, with a sweet heart, "You know that I have almost never been to a movie theater. If you want to watch it, I will accompany you to see it. There is no need to book the show."

Young Master Hong said, I just want to go home and see you.But he said in his mouth: "Then go for a drive today." He often socializes at night, so he naturally knows the best places to look.Fang Sishen had never come out at night to see the night scene, and it was quite interesting to turn all the way down.Follow him through the colorful and bustling night, the bustling neon lights outside the car, the lights are like the sea, the smiles in the car are faint, and the passion is intoxicating.Unknowingly leaning on his shoulder, staring out the window, my mind was empty.

So far in life, there is no time to fly by, and the years are wasted.

Both of them fell silent until they returned to the small apartment, the inexplicable feeling seemed to be still flowing around.Fang Sishen was sent to the bathroom by Hong Xinyao to take a shower, only halfway through the shower did he feel strange that the guy didn't follow him.After washing, Hong Xinyao was about to end a phone call.Hanging up the phone, took the towel from Fang Sishen's hand and wiped his hair for him.The height difference between the two was half a head, Hong Xinyao sat on the sofa, and held Fang Sishen on his lap, which was very convenient.

It is already summer, and it is not yet the hottest time.Fang Sishen casually put on a round neck T-shirt, white and clear, just like a high school student.The drops of water trickled down from the back of the neck, did not touch the empty clothes, but wet the back waist of the underwear along the spine, sticking to the warm belly of the person behind.Hong Xinyao lifted the hem of his T-shirt, stretched a towel in to wipe his back: "You have such a bad habit, you don't want to wipe the back of your head a few more times."

"Well, I will remember next time."

Fang Sishen took care of himself when he was very young, but He Shensi would remember to wipe his back when he took a bath, dry the back of his head by the way, and then throw the towel to his son, so he always only wipes the dripping bangs on his forehead.The habits developed since childhood are trivial things, and I never thought about bothering to change them.So to put it this way, the soft dry towel moved on his back without thinking about it at all.I picked up the remote control on the coffee table and turned on the DVD to play. Sure enough, it was the newly discovered documentary disc of the ancient civilization, and it stopped at the place I saw last time.

Maybe he himself didn't realize that such a perfunctory perfunctory, except for some lessons that his father Fang Duzhi didn't take for granted, only the person behind him had the opportunity to learn.

While he was leaning forward, Hong Xinyao wiped and chewed all the way up.

"Don't, itch, ha... Let me finish this, just a little bit, really, it's almost over."

Master Hong curled his lips and got up to take a shower.After washing it, I just heard the gloomy ending of the documentary: "History is ruthless. No matter how brilliant and brilliant it is, it may be wiped out. No one even knows that they ever existed. History is also merciful, and it always exists in a mysterious In the corners, all kinds of lost clues are left, for human beings to discover and explore, and to look at their own past in a distant time and space..."

Fang Sishen was slumped on the sofa with one leg crossed, his expression was far away, it was obvious that Hun'er hadn't come out in the documentary yet.Suddenly a huge shadow shrouded down, and the screen disappeared.

"Ah Yao, don't stand in the way."

Hong Xinyao pressed the remote control, and the TV went completely silent.

Kneeling on the sofa with one leg, covering him completely under his body: "It's over."

"Ah, yes, it's over."

Just as Fang Sishen wanted to sigh, the shadow on his head quickly expanded, and his mouth was blocked.The strength immediately relaxed, leaving only a piece of softness and warmth, pecking lightly, dense and dense, corresponding to the vast and distant melancholy in the heart, as if all the seven souls and six souls were scattered into the chaos and emptiness, as if there was nothing left.

"Hmm..." A soft, dreamlike voice leaked out.

Hong Xinyao bent down and bit down from the neck through the clothes.Originally most of the light was blocked by him, but now it hit Fang Sishen directly on the head.As if she just realized what the situation was, she blushed and pushed the person in front of her: "Go to the room."

"Do not."

Seeing that he didn't intend to move his nest at all, Fang Sishen had no choice but to grit his teeth and say, "Go and turn off the lights."

Hong Xinyao looked at the drawn curtains, and was slapped hard by Fang Sishen, so he reluctantly got up and turned off the lights.

When he came back again, he seemed to have changed his mind suddenly, sitting on the floor cushion with his head resting on Fang Sishen's leg that was crossed on the sofa, extremely docile.

"elder brother."

"Ok?"

"After a long time, don't you think... It's boring to stay with me?"

"Why do you ask this all of a sudden?"

"For example, I bought this film after a lot of trouble, and I don't have time to watch it with you. Actually, even if I have time to watch it with you, it's because you watch the show and I watch the excitement, and you watch my jokes, right?"

Fang Sishen was happy.Think about it, pat him on the head: "If you say this, it's the same in reverse."

"What do you mean?"

"For example, I can't help you at all, and I don't even understand most of them. Do you think it's boring to stay with me after a long time?"

Hong Xinyao blurted out: "How is it possible? I'm not looking for a deputy to live my life."

"So, the reason is the same, I'm not looking for a research partner."

"But... don't they all say that the couple wants to be good, so they have to talk about something, like-minded, like-minded?"

This problem is difficult.Fang Sishen thought about it for a while, and then said: "I think that like-minded people should not only be limited to personal habits, professional occupations, hobbies, etc., but also include higher and farther things, such as... the basic views on feelings, The degree of mutual recognition and tolerance..."

Young Master Hong suddenly realized: "Well, harmony on the bed must count!"

Fang Sishen raised his other leg to kick him, but he grabbed his ankle.

Hong Xinyao held one ankle with one hand, slowly bent his legs, and clasped them in his arms.His eyes were burning in the darkness: "Brother, I don't like others, and you are not allowed to like others, okay?"

Fang Sishen looked back at him, nodded imperceptibly: "Well, I don't like others."

Don't be wary of your toes being licked, and your whole body shrinks accordingly.In the hazy night, it looked like a flower in bud.