pretend crush

Meng Ziqin was stunned. The weather was bad in the morning, and the wind was strong. The thin map in his hand was blown loudly, turning out the shape of waves.

"Silent Confession" is the movie that made Zhou Qiu an instant hit.

The story of an Asian youth who has been deaf and dumb since he was a child. After completely losing his parents, he can only live in a dirty alley and serve drunks.

This place is that alley.

This movie has a very high reputation, and Meng Ziqin has not only watched it, but also watched it many times, watching it very carefully.

"Is this...that alley?" Meng Ziqin asked.

The whole movie basically unfolds in that alley.

"Yes." Zhou Qiu took the map from his hand and folded it, and the paper stopped ringing.

"But aren't there restaurants everywhere?" Meng Ziqin thought of that alley whenever he recalled that movie.

In the dim movie footage, the mottled walls, and the potholes full of sewage even if it doesn’t rain, at night, the lights are dazzled, dirty language is mixed with all kinds of wine, and the young people shrink back and forth amidst the dancing of demons.

There was silence in his world, but he was still afraid from the bottom of his heart.

He had never been to such a place before, even though he had been born into a poor family.

But now, he can only rely on these things to exchange for a little living.

This film focuses on the living conditions of the bottom Chinese in Europe, and it also involves racial issues and social issues.

"There are indeed many restaurants there, but they all have no names." Zhou Chou explained to him, and just after he finished speaking, he heard Zhao Manlin complain, "There should be very few cafes in this small town."

Zhao Manlin has always followed the international route, and often participated in some foreign movies, so she is familiar with many places here.

Hearing that they were not the only ones with this problem, Meng Ziqin relaxed a bit and said, "It's okay."

They set off quickly, Zhou Qiu was driving the car, and he checked the map before getting into the car.

Meng Ziqin sat on the co-pilot and opened a map, found their current location, and followed Zhou Qiu's direction to recognize them.

"Do you want to..." Zhou Qiu turned the steering wheel, and originally wanted to ask you if you want to learn to recognize the way, but then thought of Xiao Zhao sitting behind him, so he stopped talking.

"Want something to drink?"

"Huh?" Meng Ziqin paused for a moment with his hand holding the map. Fuzhi understood what Zhou Qiu wanted to say, and stuffed the map into his coat pocket.Today, he wore a fleece jacket over a sweater. The pocket of the jacket was so big and square that it was just enough to stuff a map.

Zhou Qiu smiled lightly, Meng Ziqin knew what he was laughing at, turned his head to look at the scenery and ignored him.

In the last place, he only acted as an advanced player who can find his way in intricate places, so he can't collapse here.

Zhou Qiu drove for more than 40 minutes and they arrived.

Meng Ziqin jumped out of the car first, and there were many alleys in front of him. He walked forward and looked at a few, and found that there was no difference.

Suddenly someone behind him patted him on the shoulder, "I'll take you there."

Zhou Qiu's hand slid down along Meng Ziqin's arm, and his hand was half retracted in the cuff, and the exposed part was blown red by the wind.

But they still have tasks.

Zhou Qiu gripped his fingers tightly in the air, but let them down helplessly.

The further he walked in, the more familiar the scenery in front of Meng Ziqin felt.

This is the place where the youth was beaten for the first time, and the owner of the beer shop stood by the wooden door and stood by.

The young man met his first friend here, and it was a place to compete with the bar he was in, so the boss never let him come.

Also here, the young man met Uncle Mande, a frustrated middle-aged man who had studied in China in his early years but was deported because of gambling debts.

Zhou Qiu stopped, turned his head to look at Meng Ziqin, saw that he was still following closely despite looking around, so he stepped in.

Mencius Qin was not as straightforward as Zhou Qiu.

Young people live in it.

More importantly, the youth met a handsome young British student here.

"Why don't you come in?" Zhou Chou stopped and asked when he realized that there was only his own footsteps.

Meng Ziqin didn't say anything, and trotted up to stand beside Zhou Qiu.

Zhou Qiu didn't move again, he raised his head slightly to look at something.

Today's weather is bad, the sky is gloomy, and it stands to reason that it has the same tone as in the movie, but the atmosphere is completely different.

Meng Ziqin suddenly felt that he could distinguish Zhou Qiu in the movie from Zhou Qiu in reality.

Following Zhou Qiu's gaze, he looked at the youth's room on the second floor.

"Want to go up and have a look?" Meng Ziqin asked him.

This movie means a lot to Zhou Qiu, maybe he wants to come back and watch it?

But Zhou Qiu shook his head and refused, with a little smile on his lips, looked at him and asked him: "Stranger, do you want to know the story of "Silent Confessions"?"

Mencius knew the story of "Silent Confession" very well, but he knew that what Zhou Qiu was talking about was not the plot of the movie.

Zhou Qiu looked at him with deep eyes, which made Meng Ziqin suddenly realize that the smile he showed was not because he was happy, but maybe he had some... other emotions.

Mencius nodded.

Zhou Qiu led him to the door under the young man's window. It was a simple wooden door, and inside was a small room. The two of them, Xiao Zhao and the camera, looked very crowded.

Zhou Qiu closed the door, and the room was like a basement with no light. Only then did Meng Ziqin realize that the room had no windows.

"Stand over here." Zhou Qiu pointed to the position in front of him.

He stood facing the door, leaving a space for Mencius between his body and the door.

Meng Ziqin was a little puzzled, but walked over anyway.

Zhou Qiu pushed the door a little bit, and the wooden door creaked, revealing a crack.

Meng Ziqin leaned forward and immediately understood.

From here you can just see that very entangled scene.

The young man discovers that the foreign student he has been secretly in love with has thoughts about him beyond friendship. The foreign student wants to kiss him, take him into the room and fall in love with him. The young man struggles between rejection and pandering.

But in the end, the international students didn't even kiss the young man, let alone anything else.

"Why?" Meng Ziqin asked.

"After that scene, they always date here. The young man's room is upstairs, and he can't help it. When the foreign students are away, he will secretly come down here and watch, keep watching." The hand on the shoulder tightened.

Meng Ziqin suddenly realized that this was something he didn't understand.

The display of this detail in the movie is very vague, only a pair of eyes of the young man exposed through the crack of the door are photographed, and then the time is switched to another day. There is no one on the street during the day, only the young man has to get up early to work, a The field of vision is biased towards the exterior of the alley.

It turned out that this was the director's tip.

"He was thinking about every memory they left there. The young man knew that the foreign students would not stay and they couldn't be together. His mind was full of a Chinese word 'stop loss'," Zhou Qiu lowered his head, his voice just right It landed next to Meng Ziqin's ear, his lips and his auricles were as close as ever. "He is sickly guarding his fantasies and memories here every day. There are two lovers under the wall over there, and they are kissing."

Mencius tilted his head, and Zhou Qiu's lips just touched his ears.

It was very cold and windy, but his lips were warm.

It was only then that Meng Ziqin realized that Zhou Qiu was looking at him, not the wall that belonged to the youth on the opposite side.

The deep look in his eyes could not be suppressed, like a ball of fire, Meng Ziqin had the illusion that he had been ignited in a trance.

The atmosphere was anxious and ambiguous, and Mencius could tell clearly that Zhou Qiu's flame was burning for him, not for some youth, let alone a British student.

He felt that he was about to lose control. In front of Zhou Qiu, pretending not to care was too difficult a problem for him.

Just when Meng Ziqin's fingertips were about to touch Zhou Qiu's cuff, a cell phone rang in the small house.

Meng Ziqin lowered his head and blinked. It was Xiao Zhao's cell phone that rang.

Zhou Qiu looked back at him, and Xiao Zhao probably realized that the atmosphere was not right, so he nodded embarrassedly, seeing that it was the director calling, he had to pick it up, and when he raised his head again, the door panel made a "peng" sound, and neither of them disappeared. up.

Zhou Qiu finally held Meng Ziqin's hand that was frozen red, and kissed his frozen red nose, and he didn't know if it was frozen red lips.

Meng Ziqin was pushed against the door, Zhou Qiu kissed deeply and urgently, knowing that Xiao Zhao was behind him, Meng Ziqin still let out a suppressed voice.

"The young man is too clear that he and the foreign student are not from the same world. The foreign student is very young and handsome. He has an infinitely bright future, and he was not originally a man who liked men..." Zhou Qiu slowly told these stories to Mencius Qin, he spoke very slowly, and he couldn't stand not kissing for a few words.

"He can only live by himself. Every good moment of the foreign student is in his heart. He remembers every mark on the wall very clearly. Which brick once stuck to the back of the person he loves, and which finger touched the back of the person he loves?" Wherever he goes, he envies even that wall."

Meng Ziqin couldn't breathe, and he couldn't breathe in his heart either.

He understood what Zhou Qiu was saying, and it was only when his heart full of love with him found a hole.

"Brother Qiu, I..." Meng Ziqin panicked, his voice choked with sobs, blocked by Zhou Qiu's kiss.

"Don't tell me you're sorry, don't, it's all my pleasure, you can wait as long as you want."

They finally opened up a little distance, and Meng Ziqin felt uncontrollable and said, "I love you."

"I love you, I love you, brother Qiu, I love you."

Zhou Qiu stared at him blankly for a while, then bent his index finger and pressed it to his tear mole.

Every time Meng Ziqin cried, he didn't realize it.

Zhou Qiu hugged him into his arms and pressed him tightly, thankfully but also helplessly said: "Qinqin, I love you for many years."

Meng Ziqin was in a daze, grabbed Zhou Qiu's clothes, and suddenly remembered that he also cried when he watched this movie for the first time.

Of course the young man gave up on the foreign students, who left without understanding or even harboring resentment towards him.

They didn't say anything clearly.

Meng Ziqin felt that he was very lucky. He fell in love with Zhou Qiu outside this door, and he pulled Zhou Qiu who was left in the young man's body out of the loss.

He leaned against Zhou Qiu's arms for a while, thinking that Xiao Zhao was still inside, and just about to remind Zhou Qiu, he heard the manual sound again in his head.

Brochure: Didi Didi!The punishment is completed, and at the same time, the love system is activated!

The author has something to say: Director: "Is there anything wrong with you?"

Xiao Zhao: If there were any, they should be gone by now.

Xiao Zhao: "Ah, no, no."

Director: "Alright then, I thought their group had fewer cameras, so hang up first..."

Xiao Zhao: "No, no, there are still some situations."

director:"???"

Xiao Zhao: "That..."

(Xiao Zhao, who really doesn't want to try to open the door now: it's a mess)

Xiao Zhao run!Never look back and take a picture!

The babies who follow the text have worked hard~