Am I a scumbag?

Zhuang Qingqu's illness this time was much more serious than previous times.

I drank the decoction, but after a while, I always vomited out.

Refill, then vomit after a while.His stomach and abdomen convulsed due to vomiting, his face was pale, and his obscene clothes were drenched from the sweat in a short time, and his whole body needed to be changed.

After several tosses, even Yan Yuliang was terrified when he saw the black concoction, and couldn't bear to feed him any more.

But if he can't take the soup and medicine, he will feel more pain.

After tossing like this for a long time, King Lan's condition became worse and worse, and he began to vomit blood frequently.

Dazzling and scarlet, Yan Yuliang was slowly torn apart along with his heart.At a loss, she wiped the blood from the corner of his lips, but couldn't wipe it clean.

The military doctors tried their best to apply acupuncture but there was no inevitable effect. Fortunately, there were enough herbs in Fuling, and they were boiled and boiled over and over again.

Fu Ling: "Your Majesty, please feed Master Lan a few more times... Drink more, no matter what, you have to drink some!"

"You have to drink it down to get better, otherwise you're afraid you'll have to live through it again. That's not a human fault."

"..."

Zhuang Qingqu tossed and turned in pain, although it was extremely uncomfortable, he worked hard to cooperate in the pain.

The medicine was unbearably painful, but as long as it was given by Yan Yuliang...he was willing to stick his neck to swallow it hard.Even if you spit it out again, it will be as if your heart, liver and heart are on fire.

He was really in pain and uncomfortable.

My whole body hurts, and my chest hurts especially badly, as if some knife is about to cut my chest open.Every breath is excruciating pain.There seemed to be many broken blood-colored shadows in front of him, distorting and diverging.

But at least there is a sliver of consolation, his Ah Zhao is with him.

Ah Zhao knew he was in pain.Warm hands kept covering his shattered chest.

He didn't say anything, but Ah Zhao knew to help him search.

After waking up like this, Zhuang Qingqu tried his best to lift his heavy eyelids.Yan Yuliang's beautiful mandarin duck eyes were already red and bloodshot from him.

Zhuang Qingqu's dry lips moved, trying to say something, but he passed out exhaustedly for a long time. When he woke up again, he could only feel the silence in his ears, Yan Yuliang's forehead was against the back of his hand, and his eyelashes were slightly itchy. , with dense and silent water vapor.

His god held his hand, tears fell silently.

Zhuang Qingqu's chest has been hurting all the time, and now with the vibration of his heart beating like a drum, the pain is even more unbearable.

But even though it hurts like this and haggard like this, my heart is still burning and satisfied.

When he was greedy before, he secretly thought countless times, when would he let A Zhao see him and drag A Zhao down to the mortal world.

Let that god whom he loves in vain, who will never wake up and never shed tears, shed tears for himself, if only once, one day.

Such a selfish desire was later realized.

He has made him cry several times recently, the silly wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow

"Azhao..." With some strength, he rubbed his fingertips against the man's cheek, "Don't cry."

"I'm fine, don't cry."

Yan Yuliang wiped his face hastily and asked him, "Does it still hurt?"

As he said this, his warm hands reached into the quilt.After groping for a moment, he gently rubbed his chest.

The place where it was ironed continued to linger, but a piece of warmth as soft as spring water in summer slowly emerged on it.

The tenderness and warmth in the pain seemed to be a reflection of his love for this person all the time.

From sweet to bitter, it combines the greatest pain and sourness in the world, the most extreme joy and tenderness.

Even though he was hacked into pieces, he still persisted in his obsession.

Being obsessed with obsession is not a good word, but it is not the case for Zhuang Qingqu.

Since he was a child, his eyes are higher than the top, and he has seen everything since he was a child.

It is his luck to still be obsessed with obsession, and to meet the sun, moon and stars that exist in the world.

The "Summer Classic" says that there are pearls in the East China Sea, which are hidden in giant clam shells.If pearl divers want the priceless pearl, they must risk their lives to get it.

He is like the pearl fisherman.

In order to capture the brilliance of the sun and the moon, I spent half my life tossing and breaking.

But I don't regret it at all.

Holding the torch against the wind, licking honey on the edge of a knife.

He likes it in his heart, he is willing, and he is very happy.

……

Zhuang Qingqu tossed and fell into a coma for a few days, but he didn't recover.

In the past, the onset was three days, at most five days, and it passed away.But this time it was endless.

In a coma, he vaguely heard the military doctor sigh: "Oh. Lan Wang was born with a heavy heart, and he has been depressed for many years. Many old injuries in his body have not been properly healed, and he is poisoned by Gu poison, and he is often tired Wasting..."

If he still had strength, instead of being so painful that he couldn't say a word, Zhuang Qingqu would probably curse.

Nonsense, all nonsense.Talked as if he didn't have a few more years to live.Let Ah Zhao hear it, what a torment.

But how is it possible?His own body knows it.What's more, Zhuang Qingqu doesn't want to die at all now.

It's not easy to get everything in hand, of course we have to be with Ah Zhao for a long time.

How could he die so easily.

Really dead, he haunts Emperor Jin Yu all the time.

Zhuang Qingqu fell asleep again for an unknown amount of time.After waking up, it wasn't the pain in the chest and the pain in the lower abdomen, but the pain in the bones all over the body.

Fortunately, his whole body was held by Yan Yuliang, who was massaging him, meticulously covering any part of his body.

"... Ah Zhao, it hurts."

"Well," a moment later, he heard an unbelievably hoarse voice, "I know, I will rub it for you."

Everything seems to have suddenly returned to Tangquan Palace many years ago.The light red curtain was slightly blown, he was full of despair, his voice trembling: A Zhao, A Zhao, I am in so much pain, I can't stand the pain...

The first time in his life that he showed weakness to Yan Yuliang, it was Jin Yu's drowsy confession that he thought he was going to die three years after he was assassinated.

The second time in his life is this time, Jinyu came back from Yuelu for five years in Tangquan Palace, the first time he was so painful that he couldn't hold it anymore.

Then it disappeared, and now it seems to be the third time.

Zhuang Qingqu now knows that he is stupid, but in fact, as long as he says he is in pain, Ah Zhao will hug him.

Find someone to treat him and keep him warm all the time, without sleep.

In fact, as long as he is a little bit softer, Ah Zhao will love and cherish him very much.It is he who is stubborn, stubborn, stupid, and unable to learn, so we must fight against him.

He has always wondered if the sun, the moon and the stars were within his reach a long time ago.

It was him who was stupid and spared a long way.

……

After sleeping for a few more days, Zhuang Qingqu's bones didn't hurt anymore, but his whole body was sore.

My chest doesn't hurt anymore, it's just stuffy and weak.

The sky also cleared up, the sun shone on the quilt, and the room was full of Artemisia annua and desert wildflowers that Yan Yuliang picked for him, decorating the room full of vitality.

Fu Ling came in with a bowl in his hand, and sighed as if he was receiving an amnesty: "I finally made it through, Lord Lan, you worked hard! It's frightening to death."

"Drink the porridge first, come, and then take the medicine."

Zhuang Qingqu still felt a little uncomfortable in his stomach, but he obediently drank it, and after lying down for a while, he still didn't see Yan Yuliang.

He was recovering from a serious illness and was very fragile.I know he is tired, but I still want him to accompany me.

"Where's Ah Zhao?"

Fu Ling: "Your Majesty and Shi Lu have gone out of the city."

"Lord Lan's medicine lacks three flavors. Among them, 'Yin Scattered' is said to be in the desert. His Majesty went to find it in person. His Majesty Hu Xindai from Yuelu also wrote a letter to urge him."

With a bang, Zhuang Qingqu got up.His body was sore and he couldn't bear it, and he slammed into the bed hard, and his eyes were bloodshot instantly.

"How can you... how can you... let him..."

"He is the emperor of a country! What if something happens... just in case..."

Fuling hurried to help him: "Master Lan, don't worry! If the Chuyue army gathers to attack Lingyun City, there are no enemies on our side, and your Majesty will not encounter danger along the way. Besides, Shi Lv is very familiar with the terrain of the desert, and he will also bring a Two hundred Qingqi elite guards..."

Zhuang Qingqu gritted his teeth and brushed him away.

Supporting his weak body, he got up to get his armor.

He couldn't bear it.

He can endure the severe pain all over his body, he can endure that life is worse than death, but he can't bear the one he loves to disappear from sight for a moment.

He has to protect him all the time, the memory of this desert is too dangerous, he always remembers that Azhao suffered an injury that almost killed him here, if it happens again, he will not be able to bear it, he will go crazy.

……

Deep in the Gobi desert.

It was the first time in Shi Lv's life that he saw the emperor's elder brother wearing armor, but he didn't expect it to be quite suitable.

Wearing a silver helmet, although the emperor's elder brother doesn't look like Shi Yun's elder brother, as long as he doesn't smile and is serious, his expression and tone are often the same.

He liked it.

What's more, he didn't expect that the emperor's elder brother was better at fighting than he imagined. When they were resting after drinking the horse, they made gestures.

Although the emperor's elder brother is not as powerful as Zhuang Qingqu, he still has a few skills. He is worthy of being taught by his elder brother!

Of course, compared to the emperor, the person Shili really wants to challenge is always...

He asked his subordinate cavalry to borrow a sword, and threw it to the man in red who was drinking in the shade: "My elder brother always said that you are on par with Zhuang Qingqu, let me try you!"

Tan Taihong raised his eyes, didn't say much, stood up and tied up his hair.

The blade of the sword screamed and shone white.

Tan Taihong is actually one year younger than Shi Lv, and he is dressed in bright red that is as bright as fire.Shi Lv is dressed in black clothes, young and energetic.In the golden desert, red and black collided and refused to give in to each other, and both of them had good skills, which was very beautiful.

It's a pity that Yan Yuliang didn't care to appreciate it.

He was always worried about King Lan's illness, and he was also annoyed that he couldn't find medicinal herbs.Looking at Liao Xi silently in a blink of an eye...

Looking at the black light phosphorescent ring on his right hand, he felt complicated.

This is the third day that he and Shi Lu Qingqi went deep into the desert.

He was the only one who recognized the scattered appearance of the drinker, so he had to come in person.

Whenever you encounter animals along the way, you must dismount and identify them carefully.It's a pity that nothing has been found so far, but unexpectedly ran into Tan Taihong and his adjutant Liao Xi in the depths of the desert.

Yan Yuliang always feels that, in fact, most of them are not "coincident encounters"...

It is very likely that Liao Xi had the information and arranged it deliberately.

But for Tan Taihong, everything was an accident.He was caught between the eldest prince and the little prince every day, and it was difficult to avoid him, so Liao Xi advised him to go to the desert to investigate the terrain and water sources, just to hide from those two annoying spirits. don't bother.

The terrain of the desert is different from that of the Central Plains, and there are scouts in the Central Plains to investigate the terrain.

However, in the desert, many terrains are rugged and complex, and ordinary people are difficult to deal with. Instead, powerful generals often go alone for investigation.

Tan Taihong and Liao Xi have acted alone many times, but they never expected that after crossing the mountains and reaching the Gobi Desert, they would run into Shi Lv's Qingqi.

When he saw Yan Yuliang beside Shi Lu, he was going to die of anger.

On the spot, he scolded Shi Lu directly: "Are you crazy? How dare you bring the emperor out with just two hundred light soldiers? Do you know that the camp in Lingyun City is only a hundred miles away from here, and it will be over if we hit you! "

Shili was also shocked and confused.

So, isn't that the enemy priest Amoye?

Not only was he alone, but he only had an adjutant by his side.Shi Lv has always had a unique physique that is jokingly called "thieves never go empty" in the small stories in the capital—that is, every time he goes out for an expedition, no matter how well prepared he is or how many people he brings, he can catch big fat fish by chance .

That's why it will always be the favorite of Mr. Jingcheng Storyteller.

So lucky, this time the fish is really fat!

At that time, he was about to charge forward, when he saw Tantaihong bent his bow and set an arrow, and turned in a blank direction.

He didn't shoot at him, but shot at the distance behind him, and killed a spy sent by Prince Chuyue who was secretly following him and Liao Xi all the way! !

It was only today that Shi Lv finally found out that Amoyed was actually Tan Taihong.

He was his eldest brother's favorite student in the palace.Later I heard that he was implicated to death by his family, but he came back from the dead and became the most powerful high priest of the enemy? ? ? ?

Do you dare to write like this? !

Shi Li felt that he had lost, and his story was not as thrilling as Amoyed.

……

The desert has a large temperature difference between day and night.

The bonfire was crackling, Yan Yuliang closed his eyes, but couldn't sleep at all.

I don't know how long the night has passed, Tan Taihong got up secretly, and lightly covered him with the sheep blanket on his body.

After meeting, Tan Taihong and Liao Xi accompanied them to search for medicinal herbs all afternoon.

The two were very familiar with the surrounding terrain and escorted them to find many little-known trails, saving them from wasting time wandering around in circles. Even though they never found the herb, Yan Yuliang was still very grateful.

Thanks, but...

From afternoon to night, Shi Lu and Tantai were always by his side, and he never found a chance to talk to Liao Xi alone.

Maybe that's for the best.

What else to say.

Why is Tan Taihong surrounded by a man wearing a black fire phosphorescent ring from Da Xia's intelligence officer.

It is impossible for two intelligence officers to act together.unnecessary.Not only repetitive, but also easy to expose.

And if the two of them were intelligence officers who came here specially to find him, why was Tan Taihong so surprised and shocked when he saw him.

During this period of time, Tan Taihong also sent information to the Central Plains twice.

Once through Xun Chang, with a small, concise jade tube.Once, it was placed next to Helan Hongzhu Yuwen Taishou's pillow, and various maps and genealogy charts of the grassland were extremely detailed.

Both times the intelligence was correct, but there was a problem with both.

Daxia's well-trained intelligence officers delivered information, whether it was Xun Chang or Yu Wenhuaji prefect, they were very disciplined.

It is rare to be like Tantai, doing whatever you want, lacking specific writing methods and formats.

Then if, in fact, Tan Taihong is not a Daxia intelligence officer at all...

Only Liao Xi, the adjutant next to him, is.

Taking care of King Lan these days, Yan Yuliang actually recalled some scattered things silently.

Not some glorious memory.

Under Emperor Jin Yu, there are now many loyal ministers and good generals.

Everyone said that Xi Xing's outspokenness often offended people, but Emperor Jin Yu repeatedly protected him and kept him, and only then did he become the Dali Temple Minister who is now Qingming.

Everyone said that the teacher and the law had high military exploits but always caused troubles. Fortunately, the emperor protected him.

But did the Minister of Dali Temple know that when someone falsely accused him of slandering him as a partisan of a powerful minister, the emperor knew that he was innocent at a glance when he got the list, but deliberately delayed for more than half a year before returning his innocence and reinstating him as an official.

Shi Li never thought about it, before he got into big troubles a few times, Yan Yuliang knew that he would do this, but didn't stop him in advance.

The way of the emperor is often like this.

It is much more effective to allow officials to make mistakes and then extend their hands to pardon them than to prevent erroneous things from happening in the first place.

Let them taste the feeling of uneasiness and suffering, and many people will feel more grateful for the kindness of the emperor and the court, and work more conscientiously.

Emperor Jinyu treated Yu Wenhuaji in a more complicated way than this.

Yuwen Wenji is his father's confidant.Yan Yuliang's father did not approve of Yan Yuliang until his death, but there was really no one to choose.

Yuwen Wenji rushed to pack up and run away at that time, on the one hand, he was naughty, and on the other hand, it was Emperor Xuanming's intention.

Emperor Xuanming himself had no ability, and before he died, he still looked down on the second prince and looked down on the second prince, and did not believe that he had the ability to turn the tide.He was even reluctant to let his old ministers assist him, and persuaded his old ministers to run away and be alone.

If it was an ordinary prince, with such a loving father, how sad it would be.

But Yan Yuliang didn't, he knew this, but before Yu Wenhuaji left the capital and after he went to northern Xinjiang, he used all kinds of kindness and power, coercion and temptation.At such a young age, Yuwen Wenji was amazed by his own means, so the old slippery man planned to give him a chance.

Emperor Jin Yu has more ways to win over others.For example, to find a wife for Su Xu, the key is to match what she likes.

The little fox Xun Chang was also coaxed by him with this trick.

The little fox seems to be smiling, but in fact, he is strong when he is strong. It is absolutely impossible to treat him the way he treats Xi Qing and his teacher. The fox wants to show his teeth and bite people.

When Yan Yuliang was only sixteen or seventeen, he knew that he had found another way, and gave Xun Chang a daughter-in-law he was very satisfied with.

...How could he not know that Xi Qing's heart is for Daxia, Yuwen Taishou's heart is for Daxia, and the little fox's heart is for Daxia.

Maybe you don't need to believe half and leave half at all.

But he is the emperor after all.You can't pin your country's destiny on things that you can't see or touch. You have to get some handles that you can definitely grasp.

Watertight, double coercion, a good step.

Yan Yuliang doesn't feel that what he did back then was wrong today, but it's a bit difficult to deal with emotionally.

Is Liao Xi next to Tantai also his impeccable method back then?

But it is so difficult for King Lan to endure the oppressive pain, and how much of it is because of his tightness.

But obviously they are all lovers, relatives and friends...

Yan Yuliang got up.

Very sad, but fortunately he still has brains.

Occasionally I hate myself for being too clear-headed, but most of the time I am always grateful that I can still be sane no matter how uncomfortable it is.

Stand up, he can.

From the first year of Jinyu to the tenth year of Jinyu, from a concubine to a prince to a king of a country, all kinds of storms and waves have come.

There is no regret in life, only looking forward.

It was with firm belief that he walked step by step that he came to Daxia Blossoming Blossoms.

Under the faint moonlight, Tantai went to a distant hillside, playing a zither with downcast eyes.

Yan Yuliang also climbed up the hillside.

Tan Taiming knew that he was looking for medicine for Zhuang Qingqu, but he was still willing to help him.

Hate but not hate, Zhuang Qingqu did the same to him.

Yan Yuliang was going to explain to him what happened back then.