Good Night, Liang Xiao

Facing Ye Ji'an's businesslike attitude, Roman remained calm, "We do need to chat, and it won't take long, of course you can go back to the meeting." He also put down his glass, wiped the milk cap on his upper lip, "Haha, actually I Just came out of the detention center, but arrived in Beijing three days ago."

Ye Ji Anxin said that you came prepared, but it seemed that you were quite sincere, "Yeah." He nodded.

"Shawn and you are already living together, and I've seen it all, so you don't have to lie to me," Roman raised his eyes, and said again, "In the past three days, from the time you left this gate to the time you entered the house, you have been together all the time."

Ye Ji'an raised his eyebrows, "So you are following us. It's the same as you were in Moscow."

Roman leaned back in the chair comfortably, "Don't be nervous, I didn't take pictures, and I don't want to help you out."

Ye Ji'an propped his elbows on his knees and raised his chin, "Didn't you help just now?"

Roman looked as if he didn't hear the words, "Shawn doesn't want to see me, I know, but now that I've met you, I think I can say something to help you understand him."

"Help me? That's not necessary."

"You guys just met for half a year, only for a short time after he returned to China, didn't you?" Roman smiled, "You know all his hobbies, habits, many aspects of his personality, past experiences...have you met his family? ?”

The first few items are nothing, Ye Ji'an always believes that the process of getting to know him gradually is also a pleasure, just like Liang Xiao can't know everything about him, isn't mutual excavation and acceptance a necessary condition for love?He was in no hurry.It's just the last one, which made him a little shocked, "Have you seen it?"

"Of course," Roman nodded, "his father visits us every year, and he also took me to his mother's and brother's cemetery in New York. We love each other very much. If it wasn't for that incident, he would be with me sooner or later." proposed."

"That's it." Ye Ji'an looked at him intently.

Roman felt a little uncomfortable being stared at, and touched the tip of his nose, "Do you know what it is?"

"Why you have been arrested for so many years, you should know better than me," Ye Ji'an said unhurriedly, "What is going on with Liang Xiao, and how much trouble and unhappiness it has caused him, you should also Knows better than me."

Roman froze for a moment.

Ye Ji'an continued: "You know his family so well, you must also know what happened to his mother, but you still touched it, and gathered a group of people at his house to tie your wrists? Are you in love? When you do this kind of thing? Do you remember loving him too?"

His articulation is too clear, and his speech is fast. Thanks to the spoken language honed in his daily work, his tone still does not fluctuate much, and he is so calm that he seems to be out of it.I saw that Roman opened his mouth, lowered his head, and said hotly, "I didn't expect you to be the strong one."

"It doesn't matter which category," Ye Ji'an glanced at his watch, "The key is that you are still telling me about your romantic history. As I said, I don't want to spend my working time on it."

"Of course it's important," Roman said earnestly, "Shawn can't be with strong people because he's a control freak who won't budge, to the point of being pathological, really."

Ye Ji'an smiled, "Even if we break up, there's no need to harm others or yourself."

"I'm not joking." Roman finally sat up straight, "It was like this when we were dating before. When I came back from the outside, he must ask me where I was. When I make new friends, he must know and get to know each other well. I He has to pay attention to all the social accounts of his classmates. If my phone rang in the middle of the night and I didn’t answer it, he would call back to find out who was on the other side. I basically had no private space. "

Ye Ji'an looked indifferent, unmoved, "But you still succeeded? In terms of deceiving him, I can only say that you are talented."

Roman was so choked that his face turned pale, "I regret it very much."

Ye Ji'an slowly sipped his coffee, "Oh."

Roman suddenly raised his voice, "But doesn't this also prove that he loves me? He is afraid of losing me, afraid of leaving me, very afraid."

Ye Ji Anxin said that you are still addicted to recalling the past, "This is the past tense."

Roman suddenly smiled, "What about now? Has he treated you like this?"

Ye Ji'an shrugged his shoulders, "No. After experiencing a failed relationship, of course we have to learn a lesson." He also smiled, his brows and eyes curved softly, "Facts have proved that worrying about gains and losses cannot lead to happiness. Liang Xiao is so smart, and finally started again. , Of course, try to learn to trust each other with me, he is also mature, and will not do the kind of thankless things that little boys like. Maybe I can give him more sense of security."

Roman bit his lip and stared at Ye Ji'an.

Ye Ji'an sighed to himself: "It's really too painful to repeat the same mistakes. He doesn't want to be so painful, and I won't let him suffer."

Roman's eyes were red, and his lake-blue eyes were also watery, "You are not qualified to say that... We are both in love for the first time, and we all make mistakes. Yes, I have caused him serious injuries, but He also surprised me! I came out, made so many calls, sent so many emails, waited every day, everything was prepared, I didn't expect that he would not even meet me, he called me It's like you don't know me. In Moscow, you have already dated, right? In short, as long as you make a mistake, if you don't like him, he will abandon you without hesitation. His nature is indifferent , like the new and dislike the old, there is no such thing as nostalgia. Shawn is such a person. Do you know? Aren't you afraid?"

"Why do people make mistakes for themselves?" Ye Ji'an asked back.

Roman looked confused.

Ye Ji'an frowned, and looked at him sincerely, "There is a limit to the harm a person can bear. Obviously, he can't bear the kind you caused. Why do you still abuse yourself? He has just joined the job and is already very busy with work. Worried about sudden death, why sacrifice your rest time to meet and quarrel with you? It can only be said that even without me, he is not yours."

Roman was speechless.

Ye Ji'an continued to perfect his own logic chain, "I understand what you said, but if I do something stupid in the future, to the point where it cannot be undone, Liang Xiao simply breaks up with me and treats me as a stranger. No matter how sad you regret it, you have to accept it, and you don't need to remind me kindly now."

"I don't think we are irreparable." Roman lowered his head and covered his eyes.

Ye Ji'an was a little annoyed, he didn't want to speak too harshly, as if he was bullying a child, but now he was really unhappy facing this kind of so-called rival in love who didn't understand. He just wanted to talk straight, so he seemed a little impatient. "Love and righteousness are a kind of virtue, and showing off is also a kind of mentality that everyone will have, so now you come to me and tell me these things. Although I don't like to hear it, I respect it." After a pause, he continued, " Liang Xiao, of course he loved you, loved you very much. You have already proved it to me. In fact, no one wants to deny it. This only proves that he is a person who takes his feelings seriously. But since you touched drugs, you have been Now that you have found the company, everything you do is to make him bore you, even hate you, if he really did this, you can't blame others."

After that, he stood up again, walked to Roman, and patted his shoulder, which was trembling slightly, "If you can still listen, I advise you to think about it, how did you treat him before?" In the same way, don’t think about how many people you have lost, but think about whether you are worth it. Last time in Moscow, and today, if you really saw him, or if you continue to look for opportunities, you can always meet him, no People can stop you. But when you speak, don't you feel a little bit guilty?"

Roman roared in a muffled voice, "Stop talking!"

Ye Ji'an looked at the gray and cold street outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, and said flatly, "I'm going back to the meeting, so I won't see you off."

As soon as he stepped up, he heard a sound behind him. Roman should have stood up, "Director Ye, you don't seem to be afraid of anything. Do you care if your colleagues know about your relationship?"

Ye Ji'an didn't look back at all, "It doesn't matter to me, I think it's a matter of time, but whether Liang Xiao is willing or not is up to you to ask yourself, we haven't discussed this kind of issue yet."

After speaking, he left directly.

He left in a calm manner, and he also performed normally in the short meeting afterwards, arranging a few trivial matters before letting the employees go for the holidays.One advantage of Valentine’s Day is that couples have very legitimate reasons to stick together sweetly and do nothing else. Even if you are single, there are so many discounts in shopping malls and so many blockbuster movies on line in movie theaters, there are many options for enjoying yourself. , so although the whole department was sneaking away collectively, no one stayed and took the initiative to work overtime, leaving Ye Ji'an alone in his glass office, watching today's market.

The market had been closed long ago, and he didn’t have time to look at the few stocks he bought during his working hours. At this moment, he saw a lot of red stocks, and one stock had reached its daily limit. He looked happy in this sad green market, but he didn’t feel any surprise in his heart. .Given the nature of his career, the little money he invested was like playing for fun. Even if he made a lot of money, it would only relieve the pressure on the mortgage, and it would not relieve his daily urge to die.

It's not quite accurate to say that, Ye Ji'an actually seldom thinks about the esoteric proposition of death recently, he just wants to die now, at this second, and also at the next second.It was past [-]:[-], he turned off the lights, the huge department took up half of the floor, and the corridors and tea rooms in the inner corridor were all dark, and the outside, such as his office with floor-to-ceiling windows, came in. The orange-red sunset also looked gloomy.

Ye Ji'an stared at the dull red ball among the tall buildings, thinking silently, he was waiting, the Vietnamese restaurant was waiting, the wide-angle lens was waiting, and Valentine's Day was also waiting.There is no news about Liang Xiao now, but he will definitely come, so why worry?He just keeps reminiscing about the conversations in the cafe.What was he like at the time, his eloquence was used, and he even brought out the aggression he learned in the university debate team, acting like a brat.It seems reasonable, but in fact there is no apparent rationality at all-because he is really, very, unhappy!

Ye Ji'an realized that he was jealous. He had eaten it since early three o'clock until now, and it was a big jar.

For example, family members, because it touches the sadness of the two of them, so they don't like to mention it, let alone meet, he doesn't even know who Liang Xiao's father is, and he hasn't said a word; , possessiveness, Ye Ji'an actually doesn't dislike it, but is a little worried that Liang Xiao's sense of proportion that exists all the time will make Liang Xiao very tired and cautious; oh yes, there is also the saying of first love, first love, first love you size!Ye Ji'an gulped down the cold Dahongpao to calm himself down, but he still couldn't stop shouting in his heart, it doesn't matter who is the first to fall in love, and whoever falls in love last is the real thing!

All in all, jealousy is really terrifying. Ye Ji'an sat there looking good, he had already tidied up his hair and sprayed perfume for the date, but his heart was turbulent and his bones were stuck in his throat.

Even the top priority - if Roman really exposes the matter, so that the whole company knows how Liang Xiao will react, and whether he should stop it and how to stop it, he can't go on thinking about it.

The screen of the computer went black at some point, and Ye Ji'an didn't bother to turn it on again. He flipped through his phone distractedly, only then did he see that the company's large group showed that the newcomer visit had ended, and the bus left on time at four o'clock and was expected to arrive at the company at six o'clock.

It's six o'clock.

Ye Ji'an clicked on the dialogue window with Liang Xiao, and the last one was the luxurious lunch box that Liang Xiao took for him during the lunch break. There were six dishes. He foolishly replied, "Help, there are celery and mushrooms", and Liang Xiao got a few Crying face.

Now he asks: Is it almost there?

Posted again: Don't worry about gifts, eat first, have you fainted from hunger after a long day of tossing?

The last one is: I'm so hungry [crying face]

As a result, no reply was received, Liang Xiao called directly, "Senior, are you still in the company?" It sounded like he was running, "The company has a power outage!"

Ye Ji'an felt a little like waking up from a dream, as if hearing this voice, his soul, which had been floating all afternoon, really fell to the ground, "I am here, but I turned off the lights and didn't find it. Where are you?"

"I'm climbing the stairs—" Liang Xiao seemed to smile, "There are still two floors left, so don't move."

After that, he hung up the phone.

Ye Ji'an stood up abruptly, put on his coat and bag, indeed, the air conditioner had stopped, but he only felt the coolness now.I ran straight to the glass door of the department. Fortunately, the card swiping system was powered independently, and it still works now.As soon as he locked the door, he heard a cracking sound not far behind him. It was the sound of the fire door opening and closing. Before he could turn around, he was hugged from behind. It's ice.

"It's so cold! The air conditioner in the bus is broken." Liang Xiao rubbed his back collar, but the bridge of his nose was covered with sweat.

Ye Ji'an touched the two hands around his waist, and they were also warm. Liang Xiao obviously climbed up the 30-story building in a hurry, "Just ask me to go down!"

"The corridor is so dark, I want to walk with senior." Liang Xiao put his arms around him and climbed into the fire escape stairs again, breathing evenly and smiling contentedly.

Ye Ji'an also laughed, the corridor was indeed terribly dark, with the airtight environment and all the lights off, Ye Ji'an only felt like an old hen, because old hens have night blindness.But he was led by Liang Xiao, and he didn't even need to touch the armrests, and the hunger of the two of them was put aside, like a private walk, Liang Xiao gently talked about what he had seen and heard all day, and Ye Ji'an listened quietly.Not to mention talking about Roman, he was not even willing to intervene and say anything, he felt that it was an untimely sabotage.

They are all people who are sensitive to numbers. When they go down to the first floor, Liang Xiao will naturally go to push the door, and Ye Ji'an will also count to this floor, so no one will bump into the ground by mistake.It was also dark outside, but the light from street lamps shone into the spacious and transparent lobby, and when it shone into the coffee shop, it ran into two security guards, but Liang Xiao didn't let go of Ye Ji'an's hand.

There was no hesitation, maybe even no thinking, as if it had become a habit.The automatic door was on strike, and so was the revolving door. The two of them went to push the heavy side door together. When the cold wind blew up, Ye Ji'an saw the bright and clean red Bugatti parked under the flagpole.

Liang Xiao turned his face and looked into Ye Ji'an's eyes, still smiling like that, "Senior's gift can't be late, it's in the car."