But for you, lovesickness

Chapter 11 Love and Hate

Listening to the female doctor conveying the examination results, Jin Chuan and Lin Bo's faces sank at the same time.

Watching the female doctor go, Jin Chuan clenched his fists, clenched his teeth, and his body trembled.It looks like it's on the verge of getting out of control.

"Be quiet, come in first." Lin Bo stayed in the hospital for a long time, and finally saw all kinds of cases, and then saw all kinds of sick moods, for example, what Jin Yan encountered right now was giving up on himself.

"Why did she become like this, why did she self-mutilate! Did you make a mistake!" As soon as the door closed, Jin Chuan's rational valve shattered, anger and panic gushed out, he turned around, grabbed Lin Bo's collar and slammed fiercely. pull.

"Don't make noise!" Lin Bo covered his mouth, motioned to the person on his bed, and waited for Jin Chuan's expression to slow down before letting go, "Since the wound is on the arm, we'll know by looking."

Jin Yan was still wearing yesterday's T-shirt and jeans, so it was not difficult to roll up his cuffs carefully.

The two people who came together gasped for air at the same time.

At the position of the medial brachial artery under the muscle of the left arm, the surrounding small blood vessels ruptured and bled, and the bruises were terrible, and the blue blood vessels were even covered up at will.

Even so, Limbo still carefully found the needle hole in the bruise—right to the artery.

"How? Why are there so many bruises? Is it trauma?" Jin Chuan asked worriedly.

"There is no trauma, maybe her condition is unstable, and the needle was pulled out too quickly." Lin Bo hesitated, afraid that he would think too much, so he told the truth.

Jin Chuan had never encountered such a large number of injuries when he was injected by a nurse, and the shocking scene in front of him was actually caused by herself?She is still studying medicine, how could she not know the severity of the attack?

"I'll take a tube of blood and go back to test it." Lin Bo already had a guess in his mind, but he couldn't bear to say it clearly, so Jin Chuan nodded in a daze, put on his gloves, went to get the blood collection tube and needle and came back.

Dark red blood came out in response to the call, but Jin Chuan felt that his heart ached.

Gently press the needle hole with a cotton swab, pull out the needle, and seal the blood collection tube. After Jin Chuan took the cotton swab and squatted on the ground to carefully press the blood vessel, Lin Bo got up and turned to the frowning man, " Let her sleep for a while, the effect of the medicine is still early, call me if you have something... I have to leave beforehand, see you tomorrow."

Jin Chuan pressed the needle hole on his wrist, and stopped the person who was about to go out, his eyes full of worry, "Brother, do you have any medicine for removing bruises?"

Lin Bo picked up the satchel, and paused when he carried it on his shoulder, "Aren't you afraid that she will know? There are a lot of medicines, and if you wipe it off, you won't be able to hide it..."

Jin Chuan shook his head with a sad expression, "Then I can't see her like this..."

Lin Bo dug out a tube of medicine from the desk drawer, unscrewed it and handed it over, "Be gentle and try to avoid the eye of the needle."

After explaining it carefully, I remembered another matter, didn't wait long, closed the door, lowered the corners of my eyes, and turned around, stunned on the spot, my heavy cheeks loosened, and surprise appeared in my eyes, "Yiyi, why are you here?"

The person leaning against the door was Yun Yi. She was dressed in a shirt and skirt, and she was well-dressed. When she saw him go out, she raised her eyebrows and smiled, "Wait for you to get off work."

"I'm sorry, but I agreed that I would pick you up." Lin Bo stepped forward with a gentle voice, disgusted that he didn't wash his hands, he stretched out his hand and then retracted it, trying to stop the urge to embrace someone.

Yun Yi took him up, making sure that he didn't admit his mistake when he went out just now. In order to ease his mood, he pretended to be ignorant, and smiled brighter, "Isn't it the same that I came to you on my own initiative? Why did you work overtime today?" Glanced With the blood collection tube in his hand, he looked up at him, "Aren't you off work yet, then you go to work first."

Yun Yi's enthusiasm has always been very useful to him, and he couldn't help but burst into joy from his heart, and immediately opened up the chat box, and replied truthfully, "I didn't work overtime, my cousins ​​came today... I will put the blood samples in the laboratory Go, let's talk as we walk."

Zhong Xin listened intently with headphones on, and soon saw a brand new car driving out of the yard.

It's Limbo's car, license plate number YB307

On the seventh day of March, Yun Yi's birthday, the letters are her and his initials.Tired and crooked... Zhong Xin complained silently, and continued to listen to the movement over there.

The parents made a short talk halfway, Yun Yi still remembered the important business on his shoulders, turned his head and pretended to be innocent, "You just left as an older brother, what about them?"

Lin Bo took a moment to look at her with a smile, "Yanyan is there to take care of her friend, and there is still something that can't leave... Xiaochuan, you know, he insists on guarding his sister."

"Miss Jin still has friends here? Didn't I hear you say that she is a bit restrained?" In order to find out about Zheng Yang's recent situation, Yun Yi asked, pretending not to know.Now that Jin Yan is mentioned again, Yun Yi still can't control the waves in his heart.

Fortunately, Lin Bo didn't know about Yun Yi and Jin Yan's acquaintance, so they didn't have those entanglements when they were together - she and him got together at the beginning of the year, and she accidentally heard that the Jin family siblings were his cousins It is in April after the beginning of spring.

April... That was long after Jin Tian was arrested and Zheng Yang left the Jin family.

In view of this, Yun Yi concealed their acquaintance with Jin Yan during their school days, and put aside those entanglements that had nothing to do with Lin Bo.At the moment, she just wants to manage this relationship well and join hands with him for a long time.

"Yeah, it's rare." Lin Bo didn't notice Yun Yi's thoughts, and glanced over from time to time, "My cousin never got close to a stranger before college, and that guy was the first one."

Zheng Yang?The first one...maybe the one Jin Yan was closest to.

so what?With a love-hate background, where can they see the future?

Yun Yi sighed, and murmured, "Tell me, if I also hide something from you, will you hate me?"

Lin Bo looked at her in surprise, seeing her staring at him with a serious expression, he hurriedly glanced at the rearview mirror twice, turned the steering wheel, parked the car on the side of the road, unbuckled his seat belt, leaned over, and spoke solemnly ,"What's wrong?"

"Answer me first, will you hate me for hiding something from you?"

Limbo smiled, "What are you hiding from me? What aspect?"

Yun Yi pondered for a while, "In short, it has nothing to do with love."

Lin Bo smiled calmly, "That doesn't matter, I'm still here." Leaning closer, he patted her cheeks, "You won't change, I won't change." He stepped back, scratching the bridge of her nose, "I'm so blind to talk Think, I think it's time to take you to our hospital."

Yun Yi propped his chin and looked at him with a smile, and waited for the car to restart before remembering to ask, "By the way, how is your sister's friend? I heard you halfway through."

Lin Bo answered her vaguely, "I was injured a little, and the test results haven't come out yet. In my opinion, Jin Yan is more dangerous."

"What's up with her?"

Lin Bo shook his head, and talked about him from left to right, "Do you think there will be medicine that can change people's temperament?"

Temperament change?This is an apt description.Yun Yi pursed the corners of his lips, unable to express what was in his heart, and simply remained silent.

"Don't mention that, the result will be out tomorrow." Lin Bo tilted his head and raised his eyebrows gently, "I kept you waiting for a long time today, are you hungry? What do you want to eat?"

"Listen to you." Yun Yi tilted his head to look at him, temporarily suppressed his messy mood, and smiled back.

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Zhong Xin had hung up the phone when he heard the topic of "concealment and deception". It was enough to know what he wanted to know, and it was better for the two of them to be acquainted with each other and not get involved.

Adjusting the back of the chair and folding his arms into the seat, Zhong Xin clasped his arms and rolled his eyes.

Just now she heard from Yun Yi that this was the private hospital where Lin Bo worked, but she did not expect that she would follow Zheng Fan here from Jin's villa. The incumbent is a cousin!

Now is not the time to be surprised, Zhong Xin turned to worry about serious business, turned his head to look at the quiet lights of the small building, and got the news from Yun Yi that Lin Bo is not here tonight, what's the matter with Jin Yan?Her brother guarding her?It's a good opportunity. After setting the alarm clock, Zhong Xin pulled his coat from the back seat and decided to take a nap for a while.

The ringtones were as impassioned as ever.Zhong Xin sat up straight like a conditioned reflex, turned off the sound, put aside his coat, pressed the Jingming acupoint, got out of the car door, and swallowed a yawn.

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There was a coolness on the arm, and the eyelashes trembled. Jin Yan grabbed the hand and opened his eyelids, "Xiao Chuan, I have something to ask you."

Fearing that she would pursue the matter of sleeping pills, Jin Chuan rolled his throat with anxiety, "Sister, tell me."

Jin Yan put his wrist on his wrist, propped his other hand on the edge of the bed, and sat up on his own, feeling the thickness fall from his shoulders.Jin Yan stretched out his hand to touch it, it was cloth, a cotton windbreaker.

Jin Yan was only placed on a folding bed in the doctor's office. There was no quilt or blanket in the room, and Jin Chuan was only wearing a shirt. He found the overcoat from Lin Bo's closet.

Jin Yan bowed his head, and unconsciously rubbed his fingers over the collar. The thickness of the clothes was like the thickness of family affection. For her now, besides nostalgia, she also felt guilty and timid.

The responsibility for family affection and yearning for love tear her apart all the time.

Jin Tian was arrested in an accident in a transaction in mid-March, but she received the news at the end of May when she was thousands of miles away——that was what she noticed and asked when she was on the phone with her family.

How ridiculous, going to the ocean, what she misses the most every day is Zheng Yang. On the day she learned of her father's accident, the first question she asked Jin Chuan was also Zheng Yang, and the second question was about her father, who gave birth to her and raised her and loved her. Protect her father!

She has lived for more than twenty years, and once resented her father, hated him for making his mother wrong again and again, when she was 18 years old, she secretly swore that she would never use him again!Part-time job during vacation, work-study program, determined to leave him, leave Jin's house and move out. Except for the breathing blood he bestowed, she wants to erase everything else!

She did it. At the beginning of college, she didn't ask him for a sip of water or a grain of rice. Not only did she want to break away from him, Jin Yan also took the initiative to apply for the police academy, vowing to be incompatible with him and his glorious career.

She even saved half a month's dinner money, and hired a lawyer to notarize and issue a statement—from a legal perspective, she, Jin Yan, and him, Jin Tian, ​​were separated from their father-daughter relationship.

Jin Yan boasted that he had succeeded, escaped from the giant ship riding the wind and waves, and drifted freely on the isolated island.She left the shady world she grew up in that she hated, proud, happy, but also depressed.

Zheng Yang may be a diver who got lost and wandered here, but it is also a beam of light bestowed on her by the kindness of God. It is not hot, but warm enough.

The quiet heart was illuminated by the gentle smile, she couldn't help leaning forward, let go of her whole body's defenses, absorbed the warmth with all her heart, and returned the only moderate coolness she had.

Zheng Yang stopped in her world, attracting warmth and light.Jin Yan greedily lingers on his sweet dreams, but forgets that he is still in the middle of the waves, full of murderous threats, and may be overturned at any time.

Zheng Yang, this generous and kind passerby, not only was not scared away by the ferociousness, but also stubbornly accompanied her side by side when the gnawing undercurrent invaded the isolated island, facing the wind and rain.

Jin Yan couldn't tell when he fell in love with Zheng Yang. Maybe it was because she regarded him as a relative and included her among her roommates. Maybe it was a nodding acquaintance in the library earlier, or maybe it was the initial accident. encounter.

On a hot summer night in the sophomore year, after the two of them were surrounded maliciously and forced into a corner, when Zheng Yang received threats from the other party and did not respond, instead he held her hand and looked at each other with burning eyes. At that time, Jin Yan's heart was frozen and warmed up again, and her heart was so surging that she insisted on covering up the stalemate at that time. When she was led out of danger by Zheng Yang, she couldn't help but engraved the image of Zheng Yang's name Zheng Yang on the tip of her heart. Everything about Zheng Yang, over and over again.

From then on, moths flew into the flames, enjoying it like a candy.

Heh, she, Jin Yan, was living like a joke. She couldn't understand the love and affection behind her strict and alienated father, and she couldn't understand the hearts of people who get along day and night.

Waking up from a big dream, the clouds disappear and the rain fades away, the people who have loved each other for a lifetime go away forever, the surging tide is sprinkled with broken gold, and a black spot returns from afar.

It wasn't the giant ship her father commanded, it was just the driftwood that saved her brother's life.

The sky falls and the earth shatters, but it is only a day and night.

……

"Sister?" Layers of low air pressure gathered in the office, tightly enveloping the two siblings.Under the coercion, Jin Chuan returned to his childish heart, thinking about how to appease his sister and dump the blame on that dishonest cousin.

Jin Yan took a deep breath, hating himself, annoyed himself, and couldn't help but blurt out the question, "Where did her injury come from?"

The string of rationality in Jin Chuan's mind snapped, he stood up suddenly, and shouted at her regardless, "Jin Yan! You still care about her at this time!"

The entanglement in her heart intensified, and the tide of love and hatred was about to overwhelm her. Jin Yan squeezed a piece of fabric in his hand, lowered his eyebrows and let him scold him.

This is her beloved and owed brother.All her life she still couldn't understand his love.

And her father who was in prison, and her mother who died unexpectedly.

So much regret, so much resentment.

She should hate Zheng Yang, hate her with malicious intentions, hate her deliberately approaching, hate her planning to use hate her to abandon her like a shoe!I hate her for drawing a beautiful blueprint and then crushing it with my own hands, hate her for passing through her world without any regrets, even swept her heart, and left cruelly.

The cells in the whole body were annoyed, screaming and trembling, hating to crush other powerful enemies under their palms, and madly ascending to become king.Jin Yan raised his head suddenly, the sharpness in his eyes wanted to avoid even the dark night, "It's all right, you go back to rest, remember, get me handcuffs tomorrow."

The hand Jin Chuan wanted to support was pushed away, Jin Yan stood up on his own, looked down for a long time, glanced at his attire, and saw no attachment, "Bring me some more clothes."

"It's cold at night, wear it." Jin Chuan put the windbreaker on her shoulders, followed her out, stopped her before parting and told her worriedly, "Come here to rest when you are tired, and lock the door. I will come tomorrow morning."

Starlight flickered in her indifferent eyes, which was the only warmth in her blood. She put her gauze-bound hand on his arm, "Go back and be careful, let Ah San drive slowly... Tomorrow you go to work as usual, things Just let him bring it."

Jin Chuan immediately wanted to refute. With a movement of his body, the back of his hand rubbed against the rough gauze, and all the reasonable arguments disappeared. He nodded slowly, "Okay, go and have a look. If you're okay, come back and rest early. I'll take Ah Si back. , Ah San is good at kung fu, stay here to help you."

Jin Yan nodded and watched him go.

The author has something to say: Little Theater:

Jin Yan [Pull the petals]: I hate you, I love you, I hate you, I love you...

Zheng Yang: I like even numbers, Yanyan, let’s stop here, shall we?

Jin Yan [rolls his eyes]: Get up.I haven't forgiven you yet!

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