But for you, lovesickness

Du Qing counseled himself for a long time, and returned to the ward reluctantly.

Zheng Yang turned his head, facing the direction of the opening and closing door, his expression was alert, and his lips were pursed tightly.

Du Qing leaned over, sat down in the escort chair, reached out, held her little finger and ring finger in Nuannuan's palm, and asked in a low voice, "Guess who I am?"

The person sitting on the hospital bed suddenly relaxed, and faintly smiled, "Xiao Wu."

"Fourth Sister." Du Qing squeezed her fingers tightly, her voice trembling.It's the same as usual. They often play this kind of game in the dormitory. No, actually, she likes to pester them to play guessing games. , are all to her, Zheng Yang has always been tolerant to the two of them with a smile, and his gentleness is better than the sometimes arrogant Yun Yi.

Du Qing leaned over, tilted his head, leaned on her arm, and rubbed gently, "I won't leave, I will stay with you from now on." This is still her fourth sister, and they are still as close as they used to live together.

Fortunately, there are thousands of sails, and there are hardships and joys.

Zheng Yang reached out and stroked her hair, and smiled in retort, "Fool, you just need to live well."

Du Qing took her hand again and stared at her firmly, "You have to be fine too."

Zheng Yang lowered his head, his confused eyes and sickly face were full of melancholy, in Du Qing's view, it looked like autumnal frost.

"You must be well." With pain in his heart, Du Qing rubbed himself on the edge of the bed, sat on his side and hugged her, murmuring.

The gentle wind was blowing, and the slender palms were spread out in front of the eyes, groping out of thin air.With a twinge in his eyes, Du Qing leaned forward and brought his face closer.

Zheng Yang habitually gently pinched her small round face.

Du Qing didn't laugh and avoid it like before, but rubbed against her nostalgicly, giving her a little warmth, "When the second sister comes back from vacation to visit us, let's have a good get together, shall we?"

The person reflected in the imaginative eyes froze, and the loose hand fell silently.

Du Qing wrapped her arms around her, crying in a nasal voice, complaining, "Why, you don't want us anymore?"

Heart softened to the point of failure, Zheng Yang bit his lip, not revealing any intention, just shook his head.

"Don't shake." Du Qing didn't know the specifics of her injury, but the gauze behind her head was glaring brightly. When Zheng Yang shook, she flustered.

There was indeed a momentary dizziness that came to mind, Zheng Yang slowly regained his composure, and made up his mind to say what he had been suppressing for a long time. She lightly said the name of the little sister next to her: "Xiao Qing."

"Huh?" "Xiaoqing" is what Du Qing's family called her. Even though it was the first time she heard it from Zheng Yang, she subconsciously accepted it.

Because she regards the younger ones as relatives in her heart.

Maybe it's not just Du Qing, but other people think so too.

"Come out with me for a walk, can you?"

Zheng Yang tilted his head, and his tone was as warm as the sun. If you ignore her pale lips... Du Qing secretly suppressed the urge to cry, and replied softly: "Okay."

Holding her down to the ground, helping her up, Du Qing, who became her half support but carried little weight, couldn't hold back the desire to cry anymore.

"Bada." The sound landed on the ground, causing flustered splashes. Zheng Yang froze on the spot, trembling suppressedly, "Xiaoqing?" The people around her were speechless for a while, but instead grabbed her loose hospital gown tightly and shook it gently.

Zheng Yang was originally the kind of person with a delicate mind. After losing her eyesight, her senses of hearing and touch doubled. She heard the tears falling to the ground and felt Du Qing shaking her head stubbornly at this time.

And the few times before, when Zhong Xin or Yun Yi stood in front of the hospital bed, they sighed unintentionally.

If they don't want her to know, she doesn't have to know.

On the other hand, seeing that she didn't ask any more questions, Du Qing relaxed silently.

After going out, Zheng Yang insisted on leaving by himself.Du Qing saw her groping for the handrail on the wall at half a person's height that spread infinitely along the corridor, and knew that it was not the first time she had come out to breathe, and she knew the environment well. Even so, at first glance, she was bending over the handrail Cautiously stepping out, the soreness in his eyes was about to come out.

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Jin Chuan led the people into the office with ease, took the doorman and pushed them to the sofa, "Don't worry, Ah San and the others, aren't you at ease? Besides, they have a sense of propriety, and if it's a big deal, they call the police. Places like Silent Night, originally It should be cleaned up.”

Jin Yan sat down and glanced at him.

Jin Chuan is right. Dalong, Erlong, Ah San, Ah Si, these two, joined the Jin family very early, because they are favored by the Jin family, their courage and loyalty are first-class, and they all have their own. Kung fu.Ah San was particularly prominent. He used to be Jin Tian's personal bodyguard. With him and them around, there was nothing to worry about even if there was a direct conflict.

Jin Tian's business is black and white, which is completely contrary to Ji Ye and others. Jin's company's face and face are all legitimate operations, and no one can pick out the faults.The same goes for their bodyguards, who have nothing to do with the three of "Famous People in Jianghu". Dalong and the others are just bodyguards of the Jin family, with a clean background and no flaws.

This is where the Jin family's brothers and sisters feel at ease. After all, there is still a way to report to the police.

Jin Chuan sat beside her, leaned his head on her shoulder, twisted his hips, stretched his long legs to the armrest at the other end of the leather sofa, sighed, and touched her hand behind his back, clasped it, and that's it. peace of mind.

I don't know if it is caused by such a special family environment. Jin Yan and Jin Chuan have been very dependent on family affection since they were young.

A child who can run, jump and swim in the new world outside the loving embrace of his mother is tired and wronged and instinctively seeks the comfort of the warmest loving mother in the world. Even when the child grows up, the instinct of yearning for the embrace of his mother is still there.Boys who have entered adolescence are awkward, unwilling to show weakness to others like in the early years, even the closest relatives and loved ones who love him are included, Jin Chuan is like this, at the age of teens and ignorant, his natural There are occasional collisions between childishness and cowardice, and self-proclaimed little adults. After seeing her sister's obedient appearance nestled in her mother's arms again and again, the villain thought of a compromise, and the shape is as it is now, with her back against her mother.

Xiao Jinchuan was proud of having come up with such a coup that had the best of both worlds. He hadn't realized at that time: the most vulnerable thing in a person is not the chest, but the back that is out of sight.Those who are willing to hand over their backs must be caring people.

Jin Chuan's habit has persisted until now. After his mother passed away, the only one who cuddles with him is the stubborn girl who is struggling to get rid of her daughter's weak nature.

Jin Yan was leaning on him, the corners of his mouth twitched contentedly, and he tilted his head, leaning against him.Tenderness, warmth and thoughtfulness are ironed, and restlessness is stretched by tiles.

Even if life is a big dream of spring and autumn, it is worthwhile to have this person who is with you, even if you never wake up or have nothing else.

The hands that hold him can't help but tighten... It's been a long time since my heartbeat has been so steady. Putting aside the hidden rotten emotions that she doesn't want to touch, above the heart, what I hope is a flat river, a place to swim in the sun Warm and cozy.

The "big boy" in his arms suddenly turned over, wrapped his long arms around her waist, plunged his head into her arms, and coquettishly asked her, "Can you not go?"

His eyes blinked, and then blinked again, gradually picking out a gentle arc, and habitually, he stretched out his hand to pull his ears or hair, watching him burying his head in her belly, turning over again, lying flat on her lap, the corner of his mouth It was tilted badly, and its eyes were shining brightly, refusing to see anyone.

His heart turned into a puddle of water, Jin Yan leaned over and hugged him tightly.

Fortunately, she still has him.He grew up, and from now on, he will be her reliance.

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"Let's go back." Du Qing grabbed the hospital gown softly and coquettishly.

Zheng Yang's lips were pale, and his breathing was unsteady. After hearing her finish, he softly denied: "I want to walk again."

Du Qing said anxiously: "But you've been away for half an hour!" Knowing that she had strong self-esteem, she rolled her eyes and tried to persuade her in a different way: "I'm tired, anyway, I'll come back after a long journey, so sit with me."

Zheng Yang nodded, let her lead to the bench, and sat down side by side.

Hearing Du Qing's relieved sigh, Zheng Yang hesitated to speak, "Xiao Qing."

"Huh?" Du Qing waited expectantly for her to finish, secretly delighted that Zheng Yang was so close.

Zheng Yang bit his lip and said hesitantly, "Why did you come back suddenly? The third sister and the others were all in the hospital at the time. Have you contacted them?" Du Qing deliberately approached.

Zheng Yang hates himself for being shameful, hates himself for taking shameful advantage on those close to him, even, more than once, more than one person...

He hated himself even more for not saying what he meant - he felt ashamed and remorseful, but he still pretended to be innocent on the surface.

The thunder struck his heart, Du Qing nervously retracted the hand holding Zheng Yang, clenched his fist secretly, stirring up panic at a level that Zheng Fan couldn't see.

"What's wrong?" Zheng Yang felt something wrong, so he stretched out his hand to catch her.

Du Qing bit the tip of his tongue, felt the pain, calmed down a bit, suppressed the panic, and replied slowly: "I contacted Xiao Liu."

Zheng Yang unconsciously exerted force on his hand, and tilted his head to listen to her.

During the moment of hesitation, Du Qing had already arranged a reasonable white lie, "Just yesterday... her mobile phone was connected, but you insisted on giving me the mobile phone, and said to cut off contact...she answered. I got off the phone, and I pestered her to ask, and she said you were here."

She boasted that what she said was reasonable, she concealed Zheng Fan's thrilling experience, and even erased the traces of Jin Yan.

Zheng Yang lowered his head and remained silent.

Du Qing thought for a while, grabbed her arm, and decided to break the casserole and ask the end: "Where did you go a few days ago? Why did you go to them and hurt like this!"

Zheng Yang raised his head suddenly, apparently startled, and was about to speak when he inadvertently tilted his head. There was a sound in the distance, she must have heard it right, and vague expectations suddenly surged in his heart.

Du Qing didn't care about those things, and asked her anxiously, "They didn't tell me, where are you hurt?"

There were footsteps going back to other places, while sighing, Zheng Fan straightened his mind, shook his head slightly, and smiled at her with a suppressed voice, "Only these few places, nothing more."

"Impossible!" Du Qing turned up his voice, unwilling to let go, "You must be lying to me! Where do you need an IV for a broken bone!"

"That's because..." Zheng Yang subconsciously shook his head, and felt dizzy again uncontrollably, he lowered his head for a while.

"What's wrong? Headache?" Du Qing was also anxious, "Let's go back."

"I want to sit for a while..." Zheng Yang pulled out his hand and pressed his forehead.

Du Qing embraced her, anxious not knowing what to do, "Should we call the doctor?"

Zheng Yang shook his head, unable to stop him from running away.

Du Qing ran along the corridor and looked around, walked through half of the corridor, and rushed to the nurse's desk as if seeing a savior.

After asking, he went straight to the end of the corridor and knocked on the door of the doctor's office out of breath.

The door was knocked several times, Jin Yan frowned, got off the sofa and stood up.

The door swung open, exuding the impatience of the person who opened it.

"You, why are you here? Didn't you just leave?" Du Qing covered his mouth in shock and leaned back.

Jin Yan raised the corners of his mouth indifferently, his face was covered with frost, "Why are you here?" Jin Chuan went out to buy lunch, and finally got alone and concentrated. , how can you not be annoyed?

"I, come to see the doctor." Du Qing opened his mouth, and the words that came out were inexplicably less imposing.

Hurry to find a doctor.Shen Mou, figured out the cause and effect, and walked out quickly.

"Hey!" Du Qing glanced at the door, it was empty and there was no one else, quickly followed her, and asked anxiously, "Where is the doctor!"

"What's wrong with her?" Jin Yan glanced over.

"Headache." Du Qing replied honestly, and then, after the man jumped out, he realized something was wrong and ran to catch up.

In the corridors, where the sun does not reach, shadows spread.

Someone was sitting in the shadows, bowed, curled up on the bench, with arms bent and head covered, rigidly covering all expressions.

Without even thinking about it, Jin Yan rushed over, half-kneeled in front of her, stretched out his hand, forced her face up, and asked impatiently: "Who made you walk around!"

Zheng Yang was startled suddenly, raised his head, faced the angry face bursting out of disbelief, bent his lips uncontrollably, stretched out his empty palms to nothingness, traced her face in the air,

Goodbye in the sun, and half a year later, she was full of joy, and unknowingly sank into the curse of right and wrong... Jin Yan held out his hand, just like when Chuchu was facing the screen when he returned, he wanted to touch her face, feel her temperature and heart...

The half-open lips are tightly wrapped around many unspeakable things, those crazy longings or paranoid love, under the pressure of reason, they are broken and difficult to distinguish.

Jin Yan bit the root of his tongue fiercely, before the rust spread, he wrapped up those useless pasts and swallowed them alive, staring lightly at Zheng Yang's frail appearance, unable to tell his true or false sense of loss.

"Fourth Sister!" Du Qing rushed to him, pushed Jin Yan away, threw himself into Zheng Yang's arms, and sobbed aggrievedly, "I didn't find a doctor."

"It's okay." Zheng Yang squeezed out a smile, reached on top of her head, and stroked her a few times.

Jin Yan raised his arms and watched coldly, seeing the tenderness and tenderness from the person she cared about most before, whom she once lusted after but never got close to, and who might belong to others forever, and thought that her heart was as numb as dead ashes, even for a moment The resentment and dissatisfaction were stirred up for a while, and she was not given a chance to suppress it, and it spread like a disaster. A monstrous heat wave suddenly swept across, and the steaming heat went to the brain, cutting off all consciousness related to reason.

Controlled by gushing evil thoughts, she stepped forward and put on a sharp offensive, intending to destroy the so-called warmth and affection that stood in the way of her eyes.

"You're really biased. When you focus on what's in front of you, you forget about everyone else." Jin Yan smiled, pouring out sharp thorns, "Cold-hearted...I really saw you right."

His body froze, Zheng Yang turned his head in a daze, "What did you say?"

In the blink of an eye, I looked at people all over, the bruised pinhole on the back of her right hand, her left arm surrounded by plaster bandages, the thick layer of gauze behind her head... Suppressing all the trash emotions that came out for no reason, she sneered , "You don't care about Yun Yi and the others. After all, you are very skilled in playing with them before giving up...but you can't..."

Zheng Yang didn't wait for her to finish speaking, grabbed the hem of her shirt as she wished, and stood up in horror, "What's wrong with him?!"

Tremolo contains too much.Jin Yan savored the product carefully, found out the panic and uneasiness in it as he wished, smiled slyly, and followed the words that seemed to be comforting, "Don't worry, Fourth Sister, you don't care about Afan, I don't care about it." Will..." Seeing her pale and suspicious face, she felt happy, and continued: "We were all planning for the wedding..." He sighed again, "I will definitely send Ah San and the others to protect him... I promise you Guaranteed, this will never happen again.”

Dazed and palpitations, Zheng Yang stood on the cusp of the storm with his obsession, but suddenly his faith collapsed, and he was hopelessly drawn out to kill his soul.

Du Qing, who stood up with her, was also full of disbelief. She suddenly thought of something and murmured, "So, what you said just now, what you want to find, is..."

Jin Yan smiled naturally, looked at the silent and pale-faced person beside him, "Zheng Fan, my boyfriend."

"Afan", "Wedding", "Take care of him", "Protect him"... plus the light "My Boyfriend" at the end, it was like the last straw that broke the camel's back.

Zheng Yang's legs were weak, his eyes closed, and he fell into the doomsday of the earth cracking and the sky collapsing.

"Fourth Sister!" Du Qing fell to the ground, and managed to hug the fallen person in time. She struggled to stand up. Like the innocent culprit, "Are you satisfied this time? Please, love, so from now on, don't appear in front of her again!"

Jin Yan's eyes were out of focus, and his sleeping reason suddenly woke up. He turned around suddenly, and roared at the staggering figure who was accompanying him: "Impossible!"

The author has something to say: the word "black eyes" is not suitable for Zheng Yang, it has been replaced by

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A very insane and touching chapter...

But why did I write nearly [-] words and still didn't reach the paragraph that I had already drafted? !

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The agreed topic will be postponed again...

In the evening... the person who cut his palm and worked overtime with Band-Aids, can you ask for praise in a high-profile way~