But for you, lovesickness

The mind is dizzy, and the consciousness falls into sleep.

Bewildered, nothing to see...

Soft whispers and shallow breaths linger around the body...

Her whole heart drifted along, wandering in the soft sunlight...

The sky was turned upside down in an instant, the so-called joy, the so-called tranquility, was disturbed by the sudden and angry sky, and the soul disappeared.

Waking up suddenly, the thick brick wall that was whipped by innocent people cried in a low voice in my ears, and the cruel sentence in the dream crushed my heart.

"I hate you!"

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The steady sound of leather shoes knocking was completely contained by the thick carpet.A young man in a black shirt and trousers walked slowly from the study at the end of the corridor on the second floor.

"Master." The maid with the tray retreated to the side of the stairs, lowering her head carefully, making the sound like a mosquito.

Jin Chuan took the tray, turned around and went upstairs, glanced lightly, "Go and do your work."

The third floor is semi-open, except for the warm open-air balcony, a simple living room with warm colors, and a gym separated by frosted glass with soundproofing materials.

There was no one in the bedroom, Jin Chuan held the tray in his hand and pushed open the door of the gym.

Jin Yan was sweating profusely on the treadmill.

He put the tray on the coffee table, turned to her silently, and pressed the deceleration key on the instrument panel at intervals.

Jin Yan was wearing earphones, his eyelids were tightly closed on his flushed pretty face, his legs adapted to the slowing rhythm, and then he opened his eyes, his eyes were filled with coldness, and he met a similar face, interspersed with a smile.

Slowly decelerating from the high-speed 8th gear to the lowest speed, while Jin Chuan pressed the edge stop button, he pulled out the headphone cable with a slender hand.

Pausing heavy steps, sweat dripped across his cheeks, fell along his neck, and flowed down his chain bones. Jin Yan rested his hands on the armrests on both sides to calm his breath.Jin Chuan took off the sweat-absorbing towel on the clothes hanger, put it on her shoulders, then embraced her and walked towards the sofa.

Pushing the person on the sofa and pushing the tray over, Jin Chuan spread out the bench, stared at her with deep eyebrows across the coffee table, "Why are you here so crazy without eating early in the morning?"

But without a word, Jin Yan grabbed the glass, took a sip of the warm milk, folded his arms and retracted into the sofa, his mind fluttering in the soft music.

"Sister." Jin Chuan walked around the coffee table, sat on the armrest beside her, and stretched out his hand to embrace her in his arms, "Don't do this."

Jin Yan tilted his head, and smiled soothingly at him, "Little fool, why are you crying?" Jin Chuan's low voice trembled with unknown names, and she couldn't help but feel moved.

The each other in front of them is the blood relatives of siblings of the same mother, the closest people in this deep house who have gone hand in hand for more than [-] years, and they are the soft and deep ties in the heart.

"No way." Jin Chuan turned his head away and sniffed, holding her tighter and tighter.

"May I find you a brother-in-law?" The breezy piano music in her ears was silent after the climax was scattered, and there was silence everywhere, and her whispered words stirred up waves.

He was shocked, and the memories that had been deliberately suppressed flashed back uncontrollably.

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During the summer vacation after the college entrance examination, Jin Chuan went to the university town alone, and found a part-time job distributing leaflets outside his sister's school.He is happy, even if he is exposed to the sun, showing boredom or impatience in the eyes of passers-by, in his opinion, it is much better than being stuck at home, facing a strict father or cold rules.

He deliberately found the place of work far away from the main entrance of the dormitory area. Coincidentally, after a long time, he was still bumped into by Jin Yan.

It was a weekend evening, and the evening breeze calmed down the heat.

Holding a few pieces of paper in his hand, Jin Chuan stood at the intersection and looked back and forth to choose a suitable target.

Several girls returned happily in the afterglow.Jin Chuan greeted him against the light, and with a humble smile and youthful enthusiasm, he introduced loudly: "Student, our shop is open for soft opening, and drinks are [-]% off. It is especially suitable for dinner with friends!"

The two girls in front of him stopped first, and the taller girl took the paper he handed over, and looked down, it was a flyer for a certain hot pot restaurant.Another girl stepped forward, covering the afterglow on his smiling face.

The smile ended, and he twitched the corner of his mouth, "Sister."

"Who asked you to come! Don't prepare lessons at home and come out to do this!"

Yan Xiaoyan's gentle look was gone, and Jin Yan's face was stained with anger, like the warm orange sun that had colored the sky.

"Yanyan," Zheng Yang, who seemed to understand but half understood, followed up, wanted to say something, but felt abrupt, and pursed his lips in a daze.

"Sister..." Jin Chuan clenched his fists, feeling uneasy, bowed his head and argued, "I read seriously at night."

She heard the boy's "sister" really, and found out the identity of the person opposite. Zheng Yang stopped in front of Jin Yan, and stretched out his hand to Jin Chuan, "Hello." The one in front of him is Jin Chuan, Jin Yan's beloved younger brother , the same age as Zheng Fan.

Jin Chuan stretched out his hand suspiciously and shook it back, "Hello." As soon as the doubts were cast on Jin Yan, she heard her expression soften and introduced them one by one, "This is Zheng Yang, and those behind are my sisters."

Zheng Yang frowned, feeling at ease after being recognized by others, and didn't realize anything was wrong.

Jin Chuan showed a row of small white teeth, and greeted them happily.

"Let's chat." Zheng Yang turned his head and said to Jin Yan, "Third Sister said she wants to take pictures at the Fountain Square, and we will wait for you in the courtyard." Instead, he took the crumpled leaflet in Jin Chuan's hand and gave him a nod Yang, "Get off work, listen to your sister and go home early."

Unlike Zheng Yang, who is usually seen by others with a calm expression, the Jin family's siblings had a very good first impression of Zheng Yang - Jin Yan felt that this classmate was enthusiastic and enthusiastic, but now, Jin Chuan also regards her as an understanding sister.

Afterwards, Jin Chuan stopped avoiding people, distributed leaflets and moved to the snack street outside the side door. After several contacts, his good impression of Zheng Yang continued unabated.

Before the two of them got together, Jin Chuan had teased his sister in private: "Sister, when will you find me a brother-in-law?"

Jin Yan couldn't explain what was going on with him, so he stared at him in embarrassment on the spot, and a face flashed in front of his eyes—sharp short hair lined up his facial features, his heroic spirit was soft, and his lips were slightly raised, full of gentleness. Smile - that's her, Zheng Yang.

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"You still can't forget her." Jin Chuan looked at her, sighing, feeling helpless, and making a statement.

Jin Yan stroked the bracelet on his wrist, still lost in thought.

Three years have passed, the white pearl is bright and clean, and has not changed at all, but the love it tells is stretched and distorted by reality at some point, and it will never be restored.

Seeing her dejected look, he took away the glass and hugged her tightly, anger welling up in his eyes, "Sister, there's no need to worry about other people's business, leave it to me."

"Don't mention this anymore, do you like the gift?" Jin Yan pushed him away with a smile, caressed his face, looked at his warm eyes, and cast them elsewhere, a little bit cold, "I still have a debt to settle with her... "

Jin Chuan nodded.Jin Yan specially bought a bunch of gifts for him from abroad. She always did this every time she came back from vacation. In the past, there were gifts for him, for Zheng Yang, and for Dad. This time, it was only him...

Those gifts, ranging from watch cufflinks to coats, are extremely suitable for everyone's preferences, and it is obvious that she has painstakingly selected them.

Afraid that she would think about it, Jin Chuan deliberately approached her to tease her, put one hand around her waist easily, and motioned her to look down, "You are so skinny, you still don't eat well... outsiders still treat you as if I abused you It's gone." Poking her firm arm, curling her lips, "The biceps are coming out, and I don't have any."

Jin Yan slapped his hand away, and poked his arm instead, "Then don't hurry up and practice."

"I don't. If you make you fat, you won't have any worries." He threw himself into her arms and giggled, just like when he was a child.

Hold him and feel at ease.After laughing with him, he scratched the itchy flesh on his waist, "Are you still letting me eat?"

He threw up his hands in surrender, handing over the plate and the milk.

Jin Yan cut open the fried egg and fed him another bite.

It's been like this since childhood, Jin Chuan was naughty and didn't eat eggs, and was as thin as a little monkey when he was a child.His father ordered him to eat, scolding and coaxing all the tricks to fail, and his mother persuaded him from the sidelines, unable to bear the blame, there was nothing he could do about it, she could only wrap egg liquid on bread or other food, fry it and coax Jin Chuan to eat it...

Later, when he got older, seeing his younger brother's thinness, Jin Yan became anxious, so every breakfast, he cut open his own fried egg, fed him first, and threatened Jin Chuan that if he didn't eat, his father would punish them both for being hungry.

Xiao Jinchuan nodded obediently, and opened his mouth obediently...

Jin Chuan chewed extremely patiently, a piece of fried egg took longer than his meal, and looked at her pampering eyes with tears in the corners of his eyes.

Before Dad's accident, he had a long talk with him and asked him to take good care of his sister and himself.Only then did Jin Chuan know how much his sister loved him—she didn't like eggs, but in order to coax her younger brother, she never got used to it.

When her hand was caught off guard, she raised her eyebrows and looked at her.

He handed the milk over, stuffed it to her, cleared his throat, "Sister, don't worry about what's on your mind, I just want you to look forward, okay..."

Her palms were filled with warmth, and she smiled slightly, "It's okay, I won't stay too long... My supervisor suggested that I go back to study for a Ph. .”

Excited but reluctant, he moved closer, hugged her full, buried his head in her shoulder, and choked with sobs, "Then you are not allowed to go anywhere these days, let me take care of you."

"Xiao Chuan has grown up." She stroked his hair and smiled.

A breakfast, mixed with some meaning of leaving early, astringent and bitter.

He was about to go out with a tray, but she stopped him.

Jin Yan shook his wrist at him, "Is there a grinder?"

He was stunned, isn't that the baby that Zheng gave her that she never leaves?Is this worth it?

"Your brother-in-law does mind." She walked towards him with a towel on.It was still that soft and pretty face, but he couldn't distinguish the smile hidden in the light and shadow.

"Go and find it." She couldn't help but push him out.

He stared outside the door for a while, watching her return to the treadmill, shutting off the outside world, and nestling into her world, seemingly ruthless, yet at the same time relaxed.

Brother-in-law...it would be great if it was true...

The author has something to say: spoilers for the small theater:

Jin Yan [raises eyebrows]: You two sisters are also very close, right?

Zheng Yang [Caution]: What do you want to do?

Jin Yan [shrugs]: It’s nothing, I’m going to give you a gift...

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Zheng Yang [grieved face]: Wait, Yanyan, isn't Xiao Chuan's brother-in-law me?

Jin Chuan [curling lips]: You are dreaming!Time is not waiting!