Silent Nian originally thought that Tang Kezhi would fall asleep again soon, but to his surprise, it had been nearly five days since he returned to the base, and Tang Kezhi still showed no signs of falling asleep.

Could it be that Tang Kezhi's illness suddenly recovered?Mo Mo Nian couldn't suppress such thoughts in his heart, but soon he found that his own thoughts were outrageously wrong.Tang Kezhi did not fall asleep again, because from the day he arrived at the base, Tang Kezhi did not fall asleep again.

Silent Year is a zombie, so naturally he doesn't need to sleep, but Tang Kezhi is still a human being, one day is fine, or two days, but if he doesn't sleep for a long time, Silent Year can't help but start to worry about Tang Kezhi's body.

Tang Kezhi is afraid of sleeping, and Tang Kezhi is afraid of not sleeping. The silent Nianjue is now like a frightened bird. No matter what happens to Tang Kezhi, it is enough to make him panic... can not tell.

Tang Kezhi noticed something wrong with his body earlier than Shen Mo Nian. At first, he was also worried that he would fall asleep like last time, and never wake up again.But the series of changes in his body after that seemed to tell Tang Kezhi that things might be a little more optimistic than he imagined.

Instead of being sleepy, he couldn't sleep at all.Even though the body is exhausted, the mind is extremely clear after closing the eyes, and other senses besides vision become extremely sensitive, and even the chirping of mosquitoes ten meters away can be heard clearly.

This extremely painful state almost killed Tang Kezhi. His head started to hurt like it was about to crack a day ago. The accompanying symptoms included vomiting and dizziness. Tang Kezhi even suspected him. Is it "again" pregnant?

"Are you really unable to sleep?" Mo Mo Nian feels very painful now, he really wants to selfishly tell Tang Kezhi not to fall asleep, but seeing him in deep torment is very unbearable.

"Well." Tang Kezhi actually understood Shen Mo Nian's mentality very well. He forced a smile, his whole face looked extremely pale: "I'm fine...don't worry."

don’t worry?How could the silent year not be worried!He even began to hate fate, why is it always such a dilemma left to him.Tang Kezhi may never have the chance to wake up if he sleeps, and if he does not sleep, he may die in pain.No matter which one it is, it is not the result that Silent Year wants.

But there was no third option for him to choose.

As time passed day by day, Mo Mo Nian and Tang Kezhi both skipped this topic tacitly, but Tang Ke Zhi's weakening body and increasingly ugly face made Mo Mo Nian unable to ignore this issue no matter what.

If it is said that Tang Kezhi, who had been sleeping all this time, was only pale, then the face of Tang Kezhi, who was unable to sleep, could hardly be described as pale. There were two big dark circles hanging on his white paper face, and he was originally very energetic. His black eyes are now dull and lifeless, and he only eats half a bowl of food every day, and if he eats a little more, he will vomit all of it.

Silent Nian saw this in his eyes, felt that his soul was being torn apart by two hands, and said to him: Silent Nian, don't give up, Tang Kezhi may not die...but if he really falls asleep If you die, you will really die... Don't be soft-hearted, as long as you endure this period of time, it will be fine.The other side said to him: Silent year, don't torture Tang Kezhi anymore, haven't you seen him in so much pain?He has no hope of surviving. In that case, wouldn't it be good to let him go through his last days peacefully?Don't be so selfish... silent year.

Because of poor spirits, Tang Kezhi and Shen Mo Nian talked less and less. Most of the time every day, Tang Kezhi sat on the chair with a blank expression, and Shen Mo Nian sat next to him. He looked at Tang Kezhi motionlessly.

This is torture for two people.

Tang Kezhi had never experienced insomnia before, and he didn't know that insomnia was such a tormenting thing. His head was already heavy, but he still couldn't fall asleep.

"Men Nian, go and help me find some sleeping pills." Tang Kezhi knew that his request was too much, but he still said, "I really can't hold on anymore..."

"Tang Kezhi, do you know what you're talking about?" Mo Mo Nian's hands trembled a little.He looked at Tang Kezhi's extremely ugly face and his body that had lost several circles of weight, but he couldn't say anything after that.

"I really can't take it anymore." Tang Kezhi admitted that he was a spineless person, thinking that he was going to die anyway...it would be better to die in a dream.

"..." Mo Mo Nian didn't speak, he couldn't agree to Tang Kezhi's request, although he knew... that might be the best ending.

"If this continues, I will die." Tang Kezhi knows his body better than Mo Mo Nian. He has been unable to absorb the soul power from the earth for a long time, and the soul power originally stored in his body is gradually losing. Tang Kezhi It can be seen that one can even see one's own body deteriorating day by day.

"Silent Year." Tang Kezhi leaned forward and kissed the corner of Silent Nian's lips softly: "I have been with you for so long, and I am already very satisfied."

"But I'm not satisfied!" Silent Nian's eyes were red, like an irritated beast, he almost seemed to be roaring: "Tang Kezhi, do you know what you are talking about?? Do you know that your words are right?" How cruel is it for me??"

"Sigh." Tang Kezhi sighed softly, and he thought, if the silent year really can't accept it, then forget it, at worst he will suffer more.It may also be a good thing to be able to soberly accompany Silent Year in the last time.

"Tang Kezhi, why don't you speak?" Mo Mo Nian hugged Tang Kezhi tightly into his arms. He touched Tang Kezhi's body that could already touch the bones, his voice trembling slightly.

"It's okay." Tang Kezhi patted Shen Mo Nian's shoulder: "... Forget it, it's not bad as it is."

Tang Kezhi compromised.While Shen Mo Nian breathed a sigh of relief, great pain and guilt rose in his heart. He knew how uncomfortable Tang Kezhi was now, but if he wanted to send Tang Kezhi on the road like this, Mo Mo Nian felt that he couldn't do it.

Tang Kezhi was really tired. He rested his chin on Shen Mo Nian's shoulder, his eyelids half closed, like a dying butterfly.It has completely lost its former vitality and agility.

The tree seed that Tang Kezhi spit out has turned into a towering tree at an astonishing speed under the careful care of Shen Mo Nian. According to Tang Kezhi, it should be an apple tree. Maybe this autumn can be covered with trees that Tang Kezhi likes. eat apples.

But obviously, Tang Kezhi couldn't wait for that day.

When Shen Mo Nian went to ask Zhang Yuhong for sleeping pills, he was completely numb. Zhang Yuhong opened and closed his mouth, but Mo Mo Nian couldn't understand a single word he said. Now all his thoughts are on Tang Kezhi's Looking at the snow-white medicine bottle in his hand, Mo Mo Nian showed a bitter smile.

It has been ten days since Tang Kezhi's last request. Tang Kezhi is obviously skinny and skinny. Now he can only lie on the bed with his eyes wide open, and he has no way to respond to Silent Nian's words.

"I'm sorry...it's all my fault for being too selfish." Mo Mo Nian finally made a decision one evening, and before leaving, he gave Tang Kezhi a passionate and desperate kiss. Looking at Tang Kezhi's bloodless lips, he felt his own chest A big hole was broken, and the icy wind was blowing inside.

With a bottle of sleeping pills and a cup of hot water, Silent Nian sat at the table, pouring sleeping pills into the water one by one, watching those snow-white pills burst out with small bubbles, and finally merged with the water.

After putting in enough doses, Mo Nian picked up the water glass and approached Tang Kezhi with a gentle expression, and helped him up from the bed.

"You know, come, drink the water." Silent Year was rarely so gentle, he stroked Tang Kezhi's withered and yellow hair, and whispered in his ear: "Drink... and everything is over."

Tang Kezhi's numb eyes flickered, as if he had understood Silent Year's hint.

It was just a glass of water, but Tang Kezhi had a very difficult time drinking it, but even though it was difficult, Tang Kezhi insisted on finishing it.Mo Mo Nian helped Tang Kezhi wipe off the water stains on his lips, and then looked at the empty glass in his hand.

"Tang Kezhi..." Mo Mo Nian held Tang Kezhi tightly in his arms, watched him slowly close his eyes exhausted but satisfied: "Have a good sleep, it will be autumn after waking up. Our My son will definitely produce a lot of apples, all of which will be left to you, and left to you to eat alone."

Tang Kezhi didn't speak, but his breathing became weaker and weaker.

"Tang Kezhi..." Mo Mo Nian hugged Tang Kezhi as if he wanted to rub Tang Kezhi into his body. He kissed Tang Kezhi's ear, and continued to talk to Tang Kezhi: "I have been dreaming lately. , I dreamed that we were on a sunless planet, full of strange animals and plants... At that time, I was not called Silent Year, but you were still called Tang Kezhi."

"I saw your tombstone there." Silent Year continued: "It's made of stone... It must be cold if you lie in it?"

Is that our previous life?Why can't we escape such an ending after all?I killed you in the previous life, and I also killed you in this life. If you hadn't met me, would there have been a better ending?Is it predestined by God that if we want to be together, one of us must die?

Tang Kezhi's breathing was barely audible. Mo Mo Nian buried his head in Tang Kezhi's neck, and the expression on his whole face was distorted.

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