After getting out of prison

Old Ou drank too much, and when Aunt Ou moved him into the house, he pulled Yuan Yu's face full of snot and tears and said, worrying again and again: "You must treat Ruchu well, and you must treat him well... "

Mrs. Ou said to let them deal with it here overnight, Zeng Ruchu shook her somewhat confused head, and pushed her back through the door.

"Be careful, don't drive," Mrs. Ou warned worriedly from the window on the second floor.

Zeng Ruchu's head was a little foggy, he turned his head in the night, and showed a drunken misty smile towards the direction of the second floor, with the corners of his mouth parted.He waved vigorously at Mrs. Ou.

Yuan Yu pulled his arm and came to the side of the Hummer, Zeng Ruchu drove the door like crazy and refused to go in, yelling: "You have no fucking memory! How dare you go to the restaurant!"

Yuan Yu drank more than Zeng Ruchu. He and Ou Jiyu each drank two of the five bottles of liquor, and Zeng Ruchu only drank one bottle.Ou Jiyu is the kind of person who puts on his face in one sip, but Yuan Yu is just the opposite. No matter how much he drinks, his face is neither red nor pale. If it weren't for the bright light in his eyes, no one would know that he is drunk .

Zeng Ruchu kicked Yuan Yu's leg viciously, Yuan Yu immediately groaned in pain, squatted down and shouted at Zeng Ruchu's shaking back: "Come back, I'll take the cigarette !"

Zeng Ruchu walked out of the community as if he didn't hear it.

It's almost twelve o'clock at midnight, the moon and stars are rare in the sky, and the endless night sky is black and blue, with a mysterious beauty.

Seeing that Zeng Ruchu had gone far away, Yuan Yu stood up with the pain in his arms, and didn't bother to pick up the cigarette.He strode forward and ran to catch up with Zeng Ruchu.

The autumn night wind blows away the once scattered hair, and it is very comfortable to blow on the cheeks, and the whole person feels a lot more awake.

There was no one to be seen on the straight road, only the street lamps on the high pillars on both sides of the road gave off a lonely, dim light.

Yuan Yu caught up from behind and grabbed Zeng Ruchu's arm.Zeng Ruchu didn't stop, don't let him pull and go forward stubbornly.

"Ru Chu... I have something to tell you..." Yuan Yu strode in front of him, blocking his way.

Under the night sky, Zeng Ruchu's misty eyes were like bright gemstones, so bright that Yuan Yu felt pain in his heart.

"Didn't we talk about it? There are still three months and 22 days..." Zeng Ruchu smiled beautifully, revealing a small white canine tooth on the left, as if carrying a hint of boyish naughtiness.

If he wasn't drunk, Yuan Yu knew that Zeng Ruchu wouldn't show himself smiling like this now.

Fascinated, he stretched out his hand to touch the delicate flesh on Zeng Ruchu's cheek. Thinking of what Ou Jiyu said to him, the happiness he pretended to be slowly overflowing.

He loves this man in front of him so much that his heart hurts.Although he sometimes likes to pick out what he doesn't want to listen to, although he always deliberately excites himself, although he... Yuan Yu sighed in his heart and told himself that he would never let go of Zeng Ruchu's hand again...

"Tell me the truth..." Yuan Yu looked at him with eyes full of happiness and anticipation, and even his tone of voice was unusually low-key: "Is there any misunderstanding when we treat you?"

Zeng Ruchu stared blankly at Yuan Yu's handsome face full of seriousness in the night, as if he didn't understand what he was saying.

"Old Ou told me." Yuan Yu anxiously held his shoulders: "You told him that I was the person you loved the most, that you had always loved me, and that there was no one else. What's going on, you tell me..."

Something flashed in Zeng Ruchu's dark eyes, and after a few seconds, he opened his mouth slowly, asking with difficulty, "How did he tell you?"

"He said, there is always someone in your heart, and you will never forget your boyfriend back then, even if I went abroad after we separated..." Yuan Yu said excitedly, as if it was a foregone conclusion, he only needed the one from Zeng Ruchu affim.

In the cool night, Zeng Ruchu suddenly smiled, the soft lines of the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, his smile was very pretty.But Yuan Yu had a bad premonition from his smile.

Sure enough, Zeng Ruchu lightly opened his thin lips, smiled ironically and asked: "Yuan Yu, how do you know that the person I'm talking about is you..."

Yuan Yu looked at it in shock, feeling that the blood in his body that was still boiling just now was gradually cooling down under Zeng Ruchu's smile, and was about to freeze into ice.He heard Zeng Ruqing's cool voice say cruelly.

"You're not the only boyfriend I had before, and you're not the only one who went abroad..." Zeng Ruchu suddenly felt that the more pain he felt in his heart, the smoother he would be able to speak cruel words. He smiled pitifully and said: " The person I am talking about is not you, Yuan Yu, but Sun Changhui...he is my favorite person..."

When that name got into Yuan Yu's ear, Yuan Yu had a feeling of being torn apart by the bomb hidden in his body... It turns out that it can still hurt like this... It turns out that this person can still hurt him. Deeper……

Yuan Yu slowly raised the corners of his mouth, showing a desolate and hopeless smile, as if he didn't even have the strength to speak, and his voice was so low that it seemed to be blown away by the wind.He said: "Once upon a time, I will never put any hope on you again..."

Yuan Yu left.

Zeng Ruchu stood where he was, looking at his back under the street lights, who seemed to have aged decades instantly, with cold eyes.

It wasn't until Yuan Yu's figure disappeared at the intersection that Zeng Ruchu slowly revealed a sad smile.

Don't have any hope for me, and don't have any hope for the future between us, otherwise, none of us will be free...

From that night onwards, Yuan Yu didn't speak to him properly again.

No, that's not right.Yuan Yu's attitude is much better now than it was at the beginning.At least he no longer scolded him fiercely and loudly, nor did he seek trouble for nothing to make Zeng Ruchu feel uncomfortable.Yuan Yu is now like a cold sculpture, his voice is cold, and his eyes looking at Zeng Ruchu are even colder, sometimes even Zeng Ruchu can't see his own reflection in his eyes.

From that day on, Yuan Yu left early and returned late. Even when he went to pick him up, the driver picked him up, and he never went there again.

Zeng Ruchu didn't talk much in the first place, but Chen Jing was like a piece of ice.Now Yuan Yu is colder than him.

But the two ice cubes still went to bed, and Yuan Yu still wanted him.

However, he will never intentionally say obscene words to embarrass Zeng Ruchu. He usually simply orders two words "take off" or "go to bed", and then he doesn't even take off his clothes. Do whatever you want, and don't care about Zeng Ruchu's feelings at all. Several times, Zeng Ruchu was hurt by him, and he will never get pleasure again.

Yuan Yu made Zeng Ruchu realize what real venting without love is, and it also made him understand what real nurturing is.

But once did not care.What he wants is to be like this now, no matter how painful it is, it is all physical.The two will never have an emotional entanglement again.

Zeng Ruchu counted the days day by day, waiting for the day when he would leave Yuan Yu completely.