After getting out of prison

Chapter 51

"I don't want to hear this!" Yuan Yu interrupted Zeng Ruchu's words, stepped forward and grabbed Zeng Ruchu's shoulders forcefully, wanting him to see the uncompromising and discerning in his eyes.He said: "Zeng Ruchu, I tell you, no matter what you want me to do, I can do it. Except for being separated from you! It is impossible in this life!"

"All these years, do you know how I got here? Do you know what kind of pain it was when I knew everything that happened that year? I'd rather go to jail than myself, and let the fuck you owe me , I don’t want to be like this now, you reject me like you have a good reason!” Yuan Yu’s voice was hoarse, and he was irritated by Zeng Ruchu’s left sentence to separate and another sentence to stop entanglement, and he gritted his teeth word by word: “Anyway, You also understand to me, I will not leave you! Unless I die!"

Zeng Ruchu looked at him with weird eyes, slowly revealed a mocking expression, and said in a cool tone: "Yuan Yu, you are really interesting. If it is not your love and my wish for two people to be together, it will only be more and more painful. Just like the days when the two of us were together before, do you think it's really good to torture each other like this?"

"When we were torturing each other, I didn't intend to let you go!" Yuan Yu bit his teeth hard, showing a sinister expression: "Even if they are torturing each other, the other party must be you!"

"You are so selfish!" Zeng Ruchu looked into his eyes and commented coldly.

"If you want to think I'm selfish!" Yuan Yu said: "In short, the ten years without you have made me understand that when we are with you, even if we torture each other, it makes my heart ache every day. , is better than the walking dead, feeling nothing!"

"You!" Zeng Ruchu was shocked by the weird and crazy light in Yuan Yu's eyes, and felt angry and helpless.

"Also, we are in love... Even if it's like you said, you don't love me now, but you did, we used to have such a happy life, so many good memories, we used to love each other so much. So I believe that as long as we work together, you will definitely fall in love with me. Really, as before, I will treat you well. I will only treat you well in this life. As long as you give us a chance, we will definitely be better than before. Happy, tell me, okay?" Yuan Yu was a little excited at the end of his speech, as if thinking of the beautiful days he described, those deep eyes radiated hope, which made people feel sad.

Zeng Ruchu's eyes fluctuated for a moment, but soon, he calmly waved away Yuan Yu's hand holding his shoulder, and said coldly: "Yuan Yu, you can find someone else to live the life you want. We and I I'm tired, I can't afford to play with you, Young Master Yuan..."

Zeng Ruchu pushed Yuan Yu who was standing in front of him, and said coldly: "I beg you, Young Master Yuan, for the sake of my ten-year imprisonment for you, find someone who wants to play with you." Let's play."

After finishing speaking, Zeng Ruchu stepped forward and left without hesitation.

Yuan Yu turned his head and saw Zeng Ruchu's back was straight under the dim street lamp, and every step he took away from him was extremely firm...

Yuan Yu frowned tightly, the more pain in his heart, the more clearly he knew that he couldn't let go.

He and Zeng Ruchu have come to where they are today, and Zeng Ruchu has been pushing him out of his world. As long as Yuan Yu relaxes a little, the two of them may really be over.

He has missed ten years, during which he silently paid so much for him.Well, let him work hard for their future in the future...he won't let go...

"You get in the car, and I'll take you home." Yuan Yu said from the open window as he drove up to Zeng Ruchu.

Zeng Ruchu looked back and saw that Yuan Yu still had a tired and haggard face, but he was no longer as crazy as before.He hesitated for a moment, opened the back door and got in the car.The body that was about to freeze felt much more comfortable after a while in the warm compartment.

Yuan Yu really sent him home as he said.

Zeng Ruchu got out of the car.The two didn't say a word along the way, and he couldn't see any expression from Yuan Yu's tense face. He didn't know if his words made Yuan Yu figure it out, or he felt something owed in his heart.In short, after Yuan Yu sent him here, he drove away.

Zeng Ruchu couldn't tell what it was like in his heart. When he went up the stairs, he felt as if he had lost his strength. His heart was sour and full of sadness...

In a person's home, Zeng Ruchu is a person who likes to be quiet.Today I don’t know why, but I feel that it’s difficult to live in a home without a sound, and I feel a feeling that I’ve already known, it seems to be loneliness...

There is no TV at home, because Zeng Ruchu didn't watch it, so he didn't buy it.But there is a second-hand computer that Zheng Qing gave him as a gift when he first came out.Zeng Ruchu doesn't have much fun at ordinary times, because he doesn't have many friends, he doesn't even go on QQ very much, and he doesn't know if he has been in prison for too long. He always feels that computers, which are now popular technology products, are difficult for him , both difficult and complex.At the beginning, in order to work well in Zheng Qing's company, he specially signed up for a computer class, but what he learned was that everyone knew how to turn on and off the computer, how to watch movies and listen to music.In his opinion, office software and other super-complicated things were learned by himself after a little bit of groping and reading.

Zeng Ruchu didn't continue to watch the Spring Festival Gala, and it was estimated that the show would be over, so he turned on the computer and clicked on the music player.

When you are alone, it really doesn't matter whether you have a festival or not, because time seems to be frozen.No one reminds me, and I don't feel the difference between this second and the next second...

Zeng Ruchu didn't feel sleepy at all, and wanted to do the laundry and tidy up the house.He took a basin of water from the faucet, and as soon as he reached in, he shivered from the ice.Scholarly Mendi Forum

It was so cold, Zeng Ruchu was standing in the bathroom, at this time the bell was ringing at twelve o'clock in the city, and a child in the neighborhood shouted happily: "New Year's Eve, Happy New Year..."

There were people in the yard secretly setting off firecrackers from several families. On this happy day, the urban management was reuniting with their families at home, and they probably wouldn't be too disappointed to arrest people...

"Crackling, thunderbolt..."

It seems that the world is filled with festive and happy atmosphere, Zeng Ruchu looked out from the narrow window of the bathroom, slightly dazed.

"Tick tock..."

A clear sound of water droplets sounded, it was Zeng Ruchu's mobile phone text message.

At this time, it should be the time for the whole people to send short messages to each other to send blessings.Zeng Ruchu didn't know what to expect in his heart, so he eagerly took out the phone and pressed the open button.

"Ru Chu, I know you don't want to see me, I left things at the door, you come out and take it, don't worry, you won't see me. I'm sorry tonight, I yelled again, hehe, my temper Sometimes I can't control it, but I will try my best to change it... I love you and will never leave you."

I love you and will never leave you...

Such a common sentence, something that lovers would say, but Zeng Ruchu's eyes were red...

Opening the door, Zeng Ruchu almost tripped over something in the corridor.

At his door, there was a huge package with a black plastic bag next to it.

Zeng Ruchu hesitated for a moment, squatted down, opened the big package, and saw a soft quilt inside, which was exactly the quilt he and Yuan Yu made in his master bedroom...

Zeng Ruchu looked at it for a while, and then opened the black plastic bag next to it. Inside were two breads, some ham sausages, several boxes of milk, and a blue lid, a bowl of ice cream brand commonly seen on the street.

Zeng Ruchu's eyes were all focused on the ordinary bowl of ice cream, the indifferent camouflage collapsed in an instant, and painful memories were revealed in the dark eyes...

This is his favorite ice cream back then, blueberry flavor... When he was young, his father often bought it for him to eat. Later, after being with Yuan Yu, Yuan Yu knew that he loved it, even though it was in the refrigerator of their home. It's always full of stuff.Yuan Yu would still give it to him occasionally during recess, when meeting each other, or when returning home, as if offering a treasure...

This ice cream, which his father bought for him in more than ten years, is not as much as what Yuan Yu bought for him during the two years he was with Yuan Yu...

When Yuan Yu was a teenager, during the days when the two were together, he always spent all his time treating him well and making him happy... That was indeed the happiest time in his life, and he would spend his whole life remembering it. That beautiful period seems to be not enough...

Going round and round, he stayed in prison for ten years. After he was released from prison, Zeng Ruchu always felt that the prison had completely changed his person, from his bones to every detail of his life. He was no longer the same as before. Zeng Ruchu, he was an old man who had spent ten long years in prison, his bones soaked in vicissitudes...

However, he thought he had forgotten a lot of things, but it turned out that he just hadn’t remembered it... Like this ice cream, Zeng Ruchu needs to see it, and he can imagine him being held on the tip of his tongue, that unique cold sweetness smell……

The lights in the corridor went out, and Zeng Ruchu didn't respond. He squatted in the dark for a long time before slowly standing up and going back with his things.

The sound of the door being closed resounded in the empty corridor, and a tall figure came out from under the stairs, it was Yuan Yu who hadn't left...

The silence just now made Yuan Yu, who was hiding downstairs, not dare to catch his breath, and listened nervously to the movement upstairs.He didn't come out quietly until he heard that he was going back.Yuan Yu glanced at Zeng Ruchu's door, feeling sore in his heart.

The bowl of ice cream was quietly placed at the door of Zeng Ruchu's house, lonely as if it had been forgotten... Zeng Ruchu didn't take it in...

Yuan Yu's eyes were gloomy, and he took a deep look at the ice cream for the last time. He tightly held the cold stair handrail with his palm, and he left after a long while...

Zeng Ruchu hugged the soft quilt, tightly grasped the corner of the quilt with both hands, his fingers turned pale.

In the dark, there are still sad love songs playing on the flickering computer...

He curled up on his side, his thin chin was buried in the quilt, tears slowly trickled down his expressionless facial features, soaking in the quilt that smelled like Yuan Yu...