After getting out of prison

Chapter 57

Yuan Yu followed the doctor into the operating room for suturing, but Zeng Ruchu didn't follow, and sat alone in the corridor of the hospital.

Next door is the emergency room on the first floor. Seriously injured patients who have been involved in car accidents or accidents are rushed in. The corridors are bustling and noisy, and there are too many crying and crying.Zeng Ruchu sat upright with a pale face, looking numbly at the family members of the patients who came in and out of the pain, and didn't move for more than half an hour.

"Once upon a time?"

Suddenly someone called his name, Zeng Ruchu raised his head in a daze, and saw Meng Xiangtian squeezed through the crowd, came to him and asked anxiously: "What's wrong with you?"

Zeng Ruchu looked at him a little stiffly, tried to move his lips, but didn't make any sound.

"Yuan Yu called me just now and said that you are in the hospital. Let me come and see you. What happened to you?" Meng Xiangtian was nervous when he saw the blood on his face and the dried blood on his hands. Ask: "Where did you bleed?"

"It's not me..." Zeng Ruchu said softly.

"It's not you?" Meng Xiangtian searched around, already having a bad premonition in his heart: "Where's Yuan Yu? I heard his voice on the phone just now is not right, don't tell me it's something wrong?"

Zeng Ruchu's eyes were a little blank from the beginning to the end, as if he had been greatly frightened, and his reaction slowed down.

"What happened to him?" Meng Xiangtian was startled.

"Finger...he cut off his finger." Zeng Ruchu's face was almost transparent, and his voice was still hoarse from crying just now.

"Did he cut off his finger?" Meng Xiangtian's eyes widened, and he looked at him in disbelief.

Nodding his head, Zeng Ruchu closed his eyes wearily.

Meng Xiangtian stared at him, and he seemed to be able to guess what happened between the two of them in an instant, he looked at Zeng Ruchu with deep eyes, gritted his teeth and said, "What's the matter with you, Zeng Ruchu? Is my brother not doing enough? You are a big man, what are you tired of doing there! If you want to be good, you can have a good time with him. If you don’t want to be good, you should fuck away Ah! Don’t you know that my brother is sick? He’s sick in his heart and brain, and it’s all because of you, and now you’re still torturing him like this. He’s not normal if you don’t stimulate him. Do you have to kill him? Are you willing?"

Zeng Ruchu opened his eyes from the first sentence he said, and when he saw him scolding himself, those dark eyes were calm, as if what he said had nothing to do with him.

Seeing his expression, Meng Xiangtian hated him so much that he wanted to go up and beat him up.Clenching his fist forbearance, he cursed angrily before turning around and leaving: "Zeng Ruchu, you are so ruthless!"

Meng Xiangtian went to Yuan Yu's operating room, and when Zeng Ruchu heard his words, he smiled softly.No matter how ruthless he is, he is not as ruthless as Yuan Yu. In order to force him, he could chop off his fingers...

Now that Meng Xiangtian has arrived, Zeng Ruchu felt that it was meaningless for him to stay here any longer. He got up and wanted to leave, but the blood on the cotton slacks was almost dry. I could feel the fear of Yuan Yu's blood flowing down the towel.

When passing by the mirror on the safety lock of the hospital, Zeng Ruchu saw the blood stained on his face and neck.His expression was in a trance for a moment.

After washing his face in the bathroom first, Zeng Ruchu felt a lot more awake.

The cool drops of water froze on his face, eyelashes, and lips. He saw his own face in the mirror, pale as a ghost, his thin cheeks were almost sunken, and his eyes looked big because of his thinness. Stunning, with dark eyes, dark and lifeless.

Zeng Ruchu looked at this person in the mirror and thought in horror, is this himself?When did he become such a photographable look...

Yuan Yu's impulsive and crazy actions brought back many terrible memories in him. Those terrible memories and feelings were shocking and very real.He couldn't control his fear, and he couldn't control the growing darkness in his heart. He even felt that to live was to suffer, to be depressed, to be unsatisfactory, and even to be breathless...

In the mirror, Zeng Ruchu's eyes were gloomy.

Meng Xiangtian walked in from the door at this time, hugged his shoulders and glared at him, and said coldly: "Do you know? The most admired person in my life, Meng Xiangtian, is you."

Zeng Ruchu didn't seem to hear, rushed his hands under the faucet, turned around, and walked towards the door.

"Damn, I'm just wondering, are you made of wood?" Meng Xiangtian scolded furiously: "I know all about what happened back then, and I thought you were not a heartless person. Since you treat Yuan Yu If you have feelings, why do you still torture each other like this? Is it fun? Acting in Qiong Yao drama?"

"Please get out of the way, I want to go out." Zeng Ruchu said to him who was blocking the door.

"Yuan Yu told me just now that he is going to surrender and go to his mother's prison for another ten years, why don't you persuade him?" Meng Xiangtian glared at him angrily.

At this time, Zeng Ruchu finally raised his proud eyelids to look at Meng Xiangtian, and said coldly: "You tell Yuan Yu, he will go if he wants to surrender, and he will be locked up in the prison just because no one will bother me. From now on, he wants to Do whatever you want, but please don't do it in front of me. He doesn't think it's disgusting, but I don't think it's a hassle to send him to the hospital."

Zeng Ruchu coldly put aside these terrific words, pushed the stunned Meng Xiangtian away, and left the hospital.

Zeng Ruchu took a taxi home, changed his clothes, and left with the suitcase packed on the ground without stopping for a moment.

Yuan Yu's fingers connected.Meng Xiangtian relayed Zeng Ruchu's words to him without missing a word, and Yuan Yu's expression turned ugly.

"Are you going to surrender yourself?" Meng Xiangtian asked coolly.

Yuan Yu glared at him: "Get lost!"

"I can get out, but if I get out, no one will follow your darling. He is no longer in City A..." Meng Xiangtian finished speaking very cheaply, stood up and patted the non-existent folds on his pants, and smiled One click: "Goodbye."

Yuan Yu's face turned red: "Get back!"

"Rolling around, are you a ball?" Meng Xiangtian was upset, but he came back obediently.

"You are too crazy." Meng Xiangtian sat next to his hospital bed, made a gesture of cutting his fingers, and grinned foolishly and said, "When the anesthetic wears off, it will hurt you to death!"

Yuan Yu ignored him, his eyes were deep, and he asked in a deep voice: "He, is he gone?"

"Let's go." Meng Xiangtian replied bluntly: "I scolded him on purpose, thinking that I could wake him up, who would have thought that he would not hang me..."

Yuan Yu looked at him with a gloomy expression.Meng Xiangtian exaggeratedly raised his hands and said: "Hey, I scolded him on purpose, and it was all for your own good. When I scolded him, I also praised you. Maybe something will wake him up. You That guy is such a stubborn ass, you hurt yourself, and he is as cold as ice. But, you seem to be good at this, why didn't I find out that you have masochistic tendencies before... ..."

"Can you shut up!" Yuan Yu finally couldn't help but said.

"cut!"

"Where did he go?" Yuan Yu asked.

"..."

Yuan Yu raised his eyebrows: "Didn't you send someone to follow you? Don't tell me you lost it?" Yuan Yu's pupils shrank, and he was about to get out of bed.

"Didn't you tell me to shut up?" Meng Xiangtian muttered unhappily.

"You!" Yuan Yu waited for him ferociously, feeling that he would die of anger if he talked to him again, and threatened after a few breaths: "Meng Xiangtian, I don't care about other things, if you do this for me If you smash it, I can really beat you."

"Just you?" Meng Xiangtian gave him a disdainful look, and said lightly, "You should get your man done first!"

Zeng Ruchu went to a small county town in City S next to City A. This used to be his father's hometown.When he was four years old, his parents took him to city A.

Zeng Ruchu has no memory of this small county town at all. All the concepts in his head are what his father told him back then, and he imagined it out of thin air.It took him two and a half hours by train, and another half hour for a bus, before passing through a desolate farmland and mountain depression, and came to the county seat.

When Zeng Ruchu got off the bus, there was a row of red taxis outside the narrow bus station, and the smoking drivers rushed over when they saw them get off, trying to grab them and want them to sit in their own cars.

Zeng Ruchu got into one of them, and carpooled with a student-like girl in her 20s. The driver asked where she was going.Zeng Ruchu reported the name of a hotel that he had checked at home.

Stayed in the hotel for one night, Zeng Ruchu went out early in the morning to find a house.After looking at the house for a day, and after negotiating with the landlord, Zeng Ruchu simply bought daily necessities and bedding.Lived in on the third day.

This time, because of the rush of time, Zeng Ruchu rented a room.It is a large apartment, divided into several bedrooms and rented out to different people.

Although Zeng Ruchu doesn't like to live in a dorm, the rent is really not expensive, 400 yuan a month, including water, electricity and internet.And the conditions are also very good, three bedrooms and one living room, rented to three people respectively, and the living room is shared.The landlord usually doesn't live here.

When Zeng Ruchu came in with his bag, he saw that the resident in the next bedroom was a sunny boy in his twenties. He looked like a student. He said that he and another resident belonged to the same school, just across the street from the community. The only university in the county.Later in the evening, another resident also appeared. They were very friendly to Zeng Ruchu and invited him to play online games together.Zeng Ruchu naturally declined with a smile.

Lying on the bed at night, Zeng Ruchu did not close the curtains. This is the fifth floor. Looking out from the window, you can see the deep navy blue night sky, dotted with stars, dotted in the night sky like a perfect masterpiece of a painter, which makes people's hearts tremble. Calm down and settle down.

Zeng Ruchu lightly touched the old wound on his left finger, thinking that Yuan Yu's finger should be able to connect...

Thinking of Yuan Yu, he was upset for a while.He was really frightened that day. He never thought that Yuan Yu could cut it off at will. It was his own finger, not someone else's. When this man became crazy, his heart trembled.During the days with Yuan Yu, Zeng Ruchu was like being dropped by a thin thread over a cliff, and could be smashed to pieces at any time.Because he didn't know what crazy move this man could make in the next second.

It's not that Zeng Ruchu didn't think about starting over, and considered the future possibility of the two of them.

However, even though Yuan Yu is the one he has always loved deeply, Yuan Yu loves him even more crazily.Zeng Ruchu didn't dare to take that step.He was terrified, terrified that Yuan Yu would bring destruction to his peaceful life like a ticking time bomb.

Yuan Yu's love has made him feel uneasy since more than ten years ago.This man can see him and say he loves him the first time he sees him, and then act like a crazy restless person.For such a person with such intense emotions, it is hard for Zeng Ruchu not to think, if one day he stops loving, does he just need to look at himself... Feelings are the most uncontrollable thing in this world, and Yuan Yu is another... A man who cannot guess the uncontrollable rage.Zeng Ruchu couldn't make up his mind and let himself and him take this risk.

Moreover, even if he is with him, will Yuan Yu gradually realize that he has changed so much in the past ten years that he is no longer the Zeng Ruchu he loves?Now sometimes when looking in the mirror, Zeng Ruchu himself would have an uncontrollable dislike for the man in the mirror. In the mirror, he was not only pale and thin like a ghost, but even the gloomyness in his heart made him feel I am filthy to the bone, no different from those inhumane drug lords, murderers, rapists in prisons...

Such a him, if he can't even like himself, how can he guarantee that others will like him for a lifetime?

Yuan Yu's treatment of him was nothing more than resentment, guilt and pity for what he couldn't get.When this man thinks about it one day, he will find that anyone in this world is much more beautiful than the one he thought he had loved for so many years.

Whether it is or not, Yuan Yu is different from him.He is a tiny speck of dust in this time, but Yuan Yu shines like a planet in the universe.He can wait to die in a daze, but sooner or later Yuan Yu has to bear the public opinion of the society and the responsibility of the family. He even needs to marry a woman of the right family and give birth to a cute little Yuan...

Zeng Ruchu couldn't help sketching the appearance of little Yuan in his mind, is it the same as the photo of him when Yuan Yu showed him when he was four and a half years old? Mrs....

Zeng Ruchu lightly sighed.

If possible, he sincerely hopes that Yuan Yu can enjoy a happy marriage and family, family happiness...

The author has something to say: Although Xiao Chuchu is a little cowardly, it is because of his personality. He has no sense of security since he was a child, and he likes Yuan Xiaogong so much in his heart. It is normal to feel that he is not good enough for Yuan Xiaogong.In the next chapter, our Yuan Xiaogong will come after him~~~