The beautiful boy is disobedient, take over!

Mother Zhong brought two servings, Zhong Ming drank half and put the other half away.When Ling Zhi just went to the study to make a phone call, Mother Zhong quickly grabbed Zhong Ming and said, "How many days have you been here?"

"No... just a few days."

"This place is really nice, better than your school dormitory, and better than our home."

Mother Zhong said, feeling a little melancholy: "I just don't know if it will be inconvenient for Zhigang if you live here all the time."

Zhong Ming was taken aback: "What's inconvenient for him?"

"You child, why are you still so ignorant?" Zhong's mother lowered her voice and said, "At his age, doesn't he have a girlfriend? If someone brings someone from the family, you have to know how to avoid suspicion, you know? "

Zhong Ming laughed: "Don't worry about that, he never brings women here."

Zhong Ming said, and quickly added: "He has another house outside."

"Is there another house?" Zhong's mother was surprised: "I knew he was rich, but I didn't know he was so rich! This house is so well decorated, and it's in such a good location, so it must cost a lot of money, right?"

Zhong Ming wanted to tell his mother that his name was written on the house now, but he didn't dare to say it, for fear of frightening his mother: "Anyway, he is richer than you think. Think about it, whether he is an official or a businessman, he doesn't care. As for the collusion between officials and businessmen, he is so good, he doesn’t even need to collude, and he does all the work by himself, how can he not be rich?”

"You child..." Mother Zhong straightened up with a smile, and looked around: "Where is your bedroom, take me to have a look, and I will tidy it up for you."

"No, no. My bedroom is clean and I don't need to tidy it up."

Mother Zhong frowned immediately: "Didn't you share a bed with Zhigang?"

"No, absolutely not!"

Mother Zhong said: "I don't think so, you are not that pushy. It's the same sentence, people are willing to let you live in, because they have a good heart, but we have to know how to measure, and we must be polite. There must be."

"You know how to teach me when you see me..." Zhong Ming muttered softly, "Don't think too much about him..."

But Mother Zhong didn't hear what he said clearly. Ling Zhi just came out after calling and said, "Let's eat outside today. I booked a restaurant."

Mother Zhong quickly stood up: "No, no, I'll go back right away."

"They're all here. I'll treat you to a meal too."

Zhong Ming also stood up, and said to his mother: "Mom, you promise him, if he wants to invite us to eat."

Mother Zhong immediately gave a "tsk", showing the meaning of reproach. She always felt that Zhong Ming's attitude towards Ling Zhigang was not respectful enough, and sometimes even showed a little disgust.This made her feel very inappropriate, and there was even an inexplicable uneasiness in her heart.She glanced at Zhong Ming, and Zhong Ming immediately calmed down, pursed the corners of his mouth, and did not speak.

This meal was enjoyable, the three of them were together and the disharmony was actually all due to Zhong Ming, as long as Zhong Ming was obedient, with Ling Zhigang's method of dealing with the elders, he could completely make Zhong's mother smile when she served her.The place to eat was very close to where they lived. Zhong Ming came back by himself after eating, and Ling Zhi just drove to see Zhong's mother.

Ling Zhigang felt that he behaved very well, but he didn't expect that when he got home, he saw Zhong Ming sitting in the living room with a stinking face, his legs crossed, and a cigarette in his mouth, but he didn't. lit.

Ling Zhi just reached out and pulled the cigarette out of Zhong Ming's mouth, put it in his own mouth, took out the lighter and lit it: "How do I look at it, you seem to be trying to settle accounts with me?"

Zhong Ming sneered and said: "It seems that you still have self-knowledge, you sit down first."

Ling Zhi just sat down on the opposite side, picked up the ashtray and flicked the cigarette in his hand, and the ash fell off.Zhong Ming asked: "Let's talk about my mother."

As he spoke, he sat upright and said, "From now on, can you not contact my mother without my consent?"

"how to say?"

"That is, if you want to go to our house or see my mother in the future, please tell me first. You can only meet my mother after obtaining my consent."

"why?"

"Why?" Zhong Ming's voice mentioned the octave: "You said why, you know why."

"I have my plan." Ling Zhigang pressed the cigarette into the ashtray: "You can't keep our affairs from your mother, can you? The fire can't be contained in the paper, and you will know sooner or later. Since she is in danger of being caught by her suddenly I know, and then things are in danger of being out of control, it is better to let her accept it bit by bit from now on. I know that people of her age are conservative in thinking, and I will not act rashly, I have a sense of proportion..."

"You wait..." Zhong Ming thought about Ling Zhigang's words: "Are you going to tell my mother?" His voice immediately soared: "How dare you!"

Zhong Ming said: "There is no need to let her know about our relationship, as it is now is the best state. What do you want to do in such a long-term, take one step at a time, and don't just say that we will be long-term... Don't be angry either, I didn't mean to make you angry. Heterosexuals still have a break-in period. Don't just assume that we won't have problems in the future. I don't intend to keep my mother from knowing about us for the rest of my life... ...If the two of us are really married, we plan to have a relatively solid and long-term relationship, and it will not be too late to let her know. We are just getting started, and to be honest, I have not thought about things that are too far away. You are now Just let my mother know, don't let her break her heart, if we break up soon, won't it make her sad for nothing? When you pat your ass and leave, what should I do? "

Zhong Ming said so much in one breath, and finally concluded: "Anyway, I think you are thinking too far. I have considered this matter very rationally. This is my opinion. Do you think what I said is reasonable? ?”

Ling Zhigang was actually unhappy, but what Zhong Ming said seemed to make sense. He moved his lips and said, "You don't believe me anymore?"

"It's not a question of disbelief in you..." Zhong Ming said honestly, "I don't necessarily believe in myself... People's hearts are very strange, and it's not impossible to go to Qin Muchu..."

"It seems that my love letter to you was written in vain." Ling Zhigang said with a serious expression, "Because I have said so much, you still don't believe me. I am an adult, an adult with some experience, how can I Think, what do you want, what kind of person are you? "

Zhong Ming refused to admit it: "I didn't think so."

Zhong Ming's words were not all lies. He himself was very ignorant about this relationship. He was forced at the beginning, but this kind of coercion continued afterwards, and it became a habit for him. No matter what kind of throbbing, he will feel that this is the result of Ling Zhigang's coercion, which has almost become a kind of inertial thinking.Whether he loves Ling Zhigang, likes him or not, even Zhong Ming has never thought about it, and he doesn't want to think about it, because he doesn't want to find out that he also has strange feelings for Ling Zhigang.

His subconscious is restraining himself and anesthetizing himself. He has never seriously thought about whether it is possible for him and Ling Zhigang to go on forever. He lacks thinking about the future. Even if he thinks occasionally, he still thinks about how Leaving Ling Zhigang, and the wonderful life he may have after leaving Ling Zhigang.

He can no longer feel Ling Zhigang's enthusiasm for him in such a situation without any scruples, and then let himself fall. It is destined to be such a bumpy road. This worry is not because Ling Zhigang is a good or bad person, but because Ling Zhigang is a man of the same sex as him.This has nothing to do with Ling Zhigang, it's about gender, even if Shen Jun is changed, he will be worried.

But he himself is also contradictory and confused. Every time he goes to bed with Ling Zhigang, he is frightened. It is not only Ling Zhigang's excessive demands, but also his own feelings. He hugs Ling Zhigang firmly. When he touched his neck and shoulders, he was actually satisfied. The physical satisfaction intensified his panic about his own sexuality. He didn't want to be a homosexual, he was afraid of being a homosexual, and he never thought that he would be a homosexual. How could he be gay, and he never thought he would be gay, how could he be gay, how could he be gay.

But why did he like Ling Zhigang's touch? When Ling Zhigang caressed him, why did he enjoy it so much, his body deviated from his will, and his behavior made him ashamed.Is this the reaction that a normal man should have, when he sees Ling Zhigang's body, he will get an erection, and his heart can't be controlled?He didn't know, he had no one to ask, and he had no experience to learn from. He walked alone in the dark, and Ling Zhigang was still tempting him forcefully.

The mental confusion and annoyance made him show a certain resistance, which is the reason why he has been lukewarm towards Ling Zhigang. Rather than saying that he is fighting against Ling Zhigang, he is fighting against himself.

There are only two kinds of life he needs, one is plain and ordinary, no different from everyone else, when he reaches a certain age, he does certain things, goes to school, falls in love, works, gets married, has children, raises children, and then grows old.

Either be dazzling, live a life of joy, achieve success and be famous, and envy everyone.This is the one he prefers. He is not a person willing to be mediocre. He is eager to succeed and has ambitions. The first life is just his second choice, and the second life is his ultimate goal.

And these two kinds of life do not include Ling Zhigang.