ruffian young lady

"I don't know if the stars in front of me are the ones I'm used to. Although I don't recognize them, I don't know their names, I only know the moon... Ha, if I can see it, it should also prove that I am still on the earth." Wine Eyes slightly drunk, Ji Zhishu looked at the night sky strewn by the galaxy, took a deep breath and exclaimed, "There is no light pollution, so beautiful."

"More beautiful than your hometown?" Listening to him muttering to himself, Han Shangyu asked with a smile.

"Well, it's rare to see them in cities."

A sip of wine and a sip of food, feeding himself and feeding each other, Ji Zhishu, who was in a good mood, handled it with ease, looked at the bright full moon and nodded, suddenly there was a small wave of ripples in his heart for no reason, thought for a while, scratched his head, and answered seriously.

"It's quite beautiful. If I want to see a good night view, I have to worry about choosing a place, but... how should I put it, the customs of each place are always different, so we can't compare the changes from ancient to modern times. Each has its own beauty."

Although he has gradually become accustomed to the simple and simple life, living a carefree life, looking for fun and entertainment when he is free after his work, and having people by his side does not make him feel lonely and boring, but he still likes the convenient society where technology is common, and he always loves it from the bottom of his heart. It is impossible to take off the tourist's coat.

This is not his place after all.

In a daze, he remembered what he said to Han Shangqi when he stayed by the man-made lake in the mansion that day.

"I see that my brother must be very concerned about you. 』

It's troublesome if he pays attention to it. The situation is a bit beyond his expectation.

"sorry……"

"Why?" Han Shangyu withdrew his gaze from looking at the starry sky and turned to him.

"Ah?" Ji Zhishu was stunned, and then he realized that he had blurted out accidentally. He was a little flustered for a while, and hurriedly said with a smile: "Sorry, you have been busy all day, and we did that just now...Really, it's midnight. I even dragged you out without thinking about whether you are tired or not, and whether you will have to work all day tomorrow. It’s getting late. I’ll clean it up and see if you want to wait for me or go back to your room to rest first. .”

"Why?" Han Shangyu raised the corners of his lips, shaking the cup slowly.

"That, that..." The persistent question made Ji Zhishu's heart skip a beat and his mind went blank, "Didn't I just say that... I said that because I made my own decisions and didn't care about your body. sentence……"

The pretended smile couldn't hold back, his language was weak, he usually babbled nonsense, and his mouth was full of nonsense, but now the more he tried to cover up the past, the more he couldn't think of any excuses to prevaricate, and the faltering response made him even more flustered , and broken justification.

A full moon hangs high, and the silvery white light falls on the figures of the two people who are drinking on the roof. The faint light encloses a quiet and harmonious atmosphere around the two people. It was originally a happy and peaceful tryst, but with the An abrupt apology broke down in an instant.

"The third time." The corner of his mouth curled into a beautiful arc, Han Shangyu squinted at him, still smiling, "Why do you need to apologize to me?"

Contrary to his calm and gentle expression, his clear and deep voice has cooled down.

There was a click in Ji Zhishu's heart, and he opened his mouth, hesitating to speak several times, but still didn't answer.

Slightly drunk from the cinnamon wine, his cheeks were flushed, his body was hot, but his fingertips felt cold and trembling. He wiped his face, and his eyes suddenly sober and without drunkenness looked straight at the other side of the city. Dare to look at each other, with an embarrassed smile on his delicate face.

Quietly looking at him who was rarely silent, trembling eyelashes, stiff lips, and the indescribable bitterness in that smile, Han Shangyu saw it in his eyes, didn't ask any more questions, just propped his chin , finger tapping regularly.

After a long silence, he suddenly laughed out loud.

"Regret?"

It was a nonsensical sentence, but Ji Zhishu understood it very well, his whole body shook, he bit his lip uneasily, and he was even more afraid to face him.

"I……"

"I understand," Han Shangyu put his arm over Fang Ji, and pinched Ji Zhishu's chin with his fingers, gently but forcefully turned his face and looked directly into his own eyes, speaking in a calm and unhurried tone, with lips curled into a smile Said: "From the very beginning, you have held the attitude of being dispensable. You don't care about it not because you firmly believe in each other's hearts, but because when there is a small crack between us in the future, you don't plan to solve it at all, just let it go easily. .”

"no……"

"You never trusted me at all."

His face turned pale, and Ji Zhishu looked at him with wide eyes. Those soft eyes had turned into frost, and under the light of the candlelight, there was a frightening cold light. A small piece of skin touched by his chin froze. It made him tremble slightly, and he gradually lowered his eyes and avoided it again, because it was an irrefutable fact.

"That's right?" Thinking of himself who was happy because he said something that he believed that day, Han Shangyu raised his eyebrows and let go, "So you've been playing with me all this time?"

"No! I'm not joking at all!" Ji Zhishu hurriedly explained, but he really didn't trust him completely. At this time, the truth in his heart that was completely right was still hesitating for a moment, and he couldn't tell clearly, "Although... But I am serious about dating you, just, just me... After all, you still have to marry a wife and live your own life..."

"lie."

The movement of playing with the wine cup came to an abrupt end, and the two words were spoken softly and lazily, and the wine in the glass was poured on Ji Zhishu.

"So, the reason is because of me? Ha, don't think I don't know what's going on in your heart." Han Shangyu couldn't help laughing, propping his face in a leisurely posture, his eyes were full of undisguised ridicule and disgust, cold Looking at him dripping coldly, he filled up the wine again, and continued casually, "You drew a line between us, maybe there is sincerity, but this heart is half true and half false, and the promised trust is actually waiting for you." One day I accidentally went out of line and lightly touched a line I couldn't see, and you have a reason to pat your ass and throw it cleanly."

Ji Zhishu pursed his lips, silently raised his hand to wipe off the drink on his face, and made no statement about his humiliating behavior.

"Are you right again?"

As soon as the words fell, Han Shangyu stood up, with a smile on his mouth all the time, standing upright on the roof tiles, his clothes fluttering under the blowing of the night wind, he drank the wine in his hand upright, and swiped down with his arms raised Suddenly, the wine cup slammed into the courtyard, breaking into small pieces of porcelain with a bang, the toe of the shoe was lifted, and there were several ping-pong clangs.

The carefully arranged small world was destroyed.

"Obviously I want to leave in my heart, but I need an excuse to let myself go with peace of mind, in order to have a clear conscience."

Ji Zhishu's heart trembled when he heard it, and he didn't dare to stop him. Suddenly, his eyes blurred, just like the two times before when he really angered this person, he was violently grabbed by his collar and pulled up. People's anger could no longer be avoided, and it surged towards him, suffocating him so much that he didn't even dare to take a breath.

"You are really sent by God to punish me. It was the first time I fell in love, but I met someone even more heartless than me."

While exhaling warmly, the scent of wine lingered, Han Shangyu lowered his eyes, and his eyes fell on the bright red hickey on his neck, the lingering and ecstatic love, the love words between ears and temples, the throbbing heartbeat, just left the slightest aftertaste No stay, extremely ironic.

"We made an appointment to have a good time together, but you lied to me, watching me drink cup after cup, looking so drunk that I couldn't control myself, you got away in time... no, from the very beginning, you were holding the cup with half a drop Zhan, you are sober and happy to see it?" Han Shangyu said lightly, his index finger slowly lifted the red string tied with the jade pendant around his neck, "Ji Zhishu, you are really cruel."

"Don't!" Realizing what the man was going to do, the dull Ji Zhishu finally got emotional, hurriedly grabbed his hand, stammered to stop, "This, don't take this piece of jade, you clearly..."

"Since you don't plan to be serious and have the mentality of leaving at any time, why do you keep this thing?" In Han Shangyu's eyes, this pleading was another hypocritical acting, and he felt inexplicably ridiculous, "Oh, look at me drinking too much I forgot, even though this piece of jade has no meaning to you, it is of high quality and indeed of great value.”

"No... Please, don't take it away..."

"Ah."

With a slight sneer, he slapped Ji Zhishu's face heavily like a giant palm, making him dizzy. Even if he turned his eyes away to avoid the cold gaze of the other party, he still couldn't stop the overwhelming contempt from hitting him, and stabbed him sharply. Xiang Xinkou, the pain was accompanied by great shame, but instead of being blushing, his cheeks were paler and his blood was gone. The fingertips holding the opponent's arm trembled slightly, and a coldness rising from within rushed to his limbs Baike.

It was clearly a cool summer night, but the biting cold couldn't be restrained.

Even though he begged in a low voice and was so ashamed, even though he was misunderstood as a greedy and shameless person, and his breathing was a bit difficult when he was tightly buttoned up, Ji Zhishu, who was in a mess of mind, still refused to let go at all, held on tightly, and could no longer give hypocritical words Sophistry, all I know is that he can't let him tear off the jade pendant that was given to him again.

In the indigo-colored ink night, the two figures on the roof were deadlocked, the quietness of the night magnified the clamor of heart trembling, like a mallet knocking on the forehead, tinnitus buzzing, Ji Zhishu frowned, gasping for breath He couldn't make up the oxygen that gave him life. Compared with the other party's unceremonious brutality, the dull and dignified silence around him made him more uncomfortable. He covered his mouth and nose tightly, and gradually lost his strength.

After a long while, the five fingers holding the skirt of the clothes slowly loosened.

"Hoo, hoo hoo...cough cough..." Ji Zhishu coughed violently, his eyes were red from being twisted.

"Speak the truth after drinking, it is true."

In just a few short months, the past relationship entangled his hair, pinched his face domineeringly and viciously, spanked his ass mercilessly, and caressed him with naughty or gentle touches. The clasped palms pushed towards his chest.

"You, duplicity, full of lies."

In the silent night, a lonely person.

Jiu Jin and his legs were a little weak from the fright of the icy anger. Ji Zhishu plucked his hair irritably. Looking at the courtyard, he was at a loss, unable to react.

All I know is that once that person leaves, the warmth will no longer be there, and the scenery will be lost.

The soft moon halo turned into a bleak white light, which fell desolately on the messy ground. Porcelain pieces were broken on the stone pavement in the courtyard, the wine seeped into the ground, and the food was stained with soil.

With the intangible, the feelings that were screwed up by his words.

In the future, it will be pieced together again, and there will be cracks that cannot be erased.

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