Xiaolongnv not female

People from the basketball team went up in batches to mourn their deceased friends. Xiao Long, Wang Min and the others were in the second batch. When they saw the first batch of people who came downstairs, all of them looked bleak, and some boys even had red eyes.

The appearance of the old apartment is not very glamorous, the cramped stairs can only pass two thin people at the same time, the basketball team and the tall people are crowded together, no one speaks, only the heavy footsteps, the atmosphere is depressing It's outrageous.

There is the smell of joss sticks in the air, just like the smell of incense in temples during festivals, and there is a faint sound of Buddha from upstairs, babbling.

Xiao Long knew that it was a Buddhist chanting machine, and would only sing "Namo Guanyin Bodhisattva" over and over again. Grandma also had one and carried it with her.

Generally, the family of the deceased will use this machine to recite for seven days to save their souls.

……

There is a feeling of time travel, there is no senior year, no college entrance examination, in this world, there is only life and death.

Jin Yiqiu's home is surprisingly well-decorated, the windows are bright and clean, the beige curtains are loosely tied, and the floor is smooth and recognizable.One can imagine what a warm family this would be—if there were no black-and-white photos on the table in the living room temporarily serving as the mourning hall, and the huge Chinese character "Dian" on the flower plaque, and the couplet with the words "Death at an early age" ".

The black tablecloths and pure white curtains were deliberately arranged solemnly.

A middle-aged couple in plain clothes received them. Although their faces were kind, there was pain in their eyes that could not be ignored.There was also a girl not much older than them, who seemed to be Jin Eulyu's sister, who stood with her hands behind her back, her eyes were red and swollen.

Girls may still cry sadly to mourn for their classmates who died young, but boys can't find a good way to express it.

Everyone offered flowers one by one, and after deliberating for a long time, each of them spoke stiffly.

"Chair, we're here to see you."

"Go all the way, let's play basketball together in the next life."

"Senior, we will miss you."

"We will visit our uncles and aunts often, so don't worry."

"..."

The spirit table was full of apples, and it was no longer possible to put them on both sides, so it could only be stacked higher. Xiao Long was carrying a bag of pears, feeling a little out of place.

He timidly asked: "Auntie, does Jin Yiqiu like apples very much? We bought pears, does he like them?"

The air seemed to freeze in a second, and Jin Yiqiu's mother gave a smile that was uglier than crying, and then the smile fell down, sobbing heavily, and covered her face and went inside.

The middle-aged man took the bag from Xiao Long's hand, patted the boy's thin shoulder with his big hand, and said, "Eat, he likes to eat anything."

Xiao Long: "Then why only put apples..."

"Yi... Before the car accident, I called my family and said," the man choked up, wiped the corners of his eyes, and said, "He said, 'Dad, I'm coming home soon, do you have apples at home, I want to eat apple.'"

Everyone: "..."

"This is the last sentence he said before his death."

The two boys couldn't help it, and wiped their eyes. Jin Yiqiu's sister cried and twitched while holding the funeral table. Wang Min and another boy went up to comfort her.

Xiao Long felt that he had asked the wrong question, his nose was sore, and the things in front of him began to blur.

He raised his head, touched the apples on the table, and forced himself to stay calm so as not to let tears fall.

I can't believe it, a life just disappeared like this, he can't speak, laugh, move, respond, and sleep forever...

Even though they only meet each other a few times, even though they are not very close to each other, this kind of separation is really too cruel.

After returning to school, Xiao Long was out of his mind. At night, he dreamed that Jin Yiqian asked him for an apple (...).

Wang Min didn't know whether to laugh or cry when he found out, and said, "The next time Jin Yiqiu comes to see you again, you can give him a pear and an apple, and tell him that we can get together and leave, and have a safe journey."

After another week or so, Xiao Long got out of the Jin Yiqiu matter.

It was early in the morning, when he opened his eyes, he suddenly felt that this day was very different. It was hard to describe that feeling, as if he had learned a lot overnight.

Get up, wash your face and brush your teeth quietly, go to have breakfast with Wang Min, drinking hot porridge, Xiao Long suddenly said: "Brother, it's good to be alive."

Wang Min was taken aback, and said, "Well, live well."

The lost life gradually fades from people's memory, but the review is still going on intensely.

Small-scale tests continued one after another, and all kinds of messy news filled the world of the students.For example, someone from a certain class has gone abroad, someone else has been recruited to be a pilot, and I heard that there are film and television scouts who come to find actors, and if they are selected, they don't need to take the college entrance examination...etc.

Everyone wants to escape from this war. In any way, as long as others have a way out different from their own, they will talk about it and envy it.

Either rush to death, or turn around and leave.Every road is full of thorns.

As long as you have the ability and courage, you can escape without hesitation; but after death, you may not necessarily be able to Nirvana.

There are all kinds of uneasiness in the air, and the commotion is full of people.

In mid-March, there was a couple in the class who had a puppy love.

Those two were also at the same table. The boys and girls were usually quite quiet, and they didn't seem to have a sharp personality, but it was that kind of student who usually didn't attract much attention, and suddenly started flirting with each other in the class in a high-profile manner.

At that time, although there was no explicit rule that high school students should not fall in love early, such behavior was never publicly allowed.

As long as some puppy loves don't affect their studies and don't make too many outrageous actions, they can still do it secretly under the nose of the teacher.For example, the same-sex intimacy between Xiao Long and Wang Min will never be suspected if they are properly measured.

But if it's a typical puppy love and it affects the class atmosphere and learning atmosphere, the superiors will definitely interfere.

The head teacher called them into the office one by one to talk, and after the conversation, rearranged their seats, and the original deskmates were split into two corners of the classroom...

This move made Xiao Long, who was already guilty, restless, and changed from his usual natural magnanimity.

He began to deliberately keep a distance from Wang Min in the classroom. Even when he returned to the dormitory, he was worried that his roommates would rush in at any time and find out the "adultery" between himself and Wang Min.

This makes Wang Min quite entangled, Xiao Xiao, who can act like a baby and take the initiative to make out, now avoids himself everywhere, and he will be vigilant even for ordinary kisses.

Maybe it's because of too much pressure. Whenever there is a change, everyone panics.

On the eve of the second mock exam, taking advantage of the absence of Le Baixiao and Gu Chun, Wang Min secretly hugged Xiao Long who was doing homework from behind, groping restlessly with one hand, touching his belly through the clothes.

Xiao Long pushed him away: "What are you doing..."

Wang Min: "..." A sad look of dissatisfaction.

Xiao Long: "Be serious! I'm doing my homework!"

Wang Min withdrew his hand and moved a little distance away from Xiao Long, with a calm expression, but only Xiao Long could feel that this guy was upset.

"...Hello." Xiao Long turned the pen and called out in a calm voice.

"Huh?" Wang Min flipped through his book indifferently.

"..." Lost to him!Xiao Long got up to check the dormitory door, came back after a circle, and rubbed Wang Min's head vigorously, "It's time for you to get a haircut."

"..." Wang Min turned his head and looked at him with raised eyebrows.

Xiao Long stretched out his claws and squeezed Wang Min's face: "Why are you so serious!"

"..." Sitting on the stool, Wang Min pulled Xiao Long's waist, hugged him, put his face on his abdomen, and asked with a soft smile, "Is the door locked?"

Xiao Long: "Yes."

Wang Min kneaded for a while, and wanted to press Xiao Long on the bed to kiss, but Xiao Long stopped him and said, "It's right here, I don't know when it's time to get on the bed..."

Wang Min said "Yes", let Xiao Long sit on his lap, and kissed him.

5 minutes later……

"Hmm..." Xiao Long broke free and said, "Okay, that's enough, it's time to do homework."

Wang Min: "..."

Almost the best students in the whole province will take part in the joint examination of ten schools in the province in early April. Passing this examination can basically confirm their level in the province.

It's a pity that this time Xiao Long not only failed to maintain his usual state, but also regressed.

The test papers of the joint entrance examination are difficult, and the questions are higher than the ones they usually do. This gives students who are good at overcoming difficult problems an advantage.

Wang Min won the first place as always, and he also got a good ranking in the whole school and the whole province. Since the beginning of this semester, his performance has been very stable, as if he has returned to the momentum of the 891 in the first year of college entrance examination, invincible.

During the three years of high school, under the supervision of Wang Min, Xiao Long's foundation was very solid.Originally, it was not a problem for him to be the top three in the class, but this time he only got fifth in the class!

Xiao Long was hit hard and depressed.

He took the test paper to analyze, and the English language did not fluctuate much, and the rest of the scores he could get were also taken. Only one big question in mathematics was really bad, and he deducted more than [-] points, which made the subject that could have scored a lot worse. .

There must be competition among the masters, how can there be a difference of more than [-] points!

Wang Min helped him read the paper, and asked in confusion, "We did this question before, how could you still get it wrong?"

Xiao Long: "...Ah? When!"

Wang Min showed him the practice papers, and Xiao Long was shocked to find that the questions that had caused him a lot of trouble in the examination room could be answered in a very simple way, and he didn't feel strenuous at all when he was doing homework before!

This made Xiao Long extremely panic, the college entrance examination is less than two months away!How could this happen!Does this mean that from now on, everything learned and done before will be forgotten one after another?

Ahhh, what should I do? !

Could it be that there was a problem with the way I started?But it was smooth sailing before, and the grades are also improving!

Xiao Long was perplexed and restless, unable to eat or sleep.

Wang Min felt distressed when he saw it.For me, this is just an ordinary practice exam. If you have a good attitude, you don't need to worry about it at all.

But Wang Min is not Xiao Long, even if he knows that his beloved is suffering, he can't understand his feelings.

"Don't think too much about it. It's not the college entrance examination. If you miss the exam once or twice, you can't decide the result, can you?" Wang Min comforted him with careful words.

"That's what I said, but," Xiao Long was furious, "I've been going downhill since this semester! I'm going crazy!"

"Xiao Xiao, listen to me," Wang Min lowered his voice and analyzed patiently, "First of all, your foundation is not bad, one or two bad exams can't represent everything, it's just a matter of performance; secondly, since the third year of high school, what have I done? You do the same thing, we study the same amount, as long as you are studying, you will never regress. There must be a reason for your poor performance in the exam. You don’t have enough energy to cope with the exam, and temporarily forget some of the questions you have done; or you haven’t formed a routine of questions in your mind, but these are all solvable. The exam is to help you find and solve problems , this is not a college entrance examination, so you should be thankful that the problem appeared before the exam, so you still have time to correct it."

"..." Xiao Long was soothed by Wang Min's calm tone, and asked confusedly, "How to correct it?"

Wang Min said: "Do you want to take out all the test papers you have done before and do it again?"

Xiao Long: "..." You want to kill me!Depend on!

Take out all the test papers you have done before and do it again. This is not a huge project, but an impossible task!32 papers a week, the papers that Xiao Long has done since the third year of high school have already become a huge stack, and many of the questions have been written and forgotten, and now Wang Min actually asks him to do all the questions again!There are two months until the college entrance examination, brother!

Seeing that Xiao Long's face turned black and his eyes were dull, Wang Min hurriedly said, "It's not what you think! It's not like doing new questions! It's about browsing and doing the questions. You just need to remember the method of doing the questions!..."

There was light in Xiao Long's eyes again.

"It takes 5 minutes to browse through each test paper, [-] papers a day. If you can't respond to the question method within ten seconds, just tick it with a red pen. I will help you summarize your weak questions. capture."

"..." Do you really want to do this?Is there enough time?

Xiao Long hesitated, but if he didn't do this, it would be tantamount to abandoning himself. Xiao Long knew very well that if he didn't have enough confidence and strength, he would fail the exam.

From the next day, Xiao Long gritted his teeth and began to follow what Wang Min said.

I don't know what obsession drove him to do this. In short, he was determined to go to the University of Science and Technology with Wang Min, and he didn't allow himself to fail!

Think about Xiao Meng who is using himself as a role model, think about Jin Yiyi who has passed away, think about being able to go to college with Wang Min, and be together for the rest of your life...

Live well and work hard for what you want!

...It's only two months, I worked hard!Can there still be people who read to death?

Xiao Long, who had readjusted his study rhythm, had a very painful first two days. The tasks that could have been easily completed became double, which was equivalent to using one day as two days!

However, he was already ready to hang his head and awl to stab his buttocks. Sanle's body and brain were easily moved out, and his sleep time at night was reduced from the usual six hours to five hours. Whenever he felt sleepy, he would pour a bottle of nutrient solution, wash Keep a cold face and continue to read the test paper.

After lunch, he and Wang Min would lie on the corridor outside the classroom and look at the greenery for a while to rest their eyes.There will be a new round in the afternoon, with the same rhythm and intensity.

You can rest, but you can't be distracted, you can pause, but don't try to escape.

Pass at least fifteen old papers a day, not one less!

Everything is difficult at the beginning, but actually doing it is not as painful as Xiao Long imagined. Excluding English and Chinese, the test paper has been reduced by one-third. Physics requires one question at a time.

The days passed by so fast, winter went to spring, spring went to summer solstice, the weather became hotter day by day, and the last mock exam in May was approaching.